Itsokaydean + challenge:bigbang   53

God Loveth His Children; Mystic_reader
When faith and obligation meet the renewal of old sins, two Mormon missionaries must decide if it’s worth losing everything they’ve ever known for a chance at love.
rps  jared_jensen  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:au  au:mormons  elder!jensen  elder!jared  pining!jensen  pining!jared  internalizedhomophobia!jensen  internalizedhomophobia!jared  boys!getbacktogether  boys!moveintogether  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:mystic_reader  challenge:bigbang  30-40k  ~ 
march 2019 by Itsokaydean
The Premises are These (You & Me & Him); minchout
Jensen and Jeff have been in a relationship for seven years. They're crazy about each other, but they have this thing they do to keep things interesting: Every once in a while, Jeff goes out, picks up a twink, and brings him home for Jeff and Jensen to share. Usually that's the end of it, but after they spend a night with Jared, neither one of them really wants to let go. They invite Jared into their lives, and this is the story of what happens between the three of them. 
rps  jared_jdm  jared_jensen  jared_jensen_jdm  genre:au  genre:pwp  au:teachers  teacher!jensen  teacher!jdm  student!jared  kink:threesome  boys!moveintogether  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:minchout  challenge:bigbang  20-25k  ~ 
february 2019 by Itsokaydean
+ The Witch Is Dead; dear_tiger
In 1988, three witches in Montana are growing a monster in their garden, and Sam is holiday snack. When Dean and John show up to get him, one witch is killed, and Dean gets a love curse that he keeps secret. As teenagers, Sam and Dean are living in a dying industrial town in Pennsylvania, where they come across a crooked old creature that takes an unusual interest in Dean. As adults, Sam and Dean return to Montana for a hunt and run into the two surviving witches who have been unsuccessfully trying to grow their monster. Dean, still carrying the love spell from the dead witch, is looking like perfect plant feed.
sam_dean  genre:angst  genre:casefic  genre:hurt_comfort  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!sam  cursed!dean  rescuer!sam  rescuer!dean  rescuer!john  pre-series  kidnapped!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:dear_tiger  physicallyhurt!dean  30-40k  genre:horror  witch_verse  challenge:bigbang  ~  +  fandom:supernatural 
february 2019 by Itsokaydean
Angels on Ariels; tsukinobara
Jensen is an aspiring singer-songwriter who works in a coffeehouse to pay the bills while he tries to get his music career off the ground. Jared's a mechanic with a pickup truck, two dogs, and three motorcycles. Jensen has been in Nashville eight months, and Jared has been there four years, when they meet - twice - and click instantly. Jensen wants Jared, and as a result Jared discovers that maybe he's not completely straight. Jensen's friend Danneel wants him to keep seeing the nice boy she set him up with, and Jared's coworker Katie keeps teasing him about his "friend", and the boys just want to figure out who they are and what they want, and how they can get and keep the things that will make them happy.
rps  jared_jensen  genre:au  genre:hurt_comfort  musician!jensen  mechanic!jared  barista!jensen  jared!comesout  pining!jensen  pining!jared  cheating!jensen  boys!moveintogether  jensen_matt  au:regular!joes  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:tsukinobara  50-60k  challenge:bigbang  ~ 
november 2018 by Itsokaydean
Tick Tock; Tipsy_Kitty
Jensen Ackles had his secrets, but he was certainly not a murderer, no matter what the good people of Austonia whispered behind his back. He wanted nothing more than to be left alone to work on his curious inventions. If only it weren’t for that accursed clause in his grandfather’s will stating he must be married by the time he’s 30 to fully claim his inheritance….

Jared Padalecki, recently orphaned and financially embarrassed, has heard the unsavory rumors surrounding Jensen and his missing wives, but he agreed to the marriage for the sake of his younger sisters. As the clock ticked down to Jensen’s birthday, Jared discovered the locked room in Jensen’s laboratory, and the secret Jensen has been keeping from him….
rps  jared_jensen  genre:au  genre:steampunk  inventor!jensen  poor!jared  boys!getmarried  genre:humor  au:bookseries  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:tipsy_kitty  crossdressing!jared  20-25k  challenge:bigbang  ~ 
october 2018 by Itsokaydean
Late Night Double Feature; vorpalblades
Gone are the lazy summer days of Jared’s youth; he now has his first-ever job at the Starlight Cinemas. It’s nothing like he expected – long hours, hard work, and unpredictable coworkers, including one Jensen Ackles. Only one thing is certain: Jared’s going to learn more than how to make the perfect batch of popcorn.
