Itsokaydean + +   93

+ scratch; Askance
Dean's been fixated on Sam all his life; it's no secret. It's only when Sam abandons him for normalcy that his obsession becomes something darker, more necessary--and incredibly violent. And even when Sam comes home to him, there's no guarantee that Dean will ever be the same.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  serialkiller!dean  dean!killssam  suicidal!sam  suicidal!dean  psychopath!dean  tw:suicide  genre:angst  genre:horror  genre:canon_compliant  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:askance  15-20k  +  ~ 
february 2019 by Itsokaydean
+ The Witch Is Dead; dear_tiger
In 1988, three witches in Montana are growing a monster in their garden, and Sam is holiday snack. When Dean and John show up to get him, one witch is killed, and Dean gets a love curse that he keeps secret. As teenagers, Sam and Dean are living in a dying industrial town in Pennsylvania, where they come across a crooked old creature that takes an unusual interest in Dean. As adults, Sam and Dean return to Montana for a hunt and run into the two surviving witches who have been unsuccessfully trying to grow their monster. Dean, still carrying the love spell from the dead witch, is looking like perfect plant feed.
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:angst  genre:casefic  genre:hurt_comfort  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!sam  cursed!dean  rescuer!sam  rescuer!dean  rescuer!john  pre-series  kidnapped!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:dear_tiger  physicallyhurt!dean  30-40k  genre:horror  witch_verse  challenge:bigbang  ~  + 
february 2019 by Itsokaydean
+ Owl of the Waste Places; dear_tiger
The man she named baby boy Hobbenbokken after had been a pile of bones at the bottom of the Pacific for quite some time by then.
supernatural  witch_verse  author:dear_tiger  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  genre:angst  ~  + 
february 2019 by Itsokaydean
+ Above All The Bustle - la_reverenda
A busker and a businessman walk into a sandwich shop. It's a feel-good story. No one dies though someone is dead and someone else is hit by a bus. Late for Christmas but early for Valentine's!
rps  jared_jensen  genre:au  genre:schmoop  accountant!jensen  busker!jared  genre:meet!cute  au:regular!joes  au:office  genre:hurt_comfort  happy!jared  shy!jensen  tired!jensen  emotionallyhurt!jensen  first-kiss  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:la_reverenda  10-15k  +  ~ 
january 2019 by Itsokaydean
+ 29 and hedonistic; mikhale
Where Jensen turns 29, Jared throws a party for him and there's an inappropriate amount of blowjobs and any mentions of it thereof.
rps  jared_jensen  established!relationship  genre:schmoop  genre:pwp  genre:non-au  actor!jared  actor!jensen  birthdayboy!jensen  happy!jared  happy!jensen  smitten!jared  smitten!jensen  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:mikhale  genre:domestic  0-5k  domestic_verse  +  ~ 
january 2019 by Itsokaydean
+ light, refracted; alethialia
What if John hadn’t been the man he was? In fact, what if he’d been just the opposite? How would the boys’ arguments change? The startling thing: they wouldn’t.
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:angst  genre:gen  genre:canon_divergence  genre:horror  pre-series  scion!dean  scion!sam  yed!john  mean!sam  mean!dean  S1  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:alethialia  5-10k  +  ~ 
january 2019 by Itsokaydean
+ True Blue; nasri
It’s between the flicker of her silver plated lighter and Ellen’s first inhale that Dean sees him. His hair is long, longer than their father would have ever allowed it, styled back behind his ears and sun-streaked auburn. Adrenaline tunnels Dean’s vision with each inhale and dulls the sound of Ellen’s voice until all he can think is that Sammy’s childhood wish came true, because he has a solid few inches on Dean in each damn direction.
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:au  thief!dean  undercover!sam  movieremakes  pining!sam  pining!dean  boys!settledown  physicallyhurt!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:nasri  25-30k  ~  + 
november 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ Alcohol and a Can-Do Attitude; BlindSwandive
Sam and Dean are hit with a fuck-each-other-or-die curse, so they handle it the way two straight, totally uninterested-in-each-other-sexually brothers would.
