shy/insecure!jensen   49

Counting the Steps to the Door of Your Heart
[annella] Jensen's life isn't perfect, but he's happy enough. He has friends (well, one friend and one roommate), a prospective career (if he can pass this stupid, stupid test which requires him to be able to talk to people), a sex life of sorts (with guys who are total jerkfaces and think Jensen is a dork, which is actually true), and a life-size Dalek costume with a voice modulator which lets him EXTERMINATE things (like the toaster). Then, out of nowhere, he also has Jared (gorgeous, wonderful, socially retarded, and already taken), and his life turns upside down in the blink of an eye. For the first time, Jensen has found what he wants, but how is he going to get it?
AU:College  pairing:Jensen/Jared  pairing:Jared/Sandy  angst  bottom!Jared  bottom!Jensen  shy/insecure!Jensen  therapist!Jensen  fandom:Supernatural-RPF  length:25K-50K 
april 2017 by casey679
Coral
[Xenodike] So, you'll kill, without remorse but you're not a murderer, you've never planned someone's death just for the sake of killing without any other payoff then the person dying. Well, there's a first time for everything, isn't there... (Gemstone 2)
AU:Crime-&-Police-Drama  pairing:Jensen/Jared  pairing:Chris/Steve  pairing:Chris/Steve/Chad  pairing:JDM/OMC(s)  abused!Jensen  angst  awesome!Chad  bottom!Jensen  criminal!Chad  criminal!Chris  criminal!Jared  criminal!JDM  criminal!Steve  dark!Jared  hacker!Chad  hitman!JDM  hurt!Jensen  janitor!Jensen  kidnapped!Jensen  mute!Jensen  shy/insecure!Jensen  sociopath!Jared  sociopath!Jeff  stalker!Jared  thief!Chad  thief!Chris  thief!Jared  thief!JDM  thief!Steve  verse:Gemstone  fandom:Supernatural-RPF  length:15K-20K 
april 2017 by casey679
I Hijacked a Rainbow and Crashed into a Pot of Gold
[whispered_story (akintay)] It's Jensen's second year at the California College of Magic. He has to juggle classes, friends, a new job and his boyfriend—which becomes a lot harder when he starts to worry about just how much their relationship has changed Jared. (Wizards 2)
AU:College  AU:Magic  angst  asshole!Chad  bottom!Jensen  romantic  shy/insecure!Jensen  student!Jared  student!Jensen  pairing:Jensen/Jared  A+parenting:Ackles  fandom:Supernatural-RPF  tw:prejudice/discrimination  verse:Wizards  length:15K-20K  magic!Jared  magic!Jensen  trope:magic-bond 
december 2016 by casey679
Open Road
Jensen is a young Harvard med student with a bright future ahead of him and Jared is the hot-headed member of the renowned biker gang 'Black Legion'. When their two worlds collide and their lives become intertwined, will they both survive with their hearts intact?
AU:Bikers  AU:College  pairing:Jensen/OMC(s)  pairing:Jensen/Jared  pairing:Chad/Sandy  angst  artist!Jensen  BAMF!Jared  biker!Jared  biker!JDM  bottom!Jensen  doctor!Jensen  fighter!Jared  hurt!Chad  hurt!Jared  hurt!Jensen  kidnapped!Jensen  kink:piercings  kink:rough-sex  kink:tattoos  mechanic!Jared  mpreg  possessive!Jared  protective!Jared  protective!JDM  PTSD!Jensen  shy/insecure!Jensen  tw:dub/non-con  tw:torture  fandom:Supernatural-RPF  length:200K+ 
december 2016 by casey679
Fucking Kodiak, Alaska
[Xenodike] After having an emotional and physical breakdown and trying to get away from a dysfunctional relationship, Jensen finds himself staring at a stuffed and mounted bear standing in a tiny airport terminal on the on the other side of the country. Jared, self proclaimed cocky asshole and sporting a fantastic manbun, takes pity on him, expecting a thank you orgasm before they go their separate ways. Turns out, Jensen's not half as broken as he thinks he is. A large fluffy dog and a little help realizing his prostate is in fact not defective, goes a long way. Jared is a lot more broken than he'll admit. Jensen takes him on a journey of learning what it means to have someplace to call home. Throw in a lot of plaid, flannel shirts, a tiny log cabin, a horrendously ugly, moldy RV, a weather-beaten bar, fantastic wildlife, spectacular nature and a hillbilly shithole in the middle of nowhere. (fic was deleted because author published it as original)
AU:Fishing-&-the-Sea  pairing:Jensen/Jared  pairing:JDM/Samantha  pairing:Jensen/OMC(s)  pairing:Ty/Mackenzie  abused!Jensen  angst  artist!Jensen  asshole!Mark  BAMF!Jared  BAMF!Jensen  bartender!JDM  fisherman!Jared  guide!Jared  kink:bondage  protective!Jared  romantic  shy/insecure!Jensen  veterinarian!Samantha  writer!Jensen  fandom:Supernatural-RPF  length:50K-75K  !deleted  !PDF 
