Itsokaydean + amnesiac!dean   24

Amidst the Wars of Elements; destina
Dean hurts everywhere; there's a constant throb of pain drumming under his skin. When he opens his eyes, bright sunshine slants gentle warmth across his face. 

He doesn't recognize the room, but the only thing that matters is that Sam is there, in a chair beside the bed, head in his hands. His t-shirt is wrinkled, his hair wild and messy, as if he hasn't combed it in days. 
supernatural  sam_dean  first-kiss  post-season3  sam!savesdean  amnesiac!dean  inhell!dean  inhell!sam  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:horror  archive:lj  havepdf  author:destina  rating:pg-13  5-10k  tissie  ~ 
april 2018 by Itsokaydean
The Calling; minviendha
Sam comes back from hell. No one remembers him. No one knows he ever existed. Not Dean or Bobby or Cas. Not Becky or Lisa. No one. Except sometimes . . . sometimes Sam can hear someone whispering his name.
supernatural  sam&dean  post-season5  sam!doesntexist  freakedout!sam  scared!sam  amnesiac!dean  archive:lj  havepdf  genre:angst  author:minviendha_(lise)  rating:pg-13  0-5k  tissie  genre:gen  challenge:sharp_teeth  ~ 
february 2018 by Itsokaydean
You want me to act like we've never kissed; withdiamonds
Amnesia ahead! It's 2015, and Sam and Dean are settled in a small town in Ohio. They're doing just fine, with only the occasional nightmares about Hell to bother them. There's even a ghost to hunt now and again, and while they're pretty much alone in the world, at least they have each other - until an accident threatens to take even that away.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  boys!getbacktogether  boys!settledown  amnesiac!dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  20-25k  author:withdiamonds  challenge:samdean_otp  tissie  ~  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  genre:domestic 
february 2018 by Itsokaydean
How Many Floors to Realize; lazy_daze
AU from the end of It's A Terrible Life, in which Zachariah decides to keep stringing them along a little while longer, because damn if they aren't somewhat entertaining, right?
supernatural  smith_wesson  genre:humor  amnesiac!dean  amnesiac!sam  first-time  5.14  archive:ao3  author:lazy_daze  rating:nc-17  havepdf  challenge:spn_j2_xmas  25-30k  tissie  ~ 
december 2017 by Itsokaydean
True Face; WetSammyWinchester
It’s like living in limbo after that witch's curse. Dean doesn't get worse and he doesn't get better, but Sam isn’t going to give up on getting his brother back.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  amnesiac!dean  Protective!Sam  worried!sam  non-con_(attempted)  s12  rating:nc-17  author:wetsammywinchester  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  ~ 
october 2017 by Itsokaydean
Into Oblivion; cherie_morte
AU after 8x23: Sam dies before completing the last trial, leaving Dean alone and desperate. After a month of trying to bring Sam back, Dean gets a tip from the most unlikely of places: Metatron. Now reigning in Heaven, the angel is still looking for stories—one in particular. Sam and Dean broke destiny when they derailed the apocalypse, rewrote the book Metatron had penned himself thousands of years ago, and now theirs is the only history the Scribe of God can't access. Although he has Sam's soul captive in Heaven, no amount of torture has convinced Sam to give up his and Dean's life story. Metatron gives Dean a scroll and makes a bet: if Dean can follow the instructions and return Sam's soul to his body within three days, Heaven will relinquish its claim on Sam. If he can't, Dean will forget he ever had a brother and all of his memories of Sam will belong to Metatron. It sounds like a fair enough deal, but of course there's a catch. From the moment Dean reads the instructions, he begins to forget Sam and his quest, each memory disappearing faster the more clues he leaves himself. It's a race against the clock to decide Sam's life, and it's all or nothing. Dean will get his brother back—or lose him completely.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  post-season8  amnesiac!dean  cursed!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  abused!sam  characterdeath_(sam)  characterdeath_(temporary)  tortured!sam  8.23!coda  dean!savessam  archive:ao3  genre:angst  author:cherie_morte  havepdf  rating:nc-17  tissie  20-25k  challenge:reversebang  ~ 
june 2017 by Itsokaydean
Blink (the Rapid Eye Movement remix); rivkat
These but the trappings and the suits of woe. Written for Remix Redux 08. Original story: Blink (You're Gone), by thehighwaywoman
supernatural  sam_dean  hell!dean  sam!savesdean  powers!Sam  amnesiac!dean  s3  genre:angst  confused!dean  author:rivkat  challenge:remix  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  0-5k  tissie  ~ 
may 2017 by Itsokaydean
+ The Common Fate of All; gretazreta
Dean Winchester works in insurance: brought up in foster care, he's never hunted, never fired a gun, and never owned a car. Then, one day, he meets a guy called Sam.
supernatural  sam_dean  amnesiac!dean  inhell!dean  bamf!sam  rescuer!sam  altered!reality  author:gretazreta  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  ~  +  post-season3  sam!savesdean  rating:R  10-15k  challenge:*minor  genre:angst 
february 2017 by Itsokaydean
Pied Piper; merrin
In Jefferson, Texas a man ends a generations-old curse and saves all the town's children, but completely loses his memory in the process. When it's discovered that he's a wanted criminal, the town comes together to conceal him out of gratitude for what he's done for them, giving him an apartment, a job and a whole new life. It takes seven months for Sam to find Dean, and when he finally does, he has to adapt to being around a man who has no idea that he used to be Sam's brother
supernatural  sam_dean  amnesiac!dean  worried!sam  Protective!Sam  tw:dub-con  first-time  author:merrin  archive:ao3  havepdf  piper_verse  rating:nc-17  tissie  ~  genre:casefic  40-50k 
january 2017 by Itsokaydean
Gossamer; leonidaslion
Come away, o human child! To the waters and the wild with a faery hand in hand, for the world's more full of weeping than you can understand

(Dean is kidnapped by Fae. Chronological order inside)
supernatural  sam_dean  dean_omc  fae!dean  amnesiac!dean  frantic!sam  rescuer!sam  Protective!Sam  non-con  author:leonidaslion  angst  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  ~  au  rating:nc-17 
november 2016 by Itsokaydean
+ Under Hill; astolat
"Can't we just kill a bunch of elves without having to talk about our feelings?" Dean said.
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  amnesiac!dean  amnesiac!sam  genre:casefic  genre:humor  ~  +  author:astolat  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  rating:nc-17  freakedout!dean  freakedout!sam  5-10k 
october 2016 by Itsokaydean
Subtle tricks; jaimeykay
So Dean forgets things sometimes. It's not really a big deal. It's always been like this. Nobody has to know; he's got this handled all on his own. (Right. When has that ever worked out for any of them?)
supernatural  amnesiac!dean  genre:gen  rating:pg-13  pre-series  s1  s2  s3  caretaker!sam  worried!sam  protective!john  worried!john  archive:lj  author:jaimeykay  tissie  ~  genre:angst  havepdf  0-5k  challenge:hoodie_time 
september 2015 by Itsokaydean
Moths on the Mirror; fleshflutter
There's something wrong in Red Haven Hospital for the Criminally Insane, but no one's going to listen to a psychopath like Dean Winchester.
sam_dean  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!dean  sexuallyabused!dean  dean_omc  protective!sam  rating:nc-17  supernatural  author:fleshflutter  istitutionalized!dean  havepdf  rescuer!sam  amnesiac!dean  genre:angst  genre:casefic  archive:lj  tissie  15-20k  ~ 
may 2015 by Itsokaydean

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