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:humor  cursed!dean  cursed!sam  witches!madeemdoit  kink:fuck-or-die  genre:pwp  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:blindswandive  challenge:spn_masquerade  5-10k  +  ~ 
october 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ Here at the End of All Things; ratherastory
Dean's constant drinking comes back to bite him in the ass when he does something he actually has good cause to feel guilty about for once: he drives under the influence and very nearly runs over a child. But the child is lucky: Sam pushed him/her out of the way.
supernatural  sam&dean  characterdeath_(sam)  dean!killssam  dean!feelsguilty  Protective!Sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  alcoholic!dean  ghost!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:ratherastory  0-5k  challenge:sharp_teeth  genre:angst  genre:gen  ~  + 
august 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ Close Your Eyes; kcscribbler
Dean goes through with it and kills Sam, and Death puts him…not in outer space, exactly. Somewhere more like a cage. Meanwhile, Sam's up in Heaven trying to find Bobby and gather allies to break Dean out of wherever Death put him. (In other words: Silly Death. As if being dead will stop Sam Winchester from looking for his brother.)
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:gen  s10  moc!dean  pre-series  Protective!Dean  dean!killssam  characterdeath_(sam)  characterdeath_(dean)  rescuer!sam  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  author:kcscribbler  challenge:summergen  0-5k  ~  + 
june 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ That seven-letter word; mikhale
They're huddled on the bed, looking at the folded newspaper in Sam's hands.

What's a seven-letter word for 'annoying'?


That's not even seven letters.

Sure it is. S-A-M-M-Y-J-W. 
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  genre:schmoop  genre:pwp  smitten!dean  smitten!sam  archive:lj  author:mikhale  havepdf  rating:nc-17  0-5k  ~  + 
june 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ Suave & Complicated; OldToadWoman
Everyone loves a good sex pollen fuck-or-die story, right? Love potions, fertility rituals, the-demons-made-them-do-it and whatnot. But what if nothing forced them? What if they discovered a magic ritual that was really useful, but not even exactly necessary, and all Sam and Dean had to do was just kiss? And what if that still changed everything?
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  first-kiss  genre:humor  genre:casefic  pining!sam  pining!dean  truelove!stone  kink:manhandling  kink:rimming  kink:masturbation  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:oldtoadwoman  50-60k  post-season10  ~  +  minor!het  genre:slowburn  oblivious!dean 
june 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ No such thing as Forgiveness; hellhoundsprey
Au where Sam makes it to his interview, becomes an amazing lawyer and finds out that his next case is against a man who was charged with several counts of murder and credit card theft and on the court day Dean walks in with handcuffs on and a shit eating grin on his face.
supernatural  sam_dean  Sam_Jess  cheating!sam  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:au  lawyer!sam  dean!comesback  scared!sam  pining!dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:hellhoundsprey  rating:nc-17  kink:manhandling  established!relationship  kink:d/s_(undertones)  ~  5-10k  +  kink:orgasm_delay 
june 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ Captured by the Game; rivkat
AU. Azazel has given his favorite son a task: worm his way into the confidence of a hunter. It sounds simple, but Dean Winchester just might be more than Sam can handle.
supernatural  sam_dean  au:raisedseparately  evil!sam  oblivious!dean  pining!sam  pining!dean  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:canon_divergence  S1  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:rivkat  rating:nc-17  ~  +  physicallyhurt!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  emotionallyhurt!sam  50-60k 
may 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ The Night Goes By; BlueNeutrino
It's a long night when Sam and Dean first arrive at the prison, separated from each other to be strip searched, manhandled and humiliated before being thrown into cramped concrete cells. The nights that follow are longer.
supernatural  sam&dean  12.09!coda  imprisoned!dean  imprisoned!sam  humiliated!dean  genre:angst  genre:gen  non-con_(attempted)  sexuallyabused!dean  physicallyhurt!dean  sick!Dean  emotionallyhurt!dean  worried!dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:blueneutrino  Protective!Dean  challenge:*bang  5-10k  s12  tissie  ~  + 
april 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ Conversations With The Dead; Lennelle
Sometimes, a parent might tuck in their child at night and find an empty bed in the morning. In 1996, Sam Winchester vanished in an empty room. He reappeared two months later with missing hair, bruises and vacant eyes. By 2000, Dean Winchester is a hunter in his own right. He travels to Minnesota where his brother now lives with Pastor Jim, a long-time friend of their father's. The thing is, John Winchester recently went into the house that ruined his youngest son and he never came back out. Thing is, Sam is the only person who knows what's in the house. Thing is, Sam Winchester hasn't spoken in four years.
