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+ True Blue; nasri
It’s between the flicker of her silver plated lighter and Ellen’s first inhale that Dean sees him. His hair is long, longer than their father would have ever allowed it, styled back behind his ears and sun-streaked auburn. Adrenaline tunnels Dean’s vision with each inhale and dulls the sound of Ellen’s voice until all he can think is that Sammy’s childhood wish came true, because he has a solid few inches on Dean in each damn direction.
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:au  thief!dean  undercover!sam  movieremakes  pining!sam  pining!dean  boys!settledown  physicallyhurt!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:nasri  25-30k  ~  + 
november 2018 by Itsokaydean
Consider the Hairpin Turn; cherie_morte
AU of 6x22: Sam's wall has shattered and the memories in his mind have splintered. When the Sam who remembers Hell tells him to go find Jess and be happy, Sam knows he can't stay while Dean needs him. But when the Sam from Hell says that Dean is already there looking for him, Sam leaves his memories of the pit behind to find him.

What he finds is a life he doesn't remember: a house that he shares with his brother (and has for years), a law career he thought he'd left behind at Stanford, and a relationship with Dean he never dreamed he could have. Life is almost too good to be true, at least until Sam begins to hear his brother's voice calling to him, begging him to wake up.
supernatural  sam_dean  s6  6.22!coda  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:canon_divergence  worried!dean  Protective!Dean  ptsd!sam  postcage!Sam  brokenwall!sam  comapatient!sam  caretaker!dean  rescuer!dean  pining!sam  pining!dean  rating:nc-17  havepdf  archive:ao3  author:cherie_morte  25-30k  challenge:samdean_otp  ~ 
august 2018 by Itsokaydean
Not skin deep, you're in my soul; screamer
Mated Omegas bond with their Alpha on a biological level, so completely that their body resists sexual advances from anyone else. Repeated knotting can make an Omega’s body accept a new Alpha, but the new mating bond overwrites the old one, erasing it not just from an Omega’s body, but from their mind as well. Jared wakes with a headache and a memory full of holes. He’s been kidnaped, drugged, and is about to be sold to the highest bidder.
rps  jared_jensen  omega!jared  alpha!jensen  au:alpha/beta/omega  kidnapped!jared  sexuallyabused!jared  tw:non-con  rescuer!jensen  desperate!jensen  ptsd!jared  ptsd!jensen  forcedtomate!jared  physicallyhurt!jensen  physicallyhurt!jared  emotionallyhurt!jared  emotionallyhurt!jensen  genre:angst  genre:au  genre:hurt_comfort  married!boys  rating:nc-17  author:screamer  havepdf  archive:ao3  25-30k  challenge:kinkmeme  ~ 
june 2018 by Itsokaydean
The Shortest Distance; compo67
The year is 1935 and the Great Plains are hurting. Beaten down, dirt and dust-laden, the people of these Plains live in a constant haze. Jared is twenty years old and struggling to keep his adoptive family alive and cared for. When his husband Cole died, much of the faith in this land died with him, though they have stayed because this is their land. They stay because they belong here. Cole’s cousin arrives in from Montana two years too late, seeking to uproot his kin and change their lives. With nature against man and man against nature, no one remains the same.
rps  jared_jensen  genre:historical  genre:au  au:cowboys  cowboy!jared  cowboy!jensen  widowed!jared  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:compo67  25-30k  tissie  ~  genre:angst  challenge:reversebang 
april 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ Conversations With The Dead; Lennelle
Sometimes, a parent might tuck in their child at night and find an empty bed in the morning. In 1996, Sam Winchester vanished in an empty room. He reappeared two months later with missing hair, bruises and vacant eyes. By 2000, Dean Winchester is a hunter in his own right. He travels to Minnesota where his brother now lives with Pastor Jim, a long-time friend of their father's. The thing is, John Winchester recently went into the house that ruined his youngest son and he never came back out. Thing is, Sam is the only person who knows what's in the house. Thing is, Sam Winchester hasn't spoken in four years.
