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Five Ways Dean Winchester Didn’t Die; fleshflutter
Sam’s unsettled and on edge for three days. The fourth day, he finds John waiting in his truck outside his apartment. John climbs out and Sam’s amazed how old he looks. It’s only been two years since Sam left and though it feels long enough for him to be settled in his new, non-nomadic, peaceful life, it doesn’t feel long enough for John to have grown so old.
supernatural  sam&dean  pre-series  dean!dies  tired!john  grieving!sam  s2  s1  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  archive:lj  havepdf  *times  author:fleshflutter  0-5k  rating:pg  ~ 
14 days ago by Itsokaydean
Ticks Like a Time Bomb; faequeentitania
Sam grew up with Dean's heavy breath as a lullaby. Every night, steady as clockwork. There are few things in the world that could frighten him the way the quiet from Dean's bed can. Coda for S01E12, "Faith."
supernatural  sam_dean(implied)  S1  1.12!coda  sick!Dean  physicallyhurt!dean  Protective!Sam  worried!sam  emotionallyhurt!sam  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:faequeentitania  archive:ao3  0-5k  ~ 
10 weeks ago by Itsokaydean
+ light, refracted; alethialia
What if John hadn’t been the man he was? In fact, what if he’d been just the opposite? How would the boys’ arguments change? The startling thing: they wouldn’t.
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:angst  genre:gen  genre:canon_divergence  genre:horror  pre-series  scion!dean  scion!sam  yed!john  mean!sam  mean!dean  S1  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:alethialia  5-10k  +  ~ 
january 2019 by Itsokaydean
Premium Cable; BewareTheIdes15
It isn’t the fact that Jensen’s a guy that’s really bugging Jared at the moment. It’s more that he’s pretty sure Eric Kripke secretly wants to be making gay porn.
rps  jared_jensen  genre:pwp  genre:non-au  actor!jared  actor!jensen  S1  sam_dean  boys!oncabletv  genre:canon_divergence  first-time  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  kink:exhibitionism  author:bewaretheides15  challenge:blindfold  0-5k  ~ 
january 2019 by Itsokaydean
If Found, Please Return; gwevyan
Or: the times Dean Winchester threatened to put a collar on his wayward little brother, the time he did, and the time he didn't need to. 
supernatural  sam&dean  *times  pre-series  S1  post-season5  Protective!Dean  hallucinating!sam  ptsd!sam  genre:hurt_comfort  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  genre:gen  author:gwevyan  10-15k  ~ 
january 2019 by Itsokaydean
The Language of this Foreign Country; ignipes
Sam has a list in his head. It's a dictionary or a phrasebook, something you can keep in your pocket and pull out whenever necessary: Translation Guide For People Who Spend Every Waking Hour With People Who Never Say What They Mean.
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:gen  hooker!dean(implied)  Protective!Dean  S1  rating:pg-13  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:ignipes  1.11!coda  0-5k  ~ 
december 2018 by Itsokaydean
Everything Like This; lavishsqualor
It started out as something Dean was ordered to do. Years later, though, that couldn’t be used as an excuse
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:pwp  kink:spanking  kink:cominguntouched  pre-series  S1  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:lavishsqualor  0-5k  challenge:*minor  ~ 
december 2018 by Itsokaydean
thickned summer blood; xxamlaxx
The people of Burkettsville, Indiana will stop at nothing to save their town, and the professor knows that they can bring the Scarecrow back to life in a new body. All they have to do is crucify the man who killed him.
supernatural  sam&dean  outsider!pov  1.11!coda  S1  characterdeath_(dean)  characterdeath_(sam)  god!dean  dean!killssam  dean!turnsintoamonster  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:xxamlaxx  0-5k  challenge:sharp_teeth  genre:horror  ~ 
august 2018 by Itsokaydean
Negative Space; honeylocusttree
"Dean was born, Dean died at the age of three. So who/what carries Sam out of the house that night? And why does John keep insisting on calling it, Dean? Is Dean even there?"
supernatural  pre-series  S1  genre:angst  genre:horror  characterdeath_(dean)  characterdeath_(past)  djinn!dean  djinn!dream  john!losesit  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:honeylocusttree  0-5k  challenge:sharp_teeth 
august 2018 by Itsokaydean
You Never Had It So; mandysbitch
“…sometimes, Sam’s still the ten-year-old kid with the runny nose and hair in his eyes and you’re still the guy who looks after him.”
supernatural  sam_dean  pre-series  second!pov  S1  genre:angst  pining!dean  pining!sam  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:nc-17  kink:bondage  author:mandysbitch  0-5k  ~ 
july 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ Captured by the Game; rivkat
AU. Azazel has given his favorite son a task: worm his way into the confidence of a hunter. It sounds simple, but Dean Winchester just might be more than Sam can handle.
supernatural  sam_dean  au:raisedseparately  evil!sam  oblivious!dean  pining!sam  pining!dean  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:canon_divergence  S1  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:rivkat  rating:nc-17  ~  +  physicallyhurt!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  50-60k 
may 2018 by Itsokaydean
How do you measure a year?; lyra_wing
A year flies by. Supposedly the first season of SPN spans an entire year, but it certainly didn't feel like it, so I decided to fill in some of the blanks, cuz I was getting annoyed at the wonky timeline.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  S1  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:humor  archive:lj  havepdf  author:lyra_wing  rating:nc-17  5-10k  tissie  ~  measuredyear_verse 
april 2018 by Itsokaydean
The World About to Come; esorlehcar
There is no beginning. 