rps  jared_jensen  genre:schmoop  genre:au  genre:humor  pining!jensen  au:clerks  smitten!jensen  boys!comeout  au:college  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:vorpalblades  challenge:bigbang  au:regular!joes  20-25k  ~ 
october 2018 by Itsokaydean
Palladium; zubeneschamali
 Jared Padalecki was sixteen when Earth was invaded, shattering the world as he knew it. A year later, he was stunned when the leader of the human resistance, Jensen Ackles, was captured by the aliens, crushing the humans' last gasp of hope. Since then, Jared has made it his life's mission to rescue and restore Jensen, even if he never expects to get the chance to do either. But when that chance unexpectedly comes, Jared has to overcome the obstacles that he's put in his own way before he can work with his former hero, who's been a captive for years. If they can overcome the ways they've both been changed, they might be able to figure out a way to stop the invaders and maybe even save the world.
rps  jared_jensen  genre:au  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:sci-fi  au:rebels  au:aliensinvasion  genre:dystopia  rebel!jensen  prisoner!jensen  mindcontrolled!jensen  neuroscientist!jared  rebel!jared  pining!jensen  pining!jared  rescuer!jared  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:zubeneschamali  60-70k  challenge:bigbang  palladium_verse  ~ 
october 2018 by Itsokaydean
love and otter disasters; peppervl
As otters living on a wildlife preserve, Jared and Jensen enjoy spending lots of time playing and floating together, but they want more. An encounter with humans gives them a glimpse of the life they want, but when Misha the Magnificent grants their wish, they find that being human—and being in love—is a little more complicated than they thought, especially with the added challenges of being television stars.
rps  jared_jensen  otter!jared  otter!jensen  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:au  au:fantasy  boys!turnintohumans  genre:schmoop  genre:non-au  actor!jared  actor!jensen  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:nc-17  40-50k  challenge:bigbang  physicallyhurt!jensen  physicallyhurt!jared  pining!jensen  pining!jared  author:peppervl  ~ 
october 2018 by Itsokaydean
Deja Vu; Zara_Zee
Dean Winchester has a pretty sweet life. He works in construction; he married his long-time girlfriend, Carmen, straight out of high school; and he’s almost paid off a basic apartment in the Middle District. He may never have left his home district, let alone his home planet, but he’s happy… more-or-less. So why does he keep dreaming about the red wastelands of Mars? Why does he know more about the Martian Resistance than he has any right to? And who do the long, long legs and decidedly male butt that have him waking up achingly hard every morning belong to? Maybe Dean just needs a holiday? He couldn’t afford a real one, of course, but maybe he could go to Déjà Vu and get the memories of a holiday implanted; get Mars out of his system. Of course, that’s when the trouble really starts.
rps  jared_jensen  established!relationship  brainwashed!jensen  jensen!thinkshesdean  dean_carmen  rebel!jared  rebel!jensen  physicallyhurt!jensen  emotionallyhurt!jared  emotionallyhurt!jensen  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:sci-fi  au:rebels  genre:au  genre:dystopia  pining!jensen  pining!jared  evil!jdm  challenge:bigbang  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:zara_zee  amnesiac!jensen  40-50k  ~ 
july 2018 by Itsokaydean
Beneath the Red Hills; sowell
Five years ago, Sam Winchester failed the final trial, sending both brothers to opposite sides of the country. When Dean vanishes without a trace, Sam must figure out how to find his estranged brother and save a small town from the serial killer that's been terrorizing it.
sam_dean  post-season8  boys!breakup  boys!getbacktogether  genre:angst  genre:casefic  rescuer!sam  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  trials!sam  post-trials!sam  angry!sam  angry!dean  resigned!dean  stubborn!sam  helping!castiel  jealous!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  challenge:bigbang  author:sowell  20-25k  ~  fandom:supernatural 
june 2018 by Itsokaydean
Do I seem bulletproof to you?; fleshflutter
When he can't find any acting work, Jared takes a job as driver and bodyguard to Jensen, who is an extremely expensive prostitute with a bad habit of attracting crazy people.
