Itsokaydean + angry!sam   28

summer camp; gigglingkat
"I sent his brother to summer camp," he explained.

"You heartless bastard," laughed the manager.

"That seems to be the general consensus," John agreed.
sam&dean  sad!dean  angry!sam  pre-series  helpless!john  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:humor  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  5-10k  author:gigglingkat  ~  fandom:supernatural 
may 2019 by Itsokaydean
I'll take my chance on a beautiful stranger; fleshflutter
If Chase were a better friend, he might try to end the game now, before Brendan loses even more money. But if Brendan is a dick at Stanford, it’s nothing compared to how he is on break. Chase wishes he’d gone with Will and Sam to play pool, but he’d been too damn stuck on the long game, too stuck on Brendan Danver’s father being the Danver of Danver, Mitchell and Webb, the law firm that’s gonna give him his first job when he graduates.

So now they’re in this bar, which is full of smoke and the smell of stale piss, because Brendan wants to pretend he lives dangerously, on the edge, that his life’s not one big vapid, designer-dressed waste of time. And Brendan’s got himself into a game of poker with a hustler, who Chase keeps telling himself to stop staring at, and Brendan's being taken for every last cent in his wallet.
sam_dean  genre:angst  pre-series  StanfordEra  outsider!pov  angry!sam  jaded!dean  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:R  author:fleshflutter  0-5k  ~  fandom:supernatural 
april 2019 by Itsokaydean
Beneath the Red Hills; sowell
Five years ago, Sam Winchester failed the final trial, sending both brothers to opposite sides of the country. When Dean vanishes without a trace, Sam must figure out how to find his estranged brother and save a small town from the serial killer that's been terrorizing it.
sam_dean  post-season8  boys!breakup  boys!getbacktogether  genre:angst  genre:casefic  rescuer!sam  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  trials!sam  post-trials!sam  angry!sam  angry!dean  resigned!dean  stubborn!sam  helping!castiel  jealous!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  challenge:bigbang  author:sowell  20-25k  ~  fandom:supernatural 
june 2018 by Itsokaydean
As Simple As This; selecasharp
The boys are stuck at the bunker while Dean heals from the latest hunt. When the injury proves to be too much for Dean to handle without Sam’s help, the enforced closeness brings all their complicated feelings to the surface.
sam_dean  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:angst  boys!breakup  boys!getbacktogether  physicallyhurt!dean  caretaker!sam  worried!sam  angry!sam  guilty!dean  s9  kink:rough!sex  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:selecasharp  15-20k  challenge:reversebang  tissie  ~  fandom:supernatural 
april 2018 by Itsokaydean
Walk in Shadow, Move in Silence; cherie_morte
Men in Black Crossover AU: Agent J finds Dean Winchester drunk and miserable in a dive bar just outside Palo Alto and initiates him into the Men in Black, luring him with the promise that he can learn how to hunt the alien scum that killed his parents and protect other families from having to suffer the same. All he has to do is become Agent D, a man with no identity, no family, and no little brother to leave him behind for better things. Dean doesn't even hesitate. He's been an agent for almost three years when J tells him his retired partner K wants back in. Now it's up to Dean to find his next partner, but the only other person he's ever worked well with or wanted to be around is the brother who no longer remembers him.
sam_dean  established!relationship  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:au  au:mib  agent!dean  agent!sam  amnesiac!sam  guilty!dean  angry!sam  sam!regainshismemories  genre:crossover  crossover:mib  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:cherie_morte  20-25k  tissie  ~  challenge:*bang  fandom:supernatural 
april 2018 by Itsokaydean
Innocence; mimblexwimble
One day Dad put Sam in charge, said he needed to talk to a few people, that maybe he had a lead on how to turn Dean back into a twenty-year-old. Then he left. And he didn't come back.
sam&dean  genre:angst  genre:gen  de-aged!dean  cursed!dean  caretaker!sam  john!abandonsthem  angry!dean  angry!sam  sad!dean  guilty!John  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:mimblexwimble  rating:pg-13  pre-series  sam!stopshunting  5-10k  tissie  ~  innocence_verse  fandom:supernatural 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
And Number the Stars; minviendha (Lise)
AU S2. John lives and Dean dies. Sam and John go on the road together, still grieving for Dean, still uncomfortable with each other, harboring degrees of resentment and regret, and trying to make it work.
john!lives  grieving!sam  characterdeath_(dean)  angry!sam  s2  archive:ao3  author:minviendha_(lise)  havepdf  rating:pg-13  tissie  ~  fandom:supernatural 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
Practical Men of the World; esorlehcar
