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Family Man; KelpietheThundergod
"You’re just like him." In that moment, it had felt like nothing could be worse. But at least the pain of those words was sharp and quick, and got him out of his spiral. A punch that he couldn’t exactly roll with, as it cut to deep for that, but the hits stopped coming after "Michael hurt you. He hurt me too." He did get punched in the face a couple times right after. But he deserved that anyway. The pain at home is different. More like being submerged all over again, and every time he reaches the surface, spluttering and gasping, the next wave comes, powerful and acidic.
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:angst  s14  14.03!coda  ptsd!dean  OCD!dean  worried!sam  worried!castiel  emotionallyhurt!dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  genre:gen  0-5k  author:kelpiethethundergod  ~ 
december 2018 by Itsokaydean
Come Home in the Car You Love; sevenfists
It seems fucking stupid now—worse: naive—but Dean honest-to-God thought that everything would stop after he went to Hell. A big cosmic reset button. Like his death would settle the universe's score and Sam could make himself some kind of real life, one that didn't involve hitching his fate to Dean's inevitable demise.
supernatural  sam_dean  post-hell!dean  ptsd!dean  worried!dean  worried!sam  suicidal!sam_(past)  s4  boys!getbacktogether  author:sevenfists  archive:ao3  rating:nc-17  tissie  ~  5-10k  havepdf 
november 2017 by Itsokaydean
Cupid's Got A Gun; geckoholic
Fuck-or-die, set in early S4. But they've been fucking for years, so that shouldn't be a problem, right? Wrong. Ever since hell, Dean's in no hurry to get that show on the road again. They've tried, and it doesn't work, too many bad memories from what's been done to him downstairs. A case that involves a cursed cross and a vengeful witch takes that choice away from them, though...
supernatural  sam_dean  rating:nc-17  established!relationship  post-hell!dean  ptsd!dean  non-con  cursed!dean  worried!sam  rescuer!sam  caretaker!sam  s4  casefic  author:geckoholic  havepdf  archive:ao3  tissie  ~  kink:fuck-or-die 
february 2017 by Itsokaydean
Phantom load; lovesrain44
Dean and Sam return to Boulder, CO, where they investigate a haunted school. The job seems simple enough to Sam, who has good, although vague, memories of living in Boulder back in 1992, when John Winchester rented a single-wide trailer, and the boys were able to walk home from school together. Dean, however, has altogether different memories, far less pleasant and far more damaging. It's during the investigation that Sam discovers the secret that Dean doesn't realize he's been hiding.
supernatural  genre:gen  pre-series  abused!dean  sexuallyabused!dean  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!dean  oblivious!sam  protective!sam  angry!sam  ptsd!dean  genre:casefic  archive:ao3  author:lovesrain44  50-60k  havepdf  rating:nc-17  tw:non-con  tw:non-con_(past)  challenge:bigbang  tissie  ~ 
july 2016 by Itsokaydean
+ Prairie Wind; honeylocusttree
"Sam and Dean have been on high-alert and in a high-stress position for years now. When the war is over, Sam insists they take a vacation/consider stopping hunting altogether. They're both having issues, but while for Sam the quiet-time is used for reflecting/rediscovering himself, for Dean with his life-long avoidance issues, not being in the high-alert state is initially nothing less than terrifying. When he suddenly has free time to kill, he crashes, gets sick and can't shake it. (I'm thinking like a cold/flu that turns into pneumonia or something, but whatever you want would work.) Lots of feverish!Dean, of course, angst, and I'd love me some PTSD!Dean or mental-illness!Dean too." (also on http://archiveofourown.org/works/206959)
supernatural  genre:gen  sam&dean  depressed!dean  ptsd!dean  worried!sam  angry!sam  protective!sam  genre:angst  author:honeylocusttree  +  selfharm!dean  rating:pg-13  havepdf  archive:ao3  0-5k  archive:lj  tissie  ~ 
april 2016 by Itsokaydean

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