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Star_Gazing_Knight - Rescue Me
Companion to "Walk on Water"
When Lance was rescued from a Solo Mission gone Sour by the Prince of the Galra, Lance honestly wasn't sure what to expect. Then again, this was space, and he really ought to have learned to expect the unexpected by now. Even if the unexpected included getting involved in a Civil War (one that was started over /his/ rescue no less), the Prince that rescued him, and said Prince's team.
fandom:Voltron:Legendary_Defender  year:2019  Rating:Mature  pairing:Lance/Lotor  canon-divergence  sign-language  mute-character  mystery  drama  slow-build  PTSD  panic-attacks  WIP  words:50.000-60.000 
28 days ago by hear-the-rain
Kasplode - I Could Never Know A World Without You.
/"Stay back, Deku"/
Izuku doesn't listen. That decision leads to his death.
In a twist of fate that entwines him irrevocably with Katsuki, it turns out their time together isn't over yet.

(OR: the bodysharing wonder duo AU where Izuku is kidnapped along with Katsuki, and the combination of unprecedented quirks leads to unexpected results.)
fandom:My_Hero_Academia  year:2019  Rating:Mature  pairing:Katsuki/Izuku  gen  canon-divergence  temporary-character-death  hurt/comfort  child-abuse  dissociation  PTSD  panic-attacks  bodysharing  slow-build  happy-ending  words:45.000-50.000  WIP 
february 2019 by hear-the-rain
SecretMaker - If L'Oven You Is Wrong (I Don't Wanna Be Rye)
Oikawa has a nice, ordinary life as the main baker for the Green Leaf Patisserie, and he likes it that way.

That is, until the day a customer on the phone takes that nice, ordinary life and turns it on his head.
fandom:Haikyuu!!  year:2019  Rating:Teen-and-Up  pairing:Kuroo/Oikawa  AU-coffee-shop  cute  getting-together  fluff  panic-attacks  dissociation  hurt/comfort  chosen-family  words:35.000-40.000  comedy 
january 2019 by hear-the-rain
Merrywetherweather - Grief Counseling
Katsuki remembered the first time he had failed to save someone, watched helplessly in horror as an elderly man had been crushed beneath the girth of a thrown car. He had already propelled himself forward to grab a small boy when he noticed, too late, the car fly by overhead. Two other heroes had been on the scene at the time and had assured him.

There was nothing that could have been done.

Most of class 1-A had already gone through a similar experience. The only one left with a clean track record in the rescue department had been Deku.

Well, except for today.
fandom:My_Hero_Academia  year:2018  Rating:Explicit  future-fic  slow-build  hurt/comfort  PTSD  panic-attacks  friends-to-lovers  frottage  first-time  first-kiss  phone-sex  dirty-talk  mastrubation  comedy  words:50.000-60.000  complete 
october 2018 by hear-the-rain
EAter - I Summoned a Demon 101: an In-comprehensive guide to Corporeal Demon Do's and Don'ts
Midoriya Izuku was born with a quirk: the ability to summon and bind demons form an alternate plane to do his bidding. With only a few days left until the UA entrance exam and still no offensive-type demons in his arsenal, Izuku makes a desperate attempt at summoning one corporeal, a feat he had never before attempted. He'd say it was a success but, he doesn't actually know if it'll be more a hell or a hindrance. Especially since Bakugou Katsuki is, well, kind of a shit.
fandom:My_Hero_Academia  year:2017  Rating:Explicit  pairing:Katsuki/Izuku  AU  slow-build  dubious-consent  panic-attacks  dissociation  tentacles  xeno  WIP  words:80.000-90.000  AU-angels-and-demons 
october 2017 by hear-the-rain
"Anchored" by dance_across
Yuuri's lungs aren’t tightening, hearing Victor make all these plans. They’re not. Everything’s fine. Yuuri is fine.
fandom:yoi  ship:victuuri  rating:nc17  wc:<10k  panic-attacks  anxiety-disorder  foot-fetish  footjob  d/s  dom!yuuri  sub!victor  remix  angst  schmoop 
october 2017 by poiisons
"Confidence is Hard" by iamalivenow
If Yuuri's being entirely honest with himself, he would have thought that his days of crying in a bathroom stall were behind him.
And yet.
fandom:yoi  ship:victuuri  rating:pg13  wc:<10k  anxiety-disorder  panic-attacks  fluff 
october 2017 by poiisons
"Of Glass and Gold" by smudgesofink
“Just hear me out,” Yuuri presses. He can feel heat burning behind his eyes and he grits his teeth, fighting back the tears. If he cries now, Victor will be too occupied with comforting him to actually pay attention to what he’s saying. “I want you to be happy.”
“I am,” Victor grounds out, confused and hurt. “I’m happy with you. What even gave you the idea that I’m not?"
“Because I’m never going to win gold!” Yuuri shouts. His words echo like a gunshot, and the silence that follows it is haunting.
fandom:yoi  ship:victuuri  rating:pg13  wc:<10k  angst  panic-attacks  h/c  hurt!yuuri 
september 2017 by poiisons
One Life Stand
Stiles is used to selling himself to make ends meet. But it's getting harder to keep those ends meeting, and there's only so much of Stiles to go around. Until a too-fancy car shows up in his neighborhood, and he meets Derek Hale.

