Itsokaydean + archive:ao3 + 0-5k   250

a history of violence; lyryk (s_k)
Sometimes the problem, Sam thinks, is that there are no rulebooks about how to be your brother’s ex.
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:angst  angry!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  emotionallytired!sam  s8  boys!breakup  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:lyryk  0-5k  challenge:spn_j2_xmas  ~ 
may 2019 by Itsokaydean
the morning after; kototyph
Oh and I ate all of your Cinnamon Toast Crunch. Consider it part of your reparation payment for accidental anal insertion. I may continue to collect payments until I am no longer sore.
rps  jared_jensen  genre:schmoop  genre:humor  genre:au  student!jared  student!jensen  first-kiss  first-time  pining!jared  pining!jensen  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:kototyph  0-5k  challenge:commentfic  ~ 
may 2019 by Itsokaydean
Just Say My Name; leonidaslions
Dean turns into a complete and utter nympho. It takes Sam a while to notice the difference.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  cursed!dean  genre:humor  genre:hurt_comfort  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:leonidaslion  0-5k  ~ 
may 2019 by Itsokaydean
I Sleep Better with You Next to Me; whispered_story
Jensen sometimes shares a bed with Jared (and it's always Jared's fault). There's nothing weird about it – until Jensen realizes he wants more.
rps  jared_jensen  genre:schmoop  genre:non-au  actor!jared  actor!jensen  pining!jensen  pining!jared  boys!shareabed  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:whispered_story  0-5k  ~ 
april 2019 by Itsokaydean
A Mind With A Heart Of Its Own; linvro21
Jensen never expected to get married. When he did, he certainly hadn't thought he’d fall in love. He didn’t mind to be proven wrong by Jared though.
rps  jared_jensen  genre:au  genre:schmoop  boys!getmarried  au:teachers  teacher!jared  teacher!jensen  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:linvro21  challenge:spn_j2_xmas  0-5k  ~ 
april 2019 by Itsokaydean
raw diet food; themegalosaurus
Sam has one more meeting today. This one isn’t in his diary; not the public calendar everyone at the firm can access, nor the private one on his cell.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  genre:angst  genre:pwp  genre:au  kale!sam  wanted!dean  starving!dean  eatingdisorder!dean  rating:nc-17  author:themegalosaurus  0-5k  archive:ao3  havepdf  14.13!coda  s14  challenge:*minor  ~ 
april 2019 by Itsokaydean
more than good; keep_waking_up
Jensen’s mom and Jared’s dad got married when they were both twelve. They barely knew each other from school and then one day they were staring over the dining room table at each other.
rps  jared_jensen  genre:au  alpha!jared  omega!jensen  alpha/beta/omega!au  au:highschool  au:stepbrothers  established!relationship  pining!jared  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:keep_waking_up  challenge:smpc  0-5k  ~ 
april 2019 by Itsokaydean
April Fool's Babies; StuckySituation
“I’m pregnant,” Bucky says, and the first feeling that Steve experiences is relief. Granted, that might sound surprising, but Steve knows that today is April 1st, and this -- Bucky, with his hair a tangled, sweaty mess, leaning against the doorframe, with a big, brown envelope in his hand and his face carefully blank and neutral -- at last explains the horrible week and clears Steve’s mind from his fears and worries. “Oh, good,” Steve says and sits down at the kitchen table. Nothing is wrong with Bucky, after all. The sleepless nights, the haunted look that has been shadowing his face for days, everything must have been just set up for the prank. This is by far stranger prank than any of those Bucky used to pull, but at the same time, it’s not that surprising. His sense of humor has become understandably a lot more twisted after the Hydra years. “Good?” Bucky says. “What the fuck, Steve?” “I mean, uh. Wow! Surprising. How did that happen?”
mcu  steve_bucky  genre:humor  genre:domestic  mpreg!bucky  oblivious!steve  genre:mpreg  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:stuckysituation  0-5k  ~ 
april 2019 by Itsokaydean
To Repair Broken Men; procrastin8or951
Pre-series: Dad and Sam keep fighting. Dean can't fix his family, so he fixes things around the crappy apartment they are staying in eg. shelves, washing machine, heater/air conditioner.
