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+ scratch; Askance
Dean's been fixated on Sam all his life; it's no secret. It's only when Sam abandons him for normalcy that his obsession becomes something darker, more necessary--and incredibly violent. And even when Sam comes home to him, there's no guarantee that Dean will ever be the same.
sam_dean  established!relationship  serialkiller!dean  dean!killssam  suicidal!sam  suicidal!dean  psychopath!dean  tw:suicide  genre:angst  genre:horror  genre:canon_compliant  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:askance  15-20k  +  ~  fandom:supernatural 
february 2019 by Itsokaydean
The Inside Man; Balder12
Post-9.02. Sam and Kevin have both been suffering from memory loss since the Trials ended, and Dean is acting strangely. Sam suspects a supernatural cause, but Kevin's not so sure either one of them has a firm grasp on reality. Or: another way the Ezekiel arc could have played out.
sam&dean  genre:gen  genre:angst  s9  9.02!coda  genre:canon_divergence  gadreel!sam  scared!sam  scared!kevin  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  lying!dean  post-trials!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:balder12  15-20k  challenge:reversebang  ~  fandom:supernatural 
january 2019 by Itsokaydean
Heaven's Just A Sin Away; jeyhawk_fic
The first time Jared saw a ghost, he was seven years old. His older brother Jeff, ever the caring one, dared him to go into the neighborhood haunted house alone, and Jared had never been one to back down on a dare. The house was old and hadn’t been occupied for at least ten years; debris was cluttered in the corners and it smelled like mildew. 
rps  jared_jensen  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:schmoop  genre:au  medium!jared  comapatient!jensen  ghost!jensen  pining!jensen  pining!jared  shy!jared  au:ghosts  au:college  student!jared  student!jensen  archive:lj  havepdf  author:jayhawk  rating:R  challenge:*minor  15-20k  ~ 
october 2018 by Itsokaydean
Redbud Farm; zubeneschamali
When aspiring writer Jared Padalecki wins a competition to be the writer in residence at Jensen Ackles' small farm in southeastern Minnesota, he expects a quiet summer that will lead to establishing himself as a serious writer. What he gets instead might be even better.
rps  genre:schmoop  jared_jensen  genre:au  farmer!jensen  writer!jared  pining!jensen  pining!jared  au:farmers  challenge:reversebang  author:zubeneschamali  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:nc-17  15-20k  ~ 
october 2018 by Itsokaydean
After the End; Liralen
For spn_cinema, a J2 remake of 1991's Defending Your Life. They say true love never dies--but sometimes you may have to die to find it.
rps  jared_jensen  au:afterlife  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:au  genre:schmoop  dead!jared  dead!jensen  challenge:spn_cinema  movieremakes  author:liralen  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  15-20k  ~ 
august 2018 by Itsokaydean
As Simple As This; selecasharp
The boys are stuck at the bunker while Dean heals from the latest hunt. When the injury proves to be too much for Dean to handle without Sam’s help, the enforced closeness brings all their complicated feelings to the surface.
sam_dean  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:angst  boys!breakup  boys!getbacktogether  physicallyhurt!dean  caretaker!sam  worried!sam  angry!sam  guilty!dean  s9  kink:rough!sex  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:selecasharp  15-20k  challenge:reversebang  tissie  ~  fandom:supernatural 
april 2018 by Itsokaydean
Your Brains Are No Match For My Tractorbeam; longsufferingly
AU, based on The Big Bang Theory. Jensen is a socially awkward but happy theoretical physicist, Jared is an aspiring actor, and everyone sucks at relationships pretty damn hard.
rps  jared_jensen  genre:au  genre:humor  genre:schmoop  nerd!jensen  wannabeactor!jared  genius!jensen  awkward!jensen  awkward!jared  pining!jensen  pining!jared  misunderstanding  rating:nc-17  havepdf  author:longsufferingly  15-20k  archive:lj  tissie  ~  challenge:*minor  au:tvseries 
april 2018 by Itsokaydean
What You Should Know; sonofabiscuit77
Jared is a mechanic in a small Texan town with a big secret. Jensen, a Staff Sergeant in the Marine Corps, is that secret.
