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Dog inside the heart - Chapter 1 - thebookhunter - Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
Thor and Loki are the children of a dynasty of great actors. Their mother Frigga is a grande dame of the stage and muse of the finest European movie directors, their father Odin is going down in history as the Lawrence Olivier of his time.

Thor and Loki are following on their steps, with everything to prove, to themselves and to the world.

But as they become dragged under the public eye, so does their past, full of secrets and lies.

There are things that not even Thor can protect Loki from.
Medium:fanfic  fandom:thor  fandom:mcu  pairing:loki/thor  length:>100Kwords  author:thebookhunter  rating:fivestars  genre:au  trope:actors  trope:theyhavehistory  trope:depression  trope:prostitution  trope:stripping  trope:psychward  trope:misunderstandings  trope:slowburn  trope:incest  trope:comingout  trope:peoplefindingoutthings  trope:angst 
may 2018 by ifshehadwings
Dog inside the heart - Chapter 1 - thebookhunter - Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
Thor and Loki are the children of a dynasty of great actors. Their mother Frigga is a grande dame of the stage and muse of the finest European movie directors, their father Odin is going down in history as the Lawrence Olivier of his time.

Thor and Loki are following on their steps, with everything to prove, to themselves and to the world.

But as they become dragged under the public eye, so does their past, full of secrets and lies.

There are things that not even Thor can protect Loki from.
Medium:fanfic  fandom:mcu  fandom:thor  pairing:loki/thor  length:>100Kwords  author:thebookhunter  rating:fivestars  trope:actors  trope:incest  warning:suicideattempt  trope:prostitution  trope:depression  trope:anxiety 
november 2017 by ifshehadwings
Lost and Found - WerewolvesAreReal - Hikaru no Go [Archive of Our Own]
Hikaru dreams about Sai. Some parts of the dreams are true. Some of them are memories, and some are things that he cannot know – fragments of a time long past, echoes of houses and homes and soft courtiers whose graves have been overlain with a changing land and time. Sai might be gone, but Hikaru dreams, and dreams, and dreams.
Sometimes he hopes he never stops dreaming.
fandom:hng  char:hikaru  char:all  genre:angst  trope:grief  trope:suicide  trope:depression  status:oneshot 
november 2017 by emsih
Lifeline - Denrhea - Yuri!!! on Ice (Anime) [Archive of Our Own]
After failing miserably at the GPF, Yuuri drowned his sorrows in champagne. This led to what Victor refers to as the best and the worst night in his life...a night where he found his life and love and nearly lost him as well. This is a story of rape recovery. It is also a story of love and friendship.

Note: I refuse to go into graphic detail on the rape scene because I have no desire to glorify rape as sex.

This story is hard hitting but you see all of the triumphs as Yuuri finds his way back from the darkness he disappeared into. There is plenty of fluff to balance out the angst as well.

//WIP as of 7/28/17
Medium:fanfic  fandom:yurionice  pairing:victor/yurik  length:>100Kwords  author:denrhea  status:wip  trope:recovery  trope:depression  trope:anxiety  trope:mentalhealth  trope:crossdressing  trope:codependence  warning:rape  warning:noncon  trope:ptsd 
july 2017 by ifshehadwings
Splittings by rollsofrice
Viktor chooses, chooses poorly, chooses again. He isn't sure what the difference is.

Story jumps between pre-canon sad Victor and post-canon happy Victor.
fanfiction  via:claudine  fandom:yurionice  ship:victor/yuuri  slash  rating:r  trope:depression 
april 2017 by peyton
Second Best - Chapter 1 - NoBrandHero - Homestuck [Archive of Our Own]
Dave doesn't survive the game. Davesprite does. When Sburb's endgame door sends the kids to a reset Earth, Davesprite finds himself restored as the Default Dave because Sburb doesn't care about anyone's survivor's guilt.
fandom:homestuck  char:davesprite  char:brostrider  char:all  genre:angst  type:postcanon  homestuck:postsburb  status:complete  trope:depression  trope:disability  type:au  feels:gutpunch 
january 2017 by emsih
Come Morning Light - Chapter 1 - maychorian - Kuroko no Basuke | Kuroko's Basketball [Archive of Our Own]
Something is wrong with Kuroko. After months of friendship and partnership, Kagami's starting to lose track of him again. When Kagami realizes that Kuroko is deliberately reducing his presence, he makes it his mission to find out why and to make it stop. Even if Kuroko has no intentions of helping.
fandom:knb  char:kuroko  char:all  char:kagami  genre:angst  genre:family  genre:hurt/comfort  type:au  trope:childabuse  trope:injured  trope:depression  trope:ptsd  status:complete  feels:hurtsogood 
july 2016 by emsih
A Little Bit Closer by marswithghosts (cautionzombies)
Eric Bittle's To-Do List:

1.) Frame Masters in Library and Information Science diploma and send to Mama, because she never understood the lack of sleep and abuse of caffeine, but she sent cookbooks and money for good chocolate, bless her.
2.) Throw away every last highlighted article, graded paper, and syllabus, because they are no longer needed, thank the sweet Lord.
3.) Promote the library's new periodic reading series, because it wasn't the capstone project for nothing.
4.) Harass Boston Bruins star Jack Zimmermann into taking a picture for @BPLWestEnd to promote the reading of his new children's book, Jacky's Bad Days.
5.) Do not ogle Boston Bruins star Jack Zimmermann's ass.
6.) Fail step five. Repeatedly.
fanfiction  fandom:checkplease  ship:bitty/jack  slash  rating:nc-17  au  trope:firsttime  trope:hurt/comfort  fluff  <3  trope:librarian  trope:depression 
july 2016 by peyton
War, Children by Nonymos
After Bucky was released from the hospital, it only took him a couple of weeks to give up on himself. Difficult to believe in any kind of future when the simple act of staying alive was almost too big an effort.

Out the frosted window, across the street, there was a tiny homeless guy burrowing under an awning.
fanfiction  fandom:captainamerica  ship:bucky/steve  slash  rating:nc-17  angst  au  trope:hurt/comfort  trope:depression  trope:artist  trope:trans  brilliant  author:nonymous 
june 2016 by peyton
Brokedown - OnYourMark - White Collar [Archive of Our Own]
Neal has hit his breaking point; telling Peter about the treasure might get him thrown back in prison but, between the arrow through his arm and the constant exhaustion, he can't be bothered to care anymore. (An AU where van Horn's aim was a little better and Neal confesses.)
fandom:whitecollar  char:nealcaffrey  genre:angst  type:au  status:oneshot  trope:depression 
may 2016 by emsih
some kind of karmic-chi love thing by llassah
“Stiles, uh. You know I’m totally on your side? Like, I’ll never not be on your side, ever. But you know that weed’s kind of different for werewolves, right?”

Stiles mashes his face into Scott’s chest, tries to burrow down under the comforter. Scott sighs, pulls back and waits until Stiles is looking at him.

“I know. Just—don’t try and make me be the adult here,” he says, hates the plaintive tone his voice has taken on.

“He’s happy, Stiles. And I can’t believe you’d ever think I’d do that to you, buddy,” he says, ruffling Stiles's hair with a grin as Stiles slaps his hand away and hunkers down again, his ear against Scott’s chest, their feet tangled together.

Derek Hale comes back to Beacon Hills stoned and happy. Stiles tries not to resent him for it, and mostly fails.
fanfiction  fandom:teenwolf  slash  ship:derek/stiles  rating:nc-17  au  trope:drugs  trope:feral  trope:depression 
june 2015 by peyton
If You Liked The Book, You'll Hate The Movie by paperclipbitch
Modern-Day High School AU. It’s not until Hank realises half the class are glancing towards the back of the classroom with something like nerves and something like schadenfreude that he finds out Alex Summers is back.
fanfiction  fandom:xmen  ship:charles/erik  ship:alex/hank  rating:pg-13  het  slash  au  trope:highschool  trope:depression 
june 2012 by peyton
In Loco Parentis by Dolores_Crane
'It's not just Death Eaters that kill Muds. After the Second World War, the Muggle civil rights movements got started. Black rights, and feminism, and gay rights. We -- wizards -- we never had the sixties, because we just kept replaying the war, over and over again: Grindelwald in the forties, then Voldemort in the seventies, then Voldemort again in the nineties. I just hope this time it's really finished, and we can sort out our own fucking house.'

Hermione is back at school after a summer in the Muggle world, and everything is changing. But getting closer to Harry doesn't get her any closer to the war - until she's unexpectedly enrolled in the Order of the Phoenix, and meets Hestia Jones, the founder of Mud Pride.
bittersweet  ship:hestia/tonks  ship:harry/hermione  angst  rating:nc-17  trope:depression  trope:politics  femslash  slash  het  ship:harry/severus  au  fandom:hp  fanfiction 
february 2012 by peyton
Mrc and Esc: Paint the Walls
Mrc is scared.

Esc does not want to do things. He does not want to hunt, he does not want to eat, he does not want to rut. All Esc wants to do is lie on the ground and stare at the walls of the cave. He has been like this for days now. Mrc does not know what to do.
fandom:the_eagle  pairing:esca/marcus  genre:angst  genre:au  genre:crack  genre:fluff  genre:hurt/comfort  genre:romance  trope:cavemen  trope:depression  trope:domestic  trope:established_relationship  * 
january 2012 by lallyloo
Seeds by thesardine
In a fit of boredom Sherlock plants some seeds, may or may not eat one cracker, and definitely languishes on the sofa for a while.
author:thesardine  gen  humor  <3  trope:depression  fanfiction  fandom:sherlock_bbc  rating:pg 
september 2011 by peyton

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