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another life - Acavall - 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS [Archive of Our Own]
Hoseok has noticed this look a lot the past few days, in between the lost luggage and the bustle of seven people under one roof and the cameras in their faces. Sometimes he catches Jungook looking at him, but his eyes are unfocused, like he’s seeing something else. It’s probably not a look specifically aimed at Hoseok. It’s probably that Jungkook is lost in thought and has no idea who he’s levelling his unflinching stare at. It’s just impossible not to notice when Jungkook’s eyes are boring holes through Hoseok's cheekbones.

Hoseok has no idea what to make of it, not then and not now, so instead he swipes a fake pineapple from a nearby dining table display and balances it on Jungkook’s head.

|| An outtake from the Bon Voyage episode where Jungkook and Hoseok go to IKEA. This is so, so, soooooooooo sweet--very nearly too, at the end?--but it does my favorite thing about this ship, capturing the push and pull of their maturity and silliness, and how good of a listener Hoseok is, and how that affects how he responds to people. And a really good Jungkook, too, I love him putting Hoseok down in a bathtub.
fandom:kpop  fandom:bts  author:acavall  pairing:j-hope/jungkook  type:missingscene  type:domestic  type:pining!  type:ouchmyheart  type:birdsongsweet  type:lovely  type:growingup  type:makesmesmile  length:1-5k 
september 2016 by blottingtheink
formal absences of precious things - pettey - 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS [Archive of Our Own]
The first night he spends at Jimin’s new place, Jeongguk decides it’s finally the right time to start catching up.

Or, that tedious post-disbandment fic.

|| Parts of this are weirdly hard to follow, like the author leaned to far into compression and got not-enough-information, but there are ALSO a bunch of beats that worked for me really well, in terms of emotion. I did kind of ache the whole time--disbandment, augh, and this is a vision where they love each other but are not super in touch--but that distance provides the space for the: what happens when you start to grow up separately, start to make your own adulthood--and then get back in touch. How do the pieces fit together. It's a compelling question.
fandom:kpop  fandom:bts  author:pettey  pairing:jimin/jungkook  type:future  type:canonexpansion  type:takeanideaandrun  type:ouchmyheart  type:whatwedotoeachother  type:workingitout  type:growingup  length:15-20k 
june 2016 by blottingtheink
look at me, everything looks different - Chapter 1 - elfiepike - CLC (Band) [Archive of Our Own]
Finally Sorn looked up, holding her hand palms flat against the frets. Sorn’s face was soft and open but Seunghee knew that Sorn was even better at playing her part than Seunghee was.

|| This fic is tiny but it takes me apart in all the best ways; putting a quiet voice to the small uncertain sadness I've been carrying about CLC and not understanding what is up with them, and how they're doing, and this takes the two softest members and has them help each other back to this hard, hard job they've found themselves in. All in about 500 words, god, I love it so much.
fandom:kpop  fandom:clc  author:elfiepike  pairing:seunghee/sorn  type:gen  type:canonexpansion  type:ouchmyheart  type:softly  type:characterization  type:birdsongsweet  type:myheart  type:surviving  length:<1k 
march 2016 by blottingtheink
Everyone who loves me has died - belmanoir - Hamilton - Miranda [Archive of Our Own]
Burr is haunted by Hamilton's ghost. Alexander has been talking for eight solid days about the importance of an independent judiciary. He doesn't have to stop for breath anymore.

|| ahhhhhhhhhhh

This is heartbreaking, and funny, and heartbreaking.
fandom:hamilton  author:belmanoir  pairing:hamilton/burr  pairing:hamilton/eliza  pairing:burr/theodosia  type:posttext  type:ghosts  type:ouchmyheart  type:surviving  warningtype:characterdeath  length:1-5k 
february 2016 by blottingtheink
Figuring It Out as We Go - peppermint_wind - 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS [Archive of Our Own]
Jungkook never thought this would happen to him; eighteen years old and questioning everything he used to know. Staying up late watching gay music videos with wide-eyes, phone tucked to his chest, probably isn't helping him much, either, but what is he supposed to do when he realizes seeing two men together makes his whole body ache?

|| Oh my god, I read this and then immediately re-read it. Only about 5k, but really satisfying AND heart-warming, for all the big-ness of the subject.
fandom:kpop  fandom:bts  author:peppermint_wind  pairing:jimin/jungkook  type:canonexpansion  type:comingout  type:workingitout  type:growingup  type:canoninspired  type:oopsi'minlovewithyou  type:ouchmyheart  type:myheart  length:1-5k 
february 2016 by blottingtheink
tell me about the big bang - thebrotherswinchester - Star Wars Episode VII: The Force Awakens (2015), Star Wars - All Media Types [Archive of Our Own]
The seventh night, Finn gets back late from physical therapy in the medbay. He’s limping maybe a little less, getting used to the new pull of scar tissue over his back, regaining flexibility in his spine. The medics keep telling him he’s pushing it, he doesn’t need to go so fast. Finn ignores them, because this is a war, and he is a soldier, and the Resistance doesn’t have any use for broken boys. 

