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andronicus; minviendha
They fed Dean human flesh in hell. Sometimes he gets the strongest cravings, looking at a girl walking down the street or a jogger on his afternoon run. Or Sam. Especially Sam.
supernatural  genre:angst  genre:horror  post-hell!dean  ptsd!dean  clueless!sam  dean!killssam  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:R  author:minviendha_(lise)  0-5k  challenge:sharp_teeth  ~ 
august 2018 by Itsokaydean
The Calling; minviendha
Sam comes back from hell. No one remembers him. No one knows he ever existed. Not Dean or Bobby or Cas. Not Becky or Lisa. No one. Except sometimes . . . sometimes Sam can hear someone whispering his name.
supernatural  sam&dean  post-season5  sam!doesntexist  freakedout!sam  scared!sam  amnesiac!dean  archive:lj  havepdf  genre:angst  author:minviendha_(lise)  rating:pg-13  0-5k  tissie  genre:gen  challenge:sharp_teeth  ~ 
february 2018 by Itsokaydean
Everything Flows, Nothing Remains; minviendha (Lise)
“It would have been almost instant,” the man was saying, dry, almost mechanical, with an attempt at sympathy sprinkled on top. “There would likely have been no pain.”
supernatural  sam&dean  s7  hallucinating!sam  sam!losesit  sam!thinksdeanisdead  Protective!Dean  worried!dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  hallucifer  author:minviendha_(lise)  tissie  ~ 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
And Number the Stars; minviendha (Lise)
AU S2. John lives and Dean dies. Sam and John go on the road together, still grieving for Dean, still uncomfortable with each other, harboring degrees of resentment and regret, and trying to make it work.
supernatural  john!lives  grieving!sam  characterdeath_(dean)  angry!sam  s2  archive:ao3  author:minviendha_(lise)  havepdf  rating:pg-13  tissie  ~ 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
The Hashish Eater; minviendha
Sam's first panic room experience, please. Probably prior to being tied down. Sam's craving for demon blood and his general hallucinatory state lead him to think that drinking from the only available source of demon blood on hand is a good idea. Said source? Himself.
supernatural  detox!sam  demonbloodissues!sam  scared!dean  notsonice!dean  s4  4.22  gen  rating:pg-13  archive:lj  paula  author:minviendha_(lise)  havepdf  ~ 
december 2016 by Itsokaydean
Through the Glass; minviendha (Lise)
Some demon with insight into the cage (or Lucifer or Michael themselves, however they'd be able to) taunt Dean with stories about things that have been done to Sam in hell.
supernatural  sam&dean  gen  abused!sam_(past)  postcage!Sam  anguished!dean  s6  greatwallofsam  hurt!dean  rating:R  author:minviendha_(lise)  archive:lj  havepdf  tissie  ~ 
july 2015 by Itsokaydean

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