rps  jared_jensen  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:au  hooker!jensen  driver!jared  pining!jensen  pining!jared  actor!jared  photographer!jensen  physicallyhurt!jensen  emotionallyhurt!jared  emotionallyhurt!jensen  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:fleshflutter  80-90k  ~  challenge:bigbang  au:hookers 
may 2018 by Itsokaydean
ten thousand miles; mimblexwimble
This isn’t a story with a deeper meaning. There is no moral at the end. On December 28th, 2007, Sam Winchester walked out of the motel room he was sharing with his brother and never came back. This is the story of what happened after.
sam&dean  genre:angst  genre:canon_divergence  genre:gen  s3  postdeal!dean  sam!goesmissing  desperate!dean  suicidal!dean  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!dean  s4  archive:lj  unhappy!ending  author:mimblexwimble  havepdf  challenge:bigbang  rating:pg-13  30-40k  tissie  ~  fandom:supernatural 
april 2018 by Itsokaydean
Hit the Ground Crawling; jonny_vrm (elmo_loves_me)
After Sam pulls Dean out of Hell, Dean stops talking. It takes a week for Sam to convince Dean to open his mouth so Sam can check that his tongue hasn't been cut out. It takes two weeks for Sam to accept that Dean really isn't talking. Then it takes a week of silence, the two of them sitting in the Impala like ventriloquist dummies, sitting in motel rooms like human taxidermy, before Sam decides to start talking for the both of them
sam_dean  first-time  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  electivemutism!dean  post-hell!dean  sam!savesdean  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  genre:casefic  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  sam!leaves  challenge:bigbang  author:jonny_vrm  25-30k  tissie  ~  fandom:supernatural 
march 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ To the Stars and Back; cleflink
90% of the human race thinks the Solar System is an alien free zone. They're all wrong, but luckily there are people around who make sure that what they don't known can't hurt them. Jensen was one of these people until his job got axed, but he and his Earth boyfriend, Jared, are about to have the chance to change that. Question is, how will a relationship based primarily on clever banter and really hot sex fare when they're dealing with a conspiracy that threatens the safety of the entire world?
rps  jared_jensen  established!relationship  spy!jared  spy!jensen  genre:humor  genre:hurt_comfort  jealous!jared  secret!identity  secretagent!jared  secretagent!jensen  boys!savetheworld  physicallyhurt!jensen  physicallyhurt!jared  undercover!jared  undercover!jensen  author:cleflink  rating:nc-17  50-60k  archive:lj  havepdf  stars_verse  tissie  ~  genre:au  au:spies  +  challenge:bigbang  genre:sci-fi 
march 2018 by Itsokaydean
like the back of my hand; dimpleforyourthoughts
The year is 2107 and all physical human contact has been outlawed. Jared Padalecki was born into this world and he’s never experienced anything like real human touch. But there’s a secret world that exists on the outskirts of this one; rumors of people who deal and touch in back alleys for the right amount of money. Curious despite himself, he tags along with a friend to witness one of these deals. All it takes is one moment, wrong place, wrong time, and Jared finds himself a part of this secret world, led in by Jensen Ackles. Jensen is everything about this world that gets people killed, but Jared’s curiosity gets the better of him, because while Jared has never been touched, Jensen still remembers what it was like to be touched. Curiosity shifts to passion and Jared’s no longer able to deny himself the need to understand physical touch, and to have Jensen be the one to teach him. In a world where people die to hold hands in the shadows, to steal just one kiss, Jared and Jensen embark down a path that begs the most dangerous and difficult questions of Jared’s life; do you choose to follow the law and deny your instincts because it’s safe? Or do you pursue your inner desires at the risk of getting killed?
rps  jared_jensen  touchseller!jensen  client!jared  pining!jared  pining!jensen  touchstarved!jared  touchstarved!jensen  friendstolovers  author:dimpleforyourthoughts  rating:nc-17  +100k  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  ~  touch_verse  genre:dystopia  genre:au  genre:hurt_comfort  challenge:bigbang 
february 2018 by Itsokaydean
The Colors of My Life; tcs1121
At age twenty, "Blind Artist" Jensen Ackles became a successful, world renowned Abstract Impressionist painter by painting what he saw. However, fourteen years later, Jensen feared that what was left of his poor eyesight was coming to an end sooner rather than later and wanted his work to carry on after his colors faded to black. Jensen takes on an aspiring, talented young artist, Jared T. Padalecki, as his apprentice.