rps  jared_jensen  mechanic!jared  military!jensen  closeted!boys  genre:au  genre:angst  shy!jared  physicallyhurt!jensen  worried!jared  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:sonofabiscuit77  rating:nc-17  15-20k  tissie  ~ 
march 2018 by Itsokaydean
Nobility's True Badge; cherie_morte
AU: Jared works in a bookshop café, Jensen walks in on the wrong night. And then just keeps walking in.
rps  jared_jensen  genre:humor  genre:au  barista!jared  genre:schmoop  ceo!jensen  pining!jared  pining!jensen  archive:lj  havepdf  15-20k  author:cherie_morte  rating:nc-17  tissie  ~ 
march 2018 by Itsokaydean
Dream a Little Dream of Menagerie; cherie_morte
Jared's got the perfect job. He runs a pet store for his boss Misha—but it's not just any pet store. Misha's Dream a Little Dream of Menagerie is full of creatures most people only ever imagine: tiny lantern dragons, judgmental unicorns, songbirds that sound better than any radio, and even a baby Loch Ness monster. Lately it's been kind of hard to concentrate, however, thanks to the new on-site vet, Jensen, who has everything Jared's perfect man would have…and a serious boyfriend on top of all that.
rps  jared_jensen  jensen_omc  clerk!jared  veterinarian!jensen  pining!jared  pining!jensen  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:cherie_morte  tissie  15-20k  ~  genre:schmoop  genre:au  au:fantasy  au:stores  challenge:reversebang 
february 2018 by Itsokaydean
Care and Feeding; fools_game (foolishgames)
The cat tipped its head back and looked up. “Sam, is that you?” There was a moment, and then the cat nodded slowly, up and down. A clear gesture. “Sam, you cut that out right now. It’s not funny.”
sam_dean  cursed!sam  genre:humor  genre:hurt_comfort  sam!turnsintoacat  Protective!Dean  clueless!john  worried!dean  rating:pg-13  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:fools_game  tissie  ~  15-20k  careandfeeding_verse  fandom:supernatural 
february 2018 by Itsokaydean
Some Girls Are Bigger Than Others; felisblanco
“Seriously, Sam, what the hell? When did you turn into a thirteen year old girl?”

For a moment it looks like Sam’s struggling but then he sticks up his chin and glares at Dean with a look that hasn’t been seen in over a decade. “About five minutes ago,” he snaps and proceeds to cross his arms and glare out the window
sam_dean  cursed!sam  first-time  pining!sam  caretaker!dean  S1  genre:schmoop  genre:humor  archive:ao3  rating:pg-13  author:felisblanco  havepdf  tissie  ~  15-20k  challenge:*minor  fandom:supernatural 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
Behold, A Pale Horse; cherie_morte
AU after 8x23: When Sam fails to complete the third trial, a tear in the barrier between Earth and Hell is created and hellspawn called shadon are unleashed. The only way to bind these creatures and close the gates of Hell is for a sacrifice to be made by the man who chose his own life over completing the trials, and this time, the price is even greater. In order to correct the apocalypse he's released, Sam must kill his soulmate and live with the consequences. After years without Dean, Sam dies on a hunt and thinks he will finally be reunited with his brother in Heaven. But when his reaper appears, it's Dean himself, and he's not as willing to reap Sam as Sam is to be reaped
sam_dean  characterdeath_(temporary)  characterdeath_(dean)  characterdeath_(sam)  death!dean  sam!keepshunting  sam!keepsdying  reaper!dean  suicidal!sam  s8  Protective!Dean  sam!killsdean  post-trials!sam  rating:nc-17  author:cherie_morte  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  ~  physicallyhurt!dean  genre:angst  emotionallyhurt!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!sam  15-20k  challenge:*bang  fandom:supernatural 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
Living on Flood Tides; cherie_morte
AU after 5x22: Sam mysteriously returns from the cage and Dean thinks their problems are solved. Unfortunately, Sam is so shaken from his time in Hell that he can't—won't?—even talk to Dean, and when natural disasters begin to occur as frequently as they did when the Devil was walking the Earth, Dean realizes his brother may have acquired some of the angel's powers without picking up the ability to control them. In order to prevent Sam from hurting anyone, Dean finds a house as far from anything as he can manage and settles there to wait until the day Sam gets better—or until they both get killed by Sam's grace.