october 2016 by casey679
For Keeps
[riyku] Every. Fucking. Single. Thing. Every. Fucking. Time. Jared writes it down on separate gum wrappers, one word on each in hectic, too-large letters because that's how his heart feels when he thinks about Jensen, like it's racing fast and his ribs aren't big enough to hold it. (Love Letters 2)
AU:High-School  pairing:Jensen/Jared  angst  religious!Jared  religious!Jensen  shy/insecure!Jared  shy/insecure!Jensen  student!Jared  student!Jensen  verse:Love-Letters  fandom:Supernatural-RPF  length:<1K 
january 2016 by casey679
Love Letters
[riyku] God is love, but Satan does that thing you like with his tongue. Catholic school boy Jared begins a conversation with an unknown graffiti artist. (Love Letters 1)
AU:High-School  pairing:Jensen/Jared  angst  religious!Jared  religious!Jensen  shy/insecure!Jared  shy/insecure!Jensen  student!Jared  student!Jensen  verse:Love-Letters  fandom:Supernatural-RPF  length:1K-5K 
january 2016 by casey679
Let Us Compare Mythologies
Jensen Ackles, award-winning author, is experiencing the longest writing dry spell of his life until he spots a good-looking stranger in a bookstore window and suddenly everything changes.
angst  bookstore!Jared  divorced!Jensen  romantic  shy/insecure!Jared  shy/insecure!Jensen  writer!Jared  writer!Jensen  pairing:Jensen/Jared  pairing:Misha/Jared  AU:Cafes-&-Coffeeshops  fandom:Supernatural-RPF 
november 2015 by casey679
The Heart That Truly Loves Never Forgets
Jensen had no memory of his life before the accident. His husband, Jeff, had helped him the best he could but the memories just wouldn’t come and no matter what Jensen did, he always felt like something was missing, he just didn’t know what that something was.
abused!Jensen  agent!Jared  alpha!Jared  amnesia!Jensen  angst  asshole!David  asshole!JDM  beta!Jensen  bottom!Jensen  hurt!Jared  hurt!Jensen  kidnapped!Jensen  protective!Jared  shy/insecure!Jensen  werewolf!Jared  werewolf!Jensen  pairing:Jensen/Jared  AU:ABO-Dynamics  pairing:JDM/Jensen  AU:Weres-&-Shifters  fandom:Supernatural-RPF  kink:knotting 
september 2015 by casey679
Things That Never Age
Jensen Ackles leads the most ordinary of lives. Still living in the town he grew up in, teaching social studies at the school he graduated from...it's not exactly the grand future he once dreamed of. But when he attends his ten year reunion and runs into his ex-boyfriend - up and coming director Jared Padalecki - Jensen finds himself faced with the reemergence of old feelings and a choice he never anticipated.
AU  angst  director!Jared  divorced!Jared  romantic  shy/insecure!Jensen  teacher!Jensen  teacher!Mike  pairing:Jensen/Jared  fandom:Supernatural-RPF 
september 2015 by casey679
Window to Window (verse)
There is a world of passion waiting if you can just find a way to throw back the windows.
AU  angst  artist!Jared  shy/insecure!Jensen  pairing:Jensen/Jared  fandom:Supernatural-RPF  kink:exhibitionism  kink:voyeurism 
september 2015 by casey679
The Mask You Wear
Five years after Supernatural Jared wonders about his and Jensen's friendship as they seem to drift apart. In less than one year the daily calls have turned into few rare emails while Jared has been away working. When he comes back he's in for a surprise. Something has happened to Jensen and it has changed him. It's up to Jared to show that it really doesn't matter.
angst  bottom!Jared  disabled!Jensen  hurt!Jensen  protective!Jared  protective!Chris  recluse!Jensen  romantic  shy/insecure!Jensen  writer!Jensen  pairing:Jensen/Jared  fandom:Supernatural-RPF 
september 2015 by casey679
Spells, Potions, and a Wizard Boyfriend
[whispered_story (akintay)] Despite being a wizard, Jensen's life has been completely normal and magic-free – but all of that is about to change now that he's a student at the California College of Magic. (Wizards 1)
angst  asshole!Jared  bottom!Jensen  romantic  shy/insecure!Jensen  student!Jared  student!Jensen  pairing:Jensen/Jared  A+parenting:Ackles  AU:College  AU:Magic  fandom:Supernatural-RPF  tw:prejudice/discrimination  verse:Wizards  length:25K-50K  magic!Jared  magic!Jensen  trope:magic-bond 
september 2015 by casey679
TKO (Verse)
Jensen is an ex-con with a clean slate. Jared owns an MMA gym. They like each other, a lot. (Link goes to the journal tag "TKO" for this fic.)
