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I See the Moon
“Alright well, here’s a song I used to sing to some, uh, kids… when I was younger.” The 'I used to sing this lullaby to the children I sheltered during a massacre' didn’t sound like the right words to say. The room was so quiet a glass clinking against the counter from the back of the room could be heard. “Here goes.” And Jim sang. Softly, at first then louder as the melody progressed. Based on the prompt, " Someone dares Jim to sing and/or play guitar for an Enterprise talent show but the only song he knows is a lullaby he used to sing for his kids on Tarsus IV..."
james_kirk  kevin_riley  gen  character_study  schmoop  tarsus_iv  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:speakingofalice 
april 2018 by elwarre
Five Space Pets Jim Brought Home and One Bones Let Him Keep
"Jim never really got to have a pet as a child and Leonard sympathizes, but this is starting to get ridiculous." (7314 words)
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  hikaru_sulu  spock  kirk/mccoy  st:fiveyearmission  humor  crack  brainwashing/mindgames  sex:pollen  established!relationship  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:the_dala 
april 2018 by elwarre
Miles and Miles of Mountains
"Spock is standing outside of his quarters. Jim pauses. He wants to punch him, turns the idea over in his mind briefly before loosening his fist and keying in his access code instead. Spock follows him inside wordlessly. He eyes Jim like he’s a wild animal, something that needs to be monitored and contained. Jim has never felt less contained in his life." (3605 words)
james_kirk  spock  kirk/spock  ptsd!kirk  bottom!kirk  top!spock  pov:kirk  character_study  angst  tarsus_iv  hunger/starvation  hothothot  sex:rough  kink:manhandling  first_time  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:mombasas  have:pdf 
february 2018 by elwarre
✢ Excerpts from Spock's Journal
"I may have a difficult time writing this. I was in a shop, in Cassidian, when I saw this book and felt compelled to fill its pages. I do not know how I will do so. I do not express much. I suppose I will write little, and what little I write I will write slowly, and after a time it will fill itself up, and I will be surprised when I turn the final page." (2849 words)
  james_kirk  spock  kirk/spock  clueless!kirk  pining!spock  pov:spock  character_study  angst  confession/secrets  pining  first_time  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:cable69 
april 2017 by elwarre
Cardinal Rule
"The Enterprise is sent on a mission, one that is strikingly similar to Tarsus IV. Trapped on the warring planet, Kirk must struggle through his demons to keep Spock and his landing team safe. Meanwhile, Spock has recently found he has feelings for his captain and is determined to stay away. Can he when he sees Jim falling into the memories of his horrid past?" (117,960 words)
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  kirk/spock  bamf!kirk  smart!kirk  hurt!kirk  ptsd!kirk  clueless!kirk  protective!spock  hurt!spock  tortured!spock  pining!spock  action  angst  hurt/comfort  tarsus_iv  hunger/starvation  noncon/dubcon  torture  ptsd  escape/rescue  slowburn  pining  first_time  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:sakuraminamio  have:pdf 
december 2016 by elwarre
Antigravity
"Five times Spock was surprised by the brilliance of Kirk's mind, and one time he totally saw it coming." (9727 words)
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  kirk/spock  smart!kirk  protective!kirk  hurt!kirk  protective!spock  character_study  mindmeld  telepathy  bonding/soulmates  first_time  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:sinestrated 
september 2016 by elwarre
For a Hundred Visions and Revisions
"Winona? Kind of awesome (or, "How Jim Kirk Wouldn't Have Survived A Normal Mother")." (2412 words) Part 3 of the Illogical series
james_kirk  winona_kirk  samuel_kirk  kodos  kirk/spock  hurt!kirk  grieving!kirk  bamf!winona  protective!winona  character_study  angst  tarsus_iv  grief  series/verse  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:waldorph  have:pdf 
september 2016 by elwarre
Refractions
"Two separate parallel universes merge with their own as the Enterprise is sent to an unknown planet where a dangerous phenomenon is destroying ships and expanding outward." (25,000 words plus ficlets) Coming up with accurate tags tags for this one is tricky due to the parallel universe issue. :) Note that the noncon is past, not between main characters, and non-graphic.
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  kirk/spock  bamf!kirk  dark!kirk  tortured!kirk  bamf!spock  protective!spock  dark!spock  altered!reality  action  torture  mindmeld  noncon/dubcon  bonding/soulmates  first_time  established!relationship  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:bigmamag 
september 2016 by elwarre
Signed, Sealed, Delivered (I'm Yours)
"In which Spock contemplates the laws of attraction and realizes what a slippery slope that is only after he has already fallen. There's no help for him now." (10,927 words)
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  kirk/spock  bamf!kirk  hurt!kirk  pining!spock  pov:spock  character_study  fighting/sparring  pining  slowburn  first_time  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:kianspo 
september 2016 by elwarre
✢ Shine Like the Sun
"Prompt-fill. An accident leaves Spock with amnesia. His last memory is bringing a cadet up on charges for cheating on the Kobayashi Maru - a cadet who, to his disgust, is now his bondmate." (25,000 words)
  james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  spock(prime)  nyota_uhura  kirk/spock  protective!kirk  hurt!kirk  bottom!kirk  amnesiac!spock  asshole!spock  guilty!spock  top!spock  heartbreaking  angst  hurt/comfort  amnesia  self_loathing  bonding/soulmates  pon_farr  established!relationship  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:kyliselle 
september 2016 by elwarre
✢ The Lotus Eaters
"Stranded on the planet Sigma Nox while searching for a missing away team, Spock and Kirk find themselves pitted against a disturbing native life form. With the captain out of commission on a regular basis and Spock struggling to preserve his stoicism, staying alive is difficult enough – but when a slim chance for escape surfaces, their resolve is truly put to the test. Together they must fight for survival in the heart of an alien jungle, and in the process, uncover the mystery of the planet’s past. Slow build K/S." (93,594 words)
  james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  kirk/spock  hurt!kirk  protective!kirk  sick!kirk  drugged!kirk  pining!kirk  bottom!kirk  protective!spock  hurt!spock  top!spock  pov:kirk  pov:spock  action  addiction  illness  jungle  slowburn  pining  first_time  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:aldora89  need:pdf 
august 2016 by elwarre
She's the One They Call Old Whatsername
"You gotta plant your flag in the dirt and declare victory on your own terms. The winner is whoever survives long enough to write the history books." (Always-a-girl!Kirk.) (9599 words)
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  kirk/spock  girl!kirk  bamf!kirk  pov:kirk  character_study  genderswap  issues:gender/sexuality  issues:sexism  tarsus_iv  abuse:child(past)  first_time  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:kaydeefalls 
august 2016 by elwarre
Master of a Nothing Place
"spock is stripped of his logic on an away mission gone bad and turns feral, incredibly violent and utterly brutal. when he comes across jim, though, he is possessive, protective, and even affectionate." (6643 words)
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  kirk/spock  bottom!kirk  feral!spock  protective!spock  possessive!spock  top!spock  action  cabin/wilderness  hothothot  kink:manhandling  sex:rough  first_time  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:strzyga 
august 2016 by elwarre
✢ Decimation
"Spock is pretty much doomed the minute Jane realizes that the fatshirt is incredibly slutty, and also regulation." (8744 words) I did not expect to like this as much as I did. It's fantastic.
  james_kirk  spock  nyota_uhura  leonard_mccoy  hikaru_sulu  winona_kirk  pavel_chekov  kirk/spock  girl!kirk  humor  pwp  genderswap  bonding/soulmates  pon_farr  hothothot  first_time  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:waldorph 
july 2016 by elwarre

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