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:angst  mean!john  pre-series  sick!Dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:procrastin8or951  0-5k  challenge:hoodie_time  ~ 
march 2019 by Itsokaydean
Mr Smith Goes to Jefferson; facetofcathy
Zachariah gets killed before he reveals to Dean Smith who he really is. So Dean Smith and Sam Wesson carry on as they were, as if that was always their life, not knowing who they really are
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:au  au:swesson  boys!dontregaintheirmemories  pining!dean  pining!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:facetsofcathy  0-5k  challenge:*minor  ~ 
march 2019 by Itsokaydean
Ticks Like a Time Bomb; faequeentitania
Sam grew up with Dean's heavy breath as a lullaby. Every night, steady as clockwork. There are few things in the world that could frighten him the way the quiet from Dean's bed can. Coda for S01E12, "Faith."
supernatural  sam_dean(implied)  S1  1.12!coda  sick!Dean  physicallyhurt!dean  Protective!Sam  worried!sam  emotionallyhurt!sam  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:faequeentitania  archive:ao3  0-5k  ~ 
march 2019 by Itsokaydean
revisionist history; cherie_morte
Michael breaks out of the cage in Dean's mind and retakes control, trapping Dean in a new happy memory, one where his brother loves him the way Dean wishes he would. There's just one problem. Apparently, Dean's feelings for Sam are more than a little contagious.
supernatural  sam_dean  unrequited!dean(sam)  michael!dean  genre:angst  trapped!dean  oblivious!sam  broken!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:cherie_morte  s14  14.10!coda  characterdeath_(sam)  characterdeath_(temporary)  0-5k  challenge:salt_burn_porn  ~ 
march 2019 by Itsokaydean
All Our Tomorrows Thrown Away; teand
John discovers his sons are finding comfort in each other and while he almost understands why, he can't allow it to go on.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  genre:angst  john!findsout  bamf!John  pre-series  havepdf  archive:ao3  rating:R  author:teand  0-5k  challenge:*minor 
february 2019 by Itsokaydean
Turn Off Your Cellphone and Crack Out the Gatorade; withdiamonds
The world doesn't end, so Sam and Dean do all the things they never did as kids--going to baseball games, and vacationing, and random ice cream stops for no reason. Only they discover it's more like dating than regaining their lost childhood. They're really kind of okay with that. 
supernatural  sam_dean  first-kiss  genre:schmoop  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:withdiamonds  ~  0-5k 
february 2019 by Itsokaydean
The Art of Compromise (Five Tries); wraith816
"It's in the rule book somewhere. Older brother doesn't have to take it."
Dean and Sam argue over who bottoms.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  genre:schmoop  genre:humor  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:wraith816  0-5k  ~ 
february 2019 by Itsokaydean
midwif; Askance
She's delivered hundreds--backwards babies, twisted cords, torn bodies, blood, urine, shit, sweat--she's seen it all. Until Eve.
supernatural  eve!givesbirth  genre:horror  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:askance  0-5k  s8  ~ 
february 2019 by Itsokaydean
charmer & gentle; Askance
The afternoon girl calls them Big and Tall, the strangers who come in late every now and then, buying this or that. The night girl doesn't think those names fit quite right.
supernatural  sam&dean  outsider!pov  genre:gen  genre:angst  physicallyhurt!sam  physicallyhurt!dean  trials!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:askance  0-5k  challenge:summergen  ~ 
february 2019 by Itsokaydean
The Proposition; doilycoffin
When Dean accidentally convinces his mother that he has a boyfriend and stupidly promises that she can meet him, he thinks he's positively screwed...fortunately, it turns out that Sam is more than willing to pretend to be his date.
supernatural  genre:au  sam_dean  au:swesson  genre:schmoop  fake!boyfriends  archive:ao3  rating:pg-13  author:doilycoffin  0-5k  challenge:*minor  havepdf  ~ 
february 2019 by Itsokaydean
Exile; themegalosaurus
"Sometimes when I was, when I was away, you know it wasn't cause I just ran out, right? Dad would, he would send me away, when I really pissed him off. I think you knew that."
