Itsokaydean + archive:lj   506

just this good; misskittye
Jensen awakes to the sound of Jared's voice, hushed but persistent enough to scratch lightly at the back of Jensen's skull. He opens his eyes and immediately closes them against the bright sunlight flooding in from the window. He doesn't move, doesn't stretch. Before he consents to full consciousness, he takes a moment to assess the situation. Six days a week Jensen subjects himself to early mornings, ripped from sleep by his clock radio before the sun is even up. On those days he'll lay in bed only for a minute or so, the strains of Bachman Turner Overdrive or something like that preventing him from slipping back into his dreams while he bullies himself into getting up for a jog. Waking up stretched out on his stomach, relaxed and tangled in cool sheets, knowing that Jared is close by and that there is nothing at all he needs to do right now is the exact opposite of that. It's this that he's wishing for when he lies in bed rubbing a hand over his pained expression every day except Sunday.
rps  jared_jensen  established!relationship  genre:au  genre:schmoop  veterinarian!jensen  au:regular!joes  actor!jared  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:misskittye  10-15k  verse:comingaround  ~ 
1 hour ago by Itsokaydean
Dark Paradise; cherie_morte
AU after 3x16: He knew as soon as Dean rose up from the bones what it was he brought to life. And maybe Sam should have been horrified right there and right then, but he was giddy as he watched Dean kill. All he could think was it's really him, he even looks the same.
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:angst  genre:canon_divergence  demon!dean  bloodaddicted!sam  established!relationship  s3  kink:manhandling  kink:rough!sex  kink:bloodplay  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:cherie_morte  0-5k  challenge:salt_burn_porn  ~ 
yesterday by Itsokaydean
Father of the year; sarosefic
Maybe Sam's more right about John than Dean wants to admit. Or maybe they're both wrong.
Or:
Just why did John leave Dean at Sonny's for two months?
supernatural  sam&dean  hardass!john  distracted!john  physicallyhurt!john  emotionallyhurt!dean  oblivious!sam  pre-series  rating:pg-13  archive:lj  havepdf  author:sarosefic  0-5k  ~ 
3 days ago by Itsokaydean
Ripping mended seams; lyra_wing
We all know John disappeared because he got a lead on the demon. But what if he ran off when the boys were still kids? AU – Dean as a fireman and Sam as a student at NYU.
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:canon_divergence  fireman!dean  StanfordEra  pre-series  ghost!john  john!dies  rescuer!sam  physicallyhurt!dean  Protective!Sam  Protective!Dean  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:R  author:lyra_wing  5-10k  ~ 
6 days ago by Itsokaydean
give me a sign; tiana
College AU. Jared spots Jensen across a crowded cafeteria. When he realizes Jensen is signing to his friends, Jared has a new mission in life. Learn to talk with his hands.
rps  jared_jensen  genre:au  genre:schmoop  genre:humor  au:college  student!jared  student!jensen  smitten!jared  archive:lj  havepdf  author:___tiana___  rating:pg-13  0-5k  challenge:springfling  ~ 
28 days ago by Itsokaydean
Just A Spoonful of Sugar; tiana
AU. When Jensen is suddenly left to take care of his sister's kids for the summer, he desperately needs help. Enter a stranger named Jared and his ability to make kids love him and turn Jensen's life upside down in the process.
rps  jared_jensen  genre:schmoop  genre:humor  genre:au  au:nannies  nanny!jared  genre:kidfic  pining!jensen  pining!jared  stuckup!jensen  nice!jared  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:___tiana___  10-15k  challenge:everafter  ~ 
4 weeks ago by Itsokaydean
keep coming around; misskittye
It wasn't that Jensen hated being a vet. It was tough work, sure, but he was pretty good at it, and if the money hadn't started rolling in he could say it was because he was just getting started. The problem was that it seemed to be the kind of job most people viewed as a calling, the grand culmination of lifelong love of animals. But if that was supposed to be the case, Jensen was pretty sure a true vet wouldn't have dread Fifi's monthly visits quite as much as he did.