Not the first kiss, not the first fuck. Not the first time Sam slept in Dean's arms, when they were small enough that they still fit in Dean's narrow race-car bed. Not even when Dean carried him from the fire that robbed them of their mother and any semblance of a normal life. 

There is no beginning. There is Sam and there is Dean and there is Sam and Dean and there's never been anything else. Only the mechanics change.
supernatural  sam_dean  S1  genre:hurt_comfort  first-time  first-kiss  pining!sam  possessive!sam  rating:R  archive:lj  havepdf  author:esorlehcar  0-5k  tissie  ~  downtotheend_verse 
april 2018 by Itsokaydean
Guardians of a Rare Thing; esorlehcar
The first time, they're in buttfuck Nebraska, chasing some punk kid who thinks he's a warlock. They dispatch his truly pathetic attempt at an army of the undead without breaking a sweat, but after the final lost, fumbling zombie has been felled, the asshole kid comes after them with a 12-gauge shotgun. 
supernatural  genre:hurt_comfort  sam_dean  first-time  first-kiss  S1  pining!sam  Protective!Dean  physicallyhurt!sam  rating:nc-17  havepdf  archive:lj  author:esorlehcar  0-5k  tissie  ~  downtotheend_verse 
april 2018 by Itsokaydean
This thing of ours; fleshflutter
The Pilot – if the Winchester family business were organised crime rather than hunting the supernatural
supernatural  sam_dean(ust)  genre:au  genre:angst  S1  crimeboss!dean  author:fleshflutter  rating:pg-13  archive:lj  havepdf  tissie  10-15k  ~ 
february 2018 by Itsokaydean
Sunless Sky; fourfreedoms
In trying to manufacture the perfect weapon, Azazel created his undoing. A story of one out of many and the slow slide into love.
supernatural  sam_dean  pre-series  did!sam  mentallyill!sam  pining!dean  Protective!Dean  S1  s2  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:fourfreedoms  rating:nc-17  5-10k  tissie  ~  sunless!sky_verse 
february 2018 by Itsokaydean
Unlimited; philalethia
Various text messages exchanged between Sam and Dean, going from the first through the fifth seasons and beyond.
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:angst  boys!texteachother  indulgent!sam  first-time  pining!dean  S1  s2  s3  s4  s5  author:philalethia  rating:R  archive:lj  havepdf  0-5k  ~ 
february 2018 by Itsokaydean
Fall For Nothing; belyste
John POV, implied Wincest, spans the events from Dead Man's Blood to In My Time of Dying.  In my head the boys started sleeping together sometime around the middle of season one, though it stopped when they met up with their father.  But John can't help but notice the way they are around each other, and it changes the way he sees everything.
supernatural  sam_dean(implied)  john!findsout  outsider!pov  established!relationship  havepdf  archive:lj  author:belyste  S1  rating:pg-13  tissie  genre:angst  ~  0-5k 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
Some Girls Are Bigger Than Others; felisblanco
“Seriously, Sam, what the hell? When did you turn into a thirteen year old girl?”