All Derek wants is Stiles's time, someone to stay on his arm for events and smile for the cameras. It's the easiest job Stiles has ever had, the best-paying one he's ever had, and he's more than happy to sign up.

Derek is everything and nothing Stiles expects him to be, with his tailored suits, sharp mind and his quiet way of caring. But it's just a job and Stiles never meant to fall in love.
au  au-corporate  au-college  prostitution  author:vendelin  fandom:teenwolf  pairing:derek/stiles  length:60.000-100.000  rating:nc-17  character:derek-hale  character:deucalion  character:stiles  character:scott-mccall  character:lydia  character:allison-argent  character:laura-hale  character:isaac  character:sheriff-stilinski  character:erica  character:danny  kink:blow-job  kink:bottom!stiles  panic-attacks 
may 2017 by kdjslvgds
lillykins - Close Enough to Love
After a bad breakup with Victor and a move to Canada, Katsuki Yuuri is finally getting his life back together. An unexpected knock on the door makes everything come crashing down.
fandom:Yuri_on_Ice  year:2017  Rating:Explicit  pairing:Yuuri/Yuri  pairing:Christophe/Victor  AU  Alpha-Beta-Omega  angst  panic-attacks  mpreg  knotting  mental_health_issues  happy-ending  WIP  words:35.000-40.000  non-consensual  dubious-consent 
april 2017 by hear-the-rain
In Distortion Lies Beauty by captcrashsc
Jared Padalecki is at the top of his game, running his own business and living a full life. But then an accident changes everything. During his recovery, he's sent to Green Haven. Physical therapy is a challenge, but so is ignoring the pull toward his therapist, Jensen Ackles. Words: 25,000
livejournal  jared/jensen  rps  au  meet-as-strangers  hurt!jared  accident  physicaltherapist!jensen  businessman!jared  ptsd  bigbang  20k  place:hospital  hospital!jared  leg-injury  back-injury  wheelchair!jared  ex-army!jared  reluctant!jared  grumpy!jared  past-jensen/omc  past-tragedy  panic-attacks  emotional-hurt/comfort  author:captcrashsc  character:omc  broken!jensen 
march 2017 by mountainstomove
Still Staring at the Same Old Sky by sinnerforhire
In 1999, art student Jensen Ackles lost his right leg and his first love to one of the deadliest tornadoes in history. Ten years later, he's managing his uncle's auto shop and chasing storms on the side, and living in a house decorated with beautiful photographs and murals that no one will ever see. An old friend convinces him to allow anxious grad student Jared Padalecki into his life to observe a real storm chaser in action. Soon Jared turns Jensen's monotonous life upside down, awakening long-buried feelings and traumas. The two become romantically involved, but a freak accident threatens their newfound love...and Jensen's life. 39,383. Also on A03: // Comment: A bit too much bad luck for the boys?
livejournal  jared/jensen  rps  au  disability  bigbang  angst  hurt!jensen  loner!jensen  student!jared  amputated!jensen  leg-injury  minor-character-death  past-abuse  homophobia  author:sinnerforhire  panic-attacks  getting  together  character:christian-kane  character:alona-tal  nausea  tornado  first-time  kink:blowjob  character:genevieve-cortese  kink:handjob  bottom!jared  top!jensen  hurt!jared  lightning-strike  S  haveread  all-human 
january 2017 by mountainstomove
Pastiche by baked
Jared’s just moved into a new apartment complex and immediately warned about his upstairs neighbor Jensen who is a bit eccentric. Words: 33,949.