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:gen  paula  genre:angst  genre:horror  traumatized!sam  mute!Sam  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  kidnapped!sam  pre-series  john!disappears  sam!disappears  author:lennelle  rating:R  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  25-30k  ~  +  genre:casefic 
march 2018 by Itsokaydean
Hit the Ground Crawling; jonny_vrm (elmo_loves_me)
After Sam pulls Dean out of Hell, Dean stops talking. It takes a week for Sam to convince Dean to open his mouth so Sam can check that his tongue hasn't been cut out. It takes two weeks for Sam to accept that Dean really isn't talking. Then it takes a week of silence, the two of them sitting in the Impala like ventriloquist dummies, sitting in motel rooms like human taxidermy, before Sam decides to start talking for the both of them
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  electivemutism!dean  post-hell!dean  sam!savesdean  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  genre:casefic  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  sam!leaves  challenge:bigbang  author:jonny_vrm  25-30k  tissie  ~ 
march 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ To Hell and Back; ashtraythief
It is said that if a demon steals an angel from heaven he’ll gain immense power. Jared is a demon who doesn’t fit in and when he finds a spell to open a passage to heaven, he thinks he’s found a solution to all his problems: angel power. But Jensen, the angel he takes, is not at all what he expected a celestial being to be like and things don’t go as planned. At all. In the ensuing chaos, Jared and Jensen have to form a strained alliance to survive and embark on a dangerous journey through the deepest pits of hell to flee from Jared’s rivals and all the other demons jonesing for angel blood.
rps  jared_jensen  demon!jared  angel!jensen  jared!kidnapsjensen  kidnapped!jensen  grumpy!jensen  dorky!jared  boys!dontfit  first-kiss  enemiestolovers  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:ashtraythief  tissie  ~  +  genre:au  genre:humor  genre:hurt_comfort  au:afterlife  25-30k 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
There's Beauty In the Broken; righteousbros
Jared works for his family's garden center as a landscape designer in Los Olivos, CA. He loves his job working alongside his sister Megan and his friend Stephen but at the end of the day he was no one to come home to other than his dog, Harley. One day, a young woman named Mackenzie walks into his shop and hires him to revive the grounds of the estate she just bought nearby. Jared then meets her brother Jensen, a reclusive former model and all around Hollywood bad boy who is now confined to a wheelchair and angry at the world after his losing his leg in a motorcycle accident. After taking the time to get to know him a little better, Jared realizes that there is something about this beautiful damaged man that he just can't get enough of.
rps  jared_jensen  gardner!jared  au:disability  au:famous_nonfamous  amputee!jensen  depressed!jensen  first-time  first-kiss  protective!Jared  angry!jensen  archive:ao3  rating:nc-17  author:righteousbros  havepdf  tissie  ~  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:au  25-30k  challenge:bigbang 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ This is Ourselves (Under Pressure); clex_monkie89
After Nightshifter, Sam and Dean hit the road. What follows is three months of fear and frustration with the FBI hot on their heels, trying to avoid the long arm of the law while still continuing to work. It's not easy; being on the run doesn't leave much time for breathing, never mind sleep, sex or any much-needed downtime.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  boys!ontherun  worried!sam  worried!dean  s2  author:clex_monkie89  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  ~  kink:manhandling  kink:somnophilia  +  rating:nc-17  25-30k  challenge:bigbang  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
How Many Floors to Realize; lazy_daze
AU from the end of It's A Terrible Life, in which Zachariah decides to keep stringing them along a little while longer, because damn if they aren't somewhat entertaining, right?
supernatural  smith_wesson  genre:humor  amnesiac!dean  amnesiac!sam  first-time  5.14  archive:ao3  author:lazy_daze  rating:nc-17  havepdf  challenge:spn_j2_xmas  25-30k  tissie  ~ 
december 2017 by Itsokaydean
17 A.W. (After Winchester); cleflink
Ever since the Deamhanan destroyed the Earth and his dad abandoned him, Sam has spent his life in space, going out with a whimper along with the rest of the human race. When a stranger named Dean tells Sam that he's the key to finding a weapon capable of killing the Deamhanan, Sam gets swept up in a fight he never wanted to be a part of and finds himself far more attracted to Dean than he wants to be. Now he must struggle to find his own destiny and discover the truth about his connection with Dean.
