Itsokaydean + protective!dean   121

Ripping mended seams; lyra_wing
We all know John disappeared because he got a lead on the demon. But what if he ran off when the boys were still kids? AU – Dean as a fireman and Sam as a student at NYU.
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:canon_divergence  fireman!dean  StanfordEra  pre-series  ghost!john  john!dies  rescuer!sam  physicallyhurt!dean  Protective!Sam  Protective!Dean  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:R  author:lyra_wing  5-10k  ~ 
5 weeks ago by Itsokaydean
catch your death; road_rhythm
When Sam finds the ghost of a young man who was bullied to death and is now strangling young women, he just wants to put the spirit to rest. But he's coming down with the flu. He's having a crisis of faith. And frankly, Dean's being a dick.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  genre:casefic  genre:hurt_comfort  physicallyhurt!sam  sick!sam  Protective!Dean  foodpoisoning!sam  s2  archive:ao3  author:road_rhythm  rating:nc-17  havepdf  challenge:ohsam  20-25k  ~ 
6 weeks ago by Itsokaydean
massé shot - road_rhythm
In a little bar in Nowhere, New Mexico, Dean Winchester makes a miscalculation. Sam has to survive it. Neither of them knows yet what they've lost.
supernatural  genre:gen  sam&dean  genre:angst  physicallyhurt!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  tw:non-con_(attempted)  s2  Protective!Dean  Protective!Sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:road_rhythm  challenge:*minor  10-15k  ~ 
6 weeks ago by Itsokaydean
Future tense; selecasharp
While on a case, Sam and Dean are given a vision of the future - a future in which they've stopped the apocalypse and are now, apparently, involved. Dean's convinced that it's another trick and insists that they forget it, but Sam can't let it - any of it - go.
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:angst  5.14!coda  pining!sam  pining!dean  first-time  post-apocalypse  dean!saysyes  Protective!Dean  Protective!Sam  dean!feelsguilty  sam!feelsguilty  exhausted!sam  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:selecasharp  challenge:help_haiti  30-40k  ~  genre:canon_divergence 
january 2019 by Itsokaydean
If Found, Please Return; gwevyan
Or: the times Dean Winchester threatened to put a collar on his wayward little brother, the time he did, and the time he didn't need to. 
supernatural  sam&dean  *times  pre-series  S1  post-season5  Protective!Dean  hallucinating!sam  ptsd!sam  genre:hurt_comfort  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  genre:gen  author:gwevyan  10-15k  ~ 
january 2019 by Itsokaydean
The Language of this Foreign Country; ignipes
Sam has a list in his head. It's a dictionary or a phrasebook, something you can keep in your pocket and pull out whenever necessary: Translation Guide For People Who Spend Every Waking Hour With People Who Never Say What They Mean.
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:gen  hooker!dean(implied)  Protective!Dean  S1  rating:pg-13  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:ignipes  1.11!coda  0-5k  ~ 
december 2018 by Itsokaydean
cirrus; setissma
It’s all Sam’s fucking fault. Dean’s almost asleep, passed out in the passenger seat after a driver switch, when he hears a sudden click. “Shit,” Sam says. “What now?” Dean says. Inevitably, he’s not going to like what he hears, because Sam only starts swearing under his breath when something’s really fucked up. “She won’t shift,” Sam mutters, and then there’s kind of a low rumble, and Sam pulls over.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  genre:schmoop  Protective!Dean  physicallyhurt!sam  drugged!sam  archive:lj  rating:R  author:setissma  havepdf  0-5k  ~ 
december 2018 by Itsokaydean
All That I'm Good For; witling
The whole thing was fucked up to start with. You can't grow up with someone and half-raise or be half-raised by them, have one dead parent and one insane and hell-bent on training you up to be a wolfhound—you can't be that person, live alongside that person, and not be fucked up. You can't. It isn't possible.
supernatural  sam_dean  freakedout!dean  pining!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  Protective!Dean  scared!dean  s2  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:witling  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  0-5k  ~ 
december 2018 by Itsokaydean
seven days; alethiometry
Jess burns; Sam crumbles. Dean tries his best to pick up the pieces. (Episode tag that picks up where the pilot leaves off.)
supernatural  sam&dean  Sam_Jess  1.01!coda  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  Protective!Dean  grieving!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  genre:gen  genre:canon_compliant  author:alethiometry  0-5k  ~ 
november 2018 by Itsokaydean
fly; Askance
Sam wakes up in an unfamiliar room with Dean and finds that he can't remember anything past the moment when those angels began to fall from Heaven. He has a sneaking suspicion that something is not quite right.
