Itsokaydean + author:esorlehcar   10

Ghosts and Clouds and Nameless Things; esorlehcar
Dean hates the kids most of all. The naked little bones, terrified ghosts only more dangerous for their helpless confusion, so many ugly shades of grey.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  birthdayboy!sam  genre:schmoop  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:nc-17  0-5k  author:esorlehcar  tissie  ~  downtotheend_verse 
april 2018 by Itsokaydean
All This Present Tense; esorlehcar
The grave is on a lonely hill, marked only with a crude wooden cross, and they don't find it until nearly sun up. It takes three hours to dig it up, to salt and burn the bones, another two to drive back to town. It's after ten when they stumble into their motel room, nearly eleven by the time they've washed off the dirt and acrid smoke that lingers in the pile of clothes they leave by the bathroom door.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  genre:schmoop  birthdayboy!sam  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:esorlehcar  0-5k  tissie  ~  downtotheend_verse 
april 2018 by Itsokaydean
Losing Control of the Language Again; esorlehcar
They've just finished a job when Cassie calls, and Dean's feeling the kind of good that only comes from killing something big and evil. Green, ugly and dripping viscous poison slime doesn't hurt, either.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  jealous!sam  oblivious!dean  smitten!dean  genre:hurt_comfort  archive:lj  havepdf  author:esorlehcar  rating:nc-17  0-5k  tissie  ~  downtotheend_verse 
april 2018 by Itsokaydean
The Only Song I Want to Hear; esorlehcar
They're in a diner when she calls. Dean is making snide comments about Sam's Cobb salad as he devours his chicken-fried steak and mashed potatoes smothered in gravy, and Sam is reflecting that no one who begged to be fucked harder as shamelessly as Dean had done not three hours before is in any position to question anyone else's manhood. But he rather likes his life, bizarre and warped as it is, so he keeps the observation to himself. 

When the phone rings, Dean looks blankly at the display, but two point five seconds into the conversation his face lights up like a Christmas tree. "Cassie!" he says, and Sam feels a cold knot form in the pit of his stomach.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  jealous!sam  s2  oblivious!dean  archive:lj  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  havepdf  author:esorlehcar  rating:nc-17  0-5k  tissie  ~  downtotheend_verse 
april 2018 by Itsokaydean
The Sky Will Fall, We Will Rise; esorlehcar
Eliot got it wrong, it turns out. The world ends with a bang after all.

***

Dad's neck snaps when the truck hits. Even through the noise and shock and fear and pain, Sam is always sure, afterwards, that he heard the sharp, dry crack.
supernatural  sam_dean  s2  genre:angst  john!dies  grieving!sam  grieving!dean  physicallyhurt!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:esorlehcar  5-10k  tissie  ~  downtotheend_verse 
april 2018 by Itsokaydean
Prayers to Summon the Destroying Angel; esorlehcar
It's been three days, four hours and six minutes since Dean woke up.

Three days, four hours and five minutes since Sam, looking haggard and pale, whispered, "I'm sorry," when Dean forced "Dad?" through his cracked, raw throat.

Three days, four hours and five minutes since Dean's world came crashing down.
supernatural  sam_dean(implied)  s2  genre:angst  character!study  bleak!dean  Protective!Sam  grieving!dean  grieving!sam  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:esorlehcar  0-5k  tissie  ~  downtotheend_verse 
april 2018 by Itsokaydean
The World About to Come; esorlehcar
There is no beginning. 

Not the first kiss, not the first fuck. Not the first time Sam slept in Dean's arms, when they were small enough that they still fit in Dean's narrow race-car bed. Not even when Dean carried him from the fire that robbed them of their mother and any semblance of a normal life. 

There is no beginning. There is Sam and there is Dean and there is Sam and Dean and there's never been anything else. Only the mechanics change.
supernatural  sam_dean  S1  genre:hurt_comfort  first-time  first-kiss  pining!sam  possessive!sam  rating:R  archive:lj  havepdf  author:esorlehcar  0-5k  tissie  ~  downtotheend_verse 
april 2018 by Itsokaydean
Guardians of a Rare Thing; esorlehcar
The first time, they're in buttfuck Nebraska, chasing some punk kid who thinks he's a warlock. They dispatch his truly pathetic attempt at an army of the undead without breaking a sweat, but after the final lost, fumbling zombie has been felled, the asshole kid comes after them with a 12-gauge shotgun. 
supernatural  genre:hurt_comfort  sam_dean  first-time  first-kiss  S1  pining!sam  Protective!Dean  physicallyhurt!sam  rating:nc-17  havepdf  archive:lj  author:esorlehcar  0-5k  tissie  ~  downtotheend_verse 
april 2018 by Itsokaydean
Practical Men of the World; esorlehcar
Sam wakes slowly. His head is pounding and his stomach is churning, charming little reminders of last night's binge. It's been a long time since he was that drunk. Fucking Dean and his fucking trash-talking... Sam's almost 25, for god's sake, he shouldn't still react like a kid trying to prove himself when his older brother goads him. 
sam_dean  genre:angst  supernatural  established!relationship  powers!sam  angry!sam  dean!leaves  sam!looksfordean  pining!dean  pining!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  cheating!dean  author:esorlehcar  rating:nc-17  archive:lj  havepdf  5-10k  downtotheend_verse  tissie  ~ 
november 2017 by Itsokaydean
Stumbling Across Its Bleak Ending; esorlehcar
Dean leaves on a Monday. It's cold in the gray pre-dawn light. The wind is sharp and damp, promising rain, and Dean shivers as he walks through the trash-strewn parking lot to the Impala. Last night's motel is behind him, and if he turned around he'd see
sam_dean  genre:angst  supernatural  powers!sam  established!relationship  angry!sam  dean!leaves  sam!looksfordean  pining!dean  pining!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  cheating!dean  author:esorlehcar  rating:nc-17  archive:lj  havepdf  5-10k  tissie  ~  downtotheend_verse 
november 2015 by Itsokaydean

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