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This Far, No Further; nwspaprtaxis
Stabbing a Leviathan-filled angel isn't something someone can just recover from. Especially when he has a brain full of Hell before he even makes the attempt. Dean cares for his catatonic, insane little brother. And angsts. And barely copes.
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:angst  genre:horror  characterdeath_(dean)  characterdeath_(sam)  boys!gotoheaven  s7  brokenwall!sam  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  suicidal!dean  dean!killssam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:nwspaprtaxis  5-10k  challenge:*bang  ao3!collection  lilbrorec  tissie  ~ 
april 2018 by Itsokaydean
since feeling is first; queenklu
That he wants to think this is Dean yanking a leash should make his blood run cold, not aching hot. It should make him sick, angry, it should get his fucking hackles up and make him fight.

He does want to fight. But there’s a skin-thin line between primal things, and fighting isn’t all he wants to do.
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  first-kiss  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:angst  genre:domestic  boys!settledown  retired!fromhunting  postcage!Sam  post-season6  pining!sam  pining!dean  sam!obeysorders  emotionallyhurt!sam  worried!dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:queenklu  10-15k  tissie  lilbrorec  ~ 
april 2018 by Itsokaydean
Punxsutawney; astolat
So that was it. Dean stared at the ceiling. It was mostly same as in the other forty-three master bedrooms in town. The whole community had been built by the same developer: there were six layouts, three wall materials, two kinds of roofs, and twenty-eight other women among the owners, twenty-seven of whom he'd already slept with, some more than once, before getting to Mrs. Ballantine.
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  freakedout!dean  freakedout!sam  suicidal!sam  suicideattempt!sam  lilbrorec  boys!stuckinatimeloop  pining!sam  archive:ao3  author:astolat  rating:nc-17  havepdf  5-10k  tissie  ~ 
december 2017 by Itsokaydean
17 A.W. (After Winchester); cleflink
Ever since the Deamhanan destroyed the Earth and his dad abandoned him, Sam has spent his life in space, going out with a whimper along with the rest of the human race. When a stranger named Dean tells Sam that he's the key to finding a weapon capable of killing the Deamhanan, Sam gets swept up in a fight he never wanted to be a part of and finds himself far more attracted to Dean than he wants to be. Now he must struggle to find his own destiny and discover the truth about his connection with Dean.
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:sci-fi  pilot!dean  dean!doesnttellhimtheyrebrothers  pining!sam  pining!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  lilbrorec  movieremakes  challenge:spn_cinema  au:space  rating:R  archive:ao3  author:cleflink  havepdf  25-30k  tissie  ~ 
december 2017 by Itsokaydean
The Vagaries of Disbelief; sevenfists
Dean slept until almost 10:00 on the morning of June 4. He rolled over in bed, opened his mouth to bitch at Sam for letting him sleep so late, closed it again. Sam was missing: gone overnight, vanished from the bed.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  powers!Sam  kidnapped!sam  grieving!dean  rescuer!dean  Protective!Dean  archive:ao3  author:sevenfists  rating:nc-17  lilbrorec  tissie  ~  20-25k  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:angst  havepdf 
november 2017 by Itsokaydean
Where You Land; sevenfists
Sam: You know what? Maybe we shouldn't have left Stanford so soon. Dean: Sam we dug around there for a week, we came up with nothing. - from "Wendigo
supernatural  sam&dean  S1  grieving!sam  supportive!dean  Protective!Dean  1.01!coda  lilbrorec  author:sevenfists  archive:ao3  tissie  ~  rating:pg  genre:gen  0-5k  havepdf 
november 2017 by Itsokaydean
[and we play like you had a war]; ephemerall
He expects Sam to change somehow. Yellow eyes, black eyes, a tail and horns – he doesn't know what, exactly, he's expecting, but he doesn't expect Sam to stay exactly the same.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  boyking!sam  bloodaddicted!sam  resigned!dean  consort!dean  rating:nc-17  author:ephemerall  lilbrorec  archive:ao3  havepdf  0-5k  tissie  ~ 
november 2017 by Itsokaydean
Three Weeks Too Late (the 'Five Weeks' remix); rei_c
Dean swallows at the thought of that: Sam's home, his soon-to-be omega's scent everywhere, on everything. Sam wants to take Dean back to his den. "Okay," he says. "Your place. But not -- it has to be now, Sam. I can't wait much longer." "Yeah," Sam says. "Yeah, it's been five weeks since your birthday."
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:hurt_comfort  au:alpha/beta/omega  alpha!dean  omega!sam  pining!sam  possessive!dean  rating:nc-17  challenge:remix  author:rei_c  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  0-5k  ~  lilbrorec 
november 2017 by Itsokaydean
Five Weeks; rei_c
It's seven pm, January twenty-fourth, and Jessica Moore is sitting on her couch with a crying omega in her lap.
supernatural  sam_dean  Sam_Jess  au:alpha/beta/omega  alpha!dean  alpha!jess  omega!sam  emotionallyhurt!sam  pining!sam  suicidal!sam  protective!jess  archive:ao3  genre:angst  author:rei_c  rating:R  havepdf  tissie  ~  5-10k  lilbrorec 
november 2017 by Itsokaydean
True Colors; munibunny (b_cat)
Jared is a mentally challenged young man with a very special gift. Jensen is an executive with nothing in his life but work. They meet by accident and discover a connection that defies explanation.
rps  jared_jensen  gardner!jared  mentallyill!jared  exec!jensen  first-time  workaholic!jensen  protective!jensen  minor!het  archive:ao3  rating:nc-17  author:munbunny  havepdf  lilbrorec  tissie  ~  genre:au  au:office  au:disability  challenge:*minor  30-40k 
september 2016 by Itsokaydean

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