pining!bucky   17

On Purpose
"James Barnes finds solace in the midst of other assassins, a warm home, burnt food, and acceptance. But when he falls for Clint, he can't say anything, 'cos that's illegal, right?" (3002 words)
bucky_barnes  clint_barton  natasha_romanov  steve_rogers  clint/bucky  pining!bucky  clueless!bucky  pining!clint  pov:bucky  schmoop  character_study  pining  first_time  fandom:marvel  author:avakelly 
may 2018 by elwarre
Schrödinger's Romance
"It could be a relationship, it could not be. You can assume either until you see for sure the results." We all know those moments. Those moments when your family all gathers around you and asks "So, do you have a boyfriend yet?". Bucky knows these moments all too well and, quite frankly, he's sick to death of them. Unfortunately, being a 21 year old college student makes it harder for him to come up with excuses, and with Christmas coming up he needs to think of a way out fast. A chance encounter with a stranger through an old library textbook could just be the kind of miracle he needs to make it through the holidays with his last shreds of sanity intact. (192,220 words)
bucky_barnes  clint_barton  darcy_lewis  natasha_romanov  tony_stark  brock_rumlow  steve/bucky  steve/peggy  clint/natasha  musician!bucky  hurt!bucky  drugged!bucky  pining!bucky  artist!steve  orphan!steve  protective!steve  pining!steve  protective!clint  friendship  confession/secrets  abuse:domestic(past)  noncon/dubcon  bullying  homophobia  drugs:nonconsensual  birthday/holiday  college  pretend!relationship  slowburn  pining  first_time  author:the_stonedsoldier 
august 2017 by elwarre
✢ Clint Barton's Super Secret Snipers' Club
Clint Barton's Super Secret Snipers' Club. (Invitation and pending mental health evaluation required.) "When Steve brings Bucky back to the tower for the first time, Clint’s first thought is that Tony Stark’s pride and joy is quickly becoming a less of a very tall and expensive ‘fuck you’ in the faces of investors who don’t believe in self-sustaining energy, and more of a superhero rehabilitation center." Boyfriends, compromises and learning to like oneself. (67,055 words)
  clint_barton  bucky_barnes  steve_rogers  tony_stark  natasha_romanov  nick_fury  clint/bucky  steve/tony  bamf!clint  understanding!clint  clueless!clint  protective!clint  ptsd!clint  deaf!clint  bamf!bucky  protective!bucky  ptsd!bucky  pining!bucky  jealous!bucky  pov:clint  angst  humor  schmoop  friendship  brainwashing/mindgames  ptsd  recovery  disability  jealousy  pining  first_time  fandom:marvel  author:sara_holmes  have:pdf 
march 2017 by elwarre
Our Perceived Realities
"Bucky Barnes has always lived at the edge of Steve’s map. From grade school to church to this foul-smelling dock job, where Bucky heaves crates around and Steve counts figures in the dark, cool office, they’ve always been close enough to be aware of each other but too far to strike up any real friendship. They’ve lived in the same neighborhood among the same stock of beaten-down Irish immigrants their whole lives, and they’ve had three proper conversations." (21,371 words)
steve_rogers  bucky_barnes  steve/bucky  bamf!steve  protective!steve  clueless!steve  pining!steve  top!steve  clueless!bucky  pining!bucky  bottom!bucky  pov:steve  angst  schmoop  misunderstanding  mistaken!identity  military  homophobia  confession/secrets  previous!relationship  fandom:marvel  author:skyisgray  have:pdf 
march 2017 by elwarre
✢ Chyetirye
"Even the strongest personalities, when subjected to great physical, emotional, and sexual abuses, can splinter, or dissociate. Bucky Barnes lives a nightmare after falling from a train and being recovered by Hydra. His mind deals with the trauma by splintering into the soldier, the prisoner, the patriot, and the assassin. Years later, they team up to save Steve Rogers." (48,881 words) Part 1 of Ipseity
  bucky_barnes  steve_rogers  sam_wilson  steve/bucky  bucky/natasha  bamf!bucky  protective!bucky  assassin!bucky  kidnapped!bucky  hurt!bucky  tortured!bucky  electrocuted!bucky  raped!bucky  drugged!bucky  grieving!bucky  pining!bucky  reluctant!bucky  pining!steve  angst  friendship  military  spies/assassins  torture  electrocution  drowning/waterboarding  hunger/starvation  noncon/dubcon  brainwashing/mindgames  abuse:emotional/psychological  selfharm  illness:mental  mpd/did  languages:multiple  previous!relationship  series/verse  fandom:marvel  author:skyisgray  have:pdf  natasha_romanov  via:elwarre 