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:hurt_comfort  bodyhorror!sam  Protective!Dean  dean!savessam  post-season8  physicallyhurt!sam  characterdeath_(sam)  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:askance  5-10k  ~ 
september 2018 by Itsokaydean
Deprivation; ratherastory
One of the boys is losing a sense at a time. A taste of blood, then nothing. A horrible sound, a terrible sight ... you get the idea. Eventually, all that remains is the sense of touch and they're soon praying that it's gone too.
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:angst  Protective!Dean  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  cursed!sam  losingsenses!sam  challenge:ohsam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg  author:ratherastory  genre:gen  0-5k  ~ 
september 2018 by Itsokaydean
Consider the Hairpin Turn; cherie_morte
AU of 6x22: Sam's wall has shattered and the memories in his mind have splintered. When the Sam who remembers Hell tells him to go find Jess and be happy, Sam knows he can't stay while Dean needs him. But when the Sam from Hell says that Dean is already there looking for him, Sam leaves his memories of the pit behind to find him.

What he finds is a life he doesn't remember: a house that he shares with his brother (and has for years), a law career he thought he'd left behind at Stanford, and a relationship with Dean he never dreamed he could have. Life is almost too good to be true, at least until Sam begins to hear his brother's voice calling to him, begging him to wake up.
supernatural  sam_dean  s6  6.22!coda  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:canon_divergence  worried!dean  Protective!Dean  ptsd!sam  postcage!Sam  brokenwall!sam  comapatient!sam  caretaker!dean  rescuer!dean  pining!sam  pining!dean  rating:nc-17  havepdf  archive:ao3  author:cherie_morte  25-30k  challenge:samdean_otp  ~ 
august 2018 by Itsokaydean
Love As a Hole In the Ground; dear_tiger
A monster is stealing people’s hearts around Elephant Butte, New Mexico, and now it’s after Sam’s. After he almost got married to a stranger and almost ran off to Los Angeles with Ruby on the same day, Sam can’t trust himself anymore. Worst of all, the monster might have gotten smart and turned itself into Dean this time, or else Sam really is falling in love.
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:casefic  genre:angst  kidnapped!sam  pining!sam  Protective!Dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:dear_tiger  challenge:*bang  10-15k  ~ 
july 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ Close Your Eyes; kcscribbler
Dean goes through with it and kills Sam, and Death puts him…not in outer space, exactly. Somewhere more like a cage. Meanwhile, Sam's up in Heaven trying to find Bobby and gather allies to break Dean out of wherever Death put him. (In other words: Silly Death. As if being dead will stop Sam Winchester from looking for his brother.)
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:gen  s10  moc!dean  pre-series  Protective!Dean  dean!killssam  characterdeath_(sam)  characterdeath_(dean)  rescuer!sam  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:kcscribbler  challenge:summergen  0-5k  ~  + 
june 2018 by Itsokaydean
I Feel Your Hunger in Your Touch; whispered_story
Sometimes, in a post-hunt rush or when emotions are running too high, they have sex, but it doesn't mean anything. They don't talk about it, but there's an unspoken rule between them: They are always back to normal the next day and they never let it affect their relationship.

Until Dean sneaks into Sam's bedroom in the bunker one night and changes the rules on him.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  Protective!Dean  physicallyhurt!sam  smitten!sam  smitten!dean  genre:schmoop  rating:nc-17  pining!sam  pining!dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  5-10k  author:whispered_story  ~ 
may 2018 by Itsokaydean
Aetos Dios; keep_waking_up
Canon AU after 8x06. Sam and Dean still weren’t speaking when they moved on to their next case.  Sam felt like someone was watching him and he kept seeing this strange eagle everywhere he went.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  boys!breakup  boys!getbacktogether  kidnapped!sam  angry!dean  sam!feelsguilty  8.06!coda  amnesiac!sam  rescuer!dean  Protective!Dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:keep_waking_up  10-15k  challenge:reversebang  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:angst  ~ 
may 2018 by Itsokaydean
Curse, Post-Curse; brokenlittleboy
Sam gets cursed by a witch and is left with vertigo, nausea, and migraines. In his condition, he goes out to fight the witch--but the end result is another curse, this time much worse. 