Sam wakes slowly. His head is pounding and his stomach is churning, charming little reminders of last night's binge. It's been a long time since he was that drunk. Fucking Dean and his fucking trash-talking... Sam's almost 25, for god's sake, he shouldn't still react like a kid trying to prove himself when his older brother goads him. 
sam_dean  genre:angst  established!relationship  powers!sam  angry!sam  dean!leaves  sam!looksfordean  pining!dean  pining!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  cheating!dean  author:esorlehcar  rating:nc-17  archive:lj  havepdf  5-10k  downtotheend_verse  tissie  ~  fandom:supernatural 
november 2017 by Itsokaydean
Chemical High; themegalosaurus
Partly, it’s just opportunity. It’s been a few weeks since he swiped the little tub from the old folks’ home, and it’s been burning a hole in his pocket ever since. Partly, it’s curiosity; he doesn’t really know what this stuff does, not exactly, beyond a vague idea that it’ll turn Sam into some kind of Energizer bunny of fucking. No way that’s not gonna be fun. Dean doses Sam with the Viagra that he stole from the retirement home in 11x11. It sort of goes to plan
sam_dean  established!relationship  dean!dosessamw/viagra  worried!dean  worried!sam  angry!sam  s11  11.11!coda  genre:hurt_comfort  dean!feelsguilty  guilty!dean  rating:nc-17  author:themegalosaurus  archive:ao3  havepdf  5-10k  tissie  ~  fandom:supernatural 
february 2017 by Itsokaydean
Phantom load; lovesrain44
Dean and Sam return to Boulder, CO, where they investigate a haunted school. The job seems simple enough to Sam, who has good, although vague, memories of living in Boulder back in 1992, when John Winchester rented a single-wide trailer, and the boys were able to walk home from school together. Dean, however, has altogether different memories, far less pleasant and far more damaging. It's during the investigation that Sam discovers the secret that Dean doesn't realize he's been hiding.
genre:gen  pre-series  abused!dean  sexuallyabused!dean  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!dean  oblivious!sam  protective!sam  angry!sam  ptsd!dean  genre:casefic  archive:ao3  author:lovesrain44  50-60k  havepdf  rating:nc-17  tw:non-con  tw:non-con_(past)  challenge:bigbang  tissie  ~  fandom:supernatural 
july 2016 by Itsokaydean
+ Prairie Wind; honeylocusttree
"Sam and Dean have been on high-alert and in a high-stress position for years now. When the war is over, Sam insists they take a vacation/consider stopping hunting altogether. They're both having issues, but while for Sam the quiet-time is used for reflecting/rediscovering himself, for Dean with his life-long avoidance issues, not being in the high-alert state is initially nothing less than terrifying. When he suddenly has free time to kill, he crashes, gets sick and can't shake it. (I'm thinking like a cold/flu that turns into pneumonia or something, but whatever you want would work.) Lots of feverish!Dean, of course, angst, and I'd love me some PTSD!Dean or mental-illness!Dean too." (also on
genre:gen  sam&dean  depressed!dean  ptsd!dean  worried!sam  angry!sam  protective!sam  genre:angst  author:honeylocusttree  +  selfharm!dean  rating:pg-13  havepdf  archive:ao3  0-5k  archive:lj  tissie  ~  fandom:supernatural 
april 2016 by Itsokaydean
somwhere i have never travelled - Supernaturalfic - Fic/Art/Vids
“Dad’s asleep,” Dean says, finally coming to sit down next to his brother. Sam doesn’t say anything, just glances sidelong at him, and Dean picks up a few rocks and chucks them across the street too. Sam’s silences are long lately, settling in the greens of his irises and the blacks of his pupils. Dean watches him push stones aside, slide his worn sneakers (more hand-me-downs) across the dirt. “Sam.”
sam_dean  angry!dean  angry!sam  emotional!hurt  genre:angst 
february 2016 by Itsokaydean
The Truth About Lies; dodger_winslow
 "You don’t tell someone a lie that’s harder to believe than the truth is," John said. "You make your lies easier to believe … something they want to believe, even if believing it hurts them. That’s the truth about lies, son: they only work if you tell ones that sound like the truth. And for Sammy, the truth he’s going to hear—the truth he’s going to believe—is that I forgot him, not that I’m trying to protect him."
pre-series  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:gen  bamf!John  caring!john  angry!sam  understanding!dean  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  physicallyhurt!john  lying!john  lying!dean  oblivious!sam  author:dodger_winslow  keepgoing_verse  5-10k  ~  fandom:supernatural 
november 2015 by Itsokaydean
Stumbling Across Its Bleak Ending; esorlehcar
Dean leaves on a Monday. It's cold in the gray pre-dawn light. The wind is sharp and damp, promising rain, and Dean shivers as he walks through the trash-strewn parking lot to the Impala. Last night's motel is behind him, and if he turned around he'd see
sam_dean  genre:angst  powers!sam  established!relationship  angry!sam  dean!leaves  sam!looksfordean  pining!dean  pining!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  cheating!dean  author:esorlehcar  rating:nc-17  archive:lj  havepdf  5-10k  tissie  ~  downtotheend_verse  fandom:supernatural 
november 2015 by Itsokaydean

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