Itsokaydean + stanfordera   36

I'll take my chance on a beautiful stranger; fleshflutter
If Chase were a better friend, he might try to end the game now, before Brendan loses even more money. But if Brendan is a dick at Stanford, it’s nothing compared to how he is on break. Chase wishes he’d gone with Will and Sam to play pool, but he’d been too damn stuck on the long game, too stuck on Brendan Danver’s father being the Danver of Danver, Mitchell and Webb, the law firm that’s gonna give him his first job when he graduates.

So now they’re in this bar, which is full of smoke and the smell of stale piss, because Brendan wants to pretend he lives dangerously, on the edge, that his life’s not one big vapid, designer-dressed waste of time. And Brendan’s got himself into a game of poker with a hustler, who Chase keeps telling himself to stop staring at, and Brendan's being taken for every last cent in his wallet.
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:angst  pre-series  StanfordEra  outsider!pov  angry!sam  jaded!dean  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:R  author:fleshflutter  0-5k  ~ 
april 2019 by Itsokaydean
Ripping mended seams; lyra_wing
We all know John disappeared because he got a lead on the demon. But what if he ran off when the boys were still kids? AU – Dean as a fireman and Sam as a student at NYU.
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:canon_divergence  fireman!dean  StanfordEra  pre-series  ghost!john  john!dies  rescuer!sam  physicallyhurt!dean  Protective!Sam  Protective!Dean  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:R  author:lyra_wing  5-10k  ~ 
april 2019 by Itsokaydean
Living Expenses; tolakasa
Pre-series. Scholarships don't pay for everything. When you're not talking to your family, that makes summer the worst time of the year.
supernatural  sam&dean  gen  pre-series  physicallyhurt!dean  tired!sam  hurt_comfort  StanfordEra  archive:ao3  author:tolakasa  rating:pg-13  havepdf  0-5k  tissie  ~ 
february 2018 by Itsokaydean
hutterite mile; henchgirl
on from here walking dreams awake
i think not i think not
the sky comes king blown in every direction
and of no country
i am straw

