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God Loveth His Children; Mystic_reader
When faith and obligation meet the renewal of old sins, two Mormon missionaries must decide if it’s worth losing everything they’ve ever known for a chance at love.
rps  jared_jensen  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:au  au:mormons  elder!jensen  elder!jared  pining!jensen  pining!jared  internalizedhomophobia!jensen  internalizedhomophobia!jared  boys!getbacktogether  boys!moveintogether  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:mystic_reader  challenge:bigbang  30-40k  ~ 
march 2019 by Itsokaydean
+ The Witch Is Dead; dear_tiger
In 1988, three witches in Montana are growing a monster in their garden, and Sam is holiday snack. When Dean and John show up to get him, one witch is killed, and Dean gets a love curse that he keeps secret. As teenagers, Sam and Dean are living in a dying industrial town in Pennsylvania, where they come across a crooked old creature that takes an unusual interest in Dean. As adults, Sam and Dean return to Montana for a hunt and run into the two surviving witches who have been unsuccessfully trying to grow their monster. Dean, still carrying the love spell from the dead witch, is looking like perfect plant feed.
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:angst  genre:casefic  genre:hurt_comfort  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!sam  cursed!dean  rescuer!sam  rescuer!dean  rescuer!john  pre-series  kidnapped!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:dear_tiger  physicallyhurt!dean  30-40k  genre:horror  witch_verse  challenge:bigbang  ~  + 
february 2019 by Itsokaydean
Future tense; selecasharp
While on a case, Sam and Dean are given a vision of the future - a future in which they've stopped the apocalypse and are now, apparently, involved. Dean's convinced that it's another trick and insists that they forget it, but Sam can't let it - any of it - go.
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:angst  5.14!coda  pining!sam  pining!dean  first-time  post-apocalypse  dean!saysyes  Protective!Dean  Protective!Sam  dean!feelsguilty  sam!feelsguilty  exhausted!sam  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:selecasharp  challenge:help_haiti  30-40k  ~  genre:canon_divergence 
january 2019 by Itsokaydean
a long hard day, a long hard night; deadlybride
When Dean’s body disappears from his bedroom after Metatron kills him, Sam nearly goes crazy looking for him—torturing demons, ruining relationships with other hunters, trying anything at all that will help. Digging through the Men of Letters archives, he finally finds a ritual that might bring Dean back. The cost isn’t something he worries about; when it comes to Dean, no cost is too high.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  moc!dean  s10  boyking!sam  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  genre:angst  genre:horror  sam!savesdean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:deadlybride  challenge:*bang  30-40k  ~ 
november 2018 by Itsokaydean
fourth wall; raina_at
When famous murder mystery fiction writer Jared Padalecki is suspected of having murdered his former girlfriend, he turns to his ex-boyfriend and criminal defence lawyer Jensen Ackles for help. Matters soon get complicated both personally and professionally when both the case and their relationship as lawyer-client turn out far more difficult and volatile than either of them expected,and the lines between fiction and reality, past and present begin to blur.
rps  jared_jensen  jared_jensen(past)  genre:angst  genre:au  genre:hurt_comfort  au:famous_nonfamous  boys!getbacktogether  pining!jensen  pining!jared  lawyer!jensen  writer!jared  protective!jensen  physicallyhurt!jensen  physicallyhurt!jared  scared!jensen  scared!jared  au:murder_mystery  archive:lj  havepdf  author:raina_at  rating:nc-17  30-40k  ~ 
november 2018 by Itsokaydean
ten thousand miles; mimblexwimble
This isn’t a story with a deeper meaning. There is no moral at the end. On December 28th, 2007, Sam Winchester walked out of the motel room he was sharing with his brother and never came back. This is the story of what happened after.
