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Under the Songbird’s Wing
[mia6363] Captivity easily destroys the will of escape. It can break the fiercest of animal. It can strip the most regal man and woman down to nothing but animal needs. Captivity can, if met with unwavering determination, shape a person into something unimaginable. Stiles is sixteen when he's captured. Stiles's first thought is, "I won't die here." (Loosely based on The OA.)
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  pairing:Peter/Stiles  A+parenting:Stilinski  alpha!Peter  alpha!Stiles  angst  BAMF!Stiles  bottom!Stiles  depressed!Stiles  goddamn-fucking-Argents  hurt!Deucalion  hurt!Peter  hurt!Satomi  hurt!Stiles  kidnapped!Deucalion  kidnapped!Peter  kidnapped!Satomi  kidnapped!Stiles  protective!Deucalion  protective!Peter  protective!Satomi  protective!Stiles  PTSD!Stiles  touch-starved!Peter  touch-starved!Stiles  trope:fake-relationship  trope:forced-relationship  trope:magic-bond  true-alpha!Stiles  tw:torture  fandom:Teen-Wolf  length:75K-100K 
7 weeks ago by casey679
Would You Forgive Me If I Called You Hope
"Stiles has scars. He owns that, he accepts it, he's cataloged and memorized every single one, he's hyper fucking aware of them all." (10,098 words)
stiles_stilinski  peter_hale  scott_mccall  derek_hale  stiles/peter  bamf!stiles  powers!stiles  magical!stiles  scarred!stiles  hurt!stiles  ptsd!stiles  protective!peter  angst  hurt/comfort  scars  ptsd  slowburn  first_time  fandom:teenwolf  author:whispering_sumire  have:pdf 
january 2019 by elwarre
Tremors
"Stiles has a taste for him now. All Peter needs to do is wait." (20,838 words) This is a creepier Peter than my tags would suggest, but he's not really *evil* either.
stiles_stilinski  peter_hale  stiles/peter  smart!stiles  hurt!stiles  ptsd!stiles  possessive!peter  understanding!peter  hurt/comfort  angst  touchstarvation  abuse:child(past)  ptsd  recovery  slowburn  first_time  fandom:teenwolf  author:corpium  have:pdf 
january 2019 by elwarre
Thunderstorms and Polish Lullabies
"Boyd is there, hovering over his claws, Isaac looks devastated, Jennifer looks bewildered and concerned and horrified, Kali looks smug, the twins are carefully keeping their faces blank but they're playing along, and- Gods, he's really going to be forced to do this, isn't he? Pack, his Pack, the make-shift family he'd all but accidentally gathered is going to die by his hand, and even if it's forced, it'll still be his fault, for wanting them, for needing them, for biting them. Loving them. He wants to close his eyes but he owes Boyd more than that. And then, abruptly, in this saturated technicolor still-picture moment of chaos and violence- the eye of the storm- the door to the loft crashes open. With the water and the metal and the force of it, the sound is almost guttural, and far too loud- even Kali seems startled. [Or, the one where Stiles time-travels just in time to save Boyd and Derek from the Alphas, and manages to heal everyone, including himself, just a little in the process.]" (10,057 words)
stiles_stilinski  derek_hale  scott_mccall  isaac_lahey  stiles/derek  bamf!stiles  powers!stiles  magical!stiles  timetraveler!stiles  protective!stiles  hurt!stiles  ptsd!stiles  protective!derek  possessive!derek  asshole!scott  pov:derek  angst  hurt/comfort  character_study  magic  timetravel  ptsd  slowburn  first_time  fandom:teenwolf  author:whispering_sumire  have:pdf 
april 2018 by elwarre
Stay
"Stiles' mind tries to dig up all of those hurtful looks and whispers he’s endured, but silencing them comes just as easily as letting Derek see his back in the first place. Because that's not what Derek's thinking, not why he's running his hands over Stiles' skin. What are scars to someone like Derek Hale?" (94,037 words)
stiles_stilinski  derek_hale  peter_hale  scott_mccall  sheriff_stilinski  stiles/derek  bamf!stiles  witch!stiles  powers!stiles  magical!stiles  hurt!stiles  protective!stiles  ptsd!stiles  protective!derek  alpha!derek  ptsd!derek  action  mystery  magic  voodoo  possession  ptsd  slowburn  bonding/soulmates  kink:scentmarking  kink:piercings  sex:car  first_time  have:pdf  fandom:teenwolf  author:bandaran 
january 2018 by elwarre
Seeing Wolves (Where There Are No Wolves)
[MellytheHun] Or otherwise known as "Derek Goes to the Doctor," wherein Derek gets the therapy he so desperately needs and gets healthy. The clearer his head gets, the more room it seems to have for Stiles.
