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Harry/Louis, tattoos au, fluff/angst, TRIGGERS: possibly homophobia, internalised/social homophobia
"what if tattoos just randomly appeared on our skin at key points in our lives and we had to figure out what they meant for ourselves"

I'd really like an universe where this is normal. Some have more tattoos than others,(like Zayn and Harry (Ed)) and some have fewer (like Niall.)

It'd be really fun to get some explanations for the tattoos. Like the first time Harry met Louis the "hi" appeared and Harry knew he had met an important person etc. As much canon as possible regarding the tattoos of everyone. And maybe a High School/Uni au of some sort.

Maybe the tattoos kind of decides who are the popular kids in school or Niall starts to get a bit worried because he's 16/17 and he doesn't have a single one except his screw. But Zayn is freaking more out about it than he is, because well, it's Niall, he's pretty chill.

I'm open for Ziall/Ziam/Zouis/ side pairings or any other you find fit! And it would be really fun if Nick (Tomlinshaw <3), Aiden, Matt, Greg James, the girfriends etc. showed up! A proper school au :)

(Make it as angsty as you want, personally I'm up for anything.)
That quote just really hit me and it would be so fascinating to read.
Harry/Louis  AU  Tattoos  Filled  Incomplete  Homophobia 
march 2013 by 1Dkinkmeme
andy/harry: internalized homosexuality, hate-sex TW: homophobia, homophobic slurs, bullying, dub-con
au (highschool maybe?) where liam's best friend andy is kind of a huge homophobic asshole, especially to openly affectionate (but surprisingly platonic) best friends harry and louis

he's always calling them "fairies" and shoving them around, making lewd jokes with the rest of his douchey friends whenever liam's not there. harry and louis try their best to ignore him but more often than not they fight back

what nobody knows is that every night andy's haunted by dreams of harry, of them kissing and touching and him pressing gently into harry and harry with shining eyes loving him and smiling at him. he always wakes up hard and alone, disgusted and angry all at once

anyway, at a party at liam's , he gets mindblowingly drunk and finds an equally drunk harry in the bathroom. after his usual round of disgusting bigoted slurs, andy comes onto harry. harry freaks out and tries to push andy off and they scuffle a bit, but then they end up having really rough, dub-con sex in the bathroom

(andy will never admit this, but he always imagined their "first time" in a bed, not in a rank toilet, not drunk beyond belief and him leaving angry bruises all along harry's body)

the next morning, harry makes it clear that last night was a mistake and that andy is still a huge fucking douche bag and andy is kind of heart broken? but because he would never show that to harry and bc he's still a huge fucking douche bag he accuses harry of raping him or putting something in his drink and harry just rolls his eyes and is like w/e

after that idk what happens


just take the whole andy/harry hate-sex premise and run with it y/n?
Harry/Other  AU  HighSchoolAU  Homophobia  Denial  Unfilled  ClaimedPrompt  AngrySex 
january 2013 by 1Dkinkmeme
OT5 - Violence, School AU
Can someone make a fic where the boys are in school and they're their own clique and they're isolated from everyone else because they're all each other will ever need so they shut out anyone who tries to infiltrate their group. And when someone fucks with Niall or Harry because they're the smallest/most innocent looking ones to outsiders (and because there are rumors that the boys are all together so the idiot jock guys think they need to show Harry and Niall, 'The little twinks,' a lesson), Harry and Niall show that they're actually pretty scrappy and they throw a few good punches and get the hell out of there because even if they're good at fighting, they still can't take on six boys at once. Then when the other boys find out who gave Niall the split lip and Harry the bruised jaw, they all go after the boys and make sure they'll never mess with their boys ever again.

I'm just craving some OT5 and also some badass fic right now.
OT5  AU  Violence  Homophobia  UniAU  Filled  Completed  Long  Protective 
january 2013 by 1Dkinkmeme
Harry/Louis, Height of Fame, Warnings: Homophobia, Abuse, Rape
Ever notice how Louis NEVER mentions his dad? I would like to see a prompt where his dad was abusive/homophobic towards him growing up because he knew his son was gay, and basically tried to "beat" the gay out of him, verbal slurs, rape, ect. Louis never said anything to his mum b/c his dad threatened to hurt his sisters if he did. But one day his mum walks in on a beating and flash forward to the divorce, ect.

Present day Louis never told anyone outside of his family, & then his dad shows up again out of know where demanding money, being abusive, whatever. Story ended with the abuse/harassment getting so out of hand, that Louis is forced to tell not only his security but all the boys. Cue lots of angst on Louis part, and then made better with fluff/comfort & kisses by Harry (and other boys can comfort as friends if wanted).