rps  jared_jensen  artist!jared  artist!jensen  blind!jensen  first-time  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:tcs1121  rating:R  tissie  ~  misunderstanding  genre:au  genre:hurt_comfort  au:artists  au:famous_nonfamous  physicallyhurt!jensen  emotionallyhurt!jared  emotionallyhurt!jensen  challenge:bigbang  30-40k 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
There's Beauty In the Broken; righteousbros
Jared works for his family's garden center as a landscape designer in Los Olivos, CA. He loves his job working alongside his sister Megan and his friend Stephen but at the end of the day he was no one to come home to other than his dog, Harley. One day, a young woman named Mackenzie walks into his shop and hires him to revive the grounds of the estate she just bought nearby. Jared then meets her brother Jensen, a reclusive former model and all around Hollywood bad boy who is now confined to a wheelchair and angry at the world after his losing his leg in a motorcycle accident. After taking the time to get to know him a little better, Jared realizes that there is something about this beautiful damaged man that he just can't get enough of.
rps  jared_jensen  gardner!jared  au:disability  au:famous_nonfamous  amputee!jensen  depressed!jensen  first-time  first-kiss  protective!Jared  angry!jensen  archive:ao3  rating:nc-17  author:righteousbros  havepdf  tissie  ~  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:au  25-30k  challenge:bigbang 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
Dictionary for a Dead Language; britomart_is
Under mysterious circumstances bitterly disputed by the historians, Sam Winchester said yes to Lucifer. Three years later, Lucifer is gone and the familiar landscape that the Winchesters once traversed is a burnt-out ruin of its former self — not to mention the damage done to Lucifer's vessel. Trapped in a grotesque parody of domestic bliss with a brother he no longer recognizes, a shell-shocked Dean has no reason to believe that happy endings exist for men like the Winchesters.
sam_dean  post-season5  amnesiac!sam  Protective!Dean  worried!dean  author:britomart_is  rating:nc-17  havepdf  archive:ao3  tissie  ~  au:endverse  genre:post-apocalypse  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  20-25k  challenge:bigbang  fandom:supernatural 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ This is Ourselves (Under Pressure); clex_monkie89
After Nightshifter, Sam and Dean hit the road. What follows is three months of fear and frustration with the FBI hot on their heels, trying to avoid the long arm of the law while still continuing to work. It's not easy; being on the run doesn't leave much time for breathing, never mind sleep, sex or any much-needed downtime.
sam_dean  established!relationship  boys!ontherun  worried!sam  worried!dean  s2  author:clex_monkie89  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  ~  kink:manhandling  kink:somnophilia  +  rating:nc-17  25-30k  challenge:bigbang  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  fandom:supernatural 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
The Beat of Our Noisy Hearts; cleflink
In a world where heartbreak is a literal condition, it's Jared's job to sew, fill and patch the physical wounds left in people's hearts by lost loves, misunderstandings and betrayals. Jared's own love life is more than a little dire, largely because Jensen doesn't date and Jared doesn't do one-night stands, but he's got good friends and a job he loves, so he figures that he can't complain too much. When a killer attacks Jensen, Jared discovers that a needle and thread, desperation and a sharp scalpel are enough to save Jensen's life, but at a cost that is going to change Jared's life forever and tie them both together in a way that goes far deeper than flesh.
rps  jared_jensen  healer!jared  rating:R  author:cleflink  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  ~  soulbonded!boys  genre:au  genre:angst  40-50k  au:regular!joes  challenge:bigbang  baker!jensen 
december 2017 by Itsokaydean
Judgment in Reverse; cleflink
In a world governed by order and logic, Jensen is a square peg in a round hole: the only person whose government-mandated prophecies are never right. When he receives a prophecy that he can't fake, however; he finds himself caught up in something that's much bigger than he realized. Something that threatens to rewrite everything he thinks he knows about the world. Something that threatens to topple the very foundations of his society. Something that just might be magic.
rps  jared_jensen  powers!jensen  rebel!jared  genre:dystopia  genre:au  au:rebels  archive:ao3  author:cleflink  havepdf  rating:nc-17  30-40k  challenge:bigbang  tissie  ~ 
december 2017 by Itsokaydean
Imprint; mass_hipgnosis
In a world where love at first sight is a documented scientific phenomenon, and potentially lethal, Jared and Jensen still meet for the first time when they've both been chosen for Supernatural; things just go a little differently after that. (Pdf is withn toorationale's zip)
rps  jared_jensen  first-time  first-kiss  touchstarved!jensen  touchstarved!jared  freakedout!jensen  sexuallyabused!jensen(past)  nice!jared  jared_sandy  rating:nc-17  author:mass_hipgnosis  actor!jared  actor!jensen  tw:non-con_(past)  archive:dw  havepdf  tissie  ~  boys!aresoulmates  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:non-au  40-50k  au:soulmates  physicallyhurt!jensen  physicallyhurt!jared  challenge:bigbang 
may 2017 by Itsokaydean
Off the Script; jasmasson
Jensen Ackles was the porn industry’s leading star for years, until Jared Padalecki came along. Jensen’s world-weary and disillusioned. Jared’s… not.
