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✢ Nothing Here to Throw Away
"Sam is hard to torture. The space between effective and fatal is awfully