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:sci-fi  pilot!dean  dean!doesnttellhimtheyrebrothers  pining!sam  pining!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  lilbrorec  movieremakes  challenge:spn_cinema  au:space  rating:R  archive:ao3  author:cleflink  havepdf  25-30k  tissie  ~ 
december 2017 by Itsokaydean
Off the Menu; cherie_morte
AU: Jared is an injured kid wandering down the side of the road the first time Jensen meets him. He brings Jared back to Baby's, his father's diner, to help. As they grow up, they become close friends, but just when Jensen is beginning to realize his feelings for Jared may be more than friendly, Jared disappears. Years later, Jared returns to his diner, but he's not alone. Every night, he comes in escorted by a different john, and Jensen quietly aches for the boy he fell in love with
rps  jared_jensen  jared_omc  hooker!jared  protective!jensen  abused!jared  sexuallyabused!jared  friendstolovers  rating:nc-17  havepdf  archive:ao3  tissie  ~  physicallyhurt!jared  challenge:spnmeanttobe  au:hookers  au:cooks  au:regular!joes  emotionallyhurt!jared  emotionallyhurt!jensen  genre:au  genre:angst  author:cherie_morte  25-30k 
june 2017 by Itsokaydean
Business and Pleasure; belyste
Jared’s a philandering CEO and Jensen’s his overworked assistant – that is, until Jared decides he needs to improve his image by having a serious relationship and chooses Jensen to be his fake boyfriend. But Jensen’s a little in love with Jared and Jared has ideas of his own, and pretty soon no one is certain what’s fake and what’s real anymore. Featuring dancing, denial, a lot of inappropriate work behavior, and an infamous office holiday party. (Pdf within too_rational zip)
rps  jared_jensen  first-time  fake!boyfriends  ceo!jared  assistant!jensen  pining!jared  pining!jensen  friendstolovers  cheating!jared  boys!getbacktogether  emotionallyhurt!jensen  author:belyste  havepdf  archive:lj  tissie  ~  genre:angst  genre:humor  genre:au  au:office  25-30k  challenge:harlequin 
april 2017 by Itsokaydean
Garbage; compo67
Jared is a shy, reclusive fourteen year old omega who lives day to day, surviving the best he can. With the encouragement of his school librarian, he reads extra books for fun, preferring to live within the stories he reads instead of his actual living situation. His current book is Mary Renault’s WWII, gay classic, The Charioteer. He is captivated by the relationship between the three central characters—Laurie, Andrew, and Ralph—and the novel becomes integral to his survival. A few weeks before the annual dance, Alpha Detective Jensen Ackles, from the Department of Omega Care, visits the high school and notices Jared by the way he holds his backpack. This seemingly casual observation launches an investigation that irrevocably changes everyone involved—for better and for worse. 
rps  jared_jensen  jared_omc  abused!jared  alpha!jensen  omega!jared  cop!jensen  sexuallyabused!jared  teenager!jared  author:compo67  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  tissie  ~  25-30k  genre:angst  genre:au  au:alpha/beta/omega 
april 2017 by Itsokaydean
The Knuckles of Skinnybone Tree; hansbekhart
John Winchester walks the badlands, lost on the Path of the Dead, when he meets two mysterious men: a pair of hunters chasing the same ghost that he is, who tell him that he's wound up more than twenty years in the future. They promise to get him back to his own time - back to his young children - but refuse to tell him anything about themselves. The three men find themselves entangled with the warring spirits of the land, but John is pursued by nightmares and caught up between the two hunters, who are keeping secrets that John doesn't understand.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  dean_john  timetravel!john  john!findsout  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:hansbekhart  rating:R  tissie  ~  challenge:bigbang  dean!feelsguilty  genre:casefic  25-30k 
march 2017 by Itsokaydean
Actus Reus; pixymisa
Sam and Dean don’t like things to be complicated. After they end the end of the world, they investigate a haunting, the last victim of a brutal serial killer who has turned and started killing victims of her own. But quickly things get complicated. There’s the haunting, which doesn’t seem to follow normal rules, and there’s Sam’s knee, which is healing from a hunt-gone-wrong, and there’s whatever it is – love or family or something else – that’s sitting directly between the Winchester boys.