rps  jared_jensen  first-time  first-kiss  au:pornstars  pornstar!jared  pornstar!jensen  kink:spanking  kink:rimming  kink:crossdressing  pining!jared  pining!jensen  author:jasmasson  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  ~  jensen_omc  genre:au  genre:humor  genre:schmoop  40-50k  bleak!jensen  jealous!jensen  jealous!jared  writer!jensen  challenge:bigbang 
may 2017 by Itsokaydean
The Knuckles of Skinnybone Tree; hansbekhart
John Winchester walks the badlands, lost on the Path of the Dead, when he meets two mysterious men: a pair of hunters chasing the same ghost that he is, who tell him that he's wound up more than twenty years in the future. They promise to get him back to his own time - back to his young children - but refuse to tell him anything about themselves. The three men find themselves entangled with the warring spirits of the land, but John is pursued by nightmares and caught up between the two hunters, who are keeping secrets that John doesn't understand.
sam_dean  established!relationship  dean_john  timetravel!john  john!findsout  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:hansbekhart  rating:R  tissie  ~  challenge:bigbang  dean!feelsguilty  genre:casefic  25-30k  fandom:supernatural 
march 2017 by Itsokaydean
Actus Reus; pixymisa
Sam and Dean don’t like things to be complicated. After they end the end of the world, they investigate a haunting, the last victim of a brutal serial killer who has turned and started killing victims of her own. But quickly things get complicated. There’s the haunting, which doesn’t seem to follow normal rules, and there’s Sam’s knee, which is healing from a hunt-gone-wrong, and there’s whatever it is – love or family or something else – that’s sitting directly between the Winchester boys.
sam_dean  genre:casefic  first-time  post-season5  physicallyhurt!sam  badknee!sam  Protective!Dean  worried!dean  author:pixymisa  archive:lj  havepdf  challenge:bigbang  25-30k  rating:R  tissie  ~  fandom:supernatural 
march 2017 by Itsokaydean
Hitori Kakurenbo; vailkagami
In the beginning, there is a possessed doll and an angry spirit. Then the doll gets destroyed, the spirit banished, and Sam and Dean move on. But it seems something is following them – or so Sam believes. Yet he knows just as well as Dean that that is absolutely impossible, so maybe Sam is just going crazy and all the weird noises he hears are simply the sounds of the wall in his mind falling to pieces.
sam_dean  first-time  genre:casefic  genre:horror  post-soulless!sam  postcage!Sam  hallucinating!sam  haunted!sam  Protective!Dean  worried!dean  s6  author:vail_kagami  havepdf  archive:ao3  rating:R  tissie  40-50k  challenge:bigbang  ~  fandom:supernatural 
february 2017 by Itsokaydean
+ Reanimated; tigbit
In which Jared manages real estate in Heaven and Jensen works as Hell’s attorney in Death Trials. Extreme ambiguity and a distinct lack of beer push Jared to accept a different kind of job in a hotter, more southern locale. The boys meet. Hi-jinks and grocery-stealing in Hell ensue. Featuring saints on book tours, love on trial, after-life bureaucracy, and sin. Surprisingly not as cracktastic as it sounds.
rps  jared_jensen  angel!jared  angry!jensen  au:afterlife  author:tigbit  rating:R  havepdf  archive:ao3  tissie  ~  +  demonlawyer!jensen  genre:humor  genre:au  80-90k  challenge:bigbang 
february 2017 by Itsokaydean
+ Courting Death; theproblematique
Sam Winchester lived the first six months of his life in a happy family; the next twelve years as John Winchester's only son, and the last decade as an orphan. He's supposed to die at twenty-two trying to save the woman he loves from a fire, because he doesn't have a brother to pull him back. But the night Sam meets his Reaper he discovers that Death is overly fond of pop-culture references, too beautiful to be real, and reluctant to kill him.