rps  jared_jensen  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:angst  genre:schmoop  genre:au  veterinarian!jensen  student!jared  jared_sandy  boys!moveintogether  boys!comeout  smitten!jensen  smitten!jared  au:regular!joes  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:misskittye  20-25k  verse:comingaround 
5 weeks ago by Itsokaydean
+ Owl of the Waste Places; dear_tiger
The man she named baby boy Hobbenbokken after had been a pile of bones at the bottom of the Pacific for quite some time by then.
supernatural  witch_verse  author:dear_tiger  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  genre:angst  ~  + 
10 weeks ago by Itsokaydean
You Can Plan on Me; downjune
The snow comes down thick and heavy, now, blanketing the valley in white, turning the rusted corpses of the machines to harmless lumps. Jared perches on top of their own rusty lump and sips his spiked tea from a thermos. The whiskey as well as the hot liquid warm him from the inside out, even though his ass is still freezing and his toes have gone numb. He can’t stay out for much longer, not with this weather. But—Jensen’s late. Nearly a day late.
rps  jared_jensen  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:au  genre:dystopia  scientist!jared  soldier!jensen  genre:schmoop  smitten!jensen  smitten!jared  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:R  author:downjune  challenge:spn_j2_xmas  0-5k  ~ 
11 weeks ago by Itsokaydean
+ Above All The Bustle - la_reverenda
A busker and a businessman walk into a sandwich shop. It's a feel-good story. No one dies though someone is dead and someone else is hit by a bus. Late for Christmas but early for Valentine's!
rps  jared_jensen  genre:au  genre:schmoop  accountant!jensen  busker!jared  genre:meet!cute  au:regular!joes  au:office  genre:hurt_comfort  happy!jared  shy!jensen  tired!jensen  emotionallyhurt!jensen  first-kiss  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:la_reverenda  10-15k  +  ~ 
january 2019 by Itsokaydean
+ 29 and hedonistic; mikhale
Where Jensen turns 29, Jared throws a party for him and there's an inappropriate amount of blowjobs and any mentions of it thereof.
rps  jared_jensen  established!relationship  genre:schmoop  genre:pwp  genre:non-au  actor!jared  actor!jensen  birthdayboy!jensen  happy!jared  happy!jensen  smitten!jared  smitten!jensen  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:mikhale  genre:domestic  0-5k  domestic_verse  +  ~ 
january 2019 by Itsokaydean
+ light, refracted; alethialia
What if John hadn’t been the man he was? In fact, what if he’d been just the opposite? How would the boys’ arguments change? The startling thing: they wouldn’t.
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:angst  genre:gen  genre:canon_divergence  genre:horror  pre-series  scion!dean  scion!sam  yed!john  mean!sam  mean!dean  S1  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:alethialia  5-10k  +  ~ 
january 2019 by Itsokaydean
Future tense; selecasharp
While on a case, Sam and Dean are given a vision of the future - a future in which they've stopped the apocalypse and are now, apparently, involved. Dean's convinced that it's another trick and insists that they forget it, but Sam can't let it - any of it - go.
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:angst  5.14!coda  pining!sam  pining!dean  first-time  post-apocalypse  dean!saysyes  Protective!Dean  Protective!Sam  dean!feelsguilty  sam!feelsguilty  exhausted!sam  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:selecasharp  challenge:help_haiti  30-40k  ~  genre:canon_divergence 
january 2019 by Itsokaydean
cirrus; setissma
It’s all Sam’s fucking fault. Dean’s almost asleep, passed out in the passenger seat after a driver switch, when he hears a sudden click. “Shit,” Sam says. “What now?” Dean says. Inevitably, he’s not going to like what he hears, because Sam only starts swearing under his breath when something’s really fucked up. “She won’t shift,” Sam mutters, and then there’s kind of a low rumble, and Sam pulls over.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  genre:schmoop  Protective!Dean  physicallyhurt!sam  drugged!sam  archive:lj  rating:R  author:setissma  havepdf  0-5k  ~ 
december 2018 by Itsokaydean
Everything Like This; lavishsqualor
It started out as something Dean was ordered to do. Years later, though, that couldn’t be used as an excuse
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:pwp  kink:spanking  kink:cominguntouched  pre-series  S1  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:lavishsqualor  0-5k  challenge:*minor  ~ 
december 2018 by Itsokaydean
Saying It Out Loud; lazy_daze
Sam never exactly meant to take Dean's advice about pressing all the bullshit down and letting it out in spurts of violence and alcoholism, but he finds himself sitting at -- leaning on -- some sticky bartop in some sticky town he can't even remember the name of. There are multiple glasses lined up before him. Six, twelve? His eyes blur lazily and Dean's hand is warm on his shoulder, hey, Dean's here.
