Itsokaydean + boys!breakup   25

Backwards; marourin
There are thousands of lives that end with them together and happy, ones where the Fischer Job ends and Eames is waiting for him with a taxi out of LAX. Ones where Arthur never leaves and he never finds out what it’s like to live in the winter of Eames’ contempt. Ones where Eames always forgives him in the end--every betrayal, every hurt, every long absence--and he can come home at last.
fandom:inception  arthur_eames  boys!breakup  pining!arthur  genre:angst  unhappy!ending  unhappy!arthur  unhappy!eames  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:marourin  5-10k  ~ 
19 days ago by Itsokaydean
a history of violence; lyryk (s_k)
Sometimes the problem, Sam thinks, is that there are no rulebooks about how to be your brother’s ex.
sam_dean  genre:angst  angry!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  emotionallytired!sam  s8  boys!breakup  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:lyryk  0-5k  challenge:spn_j2_xmas  ~  fandom:supernatural 
may 2019 by Itsokaydean
The_Epic_Love_Story; steele3
"Sam, if you don't come back, I'm turning our computer into the non-stop porn portal it was always meant to be." Dean scampers back to the bed furthest from the door and pulls the comforter up. He hooks his chin over the top to smile cheerily at his younger brother. "Chop chop."

Sam makes an inelegant noise, then opens the door. Even across the room, Dean feels the blast of cold air that spikes into the room's warm bubble. A few snowflakes swirl in past Sam's head as he steps out into the night and pulls the door shut behind him against the force of the wind.

A different kind of ice blossoms in Dean's stomach. He fights it down, rubbing his hands across his belly; it's a purely Pavlovian response to Sam not being here, outside Dean's sight and reach.
sam_dean  genre:angst  havepdf  author:steele3  10-15k  genre:hurt_comfort  boys!breakup  boys!getbacktogether  pining!sam  pining!dean  smitten!dean  smitten!sam  pissedoff!sam  archive:extsite  rating:nc-17  fandom:supernatural 
december 2018 by Itsokaydean
have you seen him whom my soul loves; veronamay
Priest!Jensen. Mechanic!Jared. Small-town USA AU. Jared and Sandy are the golden couple, meant to be, never questioning that they'd get married and be together forever. And then the new priest arrives in town, and Jared starts questioning everything. Jensen, on the other hand, has a hard enough time trying not to think about what he really wants to deal with the situation.
rps  jared_jensen  jared_sandy  priest!jensen  mechanic!jared  cheating!jared  pining!jensen  pining!jared  boys!breakup  boys!getbacktogether  tw:suicide_(attempt)  physicallyhurt!jensen  emotionallyhurt!jared  emotionallyhurt!jensen  genre:angst  genre:au  au:priests  rating:nc-17  havepdf  author:veronamay  40-50k  genre:hurt_comfort  ~ 
september 2018 by Itsokaydean
Damage; dimeliora
Jensen Ackles has the perfect life. He's the governor of Texas, happily married, and has an incredible daughter. Everything is fine, until his little girl brings her new boyfriend home.
rps  jared_jensen  jensen_ofc  politician!jensen  artist!jared  married!jensen  boys!breakup  boys!getbacktogether  cheating!jensen  cheating!jared  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  suicidal!jensen  challenge:*minor  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:dimeliora  genre:au  politicians!au  20-25k  ~ 
july 2018 by Itsokaydean
Beneath the Red Hills; sowell
Five years ago, Sam Winchester failed the final trial, sending both brothers to opposite sides of the country. When Dean vanishes without a trace, Sam must figure out how to find his estranged brother and save a small town from the serial killer that's been terrorizing it.
sam_dean  post-season8  boys!breakup  boys!getbacktogether  genre:angst  genre:casefic  rescuer!sam  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  trials!sam  post-trials!sam  angry!sam  angry!dean  resigned!dean  stubborn!sam  helping!castiel  jealous!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  challenge:bigbang  author:sowell  20-25k  ~  fandom:supernatural 
june 2018 by Itsokaydean
Failure to Communicate; LoveThemWinchesters
Jared is a high-profile attorney—the youngest lawyer employed at the prestigious law firm of Morgan & Sheppard—and he has just made partner after several long and grueling months. Jensen is a famous murder-mystery writer (also a semi-retired actor). He has just weeks to submit the final manuscript in his biggest contract yet. Both men are tired and worn out, their marriage taking a backseat to their careers. Add a spark of jealousy to the mix and, well, it’s a recipe for disaster.
rps  jared_jensen  established!relationship  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  lawyer!jared  writer!jensen  boys!getbacktogether  boys!breakup  married!boys  misunderstanding  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  tw:dub-con  pining!jensen  pining!jared  emotionallyhurt!jared  emotionallyhurt!jensen  stressedout!jared  stressedout!jensen  author:lovethemwinchesters  genre:au  40-50k  ~ 
june 2018 by Itsokaydean
Aetos Dios; keep_waking_up
Canon AU after 8x06. Sam and Dean still weren’t speaking when they moved on to their next case.  Sam felt like someone was watching him and he kept seeing this strange eagle everywhere he went.
sam_dean  established!relationship  boys!breakup  boys!getbacktogether  kidnapped!sam  angry!dean  sam!feelsguilty  8.06!coda  amnesiac!sam  rescuer!dean  Protective!Dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:keep_waking_up  10-15k  challenge:reversebang  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:angst  ~  fandom:supernatural 
may 2018 by Itsokaydean
As Simple As This; selecasharp
The boys are stuck at the bunker while Dean heals from the latest hunt. When the injury proves to be too much for Dean to handle without Sam’s help, the enforced closeness brings all their complicated feelings to the surface.
sam_dean  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:angst  boys!breakup  boys!getbacktogether  physicallyhurt!dean  caretaker!sam  worried!sam  angry!sam  guilty!dean  s9  kink:rough!sex  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:selecasharp  15-20k  challenge:reversebang  tissie  ~  fandom:supernatural 
april 2018 by Itsokaydean
A Flight of Flowers; All_the_damned_vampires
Jensen is a vendor at a farmer’s market, making soaps and lotions. Misha sells honey and makes fun of the hipsters. Jared just loves the organic produce—and Jensen. After a long flirtation, Jensen takes Jared home. He ties him up, beats him and makes him come. It’s exactly what Jared asked for.