sam_dean  first-time  reaper!dean  huntingalone!sam  raisedseparately  archive:ao3  rating:nc-17  pining!sam  pining!dean  author:theproblematique  havepdf  tissie  ~  +  genre:slowburn  genre:canon_divergence  genre:hurt_comfort  50-60k  challenge:bigbang  fandom:supernatural 
january 2017 by Itsokaydean
Flying Weight; fleshflutter
Sam wakes after being soulless for three years to discover that Dean and his relationship with him have undergone some serious changes. Through traveling and hunting with Dean, Sam struggles to put his life back together after events he has only limited memory of. A season six wincest AU
sam_dean  tw:non-con_(past)  soulless!sam  vampire!dean  s6  genre:angst  angry!dean  clueless!sam  author:fleshflutter  havepdf  archive:ao3  rating:nc-17  kidnapped!sam  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!sam  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!dean  40-50k  challenge:bigbang  tissie  ~  fandom:supernatural 
january 2017 by Itsokaydean
+ Luna De Miel; theproblematique
Supernatural Agents Sam and Dean Winchester are sent to investigate a prominent law firm with suspected werewolf activity. It's supposed to be an easy case since Sam's new to the job, and Dean has been assured that they are just doing reconnaissance. The first complication is the senior partner's assumption that they are married, not related. The second is that they know jack squat about navigating office politics. The third is that werewolves may not be the only supernatural creatures here. And the fourth... is the same as the first; Dean just feels that it bears repeating.
sam_dean  fake!domestic  fake!boyfriends  agent!dean  agent!sam  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:theproblematique  tissie  ~  +  recced  genre:casefic  genre:humor  genre:angst  genre:au  50-60k  challenge:bigbang  au:agents  fandom:supernatural 
january 2017 by Itsokaydean
On the Cover of a Magazine; selecasharp
Sam and Dean are called in to investigate the mysterious death of a model at a photography studio in Michigan. The only way for them to get in? Pose as models themselves – which is much easier said than done.
sam_dean  boys!pretendtobemodels  pining!sam  first-time  author:selecasharp  archive:lj  rating:nc-17  tissie  ~  havepdf  jealous!dean  genre:casefic  genre:humor  25-30k  challenge:bigbang  fandom:supernatural 
january 2017 by Itsokaydean
Treasure; sonofabiscuit77
It’s 2018 and the human race is almost extinct, wiped out by a mutant threat not even the angels saw coming. Sam and Dean live on a military compound, one of the only human communities left still fighting for survival. Dean is one of the military leaders, dedicated to wasting as many of the mutants he can, while Sam, permanently injured and confined to the base, is desperately searching for the answer that will save what’s left of humanity, and finally bring both boys the peace they crave.
sam_dean  established!relationship  genre:dystopia  genre:angst  amputee!sam  soldier!dean  scientist!sam  rating:nc-17  author:sonofabiscuit77  havepdf  archive:ao3  40-50k  challenge:bigbang  tissie  ~  fandom:supernatural 
december 2016 by Itsokaydean
I Leave My Heart in the Dust Where You Walk; whispered_story
Jensen's life is pretty simple: he runs the ranch his parents left him, spends what little time off he has with his best friends, and occasionally drives for miles to hook up with men he will never have to see again. He tells himself he isn't really gay and that he's happy with the life he leads. But then Jared – tall, beautiful and vibrant – arrives on the ranch looking for work, and Jensen begins to question who he is and what he really wants. Featuring: puppies, horses, skinny dipping, mud fights, sex in a hayloft, and meddling best friends. 
rps  jared_jensen  internalizedhomophobia!jensen  closeted!Jensen  rancher!Jared  rancher!Jensen  freakedout!jensen  genre:angst  genre:schmoop  genre:au  au:ranchers  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:whispered_story  rating:nc-17  30-40k  challenge:bigbang  tissie  ~ 
december 2016 by Itsokaydean
Who Watches Over Me?; nyxocity
Jensen Ackles is an ex-Navy SEAL turned civilian bodyguard with a mysterious past. Jared Padalecki is a flamboyant Hollywood star known for his action movies who's been receiving death threats. The case sounds like Jensen's idea of a nightmare, and he takes it on against his better judgment. Jared drags him to clubs and parties and award ceremonies without any care for how difficult he's making Jensen's job, and to his complete lack of surprise, they hate each other. But when hate changes into passion, it begins to reveal something deeper between them, and Jensen realizes he's in over his head. Can he still do his job and keep Jared safe? Or will he fall prey to his greatest fear and fail someone... again?