The seventh night, he walks into Poe’s room to find his mattress right next to Poe’s bunk. Poe is already in bed, cheek smushed into the pillow, breathing slow and deep. D’Qar’s twin moons shine in from the window, pale silver light falling across Poe’s face, his dark hair. One of his arms is half off the edge of the bed, curving toward the floor.

Finn crawls onto his mattress and slides beneath the blankets.

|| I LOVE FINNNNNNNNNNN. This fic is Finn/Poe, and it's lovely and aching, but gOD I love Finn, traumatized, scared, brave, selfish kid with his entire heart to give.
fandom:starwars  author:thebrotherswinchester  pairing:finn/poe  type:posttext  type:pining!  type:a+formentalhealth  type:ouchmyheart  type:softly  type:surviving  type:heavyheartedandlookingup  length:30-40k 
february 2016 by blottingtheink
have you heard - Chapter 1 - peradi - Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Episode VII: The Force Awakens (2015) [Archive of Our Own]
"Was FN-2187 a Stormtrooper? I heard he was. Is he?"

It's a woman's voice, trembling and very young. 

Finn pulls the transmitter to his mouth. His lips brush it as he speaks. "Yes. I was. I was, and I'm not anymore. My name is Finn. What's yours?"

The rush of static is a sigh of relief. "They call me Fiver."

|| I started crying here, and still haven't stopped. Finn sparks a revolution.

Currently the first part of 3, but works as a standalone. Good gOD, fuck me up. I would read a million of these the-stormtroopers-rebel fics. A million.
fandom:starwars  author:peradi  type:gen  type:posttext  type:heavyheartedandlookingup  type:surviving  type:ouchmyheart  type:hope  length:1-5k 
january 2016 by blottingtheink
Tomorrow (there'll be more of us) - dimircharmer - Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Episode VII: The Force Awakens (2015) [Archive of Our Own]
“FN-2187 was real, right?” She sounds very young again. “Please tell me he was real."

"I'm real,” said Finn, who was on his first patrol since his back healed. “And my name’s Finn now.”

Her eyes widened. “You have a name?

Or: The resistance is starting to get stormtrooper defectors. Finn helps them out.

|| For all that I don't really feel shippy about this movie at all, the gen keeps making me cry like a baby. (Some punctuation errors.) I think because they're all about hope, and horizons expanding.
fandom:starwars  author:dimircharmer  type:gen  type:posttext  type:family  type:fivethings  type:surviving  type:workingitout  type:ouchmyheart  type:criminallyadorable  length:1-5k 
january 2016 by blottingtheink
#26: catching stars to keep (the heavy heart remix) (for idyleski): kpop_ficmix
Jeon Jungkook is eighteen years, two hundred and one days, eighteen hours, thirty two minutes, and fifty five seconds old when he meets his soulmate.

|| A remix of that Jimin-doesn't-have-a-soulmate fic from Jungkook's POV, EVEN MORE FUCKING PAINFUL, but really good.
fandom:kpop  fandom:bts  author:staygame  pairing:jungkook/v  pairing:jimin/v  type:alternateuniverse  type:remix  type:soulbond  type:ouchmyheart  type:workingitout  type:whatwedotoeachother  type:angst  length:5-10k 
september 2015 by blottingtheink
future rust, future dust - nurul - GOT7 [Archive of Our Own]
Jackson chooses fencing over music, and wonders if he'd made the right choice when he meets Mark Tuan.

fandom:kpop  fandom:got7  author:nurul  pairing:jackson/mark  type:alternateuniverse  type:fallforyouhotfast  type:takeanideaandrun  type:ouchmyheart  type:makesmesmile  length:1-5k 
july 2015 by blottingtheink
The penny jar theory - Deputychairman - due South [Archive of Our Own]
“How - ” Fraser cleared his throat. “How long is the contract?”

“Six months,” Ray told the stew.

“And will you,” he stopped. Ray heard the deep breath he took. Taking it on the chin, attaboy, Ben. “Are you planning to come back here, afterwards?”

|| Ooof. I read this whole thing with my heart in my throat, not sure it was going to stick the landing on the emotional resolution, and then it DID, even better than I anticipated.
fandom:duesouth  author:deputychairman  pairing:fraser/rayk  type:posttext  type:workingitout  type:whatwedotoeachother  type:ouchmyheart  type:endingiswhoa  type:thisishowwedevelop  length:10k-15k 
july 2015 by blottingtheink
(what a day) — The Agile
Cheedo is thirteen years, or seven, depending on if you ask her. If you ask her, then she’d whisper ‘a little more than 2,500 days’ and someone will pat her head. She had been five for a little over two years until she hit a growth spurt. She tries eating less.