sam_dean  genre:angst  established!relationship  postcage!Sam  post-season5  emotionallyhurt!sam  physicallyhurt!sam  abused!sam_(past)  hallucinating!sam  powers!Sam  hallucifer  non-con_(reference)  non-con_(past)  Protective!Dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  tissie  challenge:samdean_otp  15-20k  ~  fandom:supernatural 
august 2017 by Itsokaydean
Do Androids Dream?; cherie_morte
AU: Sam has been training to be a blade runner most of his life, ever since a group of rogue replicants killed his mother in an attempt to kidnap him as a baby. Now he's one of the top officers in the L.A. Police Department's Blade Running Unit, with a reputation for being ruthless when retiring rebellious androids. Problem is: Sam's never been as comfortable killing replicants as he pretends to be; growing up with Dean as his primary caretaker and a valued member of the family has left Sam with a weak spot for androids that he knows might get him killed one day. Knowing that doesn't stop Sam from loving Dean, or from wishing his replicant was as human as he acts. Now he's on the trail of Azazel, the yellow-eyed android responsible for ruining his life, but the closer he gets to retiring Azazel and putting an end to his days as a blade runner, the more he learns that there might be no turning back for him and Dean. (Loosely based on Blade Runner)
genre:au  sam_dean  bladerunner!sam  replicant!sam  android!dean  movieremakes  pining!sam  pining!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  minor!het  author:cherie_morte  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  15-20k  tissie  ~  fandom:supernatural 
june 2017 by Itsokaydean
Charades; bertee
Written for the kink meme prompt: "Jared is a super villain, Jensen's a superhero. They fall in love in their civilian identities, neither of them aware of the other's extracurricular activities. Jared is faced with a choice when his teammates manage to capture and unmask Jensen: his friends and the life he knows or the man he loves."
rps  jared_jensen  superhero!jared  superhero!jensen  superheroes!au  non-con_(attempted)  physicallyhurt!jensen  emotionallyhurt!jared  boys!getbacktogether  boys!breakup  genre:hurt_comfort  secret!identity  genre:au  author:bertee  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  rating:nc-17  15-20k  ~ 
may 2017 by Itsokaydean
Rub me the right way; cherie_morte
"You're a genie and you live in Chad's bong?" Jared asks stupidly. "It's a lamp," the genie replies. "It's a goddamn lamp!"
rps  jared_jensen  genie!jensen  first-kiss  minor!het  genre:humor  genre:schmoop  movieremakes  pining!jensen  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:cherie_morte  rating:pg-13  15-20k  tissie  ~  genie!jensen_verse 
may 2017 by Itsokaydean
Houses Out of Cardboard Boxes; cherie_morte
It's been nine months since Castiel went missing and the baby has Jimmy Novak's eyes. It isn’t hard for Sam to put two and two together.
sam_dean  first-time  genre:kidfic  de-aged!castiel  retired!fromhunting  pining!sam  pining!dean  movieremakes  author:cherie_morte  archive:ao3  rating:pg-13  havepdf  tissie  ~  15-20k  fandom:supernatural 
may 2017 by Itsokaydean
+ Ergonomic; sobrecogimiento
Dean sees an advertisement for Sam's preferred brand of boxers, which claim that they're designed for those well-endowed in the genital area. Following this, Dean spends an inordinate amount of time obsessing over whether Sam's dick is bigger than his, and then just obsessing over Sam's dick.
