Itsokaydean + caretaker!sam   42

your p's and q's; i_speak_tongue
Which is the true evil? The brother who now survives on human flesh or the one who willingly supplies the meat?
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:angst  genre:horror  sick!Dean  caretaker!sam  rescuer!sam  physicallyhurt!dean  zombie!dean  sam!savesdean  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:R  author:i_speak_tongue  0-5k  challenge:sharp_teeth  ~ 
august 2018 by Itsokaydean
Get Up Instead; viviansface
Poking around the Bunker, Dean should have learned two basic things: one, turn on the light, no matter what, and two, for Christ’s sake, don’t touch anything, double no matter what, it could be freaking possessed. Needless to say, he fails both.
supernatural  sam&dean  s8  bodyswapped!dean  bodyswapped!sam  cursed!dean  trials!sam  trials!dean  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!dean  caretaker!sam  genre:angst  genre:gen  genre:hurt_comfort  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  0-5k  challenge:summergen  author:viviansface  *deleted_havepdf  ~ 
june 2018 by Itsokaydean
As Simple As This; selecasharp
The boys are stuck at the bunker while Dean heals from the latest hunt. When the injury proves to be too much for Dean to handle without Sam’s help, the enforced closeness brings all their complicated feelings to the surface.
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:angst  boys!breakup  boys!getbacktogether  physicallyhurt!dean  caretaker!sam  worried!sam  angry!sam  guilty!dean  s9  kink:rough!sex  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:selecasharp  15-20k  challenge:reversebang  tissie  ~ 
april 2018 by Itsokaydean
Innocence; mimblexwimble
One day Dad put Sam in charge, said he needed to talk to a few people, that maybe he had a lead on how to turn Dean back into a twenty-year-old. Then he left. And he didn't come back.
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:angst  genre:gen  de-aged!dean  cursed!dean  caretaker!sam  john!abandonsthem  angry!dean  angry!sam  sad!dean  guilty!John  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:mimblexwimble  rating:pg-13  pre-series  sam!stopshunting  5-10k  tissie  ~  innocence_verse 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
Do Roses Know Their Thorns Can Hurt?; homo_pink
Dean needs a new body part and Sam doesn't cope well with any of it. (A very AU!AU borrowing the lovely idea from Time Is on My Side - somewhat Burton inspired and super unserious.)
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  immortal!sam  immortal!dean  decaying!sam  decaying!dean  sam!savesdean  sam!givesdeanhiseye  s3  genre:canon_divergence  caretaker!sam  bodyhorror!dean  bodyhorror!sam  pining!sam  author:homo_pink  rating:nc-17  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  ~  challenge:reversebang  15-20k  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort 
march 2017 by Itsokaydean
Cupid's Got A Gun; geckoholic
Fuck-or-die, set in early S4. But they've been fucking for years, so that shouldn't be a problem, right? Wrong. Ever since hell, Dean's in no hurry to get that show on the road again. They've tried, and it doesn't work, too many bad memories from what's been done to him downstairs. A case that involves a cursed cross and a vengeful witch takes that choice away from them, though...
supernatural  sam_dean  rating:nc-17  established!relationship  post-hell!dean  ptsd!dean  non-con  cursed!dean  worried!sam  rescuer!sam  caretaker!sam  s4  casefic  author:geckoholic  havepdf  archive:ao3  tissie  ~  kink:fuck-or-die 
february 2017 by Itsokaydean
+ Flesh on Bone; honeylocusttree
Dean paws at his face with his left hand, the ruined stumps of two missing fingers leaving rust-colored trails down his cheek. Sam grabs at his wrist, forces it away, and down. He dabs at the blistered skin at the corner of his brother’s mouth with an alcohol-damp cotton ball. Dean doesn’t move or even really register the touch. He blinks at odd intervals, and occasional tears leak from one eye or the other, and drip unacknowledged from the base of his jaw.
supernatural  sam&dean  postpurgatory!dean  bodyhorror!dean  amputee!dean  caretaker!sam  havepdf  author:honeylocusttree  rating:pg-13  challenge:hoodie_time  archive:ao3  tissie  ~  +  post-season8  genre:gen  genre:horror  0-5k 
december 2016 by Itsokaydean
The Classics Never Get Old; beth_summer
As they were growing up and travelling on the road, Sam knew that one thing would never change. No matter what, Dean was his older brother.
supernatural  gen  sam&dean  de-aged!dean  cursed!dean  caretaker!sam  pre-series  S1  author:beth_summer  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  tissie  ~  arresteddevelopment_verse 
december 2016 by Itsokaydean
Trapped in Neverland; beth_summer
Despite all the moving around and the hunting and the constant training, Dean knew that he had one big responsibility: Take care of Sam. 
supernatural  gen  sam&dean  pre-series  de-aged!dean  cursed!dean  hurt!Dean  caretaker!sam  author:beth_summer  rating:pg-13  archive:lj  havepdf  tissie  ~  arresteddevelopment_verse 
december 2016 by Itsokaydean
Inside Out; zoemathema
Dean self-harming as a coping mechanism and Sam finding out. But not the classic, after-school-special treatment of it we often get on tv, please.”
supernatural  sam&dean  gen  selfharm!dean  clueless!sam  worried!sam  caretaker!sam  author:zoemathemata  rating:pg-13  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  ~ 
november 2016 by Itsokaydean
Moo shu pork; anon
The boys take out Chinese food for dinner. Dean wakes up sick in the middle of the night, and they think the chicken must have been bad because Sam's got a little indigestion as well.

