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M is for Murder - rohkeutta
I’m pretty low on funds and need to make ends meet this month, Barnes types slowly into a new post three days later. I’m taking commissions for hits in the New York City area.

Will Not Kill: Captain America or other Avengers.
Will partially refund payment if target turns out to be HYDRA.
Will not go to Jersey. No dismemberment or killing children.
Message for negotiations and payment details.
Fandom:Avengers(Marvel)  Fandom:CaptainAmerica(Movies)  Character:SteveRogers  Character:BuckyBarnes(James)  Character:Clint(Hawkeye)Barton  Theme:Humor  Theme:Crack  Canon:Divergent  MCU_Canon:Divergent  MCU_Timeline:Post-WinterSoldier  Theme:Brainwashing  Theme:Amnesia  Theme:Practical!BuckyBarnes  Style:One-Shot  Pairing:SteveRogers/BuckyBarnes  Pairing:M/M  SmutLevel:None 
june 2018 by JoeyCool13
This is the Ghost Story - Taste_is_Sweet
Part 17 of the You Make Me Feel Like I Am Home Again series

You can't have amnesia if you're not supposed to remember.

("I don't want to forget you," Bucky says wistfully.

Steve looks half-asleep, but he blinks and lifts his head. "What do you mean?" he asks. His smile is puzzled. "Why would you forget me?"

"After maintenance, when they'll wipe me and put me in Cryo," Bucky explains. "I'll forget you again, and I don't want to. You're the best handler I've ever had.")
Fandom:Avengers(Marvel)  Fandom:CaptainAmerica(Movies)  Character:SteveRogers  Character:BuckyBarnes(James)  Character:NatashaRomanov  Character:Clint(Hawkeye)Barton  Character:SamWilson(Marvel)  Character:TonyStark  Character:JARVIS  Pairing:SteveRogers/BuckyBarnes  Pairing:M/M  SmutLevel:None  MCU_Canon:Divergent  Canon:Divergent  Theme:Angst  Theme:Amnesia  Theme:Brainwashing  Theme:Aftermath  Theme:Implied/Referenced_Abuse  Theme:Implied/Referenced_Torture  Theme:Implied/Referenced_Self-Harm  Theme:Implied/Referenced_NonCon  Theme:MentalHealth  Theme:Hospitals  Theme:MedicalProcedures  Theme:HappyEnding  Theme:Hurt/Comfort  Theme:Emotional_Hurt/Comfort  Theme:Hurt!Bucky  Theme:Hurt!SteveRogers  Theme:Friendship  Theme:CopingMechanisms  POV:SteveRogers  POV:Bucky  POV:Multiple  Style:Multi-Chapter  Theme:Anxiety  Theme:Anger  Theme:Crying  Theme:EstablishedRelationship  Theme:Guilt  Theme:Grief  Theme:Imprisonment  Theme:LowSelf-Esteem  Theme:PanicAttacks  Theme:Phobias  Theme:WinterSoldier!Bucky  Theme:Smart!Bucky 
june 2018 by JoeyCool13
Thirty-Eight Days and Counting - thecommodore_squid - Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
It didn’t escape him that Steve shared his assumed last name. “Are you gonna be my cousin?” Bucky asked dully.

Steve frowned. “Husband, actually,” he said easily, holding up his left hand to show a typical golden band.

Bucky scowled and closed the door.

An AU in which Bucky is put in the witness protection program and Steve is the agent hired to protect him/pretend to be his husband. [40,292]

[Honestly, I really loved this. Bucky and Steve are both broken in their own ways, and they don't have a life-long friendship to fall back on. Also, the way they're both so excited about successfully getting through social interactions with the so-called 'normal' people on their block made me just about die laughing.]
fic  u:marvel  m:captainamerica  au:realworld  c:cap:bucky  c:avengers:steve  c:avengers:clint  c:avengers:natasha  c:ironman:tony  c:cap:sam  theme:PTSD  theme:undercover  theme:injury  theme:snark  theme:shenanigans  theme:domesticity  theme:friendship  theme:pining  theme:firstkiss  theme:angst  theme:captivity  theme:totherescue!  theme:fixing  theme:scars  theme:brainwashing  theme:HEA  trope:amnesia  trope:pretendSO  w:torture  p:cap:bucky/steve  ge:slash  ge:drama  r:r  @ao3 
march 2016 by scorpionvoices
When the Dead Are All Living - aloneintherain - Spider-Man - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Somehow, Peter continues to run into a dangerous, homeless man around New York. Somehow, Peter avoids being killed. Somehow, they become something like friends.

(Peter and Bucky’s unlikely friendship, following Bucky's road to recovery). [10,824]
“I can walk,” Peter argues. His face is hot. He prefers not to be manhandled. When Peter first established himself as a vigilante, he didn’t think saving the city would involve this much manhandling.

