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If Found, Please Return; gwevyan
Or: the times Dean Winchester threatened to put a collar on his wayward little brother, the time he did, and the time he didn't need to. 
supernatural  sam&dean  *times  pre-series  S1  post-season5  Protective!Dean  hallucinating!sam  ptsd!sam  genre:hurt_comfort  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  genre:gen  author:gwevyan  10-15k  ~ 
january 2019 by Itsokaydean
Consider the Hairpin Turn; cherie_morte
AU of 6x22: Sam's wall has shattered and the memories in his mind have splintered. When the Sam who remembers Hell tells him to go find Jess and be happy, Sam knows he can't stay while Dean needs him. But when the Sam from Hell says that Dean is already there looking for him, Sam leaves his memories of the pit behind to find him.

What he finds is a life he doesn't remember: a house that he shares with his brother (and has for years), a law career he thought he'd left behind at Stanford, and a relationship with Dean he never dreamed he could have. Life is almost too good to be true, at least until Sam begins to hear his brother's voice calling to him, begging him to wake up.
supernatural  sam_dean  s6  6.22!coda  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:canon_divergence  worried!dean  Protective!Dean  ptsd!sam  postcage!Sam  brokenwall!sam  comapatient!sam  caretaker!dean  rescuer!dean  pining!sam  pining!dean  rating:nc-17  havepdf  archive:ao3  author:cherie_morte  25-30k  challenge:samdean_otp  ~ 
august 2018 by Itsokaydean
Run Run Riot; interflora
Turns out that Amelia isn't real - She was Sam's way of coping with Dean's "death". On Christmas, he and Dean stop by her to see her (and Riot), only to discover the truth. Sam goes into meltdown mode, and Dean has to calm him down. He also tries to figure out what really went down in the year he was gone
supernatural  sam_dean(implied)  hallucinating!sam  ptsd!sam  worried!dean  Protective!Dean  s8  guilty!dean  breakdown!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  0-5k  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:angst  author:interflora  rating:pg-13  tissie  ~ 
march 2018 by Itsokaydean
Renovation; De_Nugis
It’s not like Dean never noticed Sam’s hands before. He’d taught Sam to pull a bowstring and a trigger and tighten a lug nut. He’d watched him obsess over his homework night after night, always holding the ballpoint a bit too tight, flesh whitening over his knuckles, as though someone was going to take the pen away. 
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april 2017 by Itsokaydean
Chasing Rabbits; hellhoundsprey
The yellow wavelength is relatively long and essentially stimulating. In this case the stimulus is emotional, therefore yellow is the strongest color, psychologically. The right yellow will lift our spirits and our self-esteem; it is the color of confidence and optimism. Too much of it, or the wrong tone in relation to the other tones in a color scheme, can cause self-esteem to plummet, giving rise to fear and anxiety. Our “yellow streak” can surface.
supernatural  sam_dean  unrelated!boys  abused!sam_(past)  ptsd!sam  genre:au  genre:angst  selfharm!sam  dark!dean  teenager!sam  teenager!dean  druguser!dean  druguser!sam  addicted!sam  author:hellhoundsprey  archive:ao3  havepdf  5-10k  rating:nc-17  tissie  ~ 
march 2017 by Itsokaydean
An Anchor; themegalosaurus
“I can’t stop thinking,” Sam says, and the joke’s almost at Dean’s lips before he catches it, swallows it. Not now, not with Sam hovering fretful and indecisive and asking for something, the outline of which Dean is just starting to recognise through the fog of everything unspoken.

Post-imprisonment, Sam gets some bad news and doesn't take it too well. Dean tries to work out how to help.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  emotionallyhurt!sam  non-con_(implied)  worried!dean  helping!dean  kink:breathplay  guilty!sam  s12  ptsd!sam  selfharm!sam_(implied)  author:themegalosaurus  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  tissie  ~ 
february 2017 by Itsokaydean

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