But then Dean gets sick sick (vomiting, the runs, fever, shaking chills, cramps, sweating, whatever) and Sam doesn't, so they decide that the food isn't completely to blame.

Dean can't even hold down water. Sam wants to take him to the hospital, but stoic, pukey-Dean refuses. Sam goes out for supplies, and when he comes back he puts an IV in his brother.

Turns out that he let a nursing/med student practice on him while he was at Stanford so that he could learn the skill. Practical, right? Dean sucks down a bag or two (or three) of saline and starts feeling better.
supernatural  gen  sam&dean  S1  sick!Dean  caretaker!sam  worried!sam  author:anon  rating:pg  archive:lj  needspdf  tissie  ~ 
october 2016 by Itsokaydean
Trick or treat; anon
Dean has a really bad migraine and Sam turned off all of the motel lights, gave Dean medication, and has Dean wrapped up in blankets. Sam is rubbing his back, trying to comfort his brother and get Dean to sleep.

Too bad the trick-or-treaters won't stop knocking on the door and yelling because they see the Impala out front and know someone's there...
supernatural  sam&dean  gen  sick!Dean  migraine!dean  worried!sam  caretaker!sam  author:anon  archive:lj  needspdf  tissie  ~ 
october 2016 by Itsokaydean
My kingdom for an oven mitt; alone_dreaming
Dean is sick and/or injured and bedridden from illness/injury/both, but that doesn't stop him from laughing his ass off while Sam attempts to make a Thanksgiving dinner in their little tiny motel oven. Bonus if Sam burns himself and Dean laughs until he chokes. Double bonus if, in the end, Dean feels like an ass about making fun of something that is obviously important to his brother.
supernatural  gen  sam&dean  S1  Hurt!Sam  hurt!Dean  worried!sam  caretaker!sam  author:alone_dreaming  archive:lj  needspdf  rating:pg  tissie  ~ 
october 2016 by Itsokaydean
I'm home again in my old narrow bed; maypoles
(Somewhat) Dissociative Dean. In response to the reason of your choice (stress, guilt, specific trauma etc.), Dean begins crumbling emotionally and suffers from what looks like dissociation. Not full-on losing time/memory, more like becoming disoriented, zoning out, being alarmingly unfocused and even unresponsive. This, of course, worries Sam out of his mind. Enter protective!brother mode, angst, and hopefully also moments of tenderness in which Sam attempts to help, to get Dean to focus and be himself again.
supernatural  genre:gen  genre:angst  depressed!dean  did!dean  caretaker!sam  worried!sam  post-season5  scared!sam  ptsd!dean  archive:lj  rating:r  author:maypoles  havepdf  challenge:hoodie_time  5-10k  ~ 
july 2016 by Itsokaydean
The Ducati monster; spoons1899
Dean road rash. Any age, any genre, any scenario (though minor motorcycle accident comes to mind, or taking a header over a bicycle onto a gravel road, but really, I'm easy). Bonus if there is picking out of asphalt and gravel with tweezers, just cause.
supernatural  pre-series  gen  hurt!dean  caretaker!sam  archive:lj  author:spoons1899  needspdf  rating:pg-13 
july 2016 by Itsokaydean
Haptic; marlowe78
After being held captive in the dark with no human contact, Dean needs more physical contact than usual.
supernatural  genre:gen  genre:hurt_comfort  kidnapped!dean  rescuer!sam  touchstarved!dean  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!dean  caretaker!sam  rating:pg-13  archive:lj  havepdf  0-5k  author:marlowe78  tissie  ~ 
may 2016 by Itsokaydean
Of guilt and bonding; neonchica
"Dean has epilepsy. Dean & Sam argue & Sams about to walk out of the motel room when Dean suddenly collapses with a seizure. At first Sam thinks hes faking it so he wont go, but it's actually real & has to help his brother thru it. Lots of worried/guilty!Sam. "
supernatural  sick!dean  epileptic!dean  Protective!Sam  caretaker!sam  worried!sam  archive:lj  rating:pg-13  author:neonchica  genre:gen  sam&dean  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  sam!feelsguilty  havepdf  0-5k  challenge:hoodie_time  ~ 
may 2016 by Itsokaydean
Qui Non Somnus; authoressnebula
The first day after the curse, it was still a joke with Dean. He still felt hyped, still felt fine, and called it the "Red Bull Curse". Capital letters and everything.
supernatural  genre:angst  genre:gen  sam&dean  cursed!dean  sleepdeprived!dean  protective!sam  caretaker!sam  worried!sam  physicallyhurt!dean  author:authoressnebula  rating:pg  archive:ffnet  havepdf  0-5k  tissie  ~ 
may 2016 by Itsokaydean
FIC: Hold and Lean: mariahlee
Dean gets hit with an insomnia curse, and Sam can’t do anything but watch.