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:angst  genre:gen  hardass!john  pre-series  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:themegalosaurus  0-5k  s14  14.12!coda  ~ 
february 2019 by Itsokaydean
Worse Day Away From Black Rock; verucasalt123
Six hours out from Black Rock, Dean finally pulled into a motel. He hadn’t stopped ragging on Sam for all the trouble he’d caused and bragging on his own so-called Batman skills after he’d swooped in to save the day, and his brother’s life. Again.
supernatural  sam_dean  s3  3.03!coda  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  kink:spanking  genre:pwp  bamf!dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  authir:verucasalt123  0-5k  ~ 
february 2019 by Itsokaydean
To Repair Broken Men; procrastin8or951
Pre-series: Dad and Sam keep fighting. Dean can't fix his family, so he fixes things around the crappy apartment they are staying in eg. shelves, washing machine, heater/air conditioner.
supernatural  sam&dean  pre-series  genre:angst  genre:gen  stanford!fight  physicallyhurt!dean  sick!Dean  emotionallyhurt!dean  blindsided!john  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:procrastin8or951  0-5k  challenge:hoodie_time  ~ 
january 2019 by Itsokaydean
white flowers; Ephermeralk
When Jared’s chosen as the virtual virgin sacrifice, he’s expecting the usual: pain, blood and death. Fortunately for him, Jensen’s not the most typical of dragons
rps  jared_jensen  genre:schmoop  genre:au  au:dragons  dragon!jensen  virgin!jared  genre:historical  genre:pwp  smitten!jensen  0-5k  rating:nc-17  author:ephermeralk  challenge:*minor  havepdf  archive:ao3  ~ 
january 2019 by Itsokaydean
Premium Cable; BewareTheIdes15
It isn’t the fact that Jensen’s a guy that’s really bugging Jared at the moment. It’s more that he’s pretty sure Eric Kripke secretly wants to be making gay porn.
rps  jared_jensen  genre:pwp  genre:non-au  actor!jared  actor!jensen  S1  sam_dean  boys!oncabletv  genre:canon_divergence  first-time  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  kink:exhibitionism  author:bewaretheides15  challenge:blindfold  0-5k  ~ 
january 2019 by Itsokaydean
Live's Sweetest Reward; HermineKurotowa
Jared's running away from an arranged marriage that means a fate worse than death. When he happens upon lonely starship captain Jensen, he finds in space, no-one can hear you scream - when the bedroom's soundproof.
rps  jared_jensen  genre:au  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  au:space  captain!jensen  werecat!jared  runaway!jared  protective!jensen  rescuer!jensen  pining!jensen  pining!jared  mpreg!jared  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:herminekurotowa  0-5k  challenge:spn_j2_xmas  ~  au:alpha/beta/omega  omega!jared  alpha!jensen 
january 2019 by Itsokaydean
The Language of this Foreign Country; ignipes
Sam has a list in his head. It's a dictionary or a phrasebook, something you can keep in your pocket and pull out whenever necessary: Translation Guide For People Who Spend Every Waking Hour With People Who Never Say What They Mean.
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:gen  hooker!dean(implied)  Protective!Dean  S1  rating:pg-13  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:ignipes  1.11!coda  0-5k  ~ 
december 2018 by Itsokaydean
Winners Use the Door; victoria_p (musesfool)
The problem, of course, is that when he thinks about guys, he's not really thinking about guys so much as he's thinking about Dean.
supernatural  sam_dean  pining!sam  pining!dean  genre:angst  genre:pwp  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:musesfool  0-5k  ~ 
december 2018 by Itsokaydean
Why Must We Pray Screaming?; dreamlittleyo
Bobby stops by, investigating signs of demonic activity, and Sam informs his brother that it's time for a change. Dean doesn't like Sam's new proposal, but it turns out his vote doesn't count for much.