supernatural  sam_dean(implied)  cursed!sam  Protective!Dean  worried!dean  worried!sam  genre:hurt_comfort  archive:ao3  challenge:ohsam  havepdf  genre:schmoop  author:brokenlittleboy  rating:pg-13  0-5k  ~ 
may 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ The Night Goes By; BlueNeutrino
It's a long night when Sam and Dean first arrive at the prison, separated from each other to be strip searched, manhandled and humiliated before being thrown into cramped concrete cells. The nights that follow are longer.
supernatural  sam&dean  12.09!coda  imprisoned!dean  imprisoned!sam  humiliated!dean  genre:angst  genre:gen  non-con_(attempted)  sexuallyabused!dean  physicallyhurt!dean  sick!Dean  emotionallyhurt!dean  worried!dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:blueneutrino  Protective!Dean  challenge:*bang  5-10k  s12  tissie  ~  + 
april 2018 by Itsokaydean
Guardians of a Rare Thing; esorlehcar
The first time, they're in buttfuck Nebraska, chasing some punk kid who thinks he's a warlock. They dispatch his truly pathetic attempt at an army of the undead without breaking a sweat, but after the final lost, fumbling zombie has been felled, the asshole kid comes after them with a 12-gauge shotgun. 
supernatural  genre:hurt_comfort  sam_dean  first-time  first-kiss  S1  pining!sam  Protective!Dean  physicallyhurt!sam  rating:nc-17  havepdf  archive:lj  author:esorlehcar  0-5k  tissie  ~  downtotheend_verse 
april 2018 by Itsokaydean
The Nuanced Approach to Giving Sammy Shit; or, The Things Dean Does to Make His Brother Happy; badbastion
Sam has a cold and he is the most miserable person in the world. They still have a job to do and Dean can’t do much to make him feel better except, you know, shower!fever!sex.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  genre:schmoop  genre:hurt_comfort  physicallyhurt!sam  sick!sam  Protective!Dean  worried!dean  kink:showersex  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:badbastion  0-5k  tissie  ~ 
march 2018 by Itsokaydean
Quiet with the Rain; Linden
Dean can spot an undercover cop at thirty paces, a hooker at twenty, and rims that will match his baby's at ten. But the fact that his little brother is in love with him--that, he can't see worth a damn.
supernatural  sam&dean  unrequited!sam(dean)  pre-series  emotionallyhurt!sam  Protective!Dean  pining!sam  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:schmoop  rating:pg-13  author:linden  havepdf  archive:ao3  5-10k  tissie  ~ 
march 2018 by Itsokaydean
Run Run Riot; interflora
Turns out that Amelia isn't real - She was Sam's way of coping with Dean's "death". On Christmas, he and Dean stop by her to see her (and Riot), only to discover the truth. Sam goes into meltdown mode, and Dean has to calm him down. He also tries to figure out what really went down in the year he was gone
supernatural  sam_dean(implied)  hallucinating!sam  ptsd!sam  worried!dean  Protective!Dean  s8  guilty!dean  breakdown!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  0-5k  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:angst  author:interflora  rating:pg-13  tissie  ~ 
march 2018 by Itsokaydean
Sunless Sky; fourfreedoms
In trying to manufacture the perfect weapon, Azazel created his undoing. A story of one out of many and the slow slide into love.
supernatural  sam_dean  pre-series  did!sam  mentallyill!sam  pining!dean  Protective!Dean  S1  s2  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:fourfreedoms  rating:nc-17  5-10k  tissie  ~  sunless!sky_verse 
february 2018 by Itsokaydean
Care and Feeding; fools_game (foolishgames)
The cat tipped its head back and looked up. “Sam, is that you?” There was a moment, and then the cat nodded slowly, up and down. A clear gesture. “Sam, you cut that out right now. It’s not funny.”