AU  angst  bottom!Jensen  bouncer!Jensen  coach!Jared  ex-con!Jensen  fighter!Jensen  hurt!Jensen  protective!Benny  protective!Jared  PTSD!Jensen  shy/insecure!Jensen  pairing:Jensen/Jared  fandom:Supernatural-RPF  kink:bondage  kink:BDSM  kink:D/s  tw:dub/non-con 
august 2015 by casey679
Royally Complicated
Jensen’s completely sick of his completely dull life; despite a great apartment, a job he loves, and well-intentioned friends who want nothing but the best for him, he’s bored out of his skull. When those well-intentioned friends drunkenly book him a trip to beautiful and exotic Los Roques, Venezuela, Jensen figures he’ll make the best of it, and if that happens to include a fling with a handsome and mysterious stranger he never expects to see again, so much the better.
AU  angst  bottom!Jensen  librarian!Jensen  noble!Jared  romantic  shy/insecure!Jensen  pairing:Jensen/Jared  fandom:Supernatural-RPF 
august 2015 by casey679
Pretty Enough ('verse)
Jensen has been hurt, and he is not about to put his trust in anyone, ever again. Things might change around the school however, when a new student arrives. But will Jensen allow the change or will the nightmares from his past ruin his last year in high school?
angst  asshole!Justin  asshole!Tom  bottom!Jensen  bullied!Jensen  protective!Jared  romantic  shy/insecure!Jensen  pairing:Jensen/Jared  AU:High-School  pairing:Jensen/OMC(s)  pairing:Jensen/Justin  fandom:Supernatural-RPF 
august 2015 by casey679
The Oak In My Garden
Jared has just moved into town, and is left with a house that desperately needs attention when his girlfriend of many years has left him. Jensen is running the only hardware store in town, and is intrigued by the newcomer.
angst  handyman!Jensen  paramedic!Jared  PTSD!Jensen  romantic  shy/insecure!Jensen  store-clerk!Jensen  pairing:Jensen/Jared  AU:Blue-Collar-Boys  fandom:Supernatural-RPF 
august 2015 by casey679
More Than I Deserve
Years of school yard bullying has left Jensen with some emotional scars and anti-social tendencies. Jensen found purpose working as an Animal Shelter Manager and he was content living the way he was. Jensen knows from his past experiences the only love and acceptance he was going to receive was from the animals he cared for until a tall, young orthopedic surgeon by the name of Jared Padalecki walked into the animal shelter looking to adopt a dog and changed everything.
angst  animal-shelter!Jensen  doctor!Jared  musician!Chris  musician!Jensen  protective!Chris  shy/insecure!Jensen  veterinarian!Jensen  pairing:Jensen/Jared  AU:Office-&-Workplace  fandom:Supernatural-RPF 
august 2015 by casey679
Be My Baby
Some would call Jensen’s move from New York to Texas a midlife crisis, you know, if he wasn’t 25. Jensen however, will tell you he needs quiet, no distractions and being thousands of miles away would definitely provide all of that. And it would have, if Jared hadn’t been cutting his lawn in all his golden glory. With a deadline to meet, Jensen’s determined not to let Jared become a distraction. Turns out though, Jensen doesn’t always get what he wants and considering his history, it shouldn’t surprise him. Jared weasels his way into Jensen’s life until Jensen can’t remember what his life had been like without him. But behind Jared’s smile there’s a sadness that comes with loss. A sadness that Jensen knows all too well. For a while, all that stuff fades away. Doesn’t seem to matter anymore, until it does. Insecurities so deep they blow up, literally, in the form of jealousy and Jensen finds himself questioning if he deserves Jared at all.
AU  angst  bottom!Jared  editor!Danneel  musician!Chris  musician!Steve  possessive!Jensen  romantic  shy/insecure!Jensen  student!Jared  writer!Jared  pairing:Jensen/Jared  pairing:Chad/Jake  fandom:Supernatural-RPF  kink:D/s 
august 2015 by casey679

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