scared!dean   48

All That I'm Good For; witling
The whole thing was fucked up to start with. You can't grow up with someone and half-raise or be half-raised by them, have one dead parent and one insane and hell-bent on training you up to be a wolfhound—you can't be that person, live alongside that person, and not be fucked up. You can't. It isn't possible.
sam_dean  freakedout!dean  pining!dean  physicallyhurt!sam  Protective!Dean  scared!dean  s2  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:witling  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  0-5k  ~  fandom:supernatural 
december 2018 by Itsokaydean
Never done with killing time (I'd like it if you stayed); Trojie
Dean's life has a rhythm and it's counting down. His bucket list is pretty much done and it hasn't helped. Seventeen days to go, and Sam slides into his bed.
sam_dean  established!relationship  emotionallyhurt!sam  emotionallyhurt!dean  postdeal!dean  s3  scared!sam  scared!dean  genre:angst  genre:hurt_comfort  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  author:trojie  0-5k  challenge:hoodie_time  ~  fandom:supernatural 
july 2018 by Itsokaydean
Cross-country; zillah975
On their way back from a hunt, John and Dean discover worse things in the woods than a vengeful spirit.
pre-series  bamf!John  bamf!dean  scared!dean  determined!dean  violence  genre:angst  physicallyhurt!john  emotionallyhurt!dean  scared!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:R  author:zillah975  0-5k  ~  fandom:supernatural 
july 2018 by Itsokaydean
Now I lay me down to sleep; fleshflutter
Sam knows the difference between dreams and nightmares and knows which Dean is having. He makes sure there's hot, black coffee waiting for Dean in the morning when he wakes, offers to drive and doesn't comment on the corpse-grey shadows beneath Dean's eyes.
sam_dean  dream!dean  demon!dean  3.10!coda  genre:angst  tw:dub-con  scared!dean  scared!sam  archive:lj  havepdf  rating:R  author:fleshflutter  0-5k  ~  fandom:supernatural 
july 2018 by Itsokaydean
For With The Heart; sowell
In life, Carolyn Cutter was probably a loving wife and mother. In death, she’s a gigantic pain in the ass, and Dean was sick of this job two days ago.

“The guns have rock salt, not bullets,” Sam says, all reasonable. Like you can reason with a ghost. “It won’t kill us.”

Carolyn just gives that crazy-ass spirit cackle and cocks the gun without lifting a finger.

“Sam,” Dean growls from the side of his mouth. “Not helping.”
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june 2018 by Itsokaydean
Even Living Legends Need Eggs; belyste
Sam and Dean stop for the night in a random small town in Iowa, but it turns out Dean's been there before - and the townspeople have an interesting reaction to his return. 
sam&dean  genre:gen  genre:casefic  genre:humor  scared!dean  rescuer!sam  amused!sam  dean!isalocalhero  rating:R  archive:lj  havepdf  author:belyste  5-10k  tissie  ~  fandom:supernatural 
april 2018 by Itsokaydean
Kink Meme: And Baby Makes Three
Kink-Meme Fill: (Set between any season you'd like) Sam tells Dean he's leaving hunting. Dean's against it and they fight and everything, resulting in Sam storming out. When Dean sees Cas next he brings it up and Cas looks at him (in that unfairly adorable way) and tells him Sam's with child.

Turns out the reason he walked out on hunting was because on their last hunt the witch had made him pregnant with Dean's kid.

Cue Dean turning up on Sam's doorstep

If there's sex, then Any kinks minus scat (which I'm not even sure how you'd get in)
pairing:sam/dean  kink:established!relationship  kink:bareback  kink:lap!sex  kink:coming-untouched  kink:mpreg  character:sam-winchester  character:dean-winchester  author:anonymous  +wincest  attribute:bottom!sam  attribute:top!dean  kink:reverence  protective!dean  scared!dean  worried!dean  +all-time-fav  attributescared!sam  attribute:pregnant!sam  plot:dean-misses-sam  attribute:cursed!sam  affliction:misunderstanding  plot:they-stop-hunting  affliction:curse  kink:belly 
december 2017 by infinitefeels
Hunter's Lullaby
An encounter with a witch leaves Dean in a disturbing predicament. The relationship he shares with his brother will be put to test, and everything he thought he could control in his life will be changed forever.
Spoilers and warnings: Nc-17, AU from the last minutes of episode 3x16. Vague spoilers from everything that had happened before that.
Word count: about 90 000
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december 2017 by infinitefeels
Under Hill; cordelia_gray
In which the Winchester's lives are only a little bit like a Disney cartoon, and it takes Dean a long time to figure things out.
sam_dean  established!relationship  post-season8  genre:domestic  worried!dean  genre:schmoop  scared!dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:cordelia_grey  rating:pg-13  0-5k  tissie  ~  fandom:supernatural 
april 2017 by Itsokaydean
Nobody Told You When to Run; Sena
Dean's never done anything anyone will remember him for, and for the first time, he kind of wishes he had.
sam_dean  s3  genre:angst  first-time  scared!dean  jealous!sam  archive:ao3  rating:nc-17  author:sena  havepdf  tissie  0-5k  challenge:remix  ~  fandom:supernatural 
april 2017 by Itsokaydean
The Hashish Eater; minviendha
Sam's first panic room experience, please. Probably prior to being tied down. Sam's craving for demon blood and his general hallucinatory state lead him to think that drinking from the only available source of demon blood on hand is a good idea. Said source? Himself.
detox!sam  demonbloodissues!sam  scared!dean  notsonice!dean  s4  4.22  gen  rating:pg-13  archive:lj  paula  author:minviendha_(lise)  havepdf  ~  fandom:supernatural 
december 2016 by Itsokaydean
How they will dance; kalliel
They say you can see Hell on All Hallow's Eve. Look down--there's a crack

in the sidewalk.

Do you see?
sam&dean  gen  scared!dean  postdeal!dean  s3  author:kalliel  archive:lj  needspdf  rating:pg  tissie  ~  fandom:supernatural 
october 2016 by Itsokaydean

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