Bonus points for Louis trying to hide everything again, but it starts to emotionally break him down.
Homophobia  PastAbuse  Non-Con  Louis  Louis/Everyone  OT5  Filled  Completed 
december 2012 by 1Dkinkmeme
Liam/Zayn or Liam/Louis, Brokeback Mountain AU: TRIGGER: homophobia(?)
Where Liam and Zayn/Louis live in the 60s, and are commissioned to herd sheep up on Brokeback Mountain. If you're familiar with the story, Zayn(or Louis) is Jack (the talkative and proud ex-rodeo one) and Liam is Ennis (The one that hardly ever talks and is insecure, but is more macho). This is quite sad, but I just NEED unrequited feelings/hiding from and fighting society (and tent sex? too much to ask?) Just, lots of angst and somewhat unwelcome and unresolved feelings. Oh, and cowboy hats and boots, please :) Sorry, I'll go isolate myself from society again.
Liam/Zayn  Liam/Louis  MovieBasedAU  AU  Unfilled  Homophobia 
november 2012 by 1Dkinkmeme
liam/zayn AU
warnings: bullying, homophobia, racial slurs

liam and andy have been best friends since they were small children. in high school, they're one of the most well known and popular people. they're complete opposites, liam is the biggest sweetheart while andy is pretty much a jerk to anyone that's not liam. zayn is the new kid who's really quiet and likes to keep to himself. liam befriends him and they instantly hit it off and become really close. andy doesn't like zayn and feels as if something is wrong. andy finds out that zayn is in love with liam and decides to torment zayn. andy, and sometimes his other friends, harass and torment zayn because they were able to force that zayn was in love with liam out of zayn. they say liam will never love him, they make slurs about his race and religion and the fact that he's gay. they just continue to make zayn feel worse and worse about himself and liam never finds out and zayn never tells him.

i'm not really what should happen to end all this but i want a happy ending where zayn finds out that liam feels the same. :)
Liam/Zayn  Underage  HighSchoolAU  Homophobia  Abuse  Unfilled  AU 
november 2012 by 1Dkinkmeme
Liam/Zayn, trigger: homophobia, underage: overprotective parents
Liam lives in a small town where most everyone is homophobic. His parents go on about how sinful and wrong it is to be gay, and his dad sometimes threatens him and is generally emotionally abusive. School is no better, even though Liam hasn't come out. He goes into the city one day, and sees Zayn at the city's Uni one day. Zayn doesn't date and only hooks up with people, but gives Liam his number and dorm address for fun. The unexpected happens, and Liam starts visiting Zayn in the city to get away from his crap life, even if it's just for sex. Slowly, though, Zayn learns more about Liam and the shit he goes through, and predictably falls for him. Cue angry!Zayn trying to defend Liam from the homophobia and his bad parents, and pining!Liam who wants a relationship with Zayn, but knows it's probably hopeless. Turns out it's not.
Liam/Zayn  Homophobia  AU  Filled 
november 2012 by 1Dkinkmeme
Harry/Louis highschool!AU
Harry and Louis are in high school, and harry has been bullying and beating Louis up for years now. Secretly though, he has a crush on Louis and is just afraid to admit it.

Can I have a 5 times Harry beat Louis up to hide his feelings, and the one time he confessed to Louis.
Harry/Louis  AU  Abuse  Homophobia  Denial  FiveTimes  Filled  Incomplete  HighSchoolAU 
november 2012 by 1Dkinkmeme
Harry/Louis, Height of Fame, Warnings: Homophobia, Abuse, Rape
Ever notice how Louis NEVER mentions his dad? I would like to see a prompt where his dad was abusive/homophobic towards him growing up because he knew his son was gay, and basically tried to "beat" the gay out of him, verbal slurs, rape, ect. Louis never said anything to his mum b/c his dad threatened to hurt his sisters if he did. But one day his mum walks in on a beating and flash forward to the divorce, ect.

Present day Louis never told anyone outside of his family, & then his dad shows up again out of know where demanding money, being abusive, whatever. Story ended with the abuse/harassment getting so out of hand, that Louis is forced to tell not only his security but all the boys. Cue lots of angst on Louis part, and then made better with fluff/comfort & kisses by Harry (and other boys can comfort as friends if wanted).