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  pairing:Derek/Stiles  angst  bottom!Stiles  depressed!Derek  hurt!Derek  hurt!Stiles  protective!Derek  protective!Stiles  PTSD!Derek  PTSD!Stiles  recovery!fic  romantic  suicidal!Derek  trope:friends-to-lovers  tw:self-harm  fandom:Teen-Wolf  length:50K-75K 
march 2017 by casey679
✢ Bleed into Me
"Stiles knows that the past can stay the past, just never look back. Never question the hows and whens, lean back and enjoy your teenage life. Fix your Jeep, meet your friends, pursue your crush. And when you wake up in the middle of the night, never go down to the kitchen. Some lines should never be crossed, yes, some things never be said. It doesn't matter. The story has already begun." (197,790 words) Not for the faint of heart - take the author's warnings seriously. Great psychological horror.
  stiles_stilinski  derek_hale  theo_raeken  malia_tate  scott_mccall  lydia_martin  kira_yukimura  sheriff_stilinski  stiles/derek  stiles/theo  stiles/malia  protective!stiles  pining!stiles  hurt!stiles  tortured!stiles  raped!stiles  ptsd!stiles  bottom!stiles  protective!derek  clueless!derek  pining!derek  jealous!derek  possessed!derek  guilty!derek  top!derek  possessed!theo  lucifer!theo  powers!theo  dark!theo  asshole!theo  abusive!theo  possessive!theo  jealous!theo  top!theo  protective!scott  clueless!sheriffstilinski  dark  horror  meta  mystery  possession  torture  noncon/dubcon  abuse:emotional/psychological  brainwashing/mindgames  demon_deal  clinic/hospital  pining  jealousy  underage  preslash  series/verse  fandom:teenwolf  author:weesageechak  have:pdf 
march 2017 by elwarre
Breathing Smoke
"Stiles closed his eyes, breathing in and out with careful slowness. He wasn’t crying. He couldn’t let himself cry. He couldn’t let anyone see. No one could see, he remembered. This didn’t come with scars." (109,488 words)
stiles_stilinski  derek_hale  lydia_martin  jackson_whittemore  sheriff_stilinski  scott_mccall  alan_deaton  allison_argent  stiles/derek  stiles/ofc  powers!stiles  magical!stiles  bamf!stiles  parent!stiles  hurt!stiles  raped!stiles  possessed!stiles  guilty!stiles  ptsd!stiles  protective!derek  smart!lydia  bamf!lydia  action  angst  hurt/comfort  possession  magic  fairies  unicorns  noncon/dubcon  ptsd  selfharm  self_loathing  revenge  underage  first_time  fandom:teenwolf  author:kindreturnany  have:pdf 
march 2017 by elwarre
I Look Inside Myself
"Stiles blocks most of it out. He limps away after but doesn’t (refuses to) think about why; his face hurts, his lip bleeds, his head aches, and his vision blurs – he focuses on the things he can see, on the things his dad will see, and he forgets everything else. Go figure Gerard would have the worst kinds of people working for him." (4593 words) Check the warnings on this one - the noncon isn't graphic but it's the main theme of the story.