For a moment it looks like Sam’s struggling but then he sticks up his chin and glares at Dean with a look that hasn’t been seen in over a decade. “About five minutes ago,” he snaps and proceeds to cross his arms and glare out the window
supernatural  sam_dean  cursed!sam  first-time  pining!sam  caretaker!dean  S1  genre:schmoop  genre:humor  archive:ao3  rating:pg-13  author:felisblanco  havepdf  tissie  ~  15-20k  challenge:*minor 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
hutterite mile; henchgirl
on from here walking dreams awake
i think not i think not
the sky comes king blown in every direction
and of no country
i am straw

...and I'll huff, and I'll puff, and I'll blow your house down, and Dean's never had brick to hide behind, or anything but Sam and a gun and a responsibility too big for him, and this is all going to hell with terrifying speed and he can't shoot this wolf because it's his family. 
supernatural  gen  StanfordEra  S1  s2  pre-series  sam&dean  angst  weary!dean  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:henchgirl  tissie  ~ 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ the lost boys; henchgirl
”So,” Sam says, ”how long is 'a few days', Dad?”

He can't help the pointed emphasis on Dad, falling into old patterns oh so very quickly, but John doesn't rise to the bait. It bugs him, that maybe in these years his Dad has changed more than he has.

”Six...maybe seven. Months.”

And maybe he hasn't.
supernatural  gen  kidnapped!dean  kidnappedbyfaeries!dean  angst  S1  rating:pg-13  archive:lj  author:henchgirl  havepdf  tissie  ~  +  nicnivin_verse 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
The Night Country; Destina
At first, there were two voices rising slowly over each other, similarly deep and urgent, and Dean wasn't sure how to pick them apart, which to follow. He listened, pushed forward on a slow wave of pain, until the voices separated and became distinct. 