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:casefic  first-time  post-season5  physicallyhurt!sam  badknee!sam  Protective!Dean  worried!dean  author:pixymisa  archive:lj  havepdf  challenge:bigbang  25-30k  rating:R  tissie  ~ 
march 2017 by Itsokaydean
A Beautiful Beast; anyothergirl415
Burdened by his past, the oh-so-beautiful Jensen isn’t entirely certain how to act when he’s approached by the homeless man that’s been stalking the book store he works in. He learns pretty quickly, however, that like himself, this man is not at all like he might seem.
rps  jared_jensen  genre:hurt_comfort  homeless!jared  bookstoreclerk!jensen  asshole!jensen  pining!jared  pining!jensen  abused!jensen_(past)  genre:au  teacher!jared  rating:nc-17  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:anyothergirl415  25-30k  tissie  ~ 
february 2017 by Itsokaydean
The Last Light I See; pennydrdful
When Jensen wakes up in the hospital, he wakes up confused and alone. There's no family or friends worrying over his bedside, no cards or flowers. The doctor quietly informs him of three things: his name, that he was beaten and mugged, and that he's tested positive for Super. On the long road of recovery from a brutal attack, Jensen slowly starts to piece together what kind of man he was, the kind he wants to be, and why the tall, ridiculously gorgeous gardener seems to hate his guts.
rating:R  author:pennydrdful  paula  archive:ao3  amnesiac!jensen  rps  jared_jensen  au:superheroes  superhero!jared  superhero!jensen  bodyguard!jensen  gardner!jared  powers!jensen  powers!jared  angry!jared  helpless!jensen  sexuallyabused!jensen(past)  abused!jensen_(past)  25-30k  havepdf  ~  boys!getbacktogether  boys!breakup  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:au 
january 2017 by Itsokaydean
On the Cover of a Magazine; selecasharp
Sam and Dean are called in to investigate the mysterious death of a model at a photography studio in Michigan. The only way for them to get in? Pose as models themselves – which is much easier said than done.
supernatural  sam_dean  boys!pretendtobemodels  pining!sam  first-time  author:selecasharp  archive:lj  rating:nc-17  tissie  ~  havepdf  jealous!dean  genre:casefic  genre:humor  25-30k  challenge:bigbang 
january 2017 by Itsokaydean
Redshift; road_rhythm
They're still reeling from Dean's stint in Purgatory, the Trials are tearing them apart, the world hangs in the balance (again)—and Dean wants to get a pool table and have a sex marathon. Of course he does
supernatural  sam_dean  s8  genre:angst  genre:pwp  trials!sam  horny!dean  Protective!Dean  kink:forced!orgasm_(consensual)  jealous!sam  jealous!dean  author:road_rhythm  archive:ao3  havepdf  physicallyhurt!sam  25-30k  challenge:kinkmeme  ~ 
november 2016 by Itsokaydean
Who are you (I really wanna know); eugara
Summary: Tag to It’s a Terrible Life (4x17). Ever since Sam Wesson moved to Ohio, he’s found himself in an exceedingly terrifying series of battles against his own brain—and the attractive man he keeps bumping into with the strikingly green eyes is Sam’s only clue as to why. Meanwhile, Dean Smith’s next promotion is practically in the bag until he starts stumbling over a succession of worrisomely inappropriate outbursts. The cute, but creepy IT guy who keeps leering at him really isn’t helping things either.
supernatural  s4  sam_dean  smith_wesson  genre:angst  pining!sam  angry!dean  pining!dean  archive:ao3  author:eugara  havepdf  rating:nc-17  4.17!coda  25-30k  tissie  ~ 
june 2016 by Itsokaydean
Rules of Engagement; elless18
AU. Jensen really dislikes his boss but when Mr. Padalecki needs his help, Jensen's not in any position to say no. That decision will change everything. The only thing is, Jensen doesn't know if that's a good or bad thing.
jared_jensen  fake!boyfriends  meanboss!jared  longsuffering!jensen  genre:au  office!au  rps  genre:humor  enemiestolovers  rating:nc-17  author:elless18  archive:lj  havepdf  tissie  25-30k  ~ 
january 2016 by Itsokaydean
You And Me, Sand And Sea; sometimesophie
After their plane crashes over the ocean, stranding them on an unfamiliar island, Jared and Jensen have to learn to survive - both the island and each other.
jared_jensen  castaway!jared  castaway!jensen  rps  protective!jared  possessive!jared  author:sometimesophie  rating:nc-17  archive:lj  havepdf  tissie  ~  genre:non-au  actor!jared  actor!jensen  genre:angst  25-30k  physicallyhurt!jensen 
january 2016 by Itsokaydean

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