supernatural  sam_dean  cursed!sam  genre:humor  genre:hurt_comfort  sam!turnsintoacat  Protective!Dean  clueless!john  worried!dean  rating:pg-13  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:fools_game  tissie  ~  15-20k  careandfeeding_verse 
february 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ Back Seat Driver; debbiel66
John Winchester is back from the dead, and he and the boys are finally on the road again, but they are a long way from knowing where they are going
supernatural  sam&dean  resurrected!john  angry!dean  guilty!dean  guilty!sam  guilty!John  Protective!Dean  greatwallofsam  sick!Dean  archive:lj  havepdf  author:debbiel66  rating:pg-13  5-10k  tissie  ~  +  resurrected!john_verse 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ Killing Time; debbiel66
After his own unlikely resurrection, John desperately tries to find out what happened while he was gone, despite the fact that Sam and Dean have secrets they are determined to keep. But nobody is better at chipping away at a wall than John Winchester
supernatural  sam&dean  resurrected!john  angry!dean  greatwallofsam  seizure!sam  physicallyhurt!sam  pushy!john  rating:pg-13  author:debbiel66  archive:lj  havepdf  tissie  ~  +  5-10k  resurrected!john_verse  Protective!Dean  Protective!Sam 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
One Saved Message; ratherastory
After a hunting accident puts Sam out of commission for a couple of days, Dean decides to surprise his brother with a new phone, since his old one is toast. Even better is when he finds that he’s been able to save all of Sam’s old information and restore it to his cell. That’s when he discovers an old voicemail that Sam has kept saved for the last two and a half years.
supernatural  sam&dean  post-season7  voicemail!fix-it  Protective!Dean  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!sam  blindsided!dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:ratherastory  rating:pg-13  genre:gen  genre:hurt_comfort  5-10k  tissie  ~ 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
Behold, A Pale Horse; cherie_morte
AU after 8x23: When Sam fails to complete the third trial, a tear in the barrier between Earth and Hell is created and hellspawn called shadon are unleashed. The only way to bind these creatures and close the gates of Hell is for a sacrifice to be made by the man who chose his own life over completing the trials, and this time, the price is even greater. In order to correct the apocalypse he's released, Sam must kill his soulmate and live with the consequences. After years without Dean, Sam dies on a hunt and thinks he will finally be reunited with his brother in Heaven. But when his reaper appears, it's Dean himself, and he's not as willing to reap Sam as Sam is to be reaped
supernatural  sam_dean  characterdeath_(temporary)  characterdeath_(dean)  characterdeath_(sam)  death!dean  sam!keepshunting  sam!keepsdying  reaper!dean  suicidal!sam  s8  Protective!Dean  sam!killsdean  post-trials!sam  rating:nc-17  author:cherie_morte  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  ~  physicallyhurt!dean  genre:angst  emotionallyhurt!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!sam  15-20k  challenge:*bang 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
Halloween; dimeliora
Dean and Sam are working a case when Sam begins to act strangely. A Halloween Holiday Fic
supernatural  sam_dean  cursed!sam  casefic  established!relationship  Protective!Dean  unaware!dean  rating:nc-17  pining!sam  archive:ao3  author:dimeliora  havepdf  tissie  ~ 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
Everything Flows, Nothing Remains; minviendha (Lise)
“It would have been almost instant,” the man was saying, dry, almost mechanical, with an attempt at sympathy sprinkled on top. “There would likely have been no pain.”
supernatural  sam&dean  s7  hallucinating!sam  sam!losesit  sam!thinksdeanisdead  Protective!Dean  worried!dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  hallucifer  author:minviendha_(lise)  tissie  ~ 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
Dictionary for a Dead Language; britomart_is
Under mysterious circumstances bitterly disputed by the historians, Sam Winchester said yes to Lucifer. Three years later, Lucifer is gone and the familiar landscape that the Winchesters once traversed is a burnt-out ruin of its former self — not to mention the damage done to Lucifer's vessel. Trapped in a grotesque parody of domestic bliss with a brother he no longer recognizes, a shell-shocked Dean has no reason to believe that happy endings exist for men like the Winchesters.
supernatural  sam_dean  post-season5  amnesiac!sam  Protective!Dean  worried!dean  author:britomart_is  rating:nc-17  havepdf  archive:ao3  tissie  ~  au:endverse  genre:post-apocalypse  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  20-25k  challenge:bigbang 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
Indelible; Destina
It was never the unnatural monsters that brought Dean down. Not their claws, or their teeth, or their poison, or any dark magic they possessed. It seemed instead to be natural and man-made things - electricity, or metal twisting and glass shattering, or a farmer's dead aim as he tracked the strangers on his land. 

