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GoAwayOlivia: Jason Todd: The Not-So-Outlaw
Jason Todd isn't what Batman made him, he isn't what the Joker made him, he isn't what the League of Assassins made him, and he isn't what the Lazarus Pit made him. He's his own person and he's taking himself back, one home renovation at a time. Also he might just make friends with the people who are supposed to be his brothers while he's at it.
fandom:dc-comics  jason-todd  genre:AU  AU:alternate-reality  tim-drake  alfred-pennyworth  koriand'r  roy-harper  clark-kent  dick-grayson  bruce-wayne  trope:family  trope:ptsd 
17 days ago by notabene
Kieron_ODuibhir the tune without the words
Jim Gordon doesn’t go out drinking much.

There are eight million reasons for that, starting with his complete lack of spare time and his family history of alcoholism and continuing all the way to the fact that since he became Commissioner, he can’t really walk into a cop bar without ruining the night off for everybody there.

Also, pretty much all his friends are either dead or a thousand miles away, and Batman really doesn’t go out for drinks.
fandom:dc-comics  jim-gordon  jason-todd  trope:ptsd  trope:outsider-pov 
21 days ago by notabene
In the Home - Chapter 1 - aloneintherain - Spider-Man - All Media Types [Archive of Our Own]
The Avengers have been infected, turned violent and aggressive against their will. And Peter, the only one unaffected, is trapped inside the Tower with six feral teammates.


“Natasha,” Peter says cautiously, “what happened here? Steve attacked me, and if there was ever a sign that something was wrong, it’s having the embodiment of Truth, Justice, and the American Way throw you across the room—”

Natasha comes closer, her stride controlled. Nothing necessarily out of the ordinary, but there’s something in her face, in her eyes—

Natasha lunges across the space, and slams into Peter, hard.
Medium:fanfic  fandom:mcu  genre:gen  character:peterparker  length:50K-99Kwords  author:aloneintherain  trope:hurtcomfort  trope:injury  trope:guilt  trope:mindcontrol  trope:angst  trope:ptsd  rating:threestars  status:tosave 
january 2019 by ifshehadwings
Forms of Love - Chapter 1 - bear_bell - The Avengers (Marvel Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Months after the Avengers' dispute in Germany, the team returns to the US and moves back into the tower. As always, everyone pretends that nothing happened. Tony is just fine with this. He's used to pretending, and he'll be damned if he lets any of them see him flinch.

Tony's the bad guy, after all. He's used to it. He's fine with it. He's good at it.

Only now, there's something far worse loitering around the tower - The Winter Soldier. No one notices the guy at first, but when they do, Tony figures that he should have the solder's back.

Birds of a feather should flock together, and the bad guys should start a book club.//

Like the concept of Bucky and the Winter Soldier as separate personalities. Don't love the Cap bashing, but still enjoyed the story.
Medium:fanfic  fandom:mcu  pairing:bucky/tony  pairing:tony/wintersoldier  author:bear_bell  length:20K-49Kwords  rating:threestars  trope:did  trope:multiplepersonalities  trope:ptsd  status:tosave 
january 2019 by ifshehadwings
Running Behind - Chapter 1 - Asidian - Final Fantasy XV [Archive of Our Own]
There's a tag hanging on his storage pod, instead of the clipboard that documents his progress. On that tag, there's a single word stamped in red: defective. NH-01987's feet stick on the metal of the catwalk. Behind the ever-present metallic mask, his eyes grow huge.

He knows what that tag means. It means that, in the morning, while the other MT units are collected for training, a guard will come for him. He'll be restrained and escorted down the metal corridors toward the east wing, into the double-doors that house the correctional facility. But he won't be up for re-programming, not this time.

This time, they'll strap him down to a table for the last time ever. They'll pick him apart, to try and learn what caused his failures – and he has so very many of them, no matter how hard he's tried.

When they're finished, they'll take what's left to the crematory. That will be the end of him: a pile of ashes and a wisp of smoke.
fandom:ffxv  char:prompto  char:noctis  char:gladio  char:ignis  genre:friendship  genre:hurt/comfort  trope:childabuse  trope:ptsd  status:complete  feels:hurtsogood 
september 2018 by emsih
Raising Hybrid Puppies - Chapter 1 - JayEz - Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017) [Archive of Our Own]
When Tony saunters into the coffee shop, he never expected to meet Peter Parker, the incredibly hot barista with a brilliant mind and a passion for engineering only rivaled by Tony’s own. Tony always gets what he wants – which is pushing Peter up against the counter and making sure he forgets his own name.

But he can’t.

Because Peter’s sixteen.


A non-powered Tony/Peter coffee shop AU with billionaire Tony and working-class, teenage Peter. Also, Toomes has a bakery and somehow Last Week Tonight is a genuine plot point.//

The one where Peter sues the DA ... or something :P
Medium:fanfic  fandom:mcu  pairing:peter/tony  rating:fivestars  author:jayez  length:>100Kwords  trope:coffeeshop  warning:underage  trope:court  trope:secretrelationship  trope:ptsd  trope:highschool  trope:press  trope:media  trope:secrets  trope:peoplefindingoutthings  trope:recklesstony 
may 2018 by ifshehadwings
And So We Spiral - Chapter 1 - DaScribbla - Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
Tony Stark knows he should be acting as a mentor, as the responsible adult, the referee. But if he can barely handle his own problems, how can he also juggle Peter Parker's, all the while pretending that he doesn't notice the way the kid looks at him?

He never was much good at following the rules.//

Let's call this one "the realistic underage peter/tony fic." They want each other. They need each other. But Peter is 15, and it's still hella fucked up. Nobody gets out of this unscathed. But god it hurts so good.
Medium:fanfic  fandom:mcu  pairing:peter/tony  author:dascribbla  length:50K-99Kwords  rating:excellentwithcaveats  warning:underage  trope:secrets  trope:openending  trope:peoplefindingoutthings  trope:ptsd  trope:postcivilwar  trope:codependence 
may 2018 by ifshehadwings
Dig No Graves - Chapter 1 - miss_aphelion - Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
"I'm here to kill you, Terminator," Tony said slowly, "does that compute?"

The soldier looked up at him with wide blue eyes and no expression. "Okay."

Tony froze. "Okay," he echoed. "I tell you I came here to kill you and your response is 'okay'?"

"I am being decommissioned," the soldier said, and for one horrible moment Tony thought he actually seemed relieved. "I understand. I will comply."

(Or; Tony learns the Winter Soldier killed his parents and goes on a search for revenge, but ends up learning how to heal instead)
fic  fandom:Avengers  fandom:Iron_Man  fandom:Captain_America  verse:MCU  verse:Marvel  author:miss_aphelion  character:Tony_Stark  character:Bucky_Barnes  character:Pepper_Potts  character:Jarvis  character:Steve_Rogers  character:Natasha_Romanov  character:Sam_Wilson  ship:Tony/Bucky  genre:au:canon_diversion  trope:ptsd  trope:amnesia  trope:hurt/comfort  trope:guilt  trope:behavioural_conditioning 
march 2018 by jeb124
pr_scatterbrain: Magnitogorsk
The possibility of the Lost Fae Prince being in Russia, a world away from the front lines of the war effort, doesn’t feel real to Evgeni. Fae don’t just disappear. They leave great battles victorious and take up a seat at a royal court amidst great fanfare and next to no care about the aftermath they leave in their wake. That is what they do. That is what they always have done.

A supernatural au with werewolves, mystics, a lost fae prince, magic, vague prophecies and a war that is in the process of being lost.
fandom:hockey  genre:AU  genre:rpf  AU:alternate-universe  trope:supernatural  trope:werewolf  trope:magic  trope:ptsd  evgeni-malkin  sidney-crosby  alexander-ovechkin 
september 2017 by notabene
On The Other Side of a Downward Spiral - torakowalski - Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
Bucky Barnes is barely functioning, let alone living, but when the Avengers find an abandoned baby girl, Bucky has to learn to look after himself, and keep the baby out of Hydra's hands. All while trying to work out exactly what kind of relationship he and Steve want from each other.
fic  fandom:Avengers  fandom:Captain_America  author:torakowalski  character:Bucky_Barnes  character:Steve_Rogers  ship:Steve/Bucky  trope:kid_fic  trope:adoption  character:ensemble:avengers  trope:ptsd  trope:family  verse:MCU  verse:Marvel 
august 2017 by jeb124
Lifeline - Denrhea - Yuri!!! on Ice (Anime) [Archive of Our Own]
After failing miserably at the GPF, Yuuri drowned his sorrows in champagne. This led to what Victor refers to as the best and the worst night in his life...a night where he found his life and love and nearly lost him as well. This is a story of rape recovery. It is also a story of love and friendship.

Note: I refuse to go into graphic detail on the rape scene because I have no desire to glorify rape as sex.

This story is hard hitting but you see all of the triumphs as Yuuri finds his way back from the darkness he disappeared into. There is plenty of fluff to balance out the angst as well.

//WIP as of 7/28/17
Medium:fanfic  fandom:yurionice  pairing:victor/yurik  length:>100Kwords  author:denrhea  status:wip  trope:recovery  trope:depression  trope:anxiety  trope:mentalhealth  trope:crossdressing  trope:codependence  warning:rape  warning:noncon  trope:ptsd 
july 2017 by ifshehadwings
Fallout by The Silversage
A post "Raven Chaser" story. Because "The Raven Chaser" opened many doors…and Kaito worries. Animeverse/Movieverse.
fandom:dcmk  wordcount:epic:100k+  progress:abandoned  trope:casefic  trope:identityporn  trope:ptsd  trope:whump  saved  trope:friendship 
june 2017 by kyrilu

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