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:gen  paula  genre:angst  genre:horror  traumatized!sam  mute!Sam  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  kidnapped!sam  pre-series  john!disappears  sam!disappears  author:lennelle  rating:R  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  25-30k  ~  +  genre:casefic 
march 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ Come lay bones on the alabaster stones; caranfindel
A season 7 AU that takes place after Sam gets his memories of Hell back. At night, Sam dreams of being tortured in Hell. During the day, his dreams start coming true, except they're happening to other people.
supernatural  sam&dean  hallucifer  genre:horror  genre:angst  bodyhorror!sam  brokenwall!sam  dean!losesit  tortured!sam  torturer!dean  characterdeath_(minor)  self-sacrificing!sam  s7  genre:canon_divergence  archive:ao3  rating:nc-17  author:caranfindel  10-15k  tissie  challenge:*bang  ~  + 
march 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ To the Stars and Back; cleflink
90% of the human race thinks the Solar System is an alien free zone. They're all wrong, but luckily there are people around who make sure that what they don't known can't hurt them. Jensen was one of these people until his job got axed, but he and his Earth boyfriend, Jared, are about to have the chance to change that. Question is, how will a relationship based primarily on clever banter and really hot sex fare when they're dealing with a conspiracy that threatens the safety of the entire world?
rps  jared_jensen  established!relationship  spy!jared  spy!jensen  genre:humor  genre:hurt_comfort  jealous!jared  secret!identity  secretagent!jared  secretagent!jensen  boys!savetheworld  physicallyhurt!jensen  physicallyhurt!jared  undercover!jared  undercover!jensen  author:cleflink  rating:nc-17  50-60k  archive:lj  havepdf  stars_verse  tissie  ~  genre:au  au:spies  +  challenge:bigbang  genre:sci-fi 
march 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ The Time Dean was Sam's Girlfriend; fleshflutter
Birthday wishes are special things. They're a form of magic generally dismissed even by the most open-minded of people. Those same people that regularly check their horoscope – or in some cases, hunt the unquiet dead – will laugh off the suggestion that a wish made on the anniversary of one's entry to the world has any power beyond that of a wish made any other day of the year. 
supernatural  sam_dean  Sam_Jess  bodyswapped!dean  bodyswapped!jess  pining!sam  pining!dean  genre:humor  pre-series  author:fleshflutter  10-15k  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  tissie  ~  + 
march 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ Back Seat Driver; debbiel66
John Winchester is back from the dead, and he and the boys are finally on the road again, but they are a long way from knowing where they are going
supernatural  sam&dean  resurrected!john  angry!dean  guilty!dean  guilty!sam  guilty!John  Protective!Dean  greatwallofsam  sick!Dean  archive:lj  havepdf  author:debbiel66  rating:pg-13  5-10k  tissie  ~  +  resurrected!john_verse 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ Killing Time; debbiel66
After his own unlikely resurrection, John desperately tries to find out what happened while he was gone, despite the fact that Sam and Dean have secrets they are determined to keep. But nobody is better at chipping away at a wall than John Winchester
supernatural  sam&dean  resurrected!john  angry!dean  greatwallofsam  seizure!sam  physicallyhurt!sam  pushy!john  rating:pg-13  author:debbiel66  archive:lj  havepdf  tissie  ~  +  5-10k  resurrected!john_verse  Protective!Dean  Protective!Sam 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ Clean Slate; debbiel66
After his own unlikely resurrection, John Winchester is bound and determined to find his boys. But he soon finds that death isn’t the clean slate it pretends to be
supernatural  sam&dean  resurrected!john  genre:gen  angry!bobby  angry!dean  greatwallofsam  physicallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!sam  archive:lj  havepdf  author:debbiel66  rating:pg-13  tissie  lilbrorec  5-10k  ~  +  resurrected!john_verse 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ Where You Want To Go; keep_waking_up
Everyone wanted to be the Alice. To have a chance to spend a year in Wonderland and potentially save their kingdom. If they were the True Alice, then they would be able to stay in Wonderland forever. If not, at the end of a year, the Jabberwock would devour them whole. Jensen never expected to be chosen to be the Alice. But he was. And even as he tries to fit in to his new role, he begins to feel all is not quite right in Wonderland. One overheard conversation will lead him down a twisting path in search of the truth. He'll have to deal with the flirty Queen of Hearts Danneel, the baffling Caterpillar Misha, as well as his reluctant partner in crime, the surly Cheshire Cat Jared, who Jensen just might have feelings for.