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:hurt_comfort  drunk!sam  s7  pining!sam  pining!dean  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  greatwallofsam  author:lazy_daze  challenge:*minor  0-5k  ~ 
december 2018 by Itsokaydean
Keep Digging; Maybe We'll Find Some Talent Author; longsufferingly
In 2005, instead of getting cast on Supernatural, Jared and Jensen get cast on Jeffrey Dean Morgan's new show, Whose Line Is It Anyway. BFFery and innuendo ensues.
rps  jared_jensen  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:humor  genre:au  genre:schmoop  pining!jensen  pining!jared  jared!comesout  au:actors  actor!jared  actor!jensen  rating:nc-17  archive:lj  havepdf  author:longsufferingly  5-10k  ~ 
december 2018 by Itsokaydean
fourth wall; raina_at
When famous murder mystery fiction writer Jared Padalecki is suspected of having murdered his former girlfriend, he turns to his ex-boyfriend and criminal defence lawyer Jensen Ackles for help. Matters soon get complicated both personally and professionally when both the case and their relationship as lawyer-client turn out far more difficult and volatile than either of them expected,and the lines between fiction and reality, past and present begin to blur.
rps  jared_jensen  jared_jensen(past)  genre:angst  genre:au  genre:hurt_comfort  au:famous_nonfamous  boys!getbacktogether  pining!jensen  pining!jared  lawyer!jensen  writer!jared  protective!jensen  physicallyhurt!jensen  physicallyhurt!jared  scared!jensen  scared!jared  au:murder_mystery  archive:lj  havepdf  author:raina_at  rating:nc-17  30-40k  ~ 
november 2018 by Itsokaydean
extended stay; ephermeralk
Jensen never expected his step-brother Jared to ask if he could crash on his couch. He didn’t expect Jared to have a dog, and he definitely didn’t expect Jared to walk around his house naked. 
rps  jared_jensen  genre:au  genre:schmoop  genre:pwp  au:regular!joes  au:related  boys!arestepbrothers  boys!moveintogether  blindsided!jensen  easygoing!jared  pining!jensen  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:ephermeralk  0-5k  ~ 
october 2018 by Itsokaydean
Sam/Dean Epic Love 'verse; longsufferingly
Starts in 2006--In which Jared (currently Gilmore Girls, season six) meets Jensen (currently on Dark Angel) and the two become friends.
rps  jared_jensen  genre:au  genre:non-au  actor!jared  actor!jensen  pining!jensen  smitten!jensen  smitten!jared  genre:schmoop  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:R  author:longsufferingly  5-10k  ~  epiclove_verse 
october 2018 by Itsokaydean
it's guy love (between two guys); Kellifer_fic
"Do you ever think it's weird?" They're in Jared's trailer playing Mario Cart. Apparently, Jensen's sole function in the game is to be Jared's bitch which is annoying but not unexpected. While he's getting is ass kicked he has time to muse about a few things, including his most recent trip home and his visit with Steve and Chris.  There'd been a similar... theme to the gentle ribbing he'd received.
