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Smoke gets in my eyes; fleshflutter
The man with yellow eyes holds his hand as they leave the house. Sammy is crying and the fire is loud and scary but when Dean looks up at him, the man with yellow eyes gives him a nice smile and says, "You excited, Deano?" 
sam_dean  dean_omc  dean!saysyestoYED  dean_azazel  kidnapped!dean  au:raisedseparately  tw:non-con  sexuallyabused!dean  dean_meg  Possessed!Dean  rescuer!sam  exorcised!dean  suicidal!dean  characterdeath_(dean)  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!dean  bleak!dean  oblivious!sam  characterdeath_(temporary)  genre:angst  archive:lj  havepdf  unhappy!ending  author:fleshflutter  rating:nc-17  0-5k  tissie  ~  fandom:supernatural 
april 2018 by Itsokaydean
Prayers to Summon the Destroying Angel; esorlehcar
It's been three days, four hours and six minutes since Dean woke up.

Three days, four hours and five minutes since Sam, looking haggard and pale, whispered, "I'm sorry," when Dean forced "Dad?" through his cracked, raw throat.

Three days, four hours and five minutes since Dean's world came crashing down.
sam_dean(implied)  s2  genre:angst  character!study  bleak!dean  Protective!Sam  grieving!dean  grieving!sam  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:esorlehcar  0-5k  tissie  ~  downtotheend_verse  fandom:supernatural 
april 2018 by Itsokaydean
A grieving Dean is pulled into an alternate universe where a much more hardened, cold Sam is working to get his Dean out of hell. Though Dean doesn’t want to go back to his lonely world, he aids Sam in his dark quest, a Sam torn between the brother he’s fighting to save and the one right in front of him.
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december 2015 by Itsokaydean

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