actor!jared  bodyguard!jensen  rating:nc-17  paula  rps  jared_jensen  genre:au  genre:angst  au:famous_nonfamous  pining!jensen  pining!jared  physicallyhurt!jared  emotionallyhurt!jared  emotionallyhurt!jensen  kink:hatesex  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:nyxocity  90-100k  challenge:bigbang  ~ 
december 2016 by Itsokaydean
Phantom load; lovesrain44
Dean and Sam return to Boulder, CO, where they investigate a haunted school. The job seems simple enough to Sam, who has good, although vague, memories of living in Boulder back in 1992, when John Winchester rented a single-wide trailer, and the boys were able to walk home from school together. Dean, however, has altogether different memories, far less pleasant and far more damaging. It's during the investigation that Sam discovers the secret that Dean doesn't realize he's been hiding.
genre:gen  pre-series  abused!dean  sexuallyabused!dean  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!dean  oblivious!sam  protective!sam  angry!sam  ptsd!dean  genre:casefic  archive:ao3  author:lovesrain44  50-60k  havepdf  rating:nc-17  tw:non-con  tw:non-con_(past)  challenge:bigbang  tissie  ~  fandom:supernatural 
july 2016 by Itsokaydean
Suburban Cape Cod Blues (You Can Find Anything At Wal-Mart); sophie-448
Country music superstar Jensen Ackles has a secret. Or he did until the tabloids got a hold of pictures of him in a compromising position with another man. Now his agent has shipped him off to some tiny town in Massachusetts where they've never heard of country music to lay low until the scandal dies down. Everything is going according to plan until Jensen meets Jared, an English Professor at the local university. Jared devotes all his free time to LGBT awareness and issues while Jensen would rather just not talk about it. Nonetheless he finds himself falling for Jared. Eventually, though, Jensen has to choose between his multi-million dollar music career-- the life he always thought he wanted-- and true love.
rps  jared_jensen  musician!jensen  teacher!jared  first-time  forcedouting!jensen  author:sophie_448  archive:lj  rating:nc-17  pining!jensen  internalizedhomophobia!jensen  havepdf  20-25k  tissie  ~  genre:au  au:famous_nonfamous  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:angst  challenge:bigbang 
july 2016 by Itsokaydean
Enough of its Glory Remains; balefully
Every war has casualties, and Sam and Dean are nothing if not warriors. Scarred both mentally and physically, they find themselves settling into civilian life in Berkeley Springs, West Virginia among the charming townspeople, local history, and peaceful mountain views. Sam finds work at an auto shop and Dean stumbles into a job at the occult bookstore on Main Street with a familiar grimmoire in the window. Things are deceptively quiet as they patch each other up and come to terms with domesticity, the only contact with their old life a quest to rebuild Bobby's library -- until a case crosses their path, the kind they thought they were done with forever. They find themselves once again fighting a vengeful spirit as well as their deeper feelings for each other. Only one is a battle they can win.
sam_dean  physicallyhurt!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  genre:domestic  retired!fromhunting  ptsd!dean  mechanic!sam  bookstoreclerk!dean  rating:nc-17  archive:lj  havepdf  author:balefully  genre:casefic  tissie  ~  first-time  ptsd!sam  20-25k  challenge:bigbang  fandom:supernatural 
february 2016 by Itsokaydean
+ When it crackles; lyra_wing
A cult is rumored to be guarding the Fountain of Youth. Oh, and while investigating it, Sam and Dean get roped into getting married. Yep.
sam_dean  first-time  fake!boyfriends  pining!dean  pining!sam  author:lyra_wing  archive:lj  rating:R  tissie  +  ~  havepdf  20-25k  genre:casefic  genre:schmoop  genre:domestic  challenge:bigbang  fandom:supernatural 
february 2016 by Itsokaydean
Pins and needles; selecasharp
A lot can change in an instant. Six months ago, Sam was injured in the course of a hunt that went terribly wrong. Now, there's something in the woods of Michigan's upper peninsula, stalking, beating, and killing people in the tiny town of Big Bay. A retired hunter calls Sam and Dean in to investigate, but they're also still dealing with the aftermath of that hunt-gone-wrong, and the effect it's had on their relationship.