supernatural  sam_dean  evil!sam  4.06!coda  s4  tw:non-con  blindsided!dean  boyking!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  sexuallyabused!dean  author:dreamlittleyo  0-5k  ~ 
december 2018 by Itsokaydean
All That I'm Good For; witling
The whole thing was fucked up to start with. You can't grow up with someone and half-raise or be half-raised by them, have one dead parent and one insane and hell-bent on training you up to be a wolfhound—you can't be that person, live alongside that person, and not be fucked up. You can't. It isn't possible.
supernatural  sam_dean  freakedout!dean  pining!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  Protective!Dean  scared!dean  s2  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:witling  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  0-5k  ~ 
december 2018 by Itsokaydean
More Than Meets The Eye; astolat
Dean had them heading towards Golden Valley on I-93 when the semi and the fighter jet went screaming by, blasting at each other with what looked like laserbeams. That was crazy enough, even before both of them smashed into the overpass and stopped long enough to unfold into giant robots. (Crossover with Transformers)
supernatural  sam_dean  crossover:transformers  baby!turnsintoarobot  happy!dean  happy!sam  rating:R  author:astolat  archive:ao3  0-5k  genre:humor  ~ 
december 2018 by Itsokaydean
Family Man; KelpietheThundergod
"You’re just like him." In that moment, it had felt like nothing could be worse. But at least the pain of those words was sharp and quick, and got him out of his spiral. A punch that he couldn’t exactly roll with, as it cut to deep for that, but the hits stopped coming after "Michael hurt you. He hurt me too." He did get punched in the face a couple times right after. But he deserved that anyway. The pain at home is different. More like being submerged all over again, and every time he reaches the surface, spluttering and gasping, the next wave comes, powerful and acidic.
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:angst  s14  14.03!coda  ptsd!dean  OCD!dean  worried!sam  worried!castiel  emotionallyhurt!dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  genre:gen  0-5k  author:kelpiethethundergod  ~ 
december 2018 by Itsokaydean
On Screen; brutti_ma_buoni
For the prompt: [short version] When news of a Jensen Ackles sex tape broke, nobody was very much surprised, or really interested. The guy is a porn star from Dirty Boys Studios, who's done basically everything. However, when Jensen tries to block the release, people start talking. When the tape does leak, it shows Jensen having fluffy, romantic sex with Jared Padalecki, son of the CEO of Dirty Boys Studio. Chaos ensues.
rps  jared_jensen  pornstar!jensen  twink!jared  genre:schmoop  genre:pwp  outsider!pov  established!relationship  author:brutti_ma_buoni  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  challenge:kinkmeme  0-5k  ~ 
november 2018 by Itsokaydean
after that, the road; summerboysam
Sam can’t figure out whether he’s bound to his rotting flesh, his battered bones strewn among the arsenal in the trunk, or if he’s bound to this car (the leather of the seats, the rattling band of army men, the carvings in the walls). Or maybe it’s Dean. It’s probably Dean, in death as well as in life.


Sam dies and doesn't leave. Dean follows soon. The world keeps turning.
supernatural  sam_dean(implied)  ghost!sam  suicidal!dean  characterdeath_(dean)  characterdeath_(sam)  genre:angst  genre:horror  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:summerboysam  0-5k  ~ 
november 2018 by Itsokaydean
seven days; alethiometry
Jess burns; Sam crumbles. Dean tries his best to pick up the pieces. (Episode tag that picks up where the pilot leaves off.)
supernatural  sam&dean  Sam_Jess  1.01!coda  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  Protective!Dean  grieving!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  genre:gen  genre:canon_compliant  author:alethiometry  0-5k  ~ 
november 2018 by Itsokaydean
My Zombie and Me; tebtosca
IT tech Jared finds The Walking Dead fanfic on his work crush's computer and decides to do something about it.
rps  jared_jensen  genre:schmoop  genre:humor  genre:au  au:office  it!jared  accountant!jensen  theme:halloween  pining!jensen  pining!jared  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:tebtosca  0-5k  ~ 
october 2018 by Itsokaydean
Sugar and Spice; Ephermeralk
It should be easy—go to the grocery store, get beer for the Halloween party, return home and kiss Jensen. Then Jared sees the last few boxes his favorite monster themed breakfast cereals on the shelf, and his brain short circuits.