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:angst  genre:canon_divergence  genre:gen  s3  postdeal!dean  sam!goesmissing  desperate!dean  suicidal!dean  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!dean  s4  archive:lj  unhappy!ending  author:mimblexwimble  havepdf  challenge:bigbang  rating:pg-13  30-40k  tissie  ~ 
april 2018 by Itsokaydean
Lead Us Not Into Temptation; itallstartedwithdefenestration
In which there are food rations and afternoons of illegal sex, Sam gambles underground, and a shaky attempt at rebellion is made while staring into a bottle of Corona.
supernatural  dystopia!au  genre:au  Sam_Lucifer  poor!sam  rich!lucifer  rebel!sam  rebel!lucifer  rebel!dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  30-40k  author:itallstartedwithdefenestration  rating:nc-17  tissie  ~ 
march 2018 by Itsokaydean
Wedded Blitz; qblackheart
If anyone had told Jared Padalecki that his bachelor party would start out with big red balls and end on a road trip with Keanu Reeves, he would have thought they were insane, but that’s exactly what happened, more or less, in a nutshell. Serves him right for getting freakin’-frostbitten-they-were-so-cold feet on the eve of his wedding rehearsal. He was supposed to be marrying Gen; Genevieve Cortese, that is. His fiancée. But all he could do was obsess about Jen; Jensen Ackles, that is.
rps  jared_jensen  genre:non-au  actor!jared  actor!jensen  accidental!marriage  pining!jensen  pining!jared  kidnapped!jensen  rescuer!jared  genre:humor  archive:lj  havepdf  author:qblackheart  rating:nc-17  30-40k  tissie  ~  challenge:spn_cinema 
february 2018 by Itsokaydean
The Colors of My Life; tcs1121
At age twenty, "Blind Artist" Jensen Ackles became a successful, world renowned Abstract Impressionist painter by painting what he saw. However, fourteen years later, Jensen feared that what was left of his poor eyesight was coming to an end sooner rather than later and wanted his work to carry on after his colors faded to black. Jensen takes on an aspiring, talented young artist, Jared T. Padalecki, as his apprentice.
rps  jared_jensen  artist!jared  artist!jensen  blind!jensen  first-time  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:tcs1121  rating:R  tissie  ~  misunderstanding  genre:au  genre:hurt_comfort  au:artists  au:famous_nonfamous  physicallyhurt!jensen  emotionallyhurt!jared  emotionallyhurt!jensen  challenge:bigbang  30-40k 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ The Puzzle; felisblanco
As they start filming and working together, Jared realizes Danneel’s prediction was right. He and Jensen do hit it off. Sure Jensen is quirky and sometimes (okay, a lot of times) uncomfortably direct to the point of being rude. But once Jared figures out Jensen isn’t actually mean as much as he’s just a little clueless (and mostly unconcerned) about the rules of social interactions, it stops bothering him.
rps  jared_jensen  actor!jared  actor!jensen  asperger!jensen  genre:non-au  emotionallyhurt!jared  emotionallyhurt!jensen  misunderstanding  smitten!jared  smitten!jensen  author:felisblanco  rating:nc-17  archive:ao3  havepdf  30-40k  ~  + 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
The Elko County Adventure; candle_beck
Mutant snake monsters, rooftop confessions, and a big-ass Howitzer strapped to the back of a pick-up truck.
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  rating:R  author:candle_beck  archive:ao3  crossover:tremors  havepdf  tissie  ~  genre:crossover  genre:casefic  30-40k 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
Judgment in Reverse; cleflink
In a world governed by order and logic, Jensen is a square peg in a round hole: the only person whose government-mandated prophecies are never right. When he receives a prophecy that he can't fake, however; he finds himself caught up in something that's much bigger than he realized. Something that threatens to rewrite everything he thinks he knows about the world. Something that threatens to topple the very foundations of his society. Something that just might be magic.
rps  jared_jensen  powers!jensen  rebel!jared  genre:dystopia  genre:au  au:rebels  archive:ao3  author:cleflink  havepdf  rating:nc-17  30-40k  challenge:bigbang  tissie  ~ 
december 2017 by Itsokaydean
I'd Gladly Lose Me To Find You; flawedamythyst
Sam takes a vow of silence in order to pull Dean out of Hell, but by the time Dean comes back, Sam's lost more of himself than just his voice. Splits off completely from canon after the season 3 finale.