rps  jared_jensen  genre:schmoop  genre:non-au  actor!jared  actor!jensen  clueless!jensen  indenial!jensen  happy!jared  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:kellifer_fic  0-5k  ~ 
october 2018 by Itsokaydean
Heaven's Just A Sin Away; jeyhawk_fic
The first time Jared saw a ghost, he was seven years old. His older brother Jeff, ever the caring one, dared him to go into the neighborhood haunted house alone, and Jared had never been one to back down on a dare. The house was old and hadn’t been occupied for at least ten years; debris was cluttered in the corners and it smelled like mildew. 
rps  jared_jensen  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:schmoop  genre:au  medium!jared  comapatient!jensen  ghost!jensen  pining!jensen  pining!jared  shy!jared  au:ghosts  au:college  student!jared  student!jensen  archive:lj  havepdf  author:jayhawk  rating:R  challenge:*minor  15-20k  ~ 
october 2018 by Itsokaydean
Palladium; zubeneschamali
 Jared Padalecki was sixteen when Earth was invaded, shattering the world as he knew it. A year later, he was stunned when the leader of the human resistance, Jensen Ackles, was captured by the aliens, crushing the humans' last gasp of hope. Since then, Jared has made it his life's mission to rescue and restore Jensen, even if he never expects to get the chance to do either. But when that chance unexpectedly comes, Jared has to overcome the obstacles that he's put in his own way before he can work with his former hero, who's been a captive for years. If they can overcome the ways they've both been changed, they might be able to figure out a way to stop the invaders and maybe even save the world.
rps  jared_jensen  genre:au  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:sci-fi  au:rebels  au:aliensinvasion  genre:dystopia  rebel!jensen  prisoner!jensen  mindcontrolled!jensen  neuroscientist!jared  rebel!jared  pining!jensen  pining!jared  rescuer!jared  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:zubeneschamali  60-70k  challenge:bigbang  palladium_verse  ~ 
october 2018 by Itsokaydean
love and otter disasters; peppervl
As otters living on a wildlife preserve, Jared and Jensen enjoy spending lots of time playing and floating together, but they want more. An encounter with humans gives them a glimpse of the life they want, but when Misha the Magnificent grants their wish, they find that being human—and being in love—is a little more complicated than they thought, especially with the added challenges of being television stars.
rps  jared_jensen  otter!jared  otter!jensen  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:au  au:fantasy  boys!turnintohumans  genre:schmoop  genre:non-au  actor!jared  actor!jensen  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:nc-17  40-50k  challenge:bigbang  physicallyhurt!jensen  physicallyhurt!jared  pining!jensen  pining!jared  author:peppervl  ~ 
october 2018 by Itsokaydean
Redbud Farm; zubeneschamali
When aspiring writer Jared Padalecki wins a competition to be the writer in residence at Jensen Ackles' small farm in southeastern Minnesota, he expects a quiet summer that will lead to establishing himself as a serious writer. What he gets instead might be even better.
rps  genre:schmoop  jared_jensen  genre:au  farmer!jensen  writer!jared  pining!jensen  pining!jared  au:farmers  challenge:reversebang  author:zubeneschamali  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:nc-17  15-20k  ~ 
october 2018 by Itsokaydean
Highway Survivalists' Roadmap; drvsilla
Sam huffs and finally allows himself to read the green mile-marker sign. He's been ignoring them ever since the interstate exchange, when E-W cloverleafed into N-S and down, down they headed toward somewhere else. He shouldn't read it at all, knows he'll torture himself with the endless word litany mile 332 means there's 332 miles to go until the border... mile 332 means there's 332 miles to go until the border... mile 332 means there's 332 miles to go until the border...
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  roadtrip  genre:schmoop  genre:pwp  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:drvsilla  0-5k  ~ 
september 2018 by Itsokaydean
Somewhere To See It; lazy_daze
It wasn't the career he'd planned, nor, he thought wryly, what his parents had expected. Generations of teachers in his traditional, big, happy, Texas family, and Jared had ended up a fashion photographer in New York.
rps  jared_jensen  au:famous_nonfamous  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:au  model!jensen  photographer!jared  pining!jared  asshole!jensen  pining!jensen  emotionallyhurt!jensen  sad!jensen  jared!lies  angry!jensen  jared!feelsguilty  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:lazy_daze  10-15k  ~ 
september 2018 by Itsokaydean
till the cows come down the river; amonitrate
Sam’s never understood anything, not really, and Dean’s never wanted him to. But he always tries, even for the stuff Dean himself doesn’t understand. Dean’s never known what to do with that.