https://archiveofourown.org/works/4194387
supernatural  sam&dean  pre-series  john_winchester  hurt!Dean  Hurt!Sam  Protective!Sam  Protective!Dean  worried!john  angst  havepdf  archive:extsite  author:destina  minor!het  rating:nc-17  tissie  ~ 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
Life Among the Dead; Destina
Monday When the road takes on the monotonous rhythm of too many days without stopping, Sam closes his eyes and sees refuge in the space created by the lul
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  pining!sam  pining!dean  rating:R  powers!Sam  Protective!Dean  hurt!Dean  author:destina  archive:extsite  havepdf  tissie  ~ 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
The Vagaries of Disbelief; sevenfists
Dean slept until almost 10:00 on the morning of June 4. He rolled over in bed, opened his mouth to bitch at Sam for letting him sleep so late, closed it again. Sam was missing: gone overnight, vanished from the bed.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  powers!Sam  kidnapped!sam  grieving!dean  rescuer!dean  Protective!Dean  archive:ao3  author:sevenfists  rating:nc-17  lilbrorec  tissie  ~  20-25k  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:angst  havepdf 
november 2017 by Itsokaydean
Where You Land; sevenfists
Sam: You know what? Maybe we shouldn't have left Stanford so soon. Dean: Sam we dug around there for a week, we came up with nothing. - from "Wendigo
supernatural  sam&dean  S1  grieving!sam  supportive!dean  Protective!Dean  1.01!coda  lilbrorec  author:sevenfists  archive:ao3  tissie  ~  rating:pg  genre:gen  0-5k  havepdf 
november 2017 by Itsokaydean
Living on Flood Tides; cherie_morte
AU after 5x22: Sam mysteriously returns from the cage and Dean thinks their problems are solved. Unfortunately, Sam is so shaken from his time in Hell that he can't—won't?—even talk to Dean, and when natural disasters begin to occur as frequently as they did when the Devil was walking the Earth, Dean realizes his brother may have acquired some of the angel's powers without picking up the ability to control them. In order to prevent Sam from hurting anyone, Dean finds a house as far from anything as he can manage and settles there to wait until the day Sam gets better—or until they both get killed by Sam's grace.
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:angst  established!relationship  postcage!Sam  post-season5  emotionallyhurt!sam  physicallyhurt!sam  abused!sam_(past)  hallucinating!sam  powers!Sam  hallucifer  non-con_(reference)  non-con_(past)  Protective!Dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  tissie  challenge:samdean_otp  15-20k  ~ 
august 2017 by Itsokaydean
Skin Like Fear; fantamae
Here's the thing: Sam comes back from Hell with a bubble of space around him. He doesn't want to be touched, especially by Dean, and he won't explain. He won't talk about Hell at all, and Dean's going crazy. It's going to take a strange case (and a little magic) in Michigan to break the floodgates, but when Dean finally learns the truth, he might wish that he hadn't...
supernatural  sam_dean  Sam_Lucifer  tw:non-con_(past)  postcage!Sam  sexuallyabused!sam(past)  tortured!sam  first-time  hallucinating!sam  worried!dean  Protective!Dean  rescuer!dean  author:fantamae  rating:nc-17  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  ~  genre:casefic  genre:angst  emotionallyhurt!sam  15-20k  challenge:samdean_otp 
april 2017 by Itsokaydean
Actus Reus; pixymisa
Sam and Dean don’t like things to be complicated. After they end the end of the world, they investigate a haunting, the last victim of a brutal serial killer who has turned and started killing victims of her own. But quickly things get complicated. There’s the haunting, which doesn’t seem to follow normal rules, and there’s Sam’s knee, which is healing from a hunt-gone-wrong, and there’s whatever it is – love or family or something else – that’s sitting directly between the Winchester boys.
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:casefic  first-time  post-season5  physicallyhurt!sam  badknee!sam  Protective!Dean  worried!dean  author:pixymisa  archive:lj  havepdf  challenge:bigbang  25-30k  rating:R  tissie  ~ 
march 2017 by Itsokaydean
Here Be Dragons; kellifer_fic
 The embodiment of Dean's fierce protectiveness - this is what it looks like.
supernatural  sam&dean  gen  Protective!Dean  corneroftheeye_verse  author:kellifer_fic  rating:pg  pre-series  archive:lj  havepdf  tissie  ~ 
february 2017 by Itsokaydean
Hitori Kakurenbo; vailkagami
In the beginning, there is a possessed doll and an angry spirit. Then the doll gets destroyed, the spirit banished, and Sam and Dean move on. But it seems something is following them – or so Sam believes. Yet he knows just as well as Dean that that is absolutely impossible, so maybe Sam is just going crazy and all the weird noises he hears are simply the sounds of the wall in his mind falling to pieces.
