ptsd!clint   11

Travelogue
"Post-New York, Clint's still having trouble dealing with the whole Loki-controlling-his-brain situation, and Natasha seems to be avoiding him. Bruce Banner, meanwhile, just wants to get back to Kolkata." (25,283 words)
clint_barton  natasha_romanov  bruce_banner  clint/natasha/bruce  bamf!clint  ptsd!clint  bamf!natasha  understanding!bruce  action  schmoop  ptsd  polyamory  first_time  pairings:unusual  fandom:marvel  author:neveralarch 
september 2017 by elwarre
Like an Arrow through a Flock of Doves
"When he takes the rap for a crime committed by Barney and the Swordsman, Clint is charged as an adult at 17 and spends the next four years of his life without protection in prison. Enter one Neal Caffrey, who knows how to charm his way to whatever he wants or needs, and Clint's life gets a lot more interesting. Pretty much, the story of Clint in prison, Clint getting out, and Clint, like always, finding his way to SHIELD, and Phil." (62,883 words) PLEASE note the warnings on this. The first half of this was too much for me, but the recovery section was enjoyable to read.
clint_barton  phil_coulson  neal_caffrey  peter_burke  elizabeth_burke  tony_stark  natasha_romanov  steve_rogers  bruce_banner  thor  clint/phil  hurt!clint  arrested!clint  abused!clint  tortured!clint  raped!clint  homeless!clint  ptsd!clint  protective!clint  protective!phil  clueless!phil  guilty!phil  understanding!phil  protective!neal  pov:clint  angst  hurt/comfort  friendship  incarceration  abuse:domestic  noncon/dubcon  kink:gangbang  torture  crucifixion  permanent!injury  homelessness  hunger/starvation  ptsd  clinic/hospital  recovery  slowburn  kink:tattoos  first_time  crossover  fandom:marvel  fandom:whitecollar  author:hoosierbitch  author:arsenic  have:pdf 
march 2017 by elwarre
✢ Clint Barton's Super Secret Snipers' Club
Clint Barton's Super Secret Snipers' Club. (Invitation and pending mental health evaluation required.) "When Steve brings Bucky back to the tower for the first time, Clint’s first thought is that Tony Stark’s pride and joy is quickly becoming a less of a very tall and expensive ‘fuck you’ in the faces of investors who don’t believe in self-sustaining energy, and more of a superhero rehabilitation center." Boyfriends, compromises and learning to like oneself. (67,055 words)
  clint_barton  bucky_barnes  steve_rogers  tony_stark  natasha_romanov  nick_fury  clint/bucky  steve/tony  bamf!clint  understanding!clint  clueless!clint  protective!clint  ptsd!clint  deaf!clint  bamf!bucky  protective!bucky  ptsd!bucky  pining!bucky  jealous!bucky  pov:clint  angst  humor  schmoop  friendship  brainwashing/mindgames  ptsd  recovery  disability  jealousy  pining  first_time  fandom:marvel  author:sara_holmes  have:pdf 
march 2017 by elwarre
✢ Soul Meets Body
"Right from the beginning, Clint Barton was a source of complications and headaches." (52,551 words) Schmoopier than the tags make it sound, but the angst and warnings are definitely relevant.
  clint_barton  phil_coulson  maria_hill  clint/phil  bamf!clint  trans!clint  protective!clint  pregnant!clint  deaf!clint  hurt!clint  ptsd!clint  protective!phil  understanding!phil  pining!phil  angst  hurt/comfort  domesticity  issues:gender/sexuality  abuse:child(past)  noncon/dubcon  ptsd  disability  slowburn  pining  first_time  series/verse  fandom:marvel  author:shadowen 
february 2017 by elwarre
✢ What Doesn't Kill You
"It wasn’t particularly surprising when they came for him, at least, not to Clint." Following a brutal attack on the Raft, each member of the team deals with the aftermath as they regroup in Wakanda. (61,466 words)
  clint_barton  phil_coulson  natasha_romanov  wanda_maximoff  sam_wilson  tony_stark  scott_lang  steve_rogers  wade_wilson  clint/phil  bamf!clint  protective!clint  arrested!clint  hurt!clint  tortured!clint  raped!clint  ptsd!clint  protective!phil  protective!wade  angst  hurt/comfort  friendship  incarceration  noncon/dubcon  torture  ptsd  abuse:child(past)  clinic/hospital  recovery  established!relationship  fandom:marvel  author:teeelsie  have:pdf 
december 2016 by elwarre
The Crimson Sunrise
"For his whole life, Clint has tried to hide his true nature, the fact that he's a Full Dragon. Then, six months after the Battle of New York, the team gets summoned in front of Fury and they find out that Coulson is back. But he isn't really Coulson, and it's all a big fucking mess that leaves Clint no other choice but to run. To his own surprise, Phil Coulson is brought back to life. He finds himself amidst a tight-knit team just as baffled about Hawkeye's reaction, but no less determined to protect him. While Clint is desperate to cope, Phil is forced to face his post-mortem new self and to find a way to deal with it without losing his mind. At the end, it's all about trust: trust in yourself, trust in your friends, trust in your other half. Will it be enough?" (81,142 words) Please heed author's warnings on this one.