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:angst  genre:gen  s5  5.16!coda  unraveling!dean  panicattack!dean  worried!sam  rating:pg-13  havepdf  author:amonitrate  archive:lj  5-10k  ~  ptsd!dean  ptsd!sam 
august 2018 by Itsokaydean
A Life Less Lived; emmram
"When Death re-souls Sam it doesn't quite stick. Every once in a while his soul slips free (maybe after a seizure?), his body walking around being a dick and not sleeping, while he gets to do the vengeful spirit gig for a couple of hours/days/weeks—it can vary—though he's not so much vengeful as disoriented and crazy, given the wall doesn't extend to his spirit form. So you have Dean, who sees all this redrum-on-the-mirrors chaos randomly breaking out around them, and Sam looking unsettlingly determined to banish the completely anonymous—“its identity is really not important, Dean, promise”—spirit that's latched onto him for no apparent reason, while trying to look all souled and innocent and kind of sucking at it. Whether or not Dean figures it out is up to the author. As is the winner."
supernatural  sam&dean  postcage!Sam  soulless!sam  hallucinating!dean  ghost!sam  s7  clueless!dean  genre:angst  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  seizure!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  clueless!bobby  author:emmram  0-5k  challenge:ohsam  genre:canon_divergence  ~ 
august 2018 by Itsokaydean
With Paper And String; hkath
Jensen's mixtape still has two songs on it. His birdhouse died in the planning stage. The hair on his knuckles is growing back all weird and bristly. He hasn't been having the best month.
rps  jared_jensen  genre:schmoop  genre:domestic  genre:non-au  actor!jared  actor!jensen  pining!jensen  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:hkath  challenge:spn_j2_xmas  5-10k  ~ 
august 2018 by Itsokaydean
Dust in the Wind; lyra_wing
"Hang on, we're almost there."  "Ow! Jesus Christ, I have a broken leg here!"  "Yeah, and I'm carrying 180 pounds of dead weight here. Do you hear me whining?" 
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:gen  genre:crossover  crossover:ag  god!dean  god!sam  immortal!dean  immortal!sam  rating:pg-13  havepdf  archive:lj  author:lyra_wing  0-5k 
august 2018 by Itsokaydean
andronicus; minviendha
They fed Dean human flesh in hell. Sometimes he gets the strongest cravings, looking at a girl walking down the street or a jogger on his afternoon run. Or Sam. Especially Sam.
supernatural  genre:angst  genre:horror  post-hell!dean  ptsd!dean  clueless!sam  dean!killssam  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:R  author:minviendha_(lise)  0-5k  challenge:sharp_teeth  ~ 
august 2018 by Itsokaydean
your p's and q's; i_speak_tongue
Which is the true evil? The brother who now survives on human flesh or the one who willingly supplies the meat?
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:angst  genre:horror  sick!Dean  caretaker!sam  rescuer!sam  physicallyhurt!dean  zombie!dean  sam!savesdean  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:R  author:i_speak_tongue  0-5k  challenge:sharp_teeth  ~ 
august 2018 by Itsokaydean
untitled; maryaminx
One day, right about in the middle of the minor emotional peak between the end-of-October-early-November angstorama and the oh-crap-it's-the-holiday-season pit of despair, the fourteen year old who climbs into the passenger seat of the Impala at the gas station isn't Dean.
supernatural  pre-series  genre:angst  genre:gen  not!dean  clueless!sam  bamf!John  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:maryaminx  0-5k  challenge:sharp_teeth  ~ 
august 2018 by Itsokaydean
You Never Had It So; mandysbitch
“…sometimes, Sam’s still the ten-year-old kid with the runny nose and hair in his eyes and you’re still the guy who looks after him.”
supernatural  sam_dean  pre-series  second!pov  S1  genre:angst  pining!dean  pining!sam  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:nc-17  kink:bondage  author:mandysbitch  0-5k  ~ 
july 2018 by Itsokaydean
Home Front; destina
When the time came, Dean chose the house: a modest one-story fixer-upper with one bedroom, on the corner of an established street lined by tall old trees. After so many years of living out of duffel bags and the trunk of a car, they had very little of their own, but they hauled it all in anyway, a ten-minute job at best. 