sam_dean  first-time  genre:humor  kink:manhandling  pining!sam  pining!dean  first-kiss  prank!war  author:sobrecogimiento  rating:nc-17  archive:ao3  havepdf  15-20k  tissie  ~  +  fandom:supernatural 
may 2017 by Itsokaydean
Skin Like Fear; fantamae
Here's the thing: Sam comes back from Hell with a bubble of space around him. He doesn't want to be touched, especially by Dean, and he won't explain. He won't talk about Hell at all, and Dean's going crazy. It's going to take a strange case (and a little magic) in Michigan to break the floodgates, but when Dean finally learns the truth, he might wish that he hadn't...
sam_dean  Sam_Lucifer  tw:non-con_(past)  postcage!Sam  sexuallyabused!sam(past)  tortured!sam  first-time  hallucinating!sam  worried!dean  Protective!Dean  rescuer!dean  author:fantamae  rating:nc-17  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  ~  genre:casefic  genre:angst  emotionallyhurt!sam  15-20k  challenge:samdean_otp  fandom:supernatural 
april 2017 by Itsokaydean
Renovation; De_Nugis
It’s not like Dean never noticed Sam’s hands before. He’d taught Sam to pull a bowstring and a trigger and tighten a lug nut. He’d watched him obsess over his homework night after night, always holding the ballpoint a bit too tight, flesh whitening over his knuckles, as though someone was going to take the pen away. 
sam_dean  established!relationship  S1  s6  post-season6  mute!Salm  broken!sam  boys!moveintogether  retired!fromhunting  postcage!Sam  ptsd!sam  caring!dean  woordworker!dean  firefighter!dean  physicallyhurt!dean  post-heartattack!sam  worried!dean  worried!sam  author:de_nugis  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  renovation_verse  tissie  15-20k  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:domestic  ~  fandom:supernatural 
april 2017 by Itsokaydean
The Paper Asks Nothing; ameliacareful
When Dean is possessed, Sam is frantic that Dean not experience what he knows possession to be like. Dean's experience of possession means not only loosing bodily autonomy but being tortured with his own worst memories and fears.
sam&dean  s12  Possessed!Dean  ptsd!dean  ptsd!sam  hooker!dean  broken!sam  broken!dean  author:ameliacareful  rating:R  15-20k  havepdf  ~  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  genre:gen  genre:angst  fandom:supernatural 
march 2017 by Itsokaydean
Do Roses Know Their Thorns Can Hurt?; homo_pink
Dean needs a new body part and Sam doesn't cope well with any of it. (A very AU!AU borrowing the lovely idea from Time Is on My Side - somewhat Burton inspired and super unserious.)
sam_dean  first-time  immortal!sam  immortal!dean  decaying!sam  decaying!dean  sam!savesdean  sam!givesdeanhiseye  s3  genre:canon_divergence  caretaker!sam  bodyhorror!dean  bodyhorror!sam  pining!sam  author:homo_pink  rating:nc-17  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  ~  challenge:reversebang  15-20k  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  fandom:supernatural 
march 2017 by Itsokaydean
Bargains; marinarusalka
Sam and Dean investigate a missing-person case in North Carolina, and discover that the situation is weird even by Winchester standards.
sam&dean  genre:gen  kidnappedbyfaeries!sam  rescuer!dean  worried!dean  S1  author:marinarusalka  archive:lj  havepdf  15-20k  tissie  ~  genre:casefic  fandom:supernatural 
february 2017 by Itsokaydean
Family Affairs; astri13
 A misunderstanding leads to Jensen adopting the role of fiancé to the currently comatose Jeff Padalecki - Jensen`s unrequited crush. While Jeff`s family welcomes their newest "addition" with open arms, it`s Jeff`s brother Jared who really turns Jensen`s world upside-down. 