"Dean, oh, God, no. Listen to me! That's not Dad! It's not him!"
supernatural  sam&dean  dean_john  demon!john  non-con  hurt!Dean  Protective!Sam  worried!sam  angst  archive:extsite  author:destina  rating:R  havepdf  S1  tissie  ~ 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
Where You Land; sevenfists
Sam: You know what? Maybe we shouldn't have left Stanford so soon. Dean: Sam we dug around there for a week, we came up with nothing. - from "Wendigo
supernatural  sam&dean  S1  grieving!sam  supportive!dean  Protective!Dean  1.01!coda  lilbrorec  author:sevenfists  archive:ao3  tissie  ~  rating:pg  genre:gen  0-5k  havepdf 
november 2017 by Itsokaydean
[somewhere i have never travelled]; ephemerall
It's late October, and their breath-white clouds dissipate slowly, and Dean wonders when Sam preferred to be out here rather than in there.
supernatural  sam_dean  pre-series  S1  s2  emotionallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  rough!dean  kink:rough!sex  established!relationship  genre:angst  angry!dean  grieving!sam  rating:nc-17  archive:ao3  author:ephemerall  havepdf  tissie  ~  0-5k  lilbrorec 
november 2017 by Itsokaydean
The Thousand Ways To Bleed; LithiumDoll
Hours later, Sam opens his eyes. He can see Dean's mouth is set in a tight line and he can't remember the last time he saw his brother smile.
supernatural  sam_dean  S1  angst  cursed!sam  cursed!dean  characterdeath_(implied)  characterdeath_(sam)  characterdeath_(temporary)  boys!stuckinatimeloop  author:lithiumdoll  rating:pg-13  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  ~ 
may 2017 by Itsokaydean
Subrogate; dreamlittleyo
Sam scares the crap out of Dean. Dean cools off and comes back with confession (and sex!) on the agenda. Things go badly after that
supernatural  sam_dean  first-kiss  Possessed!Dean  tw:non-con  sexuallyabused!dean  sam!feelsguilty  dean!feelsguilty  guilty!sam  pining!sam  pining!dean  genre:angst  S1  archive:ao3  rating:nc-17  havepdf  author:dreamlittleyo  tissie  10-15k  subrogate_verse  ~ 
may 2017 by Itsokaydean
Renovation; De_Nugis
It’s not like Dean never noticed Sam’s hands before. He’d taught Sam to pull a bowstring and a trigger and tighten a lug nut. He’d watched him obsess over his homework night after night, always holding the ballpoint a bit too tight, flesh whitening over his knuckles, as though someone was going to take the pen away. 
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  S1  s6  post-season6  mute!Salm  broken!sam  boys!moveintogether  retired!fromhunting  postcage!Sam  ptsd!sam  caring!dean  woordworker!dean  firefighter!dean  physicallyhurt!dean  post-heartattack!sam  worried!dean  worried!sam  author:de_nugis  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  renovation_verse  tissie  15-20k  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:domestic  ~ 
april 2017 by Itsokaydean
Bargains; marinarusalka
Sam and Dean investigate a missing-person case in North Carolina, and discover that the situation is weird even by Winchester standards.
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:gen  kidnappedbyfaeries!sam  rescuer!dean  worried!dean  S1  author:marinarusalka  archive:lj  havepdf  15-20k  tissie  ~  genre:casefic 
february 2017 by Itsokaydean
Green and Gamboge; sevenfists
Sam first notices the weird dinging noise in Paducah, and by the time they hit Kansas City, it's a full-on clank and rattle, the car thumping rhythmically every time the engine turns over. "Uh, Dean," Sam says. "Shut up, I know," Dean says, scowling out the windshield. "I just gotta find a place to stop for the night."
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:humor  boys!adoptgremlins  S1  author:sevenfists  havepdf  rating:R  archive:ao3  tissie  5-10k  ~ 
february 2017 by Itsokaydean
The Classics Never Get Old; beth_summer
As they were growing up and travelling on the road, Sam knew that one thing would never change. No matter what, Dean was his older brother.
supernatural  gen  sam&dean  de-aged!dean  cursed!dean  caretaker!sam  pre-series  S1  author:beth_summer  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  tissie  ~  arresteddevelopment_verse 
december 2016 by Itsokaydean
Carouselambra; brihana25
Eight years after a hunt with John and Bobby that ended in disaster, Sam and Dean return to Johnston, Iowa for what looks to be a simple job. It isn't long before they realize that things are not always what they seem, and it's not so easy to escape a horror that refuses to stay dead. The reality of the situation flies in the face of everything they know about spirits and forces them to confront their biggest fears. With one Winchester struggling against a nightmare that keeps dragging him back under, and the other reeling from the knowledge of what his brother is willing to sacrifice to protect him, they will have to find the strength to stand together and defeat the ghost that haunts them both, once and for all.
supernatural  sam&dean  sexuallyabused!dean  pre-series  S1  clueless!sam  abused!dean  Protective!Dean  bamf!John  author:brihana25  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  ~  genre:gen  genre:angst  Protective!Sam  tw:non-con_(past)  genre:casefic  tw:non-con  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!dean  rating:R  40-50k 
november 2016 by Itsokaydean
Coup D'Oeil; obstinatrix
Times when the boys have had to get changed in public; whether other people see them is up to anon but they should get off on stripping and dressing in front of each other. 
supernatural  sam_dean  rating:r  pre-series  S1  kink:voyeurism  kink:exhibitionism  genre:pwp  genre:ust  pining!sam  pining!dean  author:obstinatrix  archive:lj  havepdf  0-5k  tissie  ~ 
october 2016 by Itsokaydean
All things bright and beautiful; Hope
The first thing you're aware of is something touching you. Holding you. Gripping more like; hands. Tiny hands. That's the first sensation. There are more sensations, then, things you come to know as colour and shape all wrapped up in sight, but at this point it's all warm and blurred. Smell; sweet with an edge of acidity. Sound. Dad, he's stickin' it in his mouth! Sammy, no! (sam seen through the eyes of his childhood toy)
supernatural  pre-series  S1  sam_dean  rating:pg-13  outsider!pov  author:hope  havepdf  archive:ao3  tissie  0-5k  ~ 
october 2016 by Itsokaydean
Moo shu pork; anon
The boys take out Chinese food for dinner. Dean wakes up sick in the middle of the night, and they think the chicken must have been bad because Sam's got a little indigestion as well.