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:schmoop  genre:domestic  boys!settledown  boys!buyahouse  retired!fromhunting  future!fic  archive:lj  rating:R  author:destina  0-5k  ~ 
july 2018 by Itsokaydean
Home; dodger_winslow
Bobby approached the dog slow and easy, lowering himself to a crouch just outside quick snap range. Up close, the smell was worse than he’d imagined. The shit had drawn flies to its wounds, made more of a mess of the poor thing than it already was.
supernatural  bobby_singer  bamf!bobby  rescuer!bobby  pre-series  bobby!rescuesrumsfeld  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  rating:pg-13  havepdf  author:dodger_winslow  archive:lj  0-5k  genre:gen  ~ 
july 2018 by Itsokaydean
The Dumbest Thing Dean Ever Did; hiyacynth
"This is the dumbest thing you’ve ever done."
"I dunno about that. 'Member that waitress in Tampa?"
--"Croatoan"
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:gen  genre:humor  pre-series  bamf!John  bamf!sam  rescuer!sam  rescuer!john  gleeful!sam  embarrassed!dean  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  0-5k  author:hiyacynth  ~ 
july 2018 by Itsokaydean
Our life will never end; fleshflutter
After breakfast Dean tosses the motel room keys to Sam and heads out to the parking lot to pack up the Impala. They're planning on heading down to Jackson to follow up on some rumours of a poltergeist. It'll be a long drive but Sam doesn't mind. The sky is bruised and blue with banks of clouds but the glare of the sun burns atomic-white along the horizon. 
supernatural  sam_dean(implied)  genre:angst  evil!sam  clueless!dean  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:fleshflutter  0-5k  ~ 
july 2018 by Itsokaydean
Now I lay me down to sleep; fleshflutter
Sam knows the difference between dreams and nightmares and knows which Dean is having. He makes sure there's hot, black coffee waiting for Dean in the morning when he wakes, offers to drive and doesn't comment on the corpse-grey shadows beneath Dean's eyes.
supernatural  sam_dean  dream!dean  demon!dean  3.10!coda  genre:angst  tw:dub-con  scared!dean  scared!sam  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:R  author:fleshflutter  0-5k  ~ 
july 2018 by Itsokaydean
For With The Heart; sowell
In life, Carolyn Cutter was probably a loving wife and mother. In death, she’s a gigantic pain in the ass, and Dean was sick of this job two days ago.

“The guns have rock salt, not bullets,” Sam says, all reasonable. Like you can reason with a ghost. “It won’t kill us.”

Carolyn just gives that crazy-ass spirit cackle and cocks the gun without lifting a finger.

“Sam,” Dean growls from the side of his mouth. “Not helping.”
supernatural  sam_dean  cursed!dean  cursed!sam  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:angst  genre:casefic  boys!arechainedtogether  pining!dean  scared!dean  pining!sam  physicallyhurt!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:nc-17  challenge:reversebang  author:sowell  10-15k  ~ 
june 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ Close Your Eyes; kcscribbler
Dean goes through with it and kills Sam, and Death puts him…not in outer space, exactly. Somewhere more like a cage. Meanwhile, Sam's up in Heaven trying to find Bobby and gather allies to break Dean out of wherever Death put him. (In other words: Silly Death. As if being dead will stop Sam Winchester from looking for his brother.)
