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Not skin deep, you're in my soul; screamer
Mated Omegas bond with their Alpha on a biological level, so completely that their body resists sexual advances from anyone else. Repeated knotting can make an Omega’s body accept a new Alpha, but the new mating bond overwrites the old one, erasing it not just from an Omega’s body, but from their mind as well. Jared wakes with a headache and a memory full of holes. He’s been kidnaped, drugged, and is about to be sold to the highest bidder.
rps  jared_jensen  omega!jared  alpha!jensen  au:alpha/beta/omega  kidnapped!jared  sexuallyabused!jared  tw:non-con  rescuer!jensen  desperate!jensen  ptsd!jared  ptsd!jensen  forcedtomate!jared  physicallyhurt!jensen  physicallyhurt!jared  emotionallyhurt!jared  emotionallyhurt!jensen  genre:angst  genre:au  genre:hurt_comfort  married!boys  rating:nc-17  author:screamer  havepdf  archive:ao3  25-30k  challenge:kinkmeme  ~ 
june 2018 by Itsokaydean
Paradise Found
[whispered_story (akintay)] There are old nightmares and new worries, but the farm is still their own little paradise in a very fucked up new world. (Every Old Town 2)
AU:Dystopia-&-Post-Apocalypse  pairing:Jensen/Jared  pairing:JDM/Danneel  angst  asshole!Ty  bottom!Jared  hurt!Jensen  protective!Jensen  PTSD!Jensen  romantic  verse:Every-Old-Town  fandom:Supernatural-RPF  length:15K-20K 
march 2017 by casey679
Every Old Town's Just Our Past Burning Down
[whispered_story (akintay)] The world ends and those who survive are left with chaos; cities and towns are in ruins and there's a shortage of food and an outbreak of diseases that soon lead to panic and violence. With nothing keeping him in Texas Jensen decides to leave, wandering back roads and wilderness with no destination in mind. His path leads him to a secluded farm in Wyoming and a ragtag group of people. There, he ends up finding more than he dared to hope for: a home, friendships, and maybe even a chance at love with Jared, who Jensen is instantly drawn to even though he can't quite figure him out. (Every Old Town 1)
AU:Dystopia-&-Post-Apocalypse  pairing:JDM/Danneel  pairing:Jensen/Jared  angst  asshole!Chad  bottom!Jared  hurt!Jensen  protective!Jensen  PTSD!Jensen  romantic  verse:Every-Old-Town  fandom:Supernatural-RPF  length:25K-50K 
march 2017 by casey679
Open Road
Jensen is a young Harvard med student with a bright future ahead of him and Jared is the hot-headed member of the renowned biker gang 'Black Legion'. When their two worlds collide and their lives become intertwined, will they both survive with their hearts intact?
AU:Bikers  AU:College  pairing:Jensen/OMC(s)  pairing:Jensen/Jared  pairing:Chad/Sandy  angst  artist!Jensen  BAMF!Jared  biker!Jared  biker!JDM  bottom!Jensen  doctor!Jensen  fighter!Jared  hurt!Chad  hurt!Jared  hurt!Jensen  kidnapped!Jensen  kink:piercings  kink:rough-sex  kink:tattoos  mechanic!Jared  mpreg  possessive!Jared  protective!Jared  protective!JDM  PTSD!Jensen  shy/insecure!Jensen  tw:dub/non-con  tw:torture  fandom:Supernatural-RPF  length:200K+ 
december 2016 by casey679
Soul in a Memory
[Morrezela] Jared is baking cookies. Jensen comes home early. This isn’t good. (Man in a Candy Store 5)
AU:Magic  AU:Myths-&-Fairytales  pairing:Jensen/Jared  angst  hunter!Jensen  magic!bond  magic!Jared  protective!Jared  PTSD!Jensen  verse:Man-in-a-Candy-Store  fandom:Supernatural-RPF  length:<1K 
november 2016 by casey679
Between Zzyzx and Henderson
"When Jared Padalecki, life-long criminal, gets released from his five-year stint in Chino, he vows to make a fresh start. That means staying away from the glitz and glamor of Vegas, and going somewhere where no one knows his name. Finding himself in Goodsprings, Nevada, Jared nearly gives up on trying to make a life without crime when no one will give him a chance. Falling asleep on the lawn of former Master Sergeant Jensen Ackles was the best thing he ever did..." (46,444 words)
jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  chad_michael_murray  christian_kane  steve_carlson  jared/jensen  criminal!jared  hurt!jared  abused!jared  homeless!jared  arrested!jared  top!jared  mechanic!jensen  military!jensen  hurt!jensen  ptsd!jensen  bottom!jensen  hurt/comfort  angst  abuse:child(past)  homelessness  incarceration  ptsd  military  first_time  fandom:rpf  author:redsirenfiction  have:pdf 
june 2016 by elwarre
✢ This Hell We've Made
"Except for the fact that they were both born with remarkable superhuman abilities, and a seething mutual dislike, Jared and Jensen have nothing in common. Turns out, though, that they may also be the only ones who can save each other from themselves." (68,362 words)
  jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  jeff_morgan  sandra_mccoy  misha_collins  tom_welling  chad_michael_murray  jared/jensen  bamf!jared  superhero!jared  powers!jared  empath!jared  protective!jared  hurt!jared  virgin!jared  reluctant!jared  bottom!jared  bamf!jensen  superhero!jensen  powers!jensen  protective!jensen  hurt!jensen  abused!jensen  ptsd!jensen  top!jensen  hurt/comfort  angst  humor  action  superheroes  abuse:child(past)  prostitution  selfharm  cps/fostercare  ptsd  fighting/sparring  love/hate  bonding/soulmates  hothothot  kink:dirtytalk  kink:virginity  first_time  fandom:rpf  author:bewaretheides15  have:pdf 
may 2016 by elwarre
✢ Misplaced Childhood
"Jared Padalecki is 7 years old, Jensen Ackles barely five, when they get kidnapped and sexually abused. Rescued but struggling with the consequences, the boys share a special bond that seems unbreakable. Growing up in different environments, they each deal with the aftermath the best they can. Now, Jensen is 22 years old, addicted to drugs and still suffering from PTSD. Although they haven't seen each other in years, Jared doesn't hesitate to come to his aid when he hits rock bottom. With his help, maybe Jensen can finally have a second chance at life. Happiness is just around the corner, however unlikely and impossible it might seem." (56,000 words)
  jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  christian_kane  felicia_day  alaina_huffman  misha_collins  jared/jensen  protective!jared  asexual!jared  hurt!jared  kidnapped!jared  raped!jared  abused!jared  ptsd!jared  tattooartist!jensen  addict!jensen  hurt!jensen  kidnapped!jensen  abused!jensen  raped!jensen  ptsd!jensen  angst  hurt/comfort  kidnapping  noncon/dubcon  underage  abuse:child  ptsd  addiction  selfharm  recovery  issues:gender/sexuality  asexuality  kink:tattoos  first_time  fandom:rpf  author:etoile_etiolee  have:pdf 
may 2016 by elwarre
✢ Gunpoint
"Jensen got his childhood stolen away from him when he was ten years old. Along with his memory, his voice and every emotion that wasn’t fear, hatred or anger. Question is, can Jared help him get any of it back? And more importantly, does Jensen really want him to?" (137,419 words)
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april 2016 by elwarre
Rattling Your Locks
"AU: Born into slavery, Jared has been trained and used as a pleasure slave ever since he was a teenager. Rare and coveted because of his Alpha status, Jared has always sold to the richest and often cruelest of masters. His new master, the young but ruthless CEO of TradeMark Entertainment, Jensen Ackles, seems no different. At least, not until Jared stops to wonder what a consummate Alpha male like Ackles would want with another Alpha as his pleasure slave. Things only get more confusing when Jared arrives at his new master's home and finds that there are no other slaves. He soon learns that Ackles freed all of his father's slaves when he inherited them and has been a vocal supporter and patron of anti-slavery groups since. Jared doesn't know how to reconcile this knowledge with his master's outward coldness, but the more he learns about Ackles, the less he seems to fit into the assumptions that Jared has made about him." (50,240 words)
jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  misha_collins  genevieve_cortese  sebastian_roche  jared/jensen  slave!jared  alpha!jared  hurt!jared  carpenter!jared  businessman!jensen  omega!jensen  hurt!jensen  ptsd!jensen  arrested!jensen  pining!jensen  angst  hurt/comfort  drama  slavery  noncon/dubcon  ptsd  incarceration  pining  kink:switching  kink:abo  kink:knotting  first_time  fandom:rpf  author:cherie_morte  have:pdf 
march 2016 by elwarre
Shouting Out Loud: Chasing Rainbows
[Blynnk] Sixteen months after Jared’s abuser was sent to prison and Chad and Sophia’s wedding, Jared and Jensen have graduated, gotten jobs, and are recently married. They have everything they ever wanted, but are learning that each of life’s victories come with new, grander challenges. (Shouting Out Loud 2)
AU  pairing:Jensen/Jared  pairing:Jensen/Jared/Tom  pairing:Tom/Mike  abused!Jared  addict!Jensen  angst  artist!Jared  blind!Tom  bottom!Jared  bottom!Jensen  daddy/guardian!Chad  hurt!Jensen  kink:BDSM  kink:bondage  kink:D/s  kink:dirty-talk  kink:exhibitionism  kink:feminization  kink:piercings  kink:sex-toys  kink:tattoos  kink:voyeurism  police!Jensen  protective!Jared  protective!Jensen  protective!Mike  PTSD!Jared  PTSD!Jensen  student!Chad  verse:Shouting-Out-Loud  fandom:Supernatural-RPF  length:75K-100K 
december 2015 by casey679
Shouting Out Loud
[Blynnk] Jensen and Jared are college students who are nothing alike and meet for the first time when they both enroll in an acting seminar. They are cast as the leads in an experimental 2-man play dealing with domestic violence. It turns out that Jared is a lot more familiar with the topic than anyone wants him to be. (Shouting Out Loud 1)
AU:College  pairing:JDM/Jared  pairing:Jensen/Jared  pairing:Chad/Sophia  abused!Jared  actor!Jared  actor!Jensen  angst  artist!Jared  asshole!JDM  bottom!Jared  bottom!Jensen  goth!Jared  hurt!Chad  hurt!Jared  hurt!Jensen  kidnapped!Jared  kink:BDSM  kink:blood-play  kink:bondage  kink:catheter/sounding  kink:cock-cage  kink:D/s  kink:knife-play  kink:piercings  kink:rough-sex  kink:sex-toys  kink:tattoos  police!JDM  police!Jensen  protective!Chad  protective!Jensen  protective!Sophia  protective!Tom  PTSD!Jared  PTSD!Jensen  student!Chad  student!Jared  student!Jensen  student!Sophia  student!Tom  tw:dub/non-con  tw:torture  verse:Shouting-Out-Loud  fandom:Supernatural-RPF  length:100K+ 
december 2015 by casey679
The Last Light I See
When Jensen wakes up in the hospital, he wakes up confused and alone. There's no family or friends worrying over his bedside, no cards or flowers. The doctor quietly informs him of three things: his name, that he was beaten and mugged, and that he's tested positive for Super. On the long road of recovery from a brutal attack, Jensen slowly starts to piece together what kind of man he was, the kind he wants to be, and why the tall, ridiculously gorgeous gardener seems to hate his guts.
abused!Jensen  amnesia!Jensen  angst  asshole!Danneel  florist/landscaper!Jared  hurt!Jensen  powers!Jared  powers!Jensen  protective!Alona  protective!Chad  protective!Chris  PTSD!Jensen  suicidal!Jensen  pairing:Jensen/Jared  pairing:Jensen/Danneel  AU:Crime-&-Police-Drama  AU:Superpowers  fandom:Supernatural-RPF  tw:dub/non-con 
october 2015 by casey679
In a world where love at first sight is a documented scientific phenomenon, and potentially lethal, Jared and Jensen still meet for the first time when they've both been chosen for Supernatural; things just go a little differently after that.
AU  abused!Jensen  angst  asshole!Sandy  hurt!Jared  hurt!Jensen  magic!bond  possessive!Jensen  protective!Jared  protective!Jensen  PTSD!Jensen  pairing:Jensen/Jared  pairing:Jared/Sandy  fandom:Supernatural-RPF 
october 2015 by casey679
Every Old Town (Masterpost)
[whispered_story (akintay)] The world ends and those who survive are left with chaos; cities and towns are in ruins and there's a shortage of food and an outbreak of diseases that soon lead to panic and violence. With nothing keeping him in Texas Jensen decides to leave, wandering back roads and wilderness with no destination in mind. His path leads him to a secluded farm in Wyoming and a ragtag group of people. There, he ends up finding more than he dared to hope for: a home, friendships, and maybe even a chance at love with Jared, who Jensen is instantly drawn to even though he can't quite figure him out. (Every Old Town Masterpost)
AU:Dystopia-&-Post-Apocalypse  pairing:Jensen/Jared  pairing:JDM/Danneel  angst  asshole!Chad  asshole!Ty  bottom!Jared  hurt!Jensen  protective!Jensen  PTSD!Jensen  romantic  verse:Every-Old-Town  fandom:Supernatural-RPF  length:50K-75K 
october 2015 by casey679
Blue Thunder
Jensen is an LAPD helicopter pilot. He’s also a cynical, troubled Vietnam veteran whose flashbacks and reckless ways mean he’s churning through partners too fast to count. Jared is a young, idealistic police officer. He’s also out as gay at a time when AIDS has started to make headline news. He’s endured endless homophobic taunts and had other officers refuse to provide him with backup. Nobody wants to work with him. When Jared is assigned to be Jensen’s new Observer, they're not sure which of them the partnership is supposed to be punishing, but the pair soon discover that they make a great team. When they’re selected to test pilot a state-of-the-art combat helicopter with cutting-edge surveillance capabilities, the pair unwittingly stumbles on sinister information about the government’s plans for the new helicopter. Suddenly, they’re not just fighting for their careers; they're fighting for their lives. (Based on the movie Blue Thunder)
angst  awesome!Danneel  bottom!Jensen  closeted!Jensen  framed!Jensen  hurt!Jared  hurt!Jensen  pilot!Jensen  police!Jared  protective!Jensen  PTSD!Jensen  veteran!Jensen  pairing:Jensen/Jared  AU:Crime-&-Police-Drama  fandom:Supernatural-RPF  tw:prejudice/discrimination 
october 2015 by casey679
Bubblegum Kiss (Of Death)
Jensen Ackles is a former government operative who is slowly getting used to civilian life. When his ex-boyfriend, Jared Padalecki, is kidnapped, Jensen has to use every skill he learned in black ops to rescue him; even if it means that he finally has to face the past that he’s been trying so hard to forget. (Based on the movie Taken)
agent!Jensen  angst  bodyguard!Chad  doctor!Danneel  hurt!Jared  kidnapped!Jared  popstar!Jared  PTSD!Chris  PTSD!Jensen  rich!Jared  rockstar!Jared  pairing:Jensen/Jared  A+parenting:Padalecki  AU:Crime-&-Police-Drama  AU:Spies-&-Secret-Agents  fandom:Supernatural-RPF 
october 2015 by casey679

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