...and I'll huff, and I'll puff, and I'll blow your house down, and Dean's never had brick to hide behind, or anything but Sam and a gun and a responsibility too big for him, and this is all going to hell with terrifying speed and he can't shoot this wolf because it's his family. 
supernatural  gen  StanfordEra  S1  s2  pre-series  sam&dean  angst  weary!dean  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:henchgirl  tissie  ~ 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ midsummer night's dream (a fragment); henchgirl
It is Midsummer's Eve. The woods are filled with exuberant birds so caught up in singing that they refuse to go to sleep, the air is crystal clear and honey sweet, and he has a party to attend.
supernatural  genre:gen  kidnapped!dean  kidnappedbyfaeries!dean  archive:lj  genre:angst  pre-series  StanfordEra  author:henchgirl  rating:pg-13  havepdf  0-5k  tissie  ~  +  nicnivin_verse 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
Land's End; Janissa11
In limbo after Sam goes to Stanford and John heads out on a solo hunt, and short on cash, Dean takes a job that just may be more dangerous than the one he already has: crab fishing in the Bering Sea. This is not quite a crossover with "Deadliest Catch," but borderline
supernatural  sailor!dean  pissedoff!john  gen  StanfordEra  worried!dean  worried!john  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:janissa11  tissie  ~  beringsea_verse 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
Everything I Want Is Nothing; mickeym
He swore last winter he wasn't going to trick any more, but it's hard to pay the rent on just tending bar.
supernatural  sam_dean  au:raisedseparately  genre:angst  genre:au  hooker!sam  hunter!dean  bartender!sam  StanfordEra  havepdf  rating:nc-17  archive:lj  author:mickeym  15-20k  ~ 
december 2016 by Itsokaydean
No Line on the Horizon; shtuff
It's the middle of May when Dean shows up at his door at six a.m. with a huge smile on his face and Sam knows something is wrong
supernatural  sam&dean  *deleted_havepdf  pre-series  sick!Dean  Protective!Sam  rating:pg-13  archive:ffnet  author:shtuff  tissie  ~  characterdeath_(dean)  havepdf  genre:gen  genre:angst  emotionallyhurt!sam  StanfordEra  5-10k 
november 2016 by Itsokaydean
Holly, Ivy, Mistletoe; queenklu
It's a week before Christmas, and Dean is at Stanford hoping for one more impossible thing.
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  StanfordEra  pining!sam  nostalgic!dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  genre:hurt_comfort  author:queenklu  rating:nc-17  pre-series  10-15k  tissie  ~ 
november 2016 by Itsokaydean
Jai guru deva om; sharlot
Feeling abandoned by his family, an emotionally vulnerable Dean investigates a strange commune alone. With Sam at Stanford and John off the grid, help seems unlikely when the young hunter falls under the influence of the group’s charismatic leader.
supernatural  gen  brainwashed!dean  stanfordera  rescuer!john  hurt!dean  joiningacult!dean  casefic  author:sharlot  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  tissie  ~ 
june 2016 by Itsokaydean
SPN Fic - Fault Lines: fiddleyoumust
"Dean likes the baser things in life. It isn't any big thing; it's just that he has this body, this thing that he lives in that's never quite fit him right. "
sam_dean  stanfordera  minor!het  restless!dean 
march 2016 by Itsokaydean
Crash; mirrordance
Set in the Stanford years. After a rough solo hunt, a hurting Dean camps out on Sam's couch. Sam's roommate notices a few things about Dean that Sam finds hard to hear.
supernatural  sam&dean  gen  hurt!dean  sexuallyabused!dean  StanfordEra  clueless!sam  protective!sam  author:mirrordance  non-con  rating:pg-13  minor!het  abused!dean  needspdf  pre-series  archive:ffnet  tissie  ~ 
february 2016 by Itsokaydean
Fic: Over the Hills and Far Away - In the desert of funky and blues
Set in Stanford!era, with flashbacks to the summer of 1991. Dean train-hops.
hurt!dean  stanfordera 
february 2016 by Itsokaydean
Route 1305 to San Francisco; pheebs1
Pre Series. Sam leaves. He thinks his story will be the saddest one on the bus to California. Outsider’s POV.
supernatural  pre-series  StanfordEra  sad!sam  determined!sam  outsider!pov  genre:hurt_comfort  rating:pg-13  genre:gen  0-5k  archive:lj  havepdf  author:pheebs1  ~ 
november 2015 by Itsokaydean
+ Arrested Development; beth_summer
An AU story where Dean is at Stanford with Sam, relying on his brother to take care of him. Told from multiple outsider perspectives. A different take on the de-aging trope.
cursed!dean  Sam_Jess  supernatural  StanfordEra  angry!dean  caretaker!sam  author:beth_summer  archive:lj  rating:pg-13  outsider!pov  tissie  +  ~  arresteddevelopment_verse  havepdf  emotionallyhurt!dean  genre:angst  genre:gen  5-10k  de-aged!dean 
september 2015 by Itsokaydean
harrigan - Locus Standi
Stanford-era. Say Sam's got a trick knee from the hunting life -- usually it's okay, but once in a while it hurts enough that he favors it noticeably. Say he does something to re-injure this knee, maybe something heroic, maybe not. Say he's so used to tre
sam_jess  StanfordEra  hurt!sam  protective!jess  imported_delicious 
july 2015 by Itsokaydean
Because of Houdini; wave obscura
Dean was born with cystic fibrosis, a chronic illness of the lungs. Sam struggles with juggling two lives. Something is killing people at Stanford.
sam&dean  sick!dean  rating:pg-13  gen  supernatural  cf!dean  chronicillness!dean  caretaker!sam  stanfordera  sam_jess  archive:lj  author:wave_obscura  needspdf 
june 2015 by Itsokaydean
Shake, Rattle and Roll; roque_clasique
Stanford-era. Dean suffered some sort of moderate brain damage... gets really shaky, suffers from various forms of aphasia and stammering, and his hands won't always work the way they're supposed to (difficulty feeding himself or dressing himself). John has kept him by his side since the accident, but he knows he's getting close to the demon and he doesn't want Dean in the line of fire. Enter Sam.
supernatural  sam&dean  john&dean  genre:angst  genre:gen  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  caretaker!sam  caretaker!john  Protective!Sam  protective!john  pre-series  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:roque_clasique  5-10k  challenge:hoodie_time  ~  StanfordEra 
march 2015 by Itsokaydean
Crash, a supernatural fanfic | FanFiction
Set in the Stanford years. After a rough solo hunt, a hurting Dean camps out on Sam's couch. Sam's roommate notices a few things about Dean that Sam finds hard to hear.
hurt!dean  stanfordera  non-con  hurt_comfort  protective!sam  imported_delicious 
december 2014 by Itsokaydean

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