rps  jared_jensen  genre:schmoop  established!relationship  happy!jared  happy!jensen  drunk!jared  genre:domestic  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  smitten!jared  author:ephermeralk  0-5k  theme:halloween  ~ 
october 2018 by Itsokaydean
Round One; 9091
Dean Winchester is horny and bored, and abandoned houses don't have pay-per-view.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  s7  horny!dean  exasperated!sam  genre:schmoop  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:9091  0-5k  ~ 
october 2018 by Itsokaydean
Reasons Sam Won't Move His Seat For Bucky; neversaydie
The time he stole his steering wheel (right out of his fucking hands while he was very much driving and trying to avoid being killed Steve it's not funny in hindsight).

The time he ripped off Sam's wing and kicked him off a helicarrier.

The time he picked Sam up by his face and threw him across the room.

Sam has a long list of reasons Bucky isn't getting any favours from him any time soon.
mcu  steve_bucky_sam  genre:humor  pining!sam  pissedoff!sam  enemiestolovers  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:neversaydie  0-5k  ~ 
october 2018 by Itsokaydean
Deprivation; ratherastory
One of the boys is losing a sense at a time. A taste of blood, then nothing. A horrible sound, a terrible sight ... you get the idea. Eventually, all that remains is the sense of touch and they're soon praying that it's gone too.
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:angst  Protective!Dean  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  cursed!sam  losingsenses!sam  challenge:ohsam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg  author:ratherastory  genre:gen  0-5k  ~ 
september 2018 by Itsokaydean
Just Reach Out; sevenfists
Sam wakes up slowly. The dull hum of noise in the distance resolves into Dean's voice, quietly singing along with the radio. Sam's face is stuck to the leather seat. He's been drooling a little; the corner of his mouth is wet. He moves his hand tentatively, feeling it prickle, heavy with blood. The window's rolled down.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  kink:voyeurism  kink:masturbation  kink:impala!sex  teasing!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:sevenfists  rating:nc-17  0-5k  ~ 
september 2018 by Itsokaydean
thickned summer blood; xxamlaxx
The people of Burkettsville, Indiana will stop at nothing to save their town, and the professor knows that they can bring the Scarecrow back to life in a new body. All they have to do is crucify the man who killed him.
supernatural  sam&dean  outsider!pov  1.11!coda  S1  characterdeath_(dean)  characterdeath_(sam)  god!dean  dean!killssam  dean!turnsintoamonster  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:xxamlaxx  0-5k  challenge:sharp_teeth  genre:horror  ~ 
august 2018 by Itsokaydean
Monster; monicawoe
Lucifer showed Sam the truth: they'd all been demons. His teacher. His prom date. His brother. Dean doesn't know yet that Sam knows.
supernatural  sam&dean  demon!dean  demonbloodissues!sam  boyking!sam  demon!castiel  s4  genre:angst  genre:gen  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:monicawoe  0-5k  challenge:sharp_teeth  ~ 
august 2018 by Itsokaydean
Negative Space; honeylocusttree
"Dean was born, Dean died at the age of three. So who/what carries Sam out of the house that night? And why does John keep insisting on calling it, Dean? Is Dean even there?"
supernatural  pre-series  S1  genre:angst  genre:horror  characterdeath_(dean)  characterdeath_(past)  djinn!dean  djinn!dream  john!losesit  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:honeylocusttree  0-5k  challenge:sharp_teeth 
august 2018 by Itsokaydean
The Devil's Voice is Sweet to Hear; monicawoe
Sam saw Lucifer everywhere. He knew he was crazy. Dean and Bobby knew he was crazy. He'd never questioned it, never thought it could possibly get worse -- until the day he realized he'd never been crazy to begin with. The thing about being an archangel's vessel is that once you say yes it's forever. It didn't matter that Lucifer was still in his Cage. He had an open line to Sam, and so he amused himself by making Sam see him.