rps  jared_jensen  waiter!jensen  funeraldirector!jared  fake!boyfriends  pining!jared  pining!jensen  jensen!pretendstobeengagedw/jeff  misunderstanding  lonely!jensen  author:astri13  archive:lj  rating:pg-13  first-kiss  tissie  ~  genre:au  au:regular!joes  genre:humor  havepdf  15-20k  challenge:*minor 
february 2017 by Itsokaydean
+ Dean Winchester's Rules for the Road; selecasharp
If there's one thing Dean's learned, it's that there are rules you have to follow in order to survive. But while hunting zombies on an island off the coast of Georgia, he's forced to reexamine what might be the (second) most important rule of all. (Based on zombieland)
sam_dean  first-time  s2  pining!sam  pining!dean  author:selecasharp  havepdf  rating:nc-17  archive:lj  tissie  +  ~  movieremakes  genre:zombies!ap  genre:casefic  genre:humor  15-20k  challenge:spn_cinema  fandom:supernatural 
january 2017 by Itsokaydean
Hollowed; AnnaNocturnal
Omegas are second-class citizens, a fact that Jared is used to. But he has a good family, and generally his life isn’t too bad. Until his favorite actor, Jensen Ackles, comes to town. Jared is precariously close to his heat, but he’s got a few days and he’ll be damned if he’s going to pass up the chance to meet his idol. When his heat hits early, the two spend a heated few days together. Jared is heartbroken when he never hears from the Alpha again, and to make matters worse, he’s pregnant. His family disowns him and drops him in an omega work camp. Six years later, Jensen is filming a documentary. He spots a starved omega and child and coaxes/bribes him to tell his story.
rps  jared_jensen  alpha!jensen  omega!jared  asshole!jensen  broken!jared  genre:angst  interned!jared  boys!asparents  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:annanocturnal  rating:nc-17  genre:au  tissie  ~  hollowed_verse  au:alpha/beta/omega  genre:dystopia  15-20k  challenge:kinkmeme 
december 2016 by Itsokaydean
Everything I Want Is Nothing; mickeym
He swore last winter he wasn't going to trick any more, but it's hard to pay the rent on just tending bar.
sam_dean  au:raisedseparately  genre:angst  genre:au  hooker!sam  hunter!dean  bartender!sam  StanfordEra  havepdf  rating:nc-17  archive:lj  author:mickeym  15-20k  ~  fandom:supernatural 
december 2016 by Itsokaydean
And the Rest, As they Say, Is History; raina_at
Struggling actor Jensen takes a job as big-shot movie star Jared Padalecki's dogsitter. And the rest, as they say, is history.
jared_jensen  actor!jared  dogsitter!jensen  first-time  rating:nc-17  author:raina_at  archive:lj  rps  tissie  ~  actor!jensen  havepdf  genre:au  genre:schmoop  15-20k  famous_nonfamous!au 
december 2015 by Itsokaydean
A priori; memphis86
He wakes up half-blind, not able to remember anything. Then Dean Winchester shows up to complicate things.
sam_dean  hurt!sam  genre:angst  protective!dean  amnesiac!sam  worried!dean  archive:lj  author:memphis86  havepdf  15-20k  rating:nc-17  tissie  ~  fandom:supernatural 
july 2015 by Itsokaydean
Moths on the Mirror; fleshflutter
There's something wrong in Red Haven Hospital for the Criminally Insane, but no one's going to listen to a psychopath like Dean Winchester.
sam_dean  physicallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!dean  sexuallyabused!dean  dean_omc  protective!sam  rating:nc-17  author:fleshflutter  istitutionalized!dean  havepdf  rescuer!sam  amnesiac!dean  genre:angst  genre:casefic  archive:lj  tissie  15-20k  ~  fandom:supernatural 
may 2015 by Itsokaydean

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