They break up the next day.

What happens next is the unraveling of the mystery of Jared and Jensen’s breakup. The baggage they both carry, the gaps in experience and trust, what went wrong and where communication broke down. Told in a series of flashbacks, each snippet of their past reveals more about who they are, what they love, and how they can make being together work.
rps  jared_jensen  dom!jensen  sub!jared  boys!getbacktogether  boys!breakup  vendor!jensen  soapmaker!jensen  client!jared  self-doubting!jared  scared!jensen  kink:bdsm  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:all_the_damned_vampires  20-25k  tissie  ~ 
march 2018 by Itsokaydean
Charades; bertee
Written for the kink meme prompt: "Jared is a super villain, Jensen's a superhero. They fall in love in their civilian identities, neither of them aware of the other's extracurricular activities. Jared is faced with a choice when his teammates manage to capture and unmask Jensen: his friends and the life he knows or the man he loves."
rps  jared_jensen  superhero!jared  superhero!jensen  superheroes!au  non-con_(attempted)  physicallyhurt!jensen  emotionallyhurt!jared  boys!getbacktogether  boys!breakup  genre:hurt_comfort  secret!identity  genre:au  author:bertee  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  rating:nc-17  15-20k  ~ 
may 2017 by Itsokaydean
The Last Light I See; pennydrdful
When Jensen wakes up in the hospital, he wakes up confused and alone. There's no family or friends worrying over his bedside, no cards or flowers. The doctor quietly informs him of three things: his name, that he was beaten and mugged, and that he's tested positive for Super. On the long road of recovery from a brutal attack, Jensen slowly starts to piece together what kind of man he was, the kind he wants to be, and why the tall, ridiculously gorgeous gardener seems to hate his guts.
rating:R  author:pennydrdful  paula  archive:ao3  amnesiac!jensen  rps  jared_jensen  au:superheroes  superhero!jared  superhero!jensen  bodyguard!jensen  gardner!jared  powers!jensen  powers!jared  angry!jared  helpless!jensen  sexuallyabused!jensen(past)  abused!jensen_(past)  25-30k  havepdf  ~  boys!getbacktogether  boys!breakup  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:au 
january 2017 by Itsokaydean
Absence from those we love; _mournthewicked
Jensen Ackles led a great life. It just wasn’t the one he planned on. Now he’s newly single, stuck at a job he hates, and sharing an apartment with his lovably psychotic best friend. When he’s given the chance to go back and do it all over again, he leaps at it. Only he soon comes to realize that no matter what’s in front of him, it’s impossible to leave the past behind. Considering what he’d be giving up, he might not even want to.
rps  jared_jensen  genre:au  genre:hurt_comfort  teacher!jared  deaged!jensen  student!jensen  pining!jensen  pining!jared  boys!getbacktogether  boys!breakup  established!relationship  challenge:spnremakes  movieremakes  author:_mournthewicked  archive:lj  rating:nc-17  40-50k  needspdf 
june 2016 by Itsokaydean
Life in a Cubicle; dandyline_wine
Jared works in a cubicle. So okay, it’s not like that’s what he set out to do. It’s not like he woke up one morning and thought, Yeah, working at the corporate office of a nationwide home remodeling company, that’s it. That’s where I’m meant to be.
it!jared  jared_jensen  genre:humor  rps  pining!jared  pining!jensen  misunderstanding  boys!breakup  boys!getbacktogether  genre:hurt_comfort  archive:lj  rating:pg-13  havepdf  author:dandyline_wine  tissie  ~  30-40k  challenge:bigbang  genre:au  au:office 
december 2015 by Itsokaydean
Talking Points; winterlive
The sound that wakes him up is a deeply unhappy snort. In the gray gloaming filtering through his blinds, Jensen coughs to confirm that the sound came from the back of his own throat. The pillow has been pressing a line into his face, and he can feel his
jared_jensen  politician!jensen  reporter!jared  rps  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  au:politics  angry!jensen  smitten!jared  smitten!jensen  jared!lies  boys!breakup  boys!getbacktogether  misunderstanding  boys!settledown  archive:extsite  havepdf  rating:nc-17  challenge:bigbang  author:winterlive  20-25k  ~ 
november 2015 by Itsokaydean

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