Bonus points for Louis trying to hide everything again, but it starts to emotionally break him down.
Harry/Louis  Homophobia  Abuse  Non-Con  Angst  Fluff  Hurt/Comfort  Unfilled 
november 2012 by 1Dkinkmeme
Louis/OMC + Harry. First Time, Dirty Talk (trigger warning for internalized homophobia)
Harry thinks (knows) that Louis is gay but is in denial(trigger warning for internalized homophobia).
After convincing Louis that he should stop feeling bad about what he feels/wants, he picks up a guy for him = Louis/OMC porn (I would especially like to read Louis giving a blowjob for the first time) while Harry encourages him/talks him through it because he’s the best friend ever.
Louis/Other  Harry/Louis  Homophobia  Denial  Unfilled 
november 2012 by 1Dkinkmeme
liam/louis or liam/zayn
liam falls for louis or zayn but is terrified to act on his feelings because andy is a homophobe and he's scared of losing his best friend

Liam/Louis  Liam/Zayn  Angst  Homophobia  Unfilled 
november 2012 by 1Dkinkmeme
Liam/Niall/Zayn, Louis/Harry, AU
The boys get to know each other after their parents have sent them on a camp that 'cures' gays. From the moment Louis arrives, he just doesn't understand, because he's not gay. The leaders of the camp and his parents don't agree, and he has to stay. Niall again has always been insecure about him liking boys, and the leaders like to attack him and make him feel even worse, and I just want Zayn and Liam to make him feel better, which forms a strong bond between the tree of them. And as they try their best to help each other cure, Harry is stubborn, doesn't come to the meetings, tells everybody there's no way to be cured and shows Louis that the boy in fact is gay.

Liam, Zayn and Niall could fall in love and be all confused and angry about it, because it wasn't supposed to happen. Harry gets a partner in crime of Louis and maybe they start to plan an escape, cause there's no other way for them to get out, and then the tree others, after a lot of thinking and angst, join the two of them.

I want the camp to have all this group discussions like in AA-groups, about why they think they are gay and what they could do to change their thoughts. Maybe the leaders could sometimes make them eat pills, if they have done something wrong. For example Harry would like to show that people don't just cure and when some boy is so close to getting home, he seduces him, and they both get a punishment which makes them feel sick for a few days. It's to make sure they don't do that again.

Okay, something like this. There's so much I'd want to add, but I think I'm just gonna leave it here.
Harry/Louis  Liam/Niall/Zayn  MovieBasedAU  Homophobia  Denial  Unfilled  AU 
november 2012 by 1Dkinkmeme
Harry/Zayn AU (homophobia, violence, underage)
Harry (15) moves into a new neighbourhood with his mum and sister. He is immediately targeted for being a spoilt, rich kid. Harry passes the same gang of boys on his way to/from school every day and they always heckle at him – wolf whistling, talking about Harry's posh uniform, speculating about Harry's sexuality (possibly shouting crude, homophobic remarks) and making fun of Harry's physical appearance.

Harry usually keeps quiet but he speaks up one day on his way home from school and tries to defend himself. This causes the other boys to confront him. They steal his things and beat the shit out of him and only leave once they've kicked Harry to the floor. One of the boys, Zayn (18), sticks around and helps Harry to his feet. Zayn's no longer gobby and aggressive but sheepish and awkward. He promises to get Harry's things back for him.

This escalates until Zayn and Harry have a secret friendship (except it's filled with sexual tension because Harry has a massive crush on Zayn and he's really confused about fancying a boy but sometimes he'll let his arm brush against Zayn's or allow their thighs to touch and he gets turned on from it). Zayn has a reputation for being a bit of a badboy with his skateboarding and smoking and bad grades so he doesn't know what to do when he finds himself becoming best mates with someone who's so sweet and lovely.

Zayn was brought up in an extremely homophobic/violent background so he struggles with his feelings for Harry for a long time and there's quite a bit of angst/tension. Up to author where things go from there. :-)
Harry/Zayn  AU  Homophobia  Violence  Underage  Angst  Unfilled  ClaimedPrompt 
october 2012 by 1Dkinkmeme
OT5 - Hurt/Comfort for Harry warning - violence and non-con
Ok, I would love to see an OT5 fic where all the boys know that they care for one another however they obviously have to act straight in the public eye. But Harry is tired of hiding his true sexuality, and so after much discussion, the other boys decide that they will support Harry coming out in an interview (where/how is up to the author).

Harry has most of the fans support, but that night the guys are out at a club, and Harry gets briefly separated (again, how is up to the author) and he gets ambushed by random guys beating him up and calling him filthy names, that he's worthless, and then que the guys forcing Harry to give him blowjobs and then they take turns raping him, all the while calling him derogatory/filthy names.