But then Dean gets sick sick (vomiting, the runs, fever, shaking chills, cramps, sweating, whatever) and Sam doesn't, so they decide that the food isn't completely to blame.

Dean can't even hold down water. Sam wants to take him to the hospital, but stoic, pukey-Dean refuses. Sam goes out for supplies, and when he comes back he puts an IV in his brother.

Turns out that he let a nursing/med student practice on him while he was at Stanford so that he could learn the skill. Practical, right? Dean sucks down a bag or two (or three) of saline and starts feeling better.
supernatural  gen  sam&dean  S1  sick!Dean  caretaker!sam  worried!sam  author:anon  rating:pg  archive:lj  needspdf  tissie  ~ 
october 2016 by Itsokaydean
My kingdom for an oven mitt; alone_dreaming
Dean is sick and/or injured and bedridden from illness/injury/both, but that doesn't stop him from laughing his ass off while Sam attempts to make a Thanksgiving dinner in their little tiny motel oven. Bonus if Sam burns himself and Dean laughs until he chokes. Double bonus if, in the end, Dean feels like an ass about making fun of something that is obviously important to his brother.
supernatural  gen  sam&dean  S1  Hurt!Sam  hurt!Dean  worried!sam  caretaker!sam  author:alone_dreaming  archive:lj  needspdf  rating:pg  tissie  ~ 
october 2016 by Itsokaydean
Ending one minute at a time; wheebubbles
[ 1 ]       The first rule of Fight Club is, you do not talk about Fight Club. Two weeks after Sam leaves, Dean's in Chicago and Dad's in Memphis. He goes out drinking and looking to fuck, looking to bleed.
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:angst  established!relationship  rating:r  crossover:fightclub  physicallyhurt!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  selfharm!dean  archive:lj  havepdf  0-5k  author:wheebubbles  pre-series  S1  s2  tissie  ~ 
october 2016 by Itsokaydean
His Own Hell; kantayra_fic
For almost as long as John has been hunting the Demon, the Demon has been hunting him. And the only thing the two of them share is their obsession with each other...
supernatural  pre-series  s1  john_yed  canon_compliant  archive:lj  author:kantayra_fic  rating:nc-17  havepdf  tissie  ~ 
october 2016 by Itsokaydean
Our Beginnings Never Know Our Ends; faye_darthmouth
Dean wasn’t sure when it all started up again—somewhere between Kentucky and Maryland, maybe—but when Sam awoke screaming her name, he knew they had a problem.
supernatural  sam&dean  casefic  ghost!jessica  hurt!sam  protective!sam  scared!dean  rating:pg-13  author:faye_darthmouth  needspdf  s1  traumatized!sam 
august 2016 by Itsokaydean
+ Promise me; sytaxia
Dean dies on a hunt while Sam is at Stanford. His unfinished business is taking care of Sam, and his ghost shows up at Stanford. Sam doesn't realize at first that Dean is dead, but in the end has to convince him to let him go.
supernatural  genre:gen  genre:angst  sam&dean  s1  ghost!dean  characterdeath_(dean)  protective!dean  haunted!sam  archive:lj  +  author:sytaxia  rating:pg-13  needspdf  0-5k  challenge:hoodie_time  ~ 
june 2016 by Itsokaydean
Just as easy as 123; roque_clasique
Dean is functionally illiterate (preferably due to poor attendance at school and not because of a learning disability). Sam has always known but never did anything about it. Sometime after Stanford, he decides it's time for Dean to learn to read.
supernatural  gen  illiterate!dean  caring!sam  s1  stanfordera  tryingtohelp!sam  archive:lj  author:roque_clasique  needspdf  rating:pg-13 
june 2016 by Itsokaydean
Shaded; roque_clasique
Dean shows up at the motel eight hours after he’d left it that morning. That’s five hours after Sam got back from the library, four hours since Dean’s last phonecall, and three hours since Sam started worrying in earnest.
supernatural  gen  sunstroke!dean  worried!sam  protective!sam  caretaker!sam  hurt!dean  s1  archive:lj  author:roque_clasique  rating:pg  needspdf 
may 2016 by Itsokaydean
Devil's In the Details; tribble master
Saying it's only a picture is like saying it's only a job. It's only a picture but it means so much more. Dean unfolds it every night and counts the details. Sometimes a book moves, or a pages turns. One time a glass of juice appeared on the table. In the middle of the picture Sammy sits. His hazel eyes are always looking upward, even with his shoulders hunched and his hands in his lap.