august 2016 by beet
✢ Chasm
"Steve pulls his missing, presumed dead best friend into his circle of super heroes and starts working to undo the physical and mental damage Hydra has done. It’s not easy, and it’s not pleasant. But it would probably be a lot more effective if Bucky weren’t keeping secrets, and if he could figure out how to interpret Bucky’s mood swings." (77,288 words) Part 2 of Ipseity
  bucky_barnes  steve_rogers  sam_wilson  natasha_romanov  tony_stark  clint_barton  maria_hill  nick_fury  bruce_banner  thor  sharon_carter  steve/bucky  bamf!bucky  protective!bucky  sick!bucky  ptsd!bucky  interrogated!bucky  pining!bucky  protective!steve  understanding!steve  pining!steve  character_study  angst  friendship  action  languages:multiple  illness  illness:mental  mpd/did  ptsd  self_loathing  interrogation  clinic/hospital  confession/secrets  issues:gender/sexuality  pining  established!relationship  series/verse  fandom:marvel  author:skyisgray  have:pdf 
august 2016 by elwarre
✢ Chyetirye
"Even the strongest personalities, when subjected to great physical, emotional, and sexual abuses, can splinter, or dissociate. Bucky Barnes lives a nightmare after falling from a train and being recovered by Hydra. His mind deals with the trauma by splintering into the soldier, the prisoner, the patriot, and the assassin. Years later, they team up to save Steve Rogers." (48,881 words) Part 1 of Ipseity
  bucky_barnes  steve_rogers  sam_wilson  natasha_romanov  steve/bucky  bucky/natasha  bamf!bucky  protective!bucky  assassin!bucky  kidnapped!bucky  hurt!bucky  tortured!bucky  electrocuted!bucky  raped!bucky  drugged!bucky  grieving!bucky  pining!bucky  reluctant!bucky  pining!steve  angst  friendship  military  spies/assassins  torture  electrocution  drowning/waterboarding  drugs:nonconsensual  hunger/starvation  noncon/dubcon  brainwashing/mindgames  abuse:emotional/psychological  selfharm  illness:mental  mpd/did  languages:multiple  previous!relationship  series/verse  fandom:marvel  author:skyisgray  have:pdf 
august 2016 by elwarre
Someday My Prince Will Come - tinzelda - Captain America [Archive of Our Own]
This is basically an escape from MCU angst, imagining how things would be if Bucky had indeed fallen from the train back in WWII but never became the Winter Soldier. All the fun of a man-out-of-time getting used to the 21st century without any of that troublesome trying-to-kill-Steve stuff. After destroying the helicarriers in DC, Steve works with the other Avengers to stamp out hidden Hydra bases and finds Bucky: in cryofreeze but still very much himself. Steve is ecstatic to have his best pal back, of course, but now he has to deal with his long-repressed feelings for Bucky. Much longing ensues.
captainamerica  slash  au  steverogers  steve/bucky  bucky-isnt-wintersoldier  buckybarnes  adjusting-to-present  homophobia  pining  pining!steve  pining!bucky  dancing  tinzelda  length-novel  pov-steve 
august 2016 by ratcreature
a long way from the playground - tesselated - Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
“Actually, I am dating someone.” He says.

What ends up happening is, he says the first name that comes to mind.

What ends up happening is, he blurts out, “Steve Rogers.”

Without thinking, obviously. Because if he had been thinking, he would have thought of something better than this.

And that's how Bucky ends up bringing Steve as a date to his sister's wedding.
captamerica  slash  steve/bucky  au  modern-au  no-powers-au  length-long  tesselated  steverogers  buckybarnes  natasharomanov  samwilson  pretend-couple  preserum-steve  family  jewish-bucky  pining  pining!bucky  insecure-bucky  pov-bucky 
december 2014 by ratcreature
You'd Be So Nice To Come Home To, by emilianadarling
“What about you, Barnes?” asks Dugan. The sound of his voice brings Bucky back to the present, dredges him out of memories of a beat-up little apartment with sunlight streaming in through the windows. “Got yourself a girl waiting for you back home?” (26,995 words)
fic  emilianadarling  mcu  steve/bucky  slash  explicit  angst  unrequited  pining!bucky  misunderstandings  unresolved  catfa-era 
may 2014 by waldorph

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