sam_dean  genre:casefic  paralyzed!sam  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  protective!dean  author:selecasharp  genre:hurt_comfort  challenge:bigbang  cursed!sam  rating:nc-17  havepdf  50-60k  tissie  ~  fandom:supernatural 
january 2016 by Itsokaydean
Life in a Cubicle; dandyline_wine
Jared works in a cubicle. So okay, it’s not like that’s what he set out to do. It’s not like he woke up one morning and thought, Yeah, working at the corporate office of a nationwide home remodeling company, that’s it. That’s where I’m meant to be.
it!jared  jared_jensen  genre:humor  rps  pining!jared  pining!jensen  misunderstanding  boys!breakup  boys!getbacktogether  genre:hurt_comfort  archive:lj  rating:pg-13  havepdf  author:dandyline_wine  tissie  ~  30-40k  challenge:bigbang  genre:au  au:office 
december 2015 by Itsokaydean
+ DEATH-DEALER, SOUL-STEALER; nynxlynx
A grieving Dean is pulled into an alternate universe where a much more hardened, cold Sam is working to get his Dean out of hell. Though Dean doesn’t want to go back to his lonely world, he aids Sam in his dark quest, a Sam torn between the brother he’s fighting to save and the one right in front of him.
sam_dean  altuniverse  inhell!dean  bamf!sam  altuniverse!sam  altuniverse!dean  tw:dub-con  dark!sam  desperate!sam  bleak!dean  rating:nc-17  s4  author:nynxlynx  archive:lj  +  tissie  ~  characterdeath_(dean)  characterdeath_(sam)  havepdf  genre:angst  30-40k  challenge:bigbang  fandom:supernatural 
december 2015 by Itsokaydean
Terraform; gilascave
Jensen works for the Terraformation Department, monitoring a planet almost ready for settlement. Jared is a bartender new to the station, who decides to make Jensen his own personal project. Will he succeed, or is Jared hiding a more sinister purpose? And with Jensen's own secrets to hide, will it ultimately matter?

https://archiveofourown.org/works/85844
jared_jensen  first-time  scientist!jensen  bartender!jared  android!jensen  android!jared  author:gilascave  rating:r  archive:extsite  tissie  ~  recced  rps  genre:sci-fi  genre:au  au:ai  challenge:bigbang  havepdf  20-25k 
december 2015 by Itsokaydean
Lost and Found; mediaville
Jensen Ackles is a shy, overweight songwriter whose body issues have prevented him from forming any real personal connections, and at thirty, he’s still unsure of his sexuality, and still a virgin. But when he signs up for an experimental obesity research program, he meets Jared Padalecki, a stunningly sexy fitness guru who slowly but surely changes Jensen’s life.
jared_jensen  first-time  au:regular!joes  overweight!jensen  songwriter!jensen  trainer!jared  rps  genre:au  genre:hurt_comfort  pining!jensen  pining!jared  smitten!jared  physicallyhurt!jensen  emotionallyhurt!jensen  self-doubting!jensen  genre:angst  author:mediaville  archive:lj  havepdf  40-50k  rating:nc-17  ~  challenge:bigbang 
december 2015 by Itsokaydean
Talking Points; winterlive
The sound that wakes him up is a deeply unhappy snort. In the gray gloaming filtering through his blinds, Jensen coughs to confirm that the sound came from the back of his own throat. The pillow has been pressing a line into his face, and he can feel his
jared_jensen  politician!jensen  reporter!jared  rps  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  au:politics  angry!jensen  smitten!jared  smitten!jensen  jared!lies  boys!breakup  boys!getbacktogether  misunderstanding  boys!settledown  archive:extsite  havepdf  rating:nc-17  challenge:bigbang  author:winterlive  20-25k  ~ 
november 2015 by Itsokaydean
We were twenty; elohvee
It's sunny the day he buries his brother. Winter sun, where the air's cold and everything is too bright, hard on his eyes and his lungs. These are the days made for hats and scarves and mittens in dozens of colors. The light washes the world out on its own.
sam_dean  retired!fromhunting  author:elohvee  havepdf  emotionallyhurt!sam  physicallyhurt!sam  permanentlyinjured!sam  grieving!sam  rating:nc-17  archive:lj  characterdeath_(dean)  tissie  ~  genre:angst  boys!settledown  challenge:bigbang  30-40k  fandom:supernatural 
october 2015 by Itsokaydean

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