ao3  jared/jensen  rps  au  neighbors  meet-as-strangers  romance  fluff  past-abuse  panic-attacks  self-harm  oneshot  kink:piercings  loner!jensen  anxiety  artist!jensen  inked!jensen  bottom!jensen  top!jared  first-time  pot-smoking  drugs  addict!jensen  voice!kink  P  haveread  bigbang  30k 
january 2017 by mountainstomove
Under Your Wings by etoile_etiolee
Jared, a weredragon, and Jensen, a human, are happily married. They know they have little to no chance to have a child of their own and have settled for adoption. The thing is, if reproduction between weredragons and humans is rare, it's not impossible. Life is sometimes full of suprises. Words: 43,264.
ao3  author:etoile_etiolee  mpreg  au  jared/jensen  U  haveread  rps  werecreatures  dragons  bottom!jensen  top!jared  bigbang  40k  dragon!jared  human!jensen  interspecies  married!J2  nurse!jensen  chef!jared  flashbacks  kink:rimming  carrier!jensen  self-lubrication  character:genevieve-cortese  nesting  pregnant!jensen  character:danneel-harris  fighting!J2  accident  hurt!jensen  panic-attacks  protective!jared 
august 2016 by mountainstomove
The Weight of my Pain by etoile_etiolee
The third night at Jensen's reveals to Jared a lot more about his patient/lover/maybe-futur-boyfriend. Of course, Jared can't get enough of making love to him, any way they can, but as Jensen opens up to him, he can finally see the complexity of the man and the issues that might be in store for them. As for Jensen, he's showing to Jared his most vulnerable side, but when the pain hits, psychological or physical, it's not like he has the choice. Part 4 of Therapy. Words: 6,391
ao3  jared/jensen  rps  au  disability  leg-injury  chronicpain!jensen  caretaker!jared  author:etoile_etiolee  sequel  verse  verse:therapy  physicaltherapist!jared  oneshot  hurt/comfort  5to9k  kink:rimming  insecure!jensen  emotional-hurt/comfort  place:bath  kink:frottage  bottom!jensen  top!jared  coffee  homophobia  asshole!acklesfamily  crying  sad!jensen  hurt!jensen  panic-attacks  drugs  massage  caring!jared  cuddling  anxiety  ptsd  emotional-trauma  T  haveread  place:new-york 
july 2016 by mountainstomove
Bath Time by etoile_etiolee
This story is a sequel to The Christmas Present. Jensen hasn't forgotten the hot sex therapist who visited him. He might even think about him a little too much for it to be healthy. One week later, he ask the service from an orderly of the Rehabilitation Center because his roomate leaves for a few days and Jensen needs help in the evening. As it turns out, Jared Padalecki is the only employee available. Jensen is more than okay with this. It doesn't take long before his bath turns into something else entirely than helping him in and wash his hair. Apparently, Jared sees something in Jensen, something more than a too thin guy constantly high on meds with crooked legs dealing with chronic pain. Part 2 of Therapy verse. Words: 5,245.
livejournal  au  jared/jensen  rps  disability  5to9k  sequel  sextherapist!jared  kink:masturbation  kink:dirty-talk  character:timothy-omundson  hurt!jensen  leg-injury  chronicpain!jensen  physicaltherapist!jared  boss/employee  caretaker!jared  crutches!jensen  cuddling  emotional-hurt/comfort  caring!jared  saxx!jared  insecure!jensen  embarrassed!jensen  hurt/comfort  panic-attacks  kink:fingering  kink:nipple-play  praise!kink  anxiety  T  haveread  place:bath  kink:handjob  kink:frottage  kink:mutual-masturbation  verse:therapy  scared!jensen  bottom!jensen 
july 2016 by mountainstomove

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