stiles_stilinski  peter_hale  gen  hurt!stiles  raped!stiles  ptsd!stiles  protective!peter  pov:stiles  angst  noncon/dubcon  ptsd  revenge  tw:season:2  fandom:teenwolf  author:quietlyintoemptyspaces  have:pdf 
february 2017 by elwarre
Total Eclipse
"Stiles didn't know about werewolves until he was kidnapped by hunters and trapped in a room where drugged out werewolves got shoved in, one after the other. Derek was the last one, and it took Stiles a long time before he could accept that he owed their breakout in part to Derek, mostly because up until Derek, he didn't know werewolves could be, well, human." (17,826 words)
stiles_stilinski  derek_hale  sheriff_stilinski  chris_argent  kate_argent  gen  kidnapped!stiles  hurt!stiles  tortured!stiles  ptsd!stiles  kidnapped!derek  protective!derek  pov:stiles  angst  hurt/comfort  friendship  kidnapping  torture  hunger/starvation  escape/rescue  recovery  ptsd  fandom:teenwolf  author:sa_kun  have:pdf 
february 2017 by elwarre
Riding the Lightning
[Vendelin] Stiles finds himself on the doorstep to his home in Beacon Hills, not remembering how he got here or why he's barefoot. As it turns out, he was abducted a couple of weeks earlier from a college party and bears the same marks on his body as victims of a serial killer his dad just can't seem to get a hold of. So there he is, with no memories of what happened, the last couple of weeks like a blank line in his mind and knowing all too well that he's the best shot they have at catching this guy. As a key witness and in acute, assumed danger, he finds himself under surveillance 24/7 and more often than not, his dad's best deputy, Derek Hale, is sitting at his kitchen table.
AU:College  AU:Crime-&-Police-Drama  AU:Serial-Killer  pairing:Derek/Stiles  abused!Stiles  amnesia!Stiles  angst  bottom!Stiles  human!Derek  hurt!Stiles  kink:panties  police!Derek  protective!Derek  PTSD!Stiles  tw:torture  fandom:Teen-Wolf  length:20K-25K 
january 2017 by casey679
These Four Walls
[pandabomb] “Is your place a mess? Do you wish you had someone to take care of you and cater to your needs? Then reach us online at www.human4you.com. Your human companion awaits!” In a world controlled by werewolves, lone alpha Derek Hale buys a mail-order human.
AU:Slavery  AU:Weres-&-Shifters  pairing:Derek/Stiles  alpha!Derek  angst  bottom!Stiles  carpenter!Derek  hurt!Stiles  oblivious!Derek  possessive!Derek  protective!Derek  PTSD!Stiles  slave!Stiles  student!Stiles  tw:dub/non-con  tw:torture  tw:unhappy-ending  fandom:Teen-Wolf  length:25K-50K 
january 2017 by casey679
Traces
[standinginanicedress] Derek snaps his fingers and glares into Stiles' eyes. “You say you're not the same, but – there you fucking go, acting just like yourself.” Stiles bristles. “Oh, right. Because you know me so fucking well, don't you?” “Better than you seem to think,” he mutters under his breath in response, and Stiles gets even more incensed. “Pushing me up against walls, shoving my head into steering wheels,” he shrugs his shoulders, glares, “some real heart to hearts we've had!” “Holding me up in eight feet of water when I was paralyzed, nearly cutting my arm off for me to save my life. Doesn't seem so fucking shallow to me, Stiles.” (fic was deleted; link goes to PDF)
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  pairing:Derek/Stiles  angst  bottom!Stiles  depressed!Stiles  hurt!Stiles  post-nogitsune!Stiles  protective!Derek  protective!Scott  PTSD!Stiles  fandom:Teen-Wolf  length:25K-50K  !deleted  !PDF 
january 2017 by casey679
Sinking Ships
