Itsokaydean + clueless!dean   10

A Life Less Lived; emmram
"When Death re-souls Sam it doesn't quite stick. Every once in a while his soul slips free (maybe after a seizure?), his body walking around being a dick and not sleeping, while he gets to do the vengeful spirit gig for a couple of hours/days/weeks—it can vary—though he's not so much vengeful as disoriented and crazy, given the wall doesn't extend to his spirit form. So you have Dean, who sees all this redrum-on-the-mirrors chaos randomly breaking out around them, and Sam looking unsettlingly determined to banish the completely anonymous—“its identity is really not important, Dean, promise”—spirit that's latched onto him for no apparent reason, while trying to look all souled and innocent and kind of sucking at it. Whether or not Dean figures it out is up to the author. As is the winner."
supernatural  sam&dean  postcage!Sam  soulless!sam  hallucinating!dean  ghost!sam  s7  clueless!dean  genre:angst  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  seizure!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  clueless!bobby  author:emmram  0-5k  challenge:ohsam  genre:canon_divergence  ~ 
august 2018 by Itsokaydean
Chaoskampf; monicawoe
Leviathan blood is bad for you.

Really bad. Sam and Dean should
be putting on surgical masks and protective goggles and covering any
open wounds with several layers of duct tape before decapitating them,
then showering with heavy duty detergents immediately afterward.

They've never taken these precautions, and now they, Bobby, and every hunter who ever put a hole in a Leviathan is exposed.

(Sam's reaction is, of course, unique.)
supernatural  sam&dean  s7  leviathan!sam  leviathan!dean  leviathan!bobby  dean!turnsintoamonster  sam!turnsintoamonster  genre:angst  0-5k  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  sam!beatsdean  clueless!dean  author:monicawoe  genre:gen  genre:horror  challenge:sharp_teeth  ~ 
august 2018 by Itsokaydean
Our life will never end; fleshflutter
After breakfast Dean tosses the motel room keys to Sam and heads out to the parking lot to pack up the Impala. They're planning on heading down to Jackson to follow up on some rumours of a poltergeist. It'll be a long drive but Sam doesn't mind. The sky is bruised and blue with banks of clouds but the glare of the sun burns atomic-white along the horizon. 
supernatural  sam_dean(implied)  genre:angst  evil!sam  clueless!dean  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:fleshflutter  0-5k  ~ 
july 2018 by Itsokaydean
Bitchface No.5; orphan_account
There's a new kid in school and Sam is being a bitch, but Dean doesn't see how the two things are related.
supernatural  genre:au  sam_dean  au:highschool  established!relationship  jealous!sam  clueless!dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:anon  5-10k  rating:nc-17  tissie  ~ 
february 2018 by Itsokaydean
The Great Post-it Note Mystery; doilycoffin
When Dean begins to find Post-it notes containing cheesy pick-up lines in his office everyday, he writes it off as a workplace prank and tells himself not to take them seriously. Even so, he can't help but wish they were genuine.
supernatural  smith_wesson  pining!sam  clueless!dean  genre:schmoop  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:doilycoffin  rating:pg-13  0-5k  challenge:*minor  ~ 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
Be Mine verse; De_Nugis
Dean didn't even realize he was doing it. Really. The whole heart thing was totally not a thing.
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  pining!sam  kink:spanking  castiel!findsout  author:de_nugis  archive:ao3  havepdf  bemine_verse  tissie  ~  clueless!dean  genre:humor  genre:schmoop  5-10k 
april 2017 by Itsokaydean
Riot Gear; onlythisfic
Shortly before they ganked Dick Roman Sam became pregnant. He either knew and didn't tell Dean because he didn't want to give Dean any more pressure or he had no idea at all. The stress and trauma of seeing Dean and Cas disappear along with Crowley taking off with Kevin sends Sam into a downward spiral. The added stress from hitting Riot causes Sam to have a miscarriage. Sam spends time recovering physically, but not emotionally, with Amelia who knows not to ask about the baby. When Dean gets back and reams Sam out for not looking for him, Sam can't bring himself to tell Dean what happened. He thinks Dean will blame him for losing their kid and that it'll be the final straw. Maybe Sam sneaks out to visit the grave and Dean follows, but up to the author how Dean finds out. Cue guilty!Dean and hurt!Sam who has to relive the painful memories from the last year
supernatural  sam_dean  s8  Hurt!Sam  depressed!sam  suicidal!sam  sick!sam  mpreg!sam  miscarrying!sam  clueless!dean  angry!dean  psychoticbreak!sam  havepdf  guilty!dean  author:onlythisfic  rating:nc-17  tissie  ~ 
january 2017 by Itsokaydean
No coming back; dornfelder
I never knew it would be like that, and now that I do, I don’t know how I can live without it.
supernatural  sam_dean  kink:fuck-or-die  first-time  pining!sam  clueless!dean  dub-con  author:dornfelder  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  tissie  ~ 
june 2016 by Itsokaydean

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