fandom:madmax  author:bonehandledknife  type:gen  type:characterstudy  type:backstory  type:ouchmyheart  type:just_yes  type:becausecharacterlove  length:1-5k 
june 2015 by blottingtheink
the warmth of your doorways - gyzym - Leverage [Archive of Our Own]
They buy him a fucking brewpub. He has to -- he has to pretend like he's mad about it, he has to pretend like he doesn't know that they -- that it's -- that they want him to be happy, like he doesn't see the way they look at him every time he starts playing with the menu, and then at each other, like they're so proud of themselves. He has to pretend not to notice the both of them trying so goddamn hard not to push anything on him, like they really want to let him back his own slow, careful way into this -- into whatever the fuck -- into the way that they care about him, still, somehow.

|| How Eliot falls, terrified and reluctantly, into love. Dreamy and edged like much of gyzym's work--still made me ache for Eliot pretty effectively.
fandom:leverage  fandom:gyzym  pairing:eliot/parker/hardison  type:fivethings  type:missingscene  type:ouchmyheart  type:workingitout  type:whatwedotoeachother  length:1-5k 
may 2015 by blottingtheink
safe as houses - thecanaryfalls - Leverage [Archive of Our Own]
Parker and Hardison comfort Eliot, in their weird multimillionare-convicted-felons-who-are-planning-a-life-with-him kind of way.

Set right around The Rundown Job.

|| Oh my god, this is perfect. I love the push-and-pull of what is said, and what isn't said, and the way the author makes both of those mean something. Nnf.
fandom:leverage  author:thecanaryfalls  pairing:eliot/parker/hardison  type:episoderelated  type:domestic  type:workingitout  type:whatwedotoeachother  type:wewerealwaysinlove  type:ouchmyheart  type:lovely  type:endingiswhoa  length:1-5k 
march 2015 by blottingtheink
take the unknown road now.
It doesn’t take Taekwoon long to fall in love, but a lot of time has to pass before he can stop being a coward about it.

|| A little tell-y, but some really lovely moments. (Confession: I was kind of rooting for N to end up with someone else, even though it's really clearly a N/Leo story. But I think that's the part of me that wants N's slightly-hurting until it's happy happy ending, and I want Leo to be the best-worst bff in it ever.) Author does a kind of heart-breaking job working in canon.
fandom:kpop  fandom:vixx  author:bijyu  pairing:n/leo  type:canonexpansion  type:ouchmyheart  type:oopsi'minlovewithyou  type:workingitout  length:notspecified 
march 2015 by blottingtheink
A Most Precious Thing - Dream_edge - Tsubasa: Reservoir Chronicle [Archive of Our Own]
There is a name on your back, for all children of Valeria are born with the name of their intended upon their skin. Yours is in a language you cannot read and do not recognize. It makes you dream of far away places, where no one has ever heard of cursed twins.

|| Every time I read a TRC fic I remember that I will never, ever, ever, remember all of the plot twists in this story. But this is soft and knife-edged and haunting, gets at Fai's lightness while being most interested in his tragedy. Most of a tone-match with the end of the series than the romp of the first half.
fandom:tsubasa  author:dream_edge  pairing:kurogane/fai  type:canonexpansion  type:alternateuniverse  type:soulmatemarks  type:softly  type:backstory  type:ouchmyheart  type:heavyheartedandlookingup  length:5-10k 
february 2015 by blottingtheink
Web of Gold - cest_what - Kamen Rider OOO, Tokusatsu [Archive of Our Own]
The bunk bed frame shifts and squeaks beneath him, and Ankh jerks his head up. A moment later Eiji pulls himself over the end of the top bunk, tumbling in a sleep-heavy tangle of limbs onto the mattress.

|| A really great post-series and post-movie take on Ankh and Eiji, and part of what might happen as Ankh figures out his new, more human experience. Includes hair scritches, physical and emotional closeness, although it never TECHNICALLY gets more shippy than the show. (Still mad.) (Not actually mad.) (Kinda mad.) OOOs spoilers.
fandom:toku  fandom:ooos  author:cestwhat  pairing:ankh/eiji  type:gen  type:posttext  type:workingitout  type:whatwedotoeachother  type:bedsharing  type:softly  type:ouchmyheart  type:ust  length:1-5k 
january 2015 by blottingtheink
Coffee Break - TLvop - Gunnerkrigg Court [Archive of Our Own]
Robot considered these pieces of information against each other. "Why is it an important part of community?"

"People get to talk," Shadow told him, suddenly eager. "It's a important job, making coffee. Double shot soy latte, no whip, two pumps caramel, coming up!” He barked before adding, proud: “That's my barista voice.”

|| Oh my god, this is so painfully darling. Please read it and love it.
fandom:gunnerkrigg  author:tlvop  pairing:robot/shadow  type:midtext  type:takeanideaandrun  type:characterization  type:ouchmyheart  type:friendship  type:birdsongsweet  length:1-5k 
january 2015 by blottingtheink

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