rps  jared_jensen  cheshirecat!jared  notalice!jensen  boys!uncoveranevilplot  movieremakes  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:keep_waking_up  first-time  enemiestolovers  rating:R  tissie  ~  +  20-25k  genre:au  au:fantasy 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ Two Queens; belyste
 Dean tries to figure out why so many people think he and Sam are a couple. The answer is…surprising
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:humor  freakedout!dean  freakedout!sam  pining!sam  pining!dean  worried!sam  author:belyste  havepdf  archive:lj  tissie  ~  +  5-10k  rating:nc-17 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ To Hell and Back; ashtraythief
It is said that if a demon steals an angel from heaven he’ll gain immense power. Jared is a demon who doesn’t fit in and when he finds a spell to open a passage to heaven, he thinks he’s found a solution to all his problems: angel power. But Jensen, the angel he takes, is not at all what he expected a celestial being to be like and things don’t go as planned. At all. In the ensuing chaos, Jared and Jensen have to form a strained alliance to survive and embark on a dangerous journey through the deepest pits of hell to flee from Jared’s rivals and all the other demons jonesing for angel blood.
rps  jared_jensen  demon!jared  angel!jensen  jared!kidnapsjensen  kidnapped!jensen  grumpy!jensen  dorky!jared  boys!dontfit  first-kiss  enemiestolovers  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:ashtraythief  tissie  ~  +  genre:au  genre:humor  genre:hurt_comfort  au:afterlife  25-30k 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ The Puzzle; felisblanco
As they start filming and working together, Jared realizes Danneel’s prediction was right. He and Jensen do hit it off. Sure Jensen is quirky and sometimes (okay, a lot of times) uncomfortably direct to the point of being rude. But once Jared figures out Jensen isn’t actually mean as much as he’s just a little clueless (and mostly unconcerned) about the rules of social interactions, it stops bothering him.
rps  jared_jensen  actor!jared  actor!jensen  asperger!jensen  genre:non-au  emotionallyhurt!jared  emotionallyhurt!jensen  misunderstanding  smitten!jared  smitten!jensen  author:felisblanco  rating:nc-17  archive:ao3  havepdf  30-40k  ~  + 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ the lost boys; henchgirl
”So,” Sam says, ”how long is 'a few days', Dad?”

He can't help the pointed emphasis on Dad, falling into old patterns oh so very quickly, but John doesn't rise to the bait. It bugs him, that maybe in these years his Dad has changed more than he has.

”Six...maybe seven. Months.”

And maybe he hasn't.
supernatural  gen  kidnapped!dean  kidnappedbyfaeries!dean  angst  S1  rating:pg-13  archive:lj  author:henchgirl  havepdf  tissie  ~  +  nicnivin_verse 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ midsummer night's dream (a fragment); henchgirl
It is Midsummer's Eve. The woods are filled with exuberant birds so caught up in singing that they refuse to go to sleep, the air is crystal clear and honey sweet, and he has a party to attend.
supernatural  genre:gen  kidnapped!dean  kidnappedbyfaeries!dean  archive:lj  genre:angst  pre-series  StanfordEra  author:henchgirl  rating:pg-13  havepdf  0-5k  tissie  ~  +  nicnivin_verse 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ This is Ourselves (Under Pressure); clex_monkie89
After Nightshifter, Sam and Dean hit the road. What follows is three months of fear and frustration with the FBI hot on their heels, trying to avoid the long arm of the law while still continuing to work. It's not easy; being on the run doesn't leave much time for breathing, never mind sleep, sex or any much-needed downtime.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  boys!ontherun  worried!sam  worried!dean  s2  author:clex_monkie89  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  ~  kink:manhandling  kink:somnophilia  +  rating:nc-17  25-30k  challenge:bigbang  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ Gnaw; road_rhythm
Everything that happened before they got here has taken on an unreal quality, such that Sam's no longer really sure how much of it to trust. The Biography of Sam Winchester seems pretty dubious: born, mother killed by supernatural entity, raised in car, commenced fucking brother, locked in box by father. Like. What. So there's that.
supernatural  sam_dean  pre-series  sensorydeprived!sam  sensorydeprived!dean  neglectful!john  abused!sam  abused!dean  buriedalive!dean  buriedalive!sam  hardass!john  rating:nc-17  archive:ao3  angry!dean  angry!sam  author:road_rhythm  havepdf  tissie  ~  starved!dean  starved!sam  kink:bloodplay  genre:angst  +  tw:dub-con  25-30k 
june 2017 by Itsokaydean
+ Ergonomic; sobrecogimiento
Dean sees an advertisement for Sam's preferred brand of boxers, which claim that they're designed for those well-endowed in the genital area. Following this, Dean spends an inordinate amount of time obsessing over whether Sam's dick is bigger than his, and then just obsessing over Sam's dick.