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:gen  genre:angst  lucifer!sam  sam!talksw/lucifersvoice  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  worried!dean  s7  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:monicawoe  challenge:sharp_teeth  0-5k  ~ 
august 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ Here at the End of All Things; ratherastory
Dean's constant drinking comes back to bite him in the ass when he does something he actually has good cause to feel guilty about for once: he drives under the influence and very nearly runs over a child. But the child is lucky: Sam pushed him/her out of the way.
supernatural  sam&dean  characterdeath_(sam)  dean!killssam  dean!feelsguilty  Protective!Sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  alcoholic!dean  ghost!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:ratherastory  0-5k  challenge:sharp_teeth  genre:angst  genre:gen  ~  + 
august 2018 by Itsokaydean
Chaoskampf; monicawoe
Leviathan blood is bad for you.

Really bad. Sam and Dean should
be putting on surgical masks and protective goggles and covering any
open wounds with several layers of duct tape before decapitating them,
then showering with heavy duty detergents immediately afterward.

They've never taken these precautions, and now they, Bobby, and every hunter who ever put a hole in a Leviathan is exposed.

(Sam's reaction is, of course, unique.)
supernatural  sam&dean  s7  leviathan!sam  leviathan!dean  leviathan!bobby  dean!turnsintoamonster  sam!turnsintoamonster  genre:angst  0-5k  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  sam!beatsdean  clueless!dean  author:monicawoe  genre:gen  genre:horror  challenge:sharp_teeth  ~ 
august 2018 by Itsokaydean
Memory Foam; downjune
To leave
I would have to put clothes on,
and they’d have to fit better
than all of this skin.


Getting up in the morning is not easy.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  8.14!coda  s8  genre:schmoop  happy!dean  happy!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:downjune  challenge:salt_burn_porn  0-5k  ~ 
august 2018 by Itsokaydean
Wolf in lamb's clothing; Zara_Zee
No-one has ever succeeded in ripping Dean off or taking anything he hadn’t agreed to give, because Dean has been trained by a Marine to fight monsters. Sometimes, putting a douchebag on his ass and making him genuinely fear for his life is the best part of Dean’s evening.
supernatural  pre-series  hooker!dean  genre:angst  oblivious!sam  oblivious!john  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:zara_zee  0-5k  challenge:hoodie_time  ~ 
july 2018 by Itsokaydean
Never done with killing time (I'd like it if you stayed); Trojie
Dean's life has a rhythm and it's counting down. His bucket list is pretty much done and it hasn't helped. Seventeen days to go, and Sam slides into his bed.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  emotionallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  postdeal!dean  s3  scared!sam  scared!dean  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:trojie  0-5k  challenge:hoodie_time  ~ 
july 2018 by Itsokaydean
I Feel it Way Down (way down); formalizing
Dean eventually gets out of hell, but angels have nothing to do with it. Sam is willing to make a lot of exceptions to his morals and principles in order to have his brother back. (AU after season 3)
supernatural  sam_dean  post-hell!dean  post-season3  demon!dean  dark!dean  abused!sam  sexuallyabused!sam  tw:dub-con  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!sam  dysfunctional!boys  genre:angst  genre:canon_divergence  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:formalizing  0-5k  ~ 
july 2018 by Itsokaydean
Cross-country; zillah975
On their way back from a hunt, John and Dean discover worse things in the woods than a vengeful spirit.
supernatural  pre-series  bamf!John  bamf!dean  scared!dean  determined!dean  violence  genre:angst  physicallyhurt!john  emotionallyhurt!dean  scared!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:zillah975  0-5k  ~ 
july 2018 by Itsokaydean
So Many of Them; velvetine01
In Jericho, Mississippi the gas station clerk says, "He always look at you like that?" as she takes the crumpled bills from Dean. Her eyes follow Sam back to the Impala.
supernatural  sam_dean  first-kiss  genre:schmoop  pining!sam  pining!dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:velvetine01  0-5k  ~ 
june 2018 by Itsokaydean
Something So Real Doesn't Disappear; whispered_story
After a month of not talking to each other, Sam and Dean start spending time together again – until Sam asks Dean to come to the office party with him. 
supernatural  smith_wesson  genre:canon_divergence  first-time  pining!dean  pining!sam  genre:schmoop  genre:bittersweet  rating:nc-17  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:whispered_story  ~  0-5k 
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