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:gen  s10  moc!dean  pre-series  Protective!Dean  dean!killssam  characterdeath_(sam)  characterdeath_(dean)  rescuer!sam  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:kcscribbler  challenge:summergen  0-5k  ~  + 
june 2018 by Itsokaydean
Get Up Instead; viviansface
Poking around the Bunker, Dean should have learned two basic things: one, turn on the light, no matter what, and two, for Christ’s sake, don’t touch anything, double no matter what, it could be freaking possessed. Needless to say, he fails both.
supernatural  sam&dean  s8  bodyswapped!dean  bodyswapped!sam  cursed!dean  trials!sam  trials!dean  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!dean  caretaker!sam  genre:angst  genre:gen  genre:hurt_comfort  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  0-5k  challenge:summergen  author:viviansface  *deleted_havepdf  ~ 
june 2018 by Itsokaydean
Strange Love; viviansface
It's not the strangest dream Dean has ever had. He's still in the Bunker, but he knows it is a dream: the air is more of a substance embracing him, and breathing feels like swimming, not like breathing.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  genre:hurt_comfort  s8  dream!dean  dream!sam  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:R  author:viviansface  0-5k  ~  challenge:springfling 
june 2018 by Itsokaydean
We'd Share Each Other Like an Island; longsufferingly
"This is ridiculous," says Dean. He's scowling at his plate like he actually wants to set it on fire with his eyes.

Sam smirks. "Doctor's orders, Dean."

He redirects his glare to Sam, and Sam's smile widens.

"Dude, I like you being alive," says Sam. There were years where he wouldn't be able to say it with a smile on his face, years when the very idea of Dean dying haunted his nightmares.
supernatural  sam_dean  first-kiss  pining!sam  pining!dean  future!fic  genre:schmoop  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:longsufferingly  0-5k  ~ 
june 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ That seven-letter word; mikhale
They're huddled on the bed, looking at the folded newspaper in Sam's hands.

What's a seven-letter word for 'annoying'?

Sammy.

That's not even seven letters.

Sure it is. S-A-M-M-Y-J-W. 
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  genre:schmoop  genre:pwp  smitten!dean  smitten!sam  archive:lj  author:mikhale  havepdf  rating:nc-17  0-5k  ~  + 
june 2018 by Itsokaydean
A Door, about to Open; elless18
 AU. Jensen really needs a date for his sister's wedding. Showing up dateless would mean facing his mom and ex-boyfriend alone, so Jensen's a little desperate. But just how desperate is he?
rps  jared_jensen  genre:au  genre:schmoop  au:fake!boyfriends  movieremakes  friendstolovers  baker!jensen  lawyer!jared  pining!jensen  pining!jared  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:R  author:elless18  5-10k  ~ 
may 2018 by Itsokaydean
Outside Your Coverage Zone; lazy_daze
It feels like days later when they're finally alone, but it's only a few hours - Castiel has freakishly good timing and they suddenly find themselves in a random motel somewhere north of Pittsburgh, blinking against the sudden lack of white light bleaching everything from the world.
supernatural  sam_dean(implied)  4.22!coda  voicemail!fix-it  anguished!dean  anguished!sam  hopeful!sam  s4  genre:hurt_comfort  challenge:commentfic  0-5k  archive:lj  havepdf  author:lazy_daze  rating:pg-13  ~ 
may 2018 by Itsokaydean
Your mouth was made to suck my kiss; fleshflutter
Time in the bathroom is about the only time Sam and Dean regularly don't have to be with each other. Sam likes it that way. It reminds him that they're still separate, distinct people – not some single entity with a split personality. Not that he doesn't like being around Dean. He's had enough experience of not being around Dean to make him pretty damn sure that, obnoxious, piggish behaviour aside, he'd take being with Dean than not any day of the week and twice on Sundays. 
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:hurt_comfort  cursed!dean  witches!madeemdoit  genre:casefic  archive:lj  author:fleshflutter  rating:nc-17  5-10k  kink:blowjob  havepdf  emotionallyhurt!dean  uncomfortable!sam  ~ 
may 2018 by Itsokaydean
Sweet Touch; cleflink
Jared loves being a dessert chef even if catering wedding showers doesn't do much for his love life. Of course, this is the first time he's met a maid of honour who isn't a girl.
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