Dean holds the picture with shaking hands and swears he'll make it right.
supernatural  gen  hurt!sam  scared!dean  scared!sam  S1  trapped!sam  cursed!sam  cursed!dean  horror  john!forgetsaboutsam  angst  author:tribble_master  havepdf  rating:pg-13  archive:ffnet  tissie  ~  lilbrorec 
may 2016 by Itsokaydean
There Is No Such Place; ygrawn
There are days when even Dean hates their itinerant lifestyle (Cute gen fic based on brotherly bonding)
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:gen  genre:schmoop  author:ygrawn  archive:lj  havepdf  0-5k  tissie  ~  S1  rating:pg-13 
april 2016 by Itsokaydean
Conversational Winchester for Trolls; eloise_bright
"Once upon a time there was a troll who lived under a bridge. “I’m not a troll,” said the troll. Okay, not exactly a troll then. More of a demon. “What sort of demon?” said the troll. Oh, a demon that feeds off people’s fears and anxieties, you know – did you ever see that Angel episode with the hotel flashbacks and the whole allegory for McCarthyism going on? “Never saw that one,” said the troll."
genre:gen  genre:humor  pre-series  supernatural  author:eloise_bright  archive:lj  rating:pg-13  havepdf  tissie  S1  ~  character!study  0-5k 
march 2016 by Itsokaydean
Grandcars; derryderrydown
Dean gets woken up at ass o'clock by his cell shrilling some bimbo pop tune. He glares at Sam, sprawled practically off the edge of his bed, and swears to get his own back as he fumbles the cell to his ear. "What?" "We need to talk."
supernatural  impala_truck  s1  genre:gen  genre:humor  archive:lj  author:derryderrydown  rating:pg  havepdf  tissie  0-5k  ~ 
december 2015 by Itsokaydean
Short Trip Down a Long Road; hanna korossi
He never did find out exactly what it was, only what it did. It was definitely one of the weirder things Dean Winchester would ever come across in his career as hunter. And he didn't even realize it when he walked right into it.
supernatural  sam&dean  gen  cursed!dean  dean!vanishes  desperate!sam  S1  sam!looksfordean  rating:pg  archive:ffnet  havepdf  author:hanna_korossi  tissie  lilbrorec  Hurt!Sam  ~ 
november 2015 by Itsokaydean
Stigmata; nixa jane
Dean never used to believe in faith healers, and the irony of this newfound ability is not lost on him, but he just tells Sam he's not getting himself a fucking tent or a ticket booth, so he'd better damn well not ask. 
supernatural  genre:gen  genre:hurt_comfort  sam&dean  healer!Dean  dean!savessam  worried!sam  physicallyhurt!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  author:nixa_jane  S1  archive:lj  1.12!coda  rating:pg-13  0-5k  havepdf  tissie  ~ 
november 2015 by Itsokaydean
At Night; pixel_0
I. At night, Sam manages their finances. He charged more than ten thousand dollars to the various credit cards he found in the Impala’s glove box in the first week after Dean’s accident. He paid for hospital visits, special doctors, and medications that he thought would help Dean.
angst  supernatural  sam&dean  genre:gen  genre:angst  1.12!coda  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  characterdeath_(dean)  S1  author:pixel_0  rating:pg-13  archive:lj  havepdf  0-5k  tissie  ~ 
november 2015 by Itsokaydean
Last Truce; rheasilvia
Dean never stops whining about his stupid car. "That car was a classic," he whines. "I loved that car. Seriously, man, you shouldn't have done that." Sam ignores him.
ghost!dean  supernatural  sam&dean  grieving!sam  characterdeath_(dean)  sam!smashesthecar  S1  archive:lj  havepdf  author:rheasilvia  rating:pg-13  tissie  ~  1.12!coda  genre:gen  genre:hurt_comfort  0-5k  ghost_verse 
november 2015 by Itsokaydean
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