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  genre:humor  kink:manhandling  pining!sam  pining!dean  first-kiss  prank!war  author:sobrecogimiento  rating:nc-17  archive:ao3  havepdf  15-20k  tissie  ~  + 
may 2017 by Itsokaydean
+ The Common Fate of All; gretazreta
Dean Winchester works in insurance: brought up in foster care, he's never hunted, never fired a gun, and never owned a car. Then, one day, he meets a guy called Sam.
supernatural  sam_dean  amnesiac!dean  inhell!dean  bamf!sam  rescuer!sam  altered!reality  author:gretazreta  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  ~  +  post-season3  sam!savesdean  rating:R  10-15k  challenge:*minor  genre:angst 
february 2017 by Itsokaydean
+ Full Service Firm; rivkat
Jensen's ego is stinging four weeks after being dumped by his long time boyfriend. He's been turning down guys left and right because, while he wouldn't mind some nice, no-strings-attached sex, he's more than a little scared of any kind of rejection. Enter the hot guy in the expensive suit who's been drinking the bar's best all night. Jensen nearly swallows his tongue when hot guy sidles up and says he'll pay double Jensen's going rate if he agrees to leave right the fuck now. Jensen's more than a little peeved that the guy thinks he's a hooker, but when he names an outrageous price off the top of his head, and the guy agrees without blinking an eye, he feels all his insecurities vanish. At least until a few months later when he realizes he may be in love with his one and only regular.
rps  jared_jensen  lawyer!jared  lawyer!jensen  mistakenforahooker!jared  au:lawyers  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:rivkat  ~  +  fullservicefirm_verse  rating:nc-17  tissie  genre:angst  genre:humor  genre:au  10-15k 
february 2017 by Itsokaydean
+ Reanimated; tigbit
In which Jared manages real estate in Heaven and Jensen works as Hell’s attorney in Death Trials. Extreme ambiguity and a distinct lack of beer push Jared to accept a different kind of job in a hotter, more southern locale. The boys meet. Hi-jinks and grocery-stealing in Hell ensue. Featuring saints on book tours, love on trial, after-life bureaucracy, and sin. Surprisingly not as cracktastic as it sounds.
rps  jared_jensen  angel!jared  angry!jensen  au:afterlife  author:tigbit  rating:R  havepdf  archive:ao3  tissie  ~  +  demonlawyer!jensen  genre:humor  genre:au  80-90k  challenge:bigbang 
february 2017 by Itsokaydean
+ Courting Death; theproblematique
Sam Winchester lived the first six months of his life in a happy family; the next twelve years as John Winchester's only son, and the last decade as an orphan. He's supposed to die at twenty-two trying to save the woman he loves from a fire, because he doesn't have a brother to pull him back. But the night Sam meets his Reaper he discovers that Death is overly fond of pop-culture references, too beautiful to be real, and reluctant to kill him.
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  reaper!dean  huntingalone!sam  raisedseparately  archive:ao3  rating:nc-17  pining!sam  pining!dean  author:theproblematique  havepdf  tissie  ~  +  genre:slowburn  genre:canon_divergence  genre:hurt_comfort  50-60k  challenge:bigbang 
january 2017 by Itsokaydean
+ Dean Winchester's Rules for the Road; selecasharp
If there's one thing Dean's learned, it's that there are rules you have to follow in order to survive. But while hunting zombies on an island off the coast of Georgia, he's forced to reexamine what might be the (second) most important rule of all. (Based on zombieland)
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  s2  pining!sam  pining!dean  author:selecasharp  havepdf  rating:nc-17  archive:lj  tissie  +  ~  movieremakes  genre:zombies!ap  genre:casefic  genre:humor  15-20k  challenge:spn_cinema 
january 2017 by Itsokaydean
+ Luna De Miel; theproblematique
Supernatural Agents Sam and Dean Winchester are sent to investigate a prominent law firm with suspected werewolf activity. It's supposed to be an easy case since Sam's new to the job, and Dean has been assured that they are just doing reconnaissance. The first complication is the senior partner's assumption that they are married, not related. The second is that they know jack squat about navigating office politics. The third is that werewolves may not be the only supernatural creatures here. And the fourth... is the same as the first; Dean just feels that it bears repeating.