[standinginanicedress] Derek Hale has never met a human before. Throughout his life, he's probably encountered, give or take, a hundred or so. A mere hundred human beings in his twenty-three years walking around on earth, compared to the millions of weres he's seen. And, even then, encountered them he might have, but met? Not even close. He's had his dry cleaning handed off to him by a mousy looking human girl in a shirt three sizes too big for her with huge eyes and shaking hands while a beta werewolf yelled at her in the background for being too skittish (wonder why that could possibly be), he's walked past teenage humans cleaning windows and sweeping pebbles off of sidewalks, he's had the door opened up for him by older humans in pristine uniforms outside of restaurants – but never, never once, has he stuck his hand out to a human and said "hi, my name is..." He could probably count on one hand the number of times he's even been made aware that a human within a hundred feet of him even had a name. (fic was deleted; link goes to PDF)
AU:Slavery  AU:Weres-&-Shifters  pairing:Derek/Stiles  angst  bottom!Stiles  hurt!Stiles  protective!Derek  protective!Scott  PTSD!Stiles  rich!Derek  trope:arranged-marriage  tw:child-abuse  tw:dub/non-con  tw:prejudice/discrimination  fandom:Teen-Wolf  length:100K+  !deleted  !PDF 
january 2017 by casey679
Wolfsbane
[DiscontentedWinter] Kate Argent has kept a little trophy of the Hale fire for all these years - Derek Hale. When Deputy Stiles Stilinski finds him, he doesn't just need to rescue Derek from the Argents. He needs to rescue Derek from his past. (Wolfsbane 1)
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  pairing:Derek/Stiles  pairing:Peter/Sheriff-Stilinski  abused!Derek  angst  hurt!Derek  hurt!Peter  hurt!Sheriff-Stilinski  hurt!Stiles  kidnapped!Derek  kidnapped!Stiles  police!Scott  police!Stiles  protective!Derek  protective!Stiles  PTSD!Derek  PTSD!Stiles  shy/insecure!Derek  tw:torture  verse:Wolfsbane  fandom:Teen-Wolf  length:25K-50K 
january 2017 by casey679
Those are the Days that Bind Us
His father wasn’t stupid. He was an officer of the law, trained to look for patterns. He confronted Stiles about werewolves and they shouted and Stiles tried to explain but his father was so, so, so mad, more mad than Stiles had ever seen him, ever in all his life and then his father looked at him and said, “It’s like you’re not my son anymore.” And Stiles broke. (52,171 words)
stiles_stilinski  derek_hale  sheriff_stilinski  allison_argent  scott_mccall  lydia_martin  jackson_whittemore  erica_reyes  vernon_boyd  alan_deaton  chris_argent  stiles/derek  stiles/omc  scott/allison  lydia/jackson  bamf!stiles  smart!stiles  magical!stiles  powers!stiles  protective!stiles  hurt!stiles  ptsd!stiles  pining!stiles  asshole!derek  guilty!derek  pining!derek  asshole!scott  pov:stiles  action  angst  hurt/comfort  magic  ptsd  eating_disorder  curse/spell  slowburn  pining  first_time  tw:postseries  fandom:teenwolf  author:s_a_m 
january 2017 by elwarre
Fixer Upper
"After the events of 5a, Stiles is estranged from Scott--and by association, the pack. Derek is off finding himself, or, at least, Germany and some other places. There's a lot of texting and post cards and then Derek comes back to find Stiles missing. Worse, nobody seems to remember Stiles existing." (39,169 words) Definitely heed the warnings, but the focus is on the comfort/recovery.
stiles_stilinski  derek_hale  lydia_martin  scott_mccall  sheriff_stilinski  stiles/derek  kidnapped!stiles  hurt!stiles  tortured!stiles  whipped!stiles  raped!stiles  ptsd!stiles  kidnapped!derek  protective!derek  hurt/comfort  friendship  kidnapping  torture  whipping  noncon/dubcon  escape/rescue  magic  curse/spell  amnesia  clinic/hospital  recovery  slowburn  first_time  fandom:teenwolf  author:arsenic  have:pdf 
january 2017 by elwarre
And You Say You're Alone
[taelynhawker] Between the kanima, the Argents, and Peter's untimely return from the dead, everything has fallen apart. Stiles and Derek try to put their lives back together once the crisis has passed. Stiles deals with the aftermath of being tortured, and the distance growing between he and Scott. Derek attempts to become a stronger alpha and keep his pack safe, and that includes Stiles.
AU:Canon/Timeline-Change  pairing:Derek/Stiles  alpha!Derek  angst  bottom!Stiles  disabled!Stiles  hurt!Stiles  protective!Derek  protective!Jackson  PTSD!Stiles  recovery!fic  fandom:Teen-Wolf  length:25K-50K 
january 2017 by casey679

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