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  genre:casefic  genre:horror  post-soulless!sam  postcage!Sam  hallucinating!sam  haunted!sam  Protective!Dean  worried!dean  s6  author:vail_kagami  havepdf  archive:ao3  rating:R  tissie  40-50k  challenge:bigbang  ~ 
february 2017 by Itsokaydean
The Holy Trinity; checkthemargins
Sam is compensating for having Lucifer in his head by going into hyperfunctional mode. I want to see touches of Mystery Spot OCD Sam: hospital corners, perfect efficiency, everything under control, everything in place. It works. He still hallucinates, but he can keep going through it, he can wall himself off from being affected by fear of his breaks with reality and by the trauma of the things he remembers and hallucinates. He just has to keep going further and further into his coping mechanism, because if it breaks it will all come crashing down and that will not be good.
supernatural  sam_dean  s7  hallucinating!sam  hallucifer  OCD!sam  worried!dean  Protective!Dean  supportive!dean  established!relationship  physicallyhurt!sam  tortured!sam  psychoticbreak!sam  genre:angst  brokenwall!sam  author:checkthemargins  rating:R  archive:lj  havepdf  tissie  ~  emotionallyhurt!sam  challenge:ohsam  10-15k 
january 2017 by Itsokaydean
Sacrament; riyku
In Seminary, Sam cultivated a love of knowledge and of God, in exactly that order. He was taught that vampires were real, that silver could take down a werewolf, and that belief could be a living, breathing thing. In Seminary, Dean learned how to fight. Most of all, Dean learned to have faith in his brother. They were both introduced to the true meaning of war. Now the war is finished and the church has disbanded their sect of elite warriors, leaving them to fend in an unfamiliar civilian society. They are ragtag refugees of a war everyone tries to forget. For Sam and Dean, however, the fight is far from over.
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:au  priest!dean  priest!sam  genre:dystopia  rebel!sam  rebel!dean  au:rebels  tortured!sam  rescuer!dean  Protective!Dean  author:riyku  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  ~  first-time  rating:R  physicallyhurt!sam  10-15k  challenge:samdean_otp  au:priests  genre:angst 
december 2016 by Itsokaydean
Blind Luck; quickreaver
Based on a prompt from the LJ comm, 'Oh, Sam': "Sam is slowly going blind and it's not from something supernatural which means Dean can't fix it and oh crap!"
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:gen  physicallyhurt!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  temporaryblind!sam  author:quickreaver  Protective!Dean  rating:pg  paula  archive:ao3  havepdf  0-5k  ~ 
december 2016 by Itsokaydean
Carouselambra; brihana25
Eight years after a hunt with John and Bobby that ended in disaster, Sam and Dean return to Johnston, Iowa for what looks to be a simple job. It isn't long before they realize that things are not always what they seem, and it's not so easy to escape a horror that refuses to stay dead. The reality of the situation flies in the face of everything they know about spirits and forces them to confront their biggest fears. With one Winchester struggling against a nightmare that keeps dragging him back under, and the other reeling from the knowledge of what his brother is willing to sacrifice to protect him, they will have to find the strength to stand together and defeat the ghost that haunts them both, once and for all.
supernatural  sam&dean  sexuallyabused!dean  pre-series  S1  clueless!sam  abused!dean  Protective!Dean  bamf!John  author:brihana25  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  ~  genre:gen  genre:angst  Protective!Sam  tw:non-con_(past)  genre:casefic  tw:non-con  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!dean  rating:R  40-50k 
november 2016 by Itsokaydean
Redshift; road_rhythm
They're still reeling from Dean's stint in Purgatory, the Trials are tearing them apart, the world hangs in the balance (again)—and Dean wants to get a pool table and have a sex marathon. Of course he does
supernatural  sam_dean  s8  genre:angst  genre:pwp  trials!sam  horny!dean  Protective!Dean  kink:forced!orgasm_(consensual)  jealous!sam  jealous!dean  author:road_rhythm  archive:ao3  havepdf  physicallyhurt!sam  25-30k  challenge:kinkmeme  ~ 
november 2016 by Itsokaydean
Without Breaking a Church Window; ratherastory
Sam and Dean travel further north than they've ever gone before –all the way to Canada– in the search to find an artefact that might help them save Cas. Once they're there they find that even though everything is different, nothing has really changed, either. 
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october 2016 by Itsokaydean
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