supernatural  sam_dean  fake!domestic  fake!boyfriends  agent!dean  agent!sam  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:theproblematique  tissie  ~  +  recced  genre:casefic  genre:humor  genre:angst  genre:au  50-60k  challenge:bigbang  au:agents 
january 2017 by Itsokaydean
+ Flesh on Bone; honeylocusttree
Dean paws at his face with his left hand, the ruined stumps of two missing fingers leaving rust-colored trails down his cheek. Sam grabs at his wrist, forces it away, and down. He dabs at the blistered skin at the corner of his brother’s mouth with an alcohol-damp cotton ball. Dean doesn’t move or even really register the touch. He blinks at odd intervals, and occasional tears leak from one eye or the other, and drip unacknowledged from the base of his jaw.
supernatural  sam&dean  postpurgatory!dean  bodyhorror!dean  amputee!dean  caretaker!sam  havepdf  author:honeylocusttree  rating:pg-13  challenge:hoodie_time  archive:ao3  tissie  ~  +  post-season8  genre:gen  genre:horror  0-5k 
december 2016 by Itsokaydean
+ Bottoms Up; broadwriting
There are things Jared knows. Jensen isn't one of them.  (Not au where jensen is cocky and jared a bit slow on the uptake)
jared_jensen  rps  smartass!jensen  clueless!jared  pining!jared  pining!jensen  cocky!jensen  rating:nc-17  author:broadwriting  archive:lj  tissie  +  ~  havepdf  genre:non-au  actor!jared  actor!jensen  genre:schmoop  genre:humor  5-10k 
november 2016 by Itsokaydean
+ Bachelor buttons; nutkin
Your heart is a neighborhood and the crime rate is going up (Jared gets married to Sandy. Jensen is still a friend with benefits)
rps  genre:angst  jared_jensen  jared_sandy  jared!getsmarried  cheating!jared  closeted!boys  genre:non-au  archive:ao3  second!pov  author:nutkin  0-5k  rating:nc-17  archive:lj  +  tissie  ~  havepdf  actor!jared  actor!jensen 
november 2016 by Itsokaydean
+ Two Steps to the Left; cards_slash
 Dean came back from hell (oh boy did he ever) a little different than he went. Now he’s got an angel after him and all he wants is for that stupid bitch to leave his brother alone.
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  demon!dean  post-hell!dean  rating:r  author:cards_slash  s4  tissie  ~  +  archive:lj  havepdf  10-15k  genre:angst  genre:horror 
october 2016 by Itsokaydean
+ Where the Road Ends; destina
 Post-apocalypse, Sam and Dean find themselves wrapped up in each other, and with no particular place to go.
supernatural  sam_dean  schmoop  post-season5  domestic  future!fic  author:destina  archive:lj  havepdf  tissie  first-time  +  ~ 
october 2016 by Itsokaydean
+ Under Hill; astolat
"Can't we just kill a bunch of elves without having to talk about our feelings?" Dean said.
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  amnesiac!dean  amnesiac!sam  genre:casefic  genre:humor  ~  +  author:astolat  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  rating:nc-17  freakedout!dean  freakedout!sam  5-10k 
october 2016 by Itsokaydean
+ The Truth In The Lie; flawedamythyst
Sam and Dean pretend to be gay lovers while they hunt a monster on a bus tour of Nova Scotia. (Part 1 of a verse)
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  genre:casefic  genre:humor  author:flawedamythyst  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  fake!boyfriends  tissie  60-70k  +  ~  truthinthelie_verse 
october 2016 by Itsokaydean
+ From the Desk of Dantalion; buffyaddict13
Dantalion, a rather chatty demon, goes to earth on business. It seems those Winchester Boys are causing a bit of trouble for the Great Duke and his minions
supernatural  genre:gen  genre:humor  genre:angst  sam&dean  outsider!pov  characterdeath_(dean)  physicallyhurt!sam  characterdeath_(john)  +  author:buffyaddict13  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:pg-13  0-5k  challenge:*minor  ~ 
october 2016 by Itsokaydean
+ 491; Askance
The Rattlesnake 24-Hour Dine-In isn't in Rattlesnake or Shiprock or anywhere, really. It just sits on the highway, sinking on its far end, an oven in the daytime and a steel box at night, rarely-traveled and barely-loved. The food is just short of nothing special and the service about as slow as it comes. But Dean liked it the first time they drove through, so they keep coming back.
supernatural  genre:gen  genre:angst  sam&dean  characterdeath_(sam)  characterdeath_(implied)  characterdeath_(dean)  ghost!dean  suicidal!sam  depressed!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  +  rating:g  author:askance  ~  tissie  0-5k  challenge:summergen 
september 2016 by Itsokaydean
+ Promise me; sytaxia
Dean dies on a hunt while Sam is at Stanford. His unfinished business is taking care of Sam, and his ghost shows up at Stanford. Sam doesn't realize at first that Dean is dead, but in the end has to convince him to let him go.
supernatural  genre:gen  genre:angst  sam&dean  s1  ghost!dean  characterdeath_(dean)  protective!dean  haunted!sam  archive:lj  +  author:sytaxia  rating:pg-13  needspdf  0-5k  challenge:hoodie_time  ~ 
june 2016 by Itsokaydean
+ Last day on earth; candle_beck
A list of things to do if you only have one day to live, presented in inconvenient non-list form.
supernatural  sam_dean  scared!sam  scared!dean  freakedout!dean  freakedout!sam  genre:hurt_comfort  first-time  author:candle_beck  archive:ao3  havepdf  10-15k  rating:nc-17  tissie  ~  + 
may 2016 by Itsokaydean
+ No choice in the matter; stripysock
Bonded to someone he loathes, Jared has to navigate a path he never expected to follow, and to fight against something he has no choice in. Sequel to Intolerable Cruelty
alpha!jensen  omega!jared  forcedtomate!jensen  forcedtomate!jared  challenge:kinkmeme  enemiestolovers  hate!sex  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:stripysock  rating:nc-17  worldwithoutchoices_verse  +  tissie  ~  jared_jensen  genre:au  rps  au:office  au:alpha/beta/omega  30-40k 
may 2016 by Itsokaydean
+ Intolerable cruelty; stripysock
Jensen and Jared are co-workers at a large company, and they cannot stand one another. When something goes wrong with a heat suppressant though, it looks like they'll have no choice but to fuck each other despite that loathing, and accept all the consequences. It really doesn't mean they have to like it. No mpreg. (pt 1)
rps  hate!sex  alpha!jensen  omega!jared  enemiestolovers  forcedtomate!jared  forcedtomate!jensen  rating:nc-17  challenge:kinkmeme  archive:ao3  author:stripysock  havepdf  +  tissie  ~  jared_jensen  genre:au  0-5k  worldwithoutchoices_verse  au:alpha/beta/omega  au:office 
may 2016 by Itsokaydean
+ Prairie Wind; honeylocusttree
"Sam and Dean have been on high-alert and in a high-stress position for years now. When the war is over, Sam insists they take a vacation/consider stopping hunting altogether. They're both having issues, but while for Sam the quiet-time is used for reflecting/rediscovering himself, for Dean with his life-long avoidance issues, not being in the high-alert state is initially nothing less than terrifying. When he suddenly has free time to kill, he crashes, gets sick and can't shake it. (I'm thinking like a cold/flu that turns into pneumonia or something, but whatever you want would work.) Lots of feverish!Dean, of course, angst, and I'd love me some PTSD!Dean or mental-illness!Dean too." (also on
supernatural  genre:gen  sam&dean  depressed!dean  ptsd!dean  worried!sam  angry!sam  protective!sam  genre:angst  author:honeylocusttree  +  selfharm!dean  rating:pg-13  havepdf  archive:ao3  0-5k  archive:lj  tissie  ~ 
april 2016 by Itsokaydean
+ Dioscouri; monster_of_hope
Someone slips Dean a love potion. Sam distracts him with romantic comedies.
sam_dean  first-time  cursed!dean  cursed!sam  humor  schmoop  archive:lj  supernatural  author:monster_of_hope  rating:nc-17  havepdf  +  tissie  ~  s2 
april 2016 by Itsokaydean
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