gen  cursed!dean  hurt!dean  hurt_comfort  worried!sam  caretaker!sam 
april 2016 by Itsokaydean
I will follow you into the dark; blackrabbit42
Sam grips the phone, silently willing Dean to answer, damnit. Dean should have been back from the hardware store over an hour ago, and Sam is starting to get frantic. Dean's "hello" does nothing to assuage his nerves. Something is wrong.
sam_dean  caretaker!sam  alzheimer!dean  supernatural  retired!fromhunting  future!fic  author:blackrabbit42  archive:lj  rating:r  characterdeath_(dean)  characterdeath_(sam)  sam!killsdean  sam!killshimself  tissie  ~  havepdf  genre:angst  challenge:springfling  0-5k 
march 2016 by Itsokaydean
The Winchester Guide to Fine Dining for the Gastronomically Challenged; cassidy-304
Sam and Dean clear out a ghost for a rich business guy, who rewards them very generously. They go out for supper at this fancy coastal seafood restaurant (because it's summer), and Dean is so distracted by the unusually upscale environment that he accidentally eats something with shrimp in it and goes into anaphylactic shock. Cue freaking out customers and frantic Sam trying to find the epipen. And maybe afterwards Dean is all woozy and clingy from oxygen deprivation <3
hurt!dean  protective!sam  allergic!dean  anaphylapticshock!dean  supernatural  scared!sam  worried!sam  caretaker!sam  gen  archive:lj  rating:pg-13  needspdf  author:cassidy_304 
february 2016 by Itsokaydean
The Storyteller; toldthestars
You know, even when you were just a little kid, everyone said you weren’t right, that you were sick. They never said with what. You just were, and you had been since the fire.
supernatural  sam_dean(implied)  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:canon_divergence  mentallyill!dean  protective!sam  istitutionalized!dean  caretaker!sam  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:toldthestars  worried!sam  worried!dean  drugged!dean  hallucinating!dean  5-10k  first!pov  ~ 
december 2015 by Itsokaydean
Subtle tricks; jaimeykay
So Dean forgets things sometimes. It's not really a big deal. It's always been like this. Nobody has to know; he's got this handled all on his own. (Right. When has that ever worked out for any of them?)
supernatural  amnesiac!dean  genre:gen  rating:pg-13  pre-series  s1  s2  s3  caretaker!sam  worried!sam  protective!john  worried!john  archive:lj  author:jaimeykay  tissie  ~  genre:angst  havepdf  0-5k  challenge:hoodie_time 
september 2015 by Itsokaydean
+ Arrested Development; beth_summer
An AU story where Dean is at Stanford with Sam, relying on his brother to take care of him. Told from multiple outsider perspectives. A different take on the de-aging trope.
cursed!dean  Sam_Jess  supernatural  StanfordEra  angry!dean  caretaker!sam  author:beth_summer  archive:lj  rating:pg-13  outsider!pov  tissie  +  ~  arresteddevelopment_verse  havepdf  emotionallyhurt!dean  genre:angst  genre:gen  5-10k  de-aged!dean 
september 2015 by Itsokaydean
Because of Houdini; wave obscura
Dean was born with cystic fibrosis, a chronic illness of the lungs. Sam struggles with juggling two lives. Something is killing people at Stanford.
sam&dean  sick!dean  rating:pg-13  gen  supernatural  cf!dean  chronicillness!dean  caretaker!sam  stanfordera  sam_jess  archive:lj  author:wave_obscura  needspdf 
june 2015 by Itsokaydean
Flying Fish; roque_clasique
"There's a flight leaving at 1 this afternoon," Sam said. "You ready to max out these cards?" "Flight," Dean said faintly. "Dick Roman," Sam said. "I'll start packing."
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:gen  phobic!dean  alcoholic!dean  Protective!Sam  caretaker!sam  physicallyhurt!dean  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:roque_clasique  challenge:hoodie_time  0-5k  ~ 
march 2015 by Itsokaydean
Shake, Rattle and Roll; roque_clasique
Stanford-era. Dean suffered some sort of moderate brain damage... gets really shaky, suffers from various forms of aphasia and stammering, and his hands won't always work the way they're supposed to (difficulty feeding himself or dressing himself). John has kept him by his side since the accident, but he knows he's getting close to the demon and he doesn't want Dean in the line of fire. Enter Sam.
supernatural  sam&dean  john&dean  genre:angst  genre:gen  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  caretaker!sam  caretaker!john  Protective!Sam  protective!john  pre-series  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:roque_clasique  5-10k  challenge:hoodie_time  ~  StanfordEra 
march 2015 by Itsokaydean

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