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  electivemutism!sam  sam!savesdean  retired!fromhunting  rating:nc-17  Protective!Sam  worried!sam  author:flawedamythyst  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  ~  s3  genre:canon_divergence  characterdeath_(dean)  characterdeath_(temporary)  genre:domestic  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  30-40k 
january 2017 by Itsokaydean
I Leave My Heart in the Dust Where You Walk; whispered_story
Jensen's life is pretty simple: he runs the ranch his parents left him, spends what little time off he has with his best friends, and occasionally drives for miles to hook up with men he will never have to see again. He tells himself he isn't really gay and that he's happy with the life he leads. But then Jared – tall, beautiful and vibrant – arrives on the ranch looking for work, and Jensen begins to question who he is and what he really wants. Featuring: puppies, horses, skinny dipping, mud fights, sex in a hayloft, and meddling best friends. 
rps  jared_jensen  internalizedhomophobia!jensen  closeted!Jensen  rancher!Jared  rancher!Jensen  freakedout!jensen  genre:angst  genre:schmoop  genre:au  au:ranchers  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:whispered_story  rating:nc-17  30-40k  challenge:bigbang  tissie  ~ 
december 2016 by Itsokaydean
True Colors; munibunny (b_cat)
Jared is a mentally challenged young man with a very special gift. Jensen is an executive with nothing in his life but work. They meet by accident and discover a connection that defies explanation.
rps  jared_jensen  gardner!jared  mentallyill!jared  exec!jensen  first-time  workaholic!jensen  protective!jensen  minor!het  archive:ao3  rating:nc-17  author:munbunny  havepdf  lilbrorec  tissie  ~  genre:au  au:office  au:disability  challenge:*minor  30-40k 
september 2016 by Itsokaydean
+ No choice in the matter; stripysock
Bonded to someone he loathes, Jared has to navigate a path he never expected to follow, and to fight against something he has no choice in. Sequel to Intolerable Cruelty
alpha!jensen  omega!jared  forcedtomate!jensen  forcedtomate!jared  challenge:kinkmeme  enemiestolovers  hate!sex  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:stripysock  rating:nc-17  worldwithoutchoices_verse  +  tissie  ~  jared_jensen  genre:au  rps  au:office  au:alpha/beta/omega  30-40k 
may 2016 by Itsokaydean
+ Something Borrowed, Something Blue; belyste
When Jared desperately needs a date for his brother's wedding, he hires an escort. Jensen's the perfect fake boyfriend, except pretty soon things get a little too real. (PDF too_rational zip)
fake!boyfriends  rps  jared_jensen  escort!jensen  actor!jared  author:belyste  archive:lj  rating:nc-17  tissie  +  ~  havepdf  genre:au  genre:schmoop  au:famous_nonfamous  30-40k 
january 2016 by Itsokaydean
Life in a Cubicle; dandyline_wine
Jared works in a cubicle. So okay, it’s not like that’s what he set out to do. It’s not like he woke up one morning and thought, Yeah, working at the corporate office of a nationwide home remodeling company, that’s it. That’s where I’m meant to be.
it!jared  jared_jensen  genre:humor  rps  pining!jared  pining!jensen  misunderstanding  boys!breakup  boys!getbacktogether  genre:hurt_comfort  archive:lj  rating:pg-13  havepdf  author:dandyline_wine  tissie  ~  30-40k  challenge:bigbang  genre:au  au:office 
december 2015 by Itsokaydean
A grieving Dean is pulled into an alternate universe where a much more hardened, cold Sam is working to get his Dean out of hell. Though Dean doesn’t want to go back to his lonely world, he aids Sam in his dark quest, a Sam torn between the brother he’s fighting to save and the one right in front of him.
sam_dean  supernatural  altuniverse  inhell!dean  bamf!sam  altuniverse!sam  altuniverse!dean  tw:dub-con  dark!sam  desperate!sam  bleak!dean  rating:nc-17  s4  author:nynxlynx  archive:lj  +  tissie  ~  characterdeath_(dean)  characterdeath_(sam)  havepdf  genre:angst  30-40k  challenge:bigbang 
december 2015 by Itsokaydean
We were twenty; elohvee
It's sunny the day he buries his brother. Winter sun, where the air's cold and everything is too bright, hard on his eyes and his lungs. These are the days made for hats and scarves and mittens in dozens of colors. The light washes the world out on its own.
supernatural  sam_dean  retired!fromhunting  author:elohvee  havepdf  emotionallyhurt!sam  physicallyhurt!sam  permanentlyinjured!sam  grieving!sam  rating:nc-17  archive:lj  characterdeath_(dean)  tissie  ~  genre:angst  boys!settledown  challenge:bigbang  30-40k 
october 2015 by Itsokaydean

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