Louis, Niall, Liam & Zayn all find him alone, beaten, raped and covered in his attackers cum and are horrified and want nothing but to make Harry better. I don't mind how long it takes for Harry to "recover" but I want a lot of focus with all the comfort the guys give him, and then ending with Harry having sex again for the 1st time since his attack, and lots of blowjobs given by the other guys, rimming, fingering ect, and hot loving sex for sweet Harry!!
Harry  OT5  Hurt/Comfort  HurtHarry  Homophobia  Non-Con  Abuse  Violence  Unfilled  ComingOut 
october 2012 by 1Dkinkmeme
Harry, Harry/Louis: angst, suicide, violence, homophobic abuse
For 5 months harry puts up with getting bullied. Verbally and physically getting beat down every day, by the kids at college and the ones down his street. He's small, weak and quiet, so an easy target for them. His parents never notice, his dads out of town a lot working and his mum has a full time job and gets in late, so is too tired to notice the cuts and bruises, the slight limp in Harry's walk. Not that he'd want them to know anyway, he'd rather keep it to himself, like everyone tells him to. After several failed attempts at trying to kill himself, he eventually decides to "stop being a pussy about it" and takes an overdose of pills. His mum finds him half conscious on the upstairs landing lying in his own sick. After having his stomach pumped, he gets put into a rehabilitation centre, where he first meets Louis his counsellor.


Just Louis getting Harry to come out of himself, obviously not straight away, but eventually. Over time he starts getting feelings for Louis and feels like it's mutual, but louis becomes distant because the feeling is mutual, but he can't be romantically linked with his patients or he'll get fired. So this sort of want, but not being able to have kind of thing and that fucks with Harry's head cause he doesn't know where he stands etc. etc. cause this'll end up way too long. An eventual relationship would be lovely.
Harry/Louis  Angst  SuicideAttempt  Violence  Homophobia  Abuse  PastAbuse  AU  Unfilled 
october 2012 by 1Dkinkmeme
Harry/Zayn AU (homophobia, racism, violence)
Harry’s dad is racist and homophobic. Harry has been friends with Zayn since he was little and Harry’s dad has always had a problem with it. He’s hostile to Zayn and constantly tells Harry to find a new friend. He is also very disapproving of the way Harry touches Zayn and playfully flirts. Harry gets into a lot of trouble for it but he’s deeply in love with Zayn. Like, complete hearteyes for the boy. That’s why he stays friends with Zayn even though it angers his dad. Eventually Harry and Zayn’s relationship turns sexual. I’d quite like angst, denial, etc, at the start but Zayn soon learns that Harry likes it really filthy and is surprised because Harry is so quiet/shy normally. ;-) Zayn’s only problem is that Harry’s dad really offends him. I just want Zayn going a bit psycho because of it. At first he it’s just him snapping at Harry occasionally, wanting to hurt Harry because he’s annoyed with his dad, but it turns worse and eventually Zayn does something to fuck up their relationship for good. Prompt: Zayn fucks Harry and films it on his phone, getting Harry to talk utter filth about how much he loves sucking cock and getting fucked, and then Zayn sends the footage to Harry’s dad. Harry’s dad loses it and beats the crap out of Harry. Perhaps Zayn grovelling for Harry to forgive him and breaking down and admitting he needs help at the end?
Harry/Zayn  AU  Homophobia  SexTape  DirtyTalk  Violence  Unfilled  Abuse 
october 2012 by 1Dkinkmeme
Harry/Louis, Liam, homophobia
Harry and Louis are together and Liam doesn't like it. He tries to be happy for them and to put up a good face because he knows that the way he feels is wrong, but his stomach turns at the idea of two men sleeping together.
Harry/Louis  Liam  Angst  Homophobia  Filled  Incomplete 
october 2012 by 1Dkinkmeme
Louis/Harry, drunken hatred = sex
ok so basically harry and louis go to school together and one of them is really mean to the other one (maybe even bullies him?) and then one night at a party they both get totally smashed and are in a room alone together and then they have sex
Harry/Louis  Homophobia  Abuse  HighSchoolAU  MultipleFills  Completed  Dub-Con  Underage  Filled 
september 2012 by 1Dkinkmeme
Harry/Louis Harry/up to you! - Rape and general Harry!angst
They break up. Louis tells him they need to focus on their career. Harry is young, he doesn't understand. He is deeply, madly in love with Louis. Harry gets severly depressed and self destructive. He cuts off his curls and starts dressing like a slut and stops eating. He stops caring. Or so he thought. One day Louis presents a new boy to them. He's in love. It wasn't the career, it was Harry. He goes to a club to shut life out and wakes up naked, beaten and raped in an alley. But just before Harry is about to give up completely, someone is there. And Harry learns that love can be found at the most unexpected times. With someone that was always right in front of him.
Harry/Louis  Harry/Other  Louis/Other  BreakUp  Angst  Non-Con  HurtHarry  Filled  Completed  Long  PastAbuse  BedWetting  Crying  Outed  Homophobia  Denial 
september 2012 by 1Dkinkmeme
The lack of Zayn being subdue by force on this meme is frightening. Louis gets fed up with Zayn, who makes numerous homophobic comments- not in a horrible way, just in a part of Zayns personality way, ya? Louis decides to show Zayn a lesson. ;)
Louis/Zayn  DominantLouis  Homophobia  Unfilled 
september 2012 by 1Dkinkmeme

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