clint_barton  phil_coulson  natasha_romanov  tony_stark  bucky_barnes  steve_rogers  nick_fury  bruce_banner  thor  clint/phil  creature!clint  dragon!clint  bamf!clint  assassin!clint  hurt!clint  abused!clint  ptsd!clint  bottom!clint  creature!phil  dragon!phil  protective!phil  possessive!phil  understanding!phil  top!phil  action  angst  hurt/comfort  dragons  telepathy  abuse:child(past)  noncon/dubcon  cps/fostercare  spies/assassins  animal_transformation  ptsd  slowburn  first_time  fandom:marvel  author:shipperslist  have:pdf 
december 2016 by elwarre
✢ Ring Around the Roses
"Tony Stark wants Agent Coulson to live in the tower with the rest of the team. But Coulson has responsibilities they don't know about: caring for his partner Clint Barton, an ex-SHIELD assassin irreparably damaged after a mission that went wrong several years earlier. Tony wants to help. Coulson wants to keep everyone happy. Clint just wants a garden and for the Avengers to piss off and let him grow weed in peace." (24,454 words)
  clint_barton  phil_coulson  natasha_romanov  tony_stark  bruce_banner  pepper_potts  steve_rogers  thor  clint/phil  tony/pepper  gardener!clint  hurt!clint  kidnapped!clint  tortured!clint  ptsd!clint  bamf!clint  protective!phil  understanding!phil  angst  friendship  kidnapping  torture  ptsd  permanent!injury  drugs:recreational  gardens  established!relationship  fandom:marvel  author:tawabids  have:pdf 
june 2016 by elwarre
✢ Love is Not a Game
"Clint has never played a game of tennis. That wouldn’t make any difference, except for the fact that’s he’s built a load-bearing wall of his sanity out of a Tennis-related metaphor. Not, probably, his best decision, but he didn’t really do it on purpose. OR: How Clint comes to be at SHIELD, his first two weeks in training, and coming to the realization that maaaaybe he shouldn't be in long-term relationships." (14,110 words)
  clint_barton  phil_coulson  bruce_banner  tony_stark  clint/phil  clint/omc  bamf!clint  smart!clint  undercover!clint  hurt!clint  abused!clint  raped!clint  ptsd!clint  dyslexic!clint  deaf!clint  protective!phil  hurt/comfort  origin_story  angst  abuse:child  noncon/dubcon  ptsd  dyslexia  disability  languages:multiple  undercover  first_time  series/verse  fandom:marvel  author:ellyavon  have:pdf 
june 2016 by elwarre
Dust in the Rafters
"This time when he speaks his voice is a whisper. "I bet you didn't know I started that young, Phil." . . . "You didn't 'start young' at anything except defending yourself and others from harmful people." Phil and Natasha talk Clint through a panic attack." (4770 words)
clint_barton  natasha_romanov  phil_coulson  gen  hurt!clint  ptsd!clint  abused!clint  understanding!natasha  understanding!phil  hurt/comfort  friendship  abuse:child(past)  ptsd  fandom:marvel  author:harkpad 
april 2016 by elwarre
There's a Runaway Train I'm On
"Natasha sits down next to him, her shoulder brushing his, and Clint does not flinch. He flexes the fingers of his right hand. He can control his body enough for this. It doesn't stop him from feeling a crawling in that arm, like ants beneath his skin. He has to fight the urge to pull away. It's not easy." (6152 words)
clint_barton  phil_coulson  natasha_romanov  loki  bruce_banner  clint/phil  clint/loki  hurt!clint  ptsd!clint  raped!clint  protective!phil  protective!natasha  angst  hurt/comfort  brainwashing/mindgames  noncon/dubcon  ptsd  fandom:marvel  author:callistedawn  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre

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