(Peter supposes he hadn’t thought to factor in Deadpool when considering how much manhandling might be involved in spandex crime fighting, but really, no one thinks to factor in Wade Wilson.
fic  u:marvel  co:spiderman  m:captainamerica  c:spiderman:peter  c:cap:bucky  theme:friendship  theme:totherescue!  theme:injury  theme:angst  theme:brainwashing  theme:h/c  theme:PTSD  w:torture  ge:gen  r:pg-13  @ao3 
november 2015 by scorpionvoices
love is where yesterday is, by tigriswolf
There was this one time, in the war, when Steve got hit with some new weapon while they attacked one of Hydra’s factories. It burned, and it was cold, and then he went down and didn’t wake up for 12 hours – he knows because Bucky counted. Bucky told him.

And Bucky said, “Hopefully those plans were just at that site, ‘cause no one got outta there alive, Stevie.”
#fic  fandom:captain.america  fandom:the.avengers  pairing:bucky/steve  genre:gen  genre:angst  genre:dark  char:james.bucky.barnes  char:natasha.romanoff  char:tony.stark  char:bruce.banner  char:sam.wilson  char:clint.barton  char:nick.fury  char:phil.coulson  theme:violence  theme:brainwashing  theme:recovery  theme:revenge  setting:post-canon 
december 2014 by intrinsic_cat
A Mechanical Chaos, by Margo_Kim
Bucky chooses Steve. That’s just how it goes. Even that’s not a choice. Walking away, though. That might be one.

Post-film. The Winter Soldier takes a very long way home.
#fic  fandom:captain.america  genre:gen  genre:angst  char:james.bucky.barnes  char:sam.wilson  theme:amnesia  theme:brainwashing  theme:ptsd  theme:recovery 
june 2014 by intrinsic_cat
Impact Winter, by victoria_p (musesfool)
"We've had eyes out for this operative for years now. I don't think most of us believed he actually existed, but we've finally got proof."

(Part 1 of the 'in from the cold' series.)
#fic  fandom:captain.america  pairing:bucky/steve  genre:gen  genre:h/c  char:james.bucky.barnes  char:natasha.romanoff  theme:amnesia  theme:brainwashing  theme:friendship 
may 2014 by intrinsic_cat
Home Is Where You Are - sanctuary_for_all - Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Bucky didn't know his hand was going to move until it rested against Steve's hair, the compulsion a strange cousin to his killing reflexes. Even with the couch pillow between Steve's head and his lap, he remembered enough to know that this probably shouldn't be happening.

He stroked, gently, feeling the softness of the other man's hair against the skin of his one real palm. "Steve has no sense of self-preservation," he said finally, sure of this despite the gaps.

Sam's smile was wry. "Yeah, I've kind of picked up on that." Then his expression softened. "I also see the way you look at him. It’s like he's home, and you're trying like hell to figure out how to get back to it." [11,460]
fic  u:marvel  m:captainamerica  c:avengers:steve  c:cap:bucky  c:cap:sam  trope:amnesia  theme:brainwashing  theme:friendship  theme:PTSD  theme:h/c  theme:roadtrip  theme:role-reversal  theme:fix-it  theme:angst  theme:firstkiss  o:sweet  p:cap:bucky/steve  ge:slash  r:pg-13  @ao3 
may 2014 by scorpionvoices
this black and white photo never captured my skin - bittereternity - Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
You are shaping the future, the man in the three-piece suit whispers in his ear as he gently holds his head back and slides the rubber between his teeth. Underneath his mask, the Winter Soldier’s eyes are dead, dead, dead.
He fights alongside a group of people who call themselves the Avengers. Apparently, he’s only as likely to defect and go on a mass murdering spree as the rest of them. It is surprisingly gratifying.

Captain America tells him that they’re the good guys, that they’re fighting for what’s right, fighting to give this world it's freedom back. He does not believe him but he remembers what the Captain had looked like seconds away from death, and follows that memory into battle. He does not ask about the one who had taken the freedom away in the first place, even as the answer pulses through his veins.
fic  u:marvel  m:captainamerica  post-movie  c:cap:bucky  c:avengers:steve  c:ironman:tony  c:avengers:clint  theme:brainwashing  theme:angst  theme:aftermath  theme:h/c  theme:friendship  style:unreliablenarrator  theme:injury  ge:gen  r:pg  @ao3 
april 2014 by scorpionvoices
Reconstruction Site - EmilianaDarling - Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
He is the Winter Soldier.

He is James Buchanan Barnes.

He’s not one and he’s not the other, and he’s not sure if that makes him anything worth saving.

(In which the Winter Soldier leads Steve Rogers and Sam Wilson on a wild goose chase through Eastern Europe so that he can learn more about the man who actually thinks he can be saved.) [7671]
fic  u:marvel  m:captainamerica  c:cap:bucky  c:avengers:steve  theme:brainwashing  theme:assassins  theme:jealousy  theme:angst  theme:friendship  theme:pining  trope:amnesia  p:cap:bucky/steve  ge:drama  ge:slash  r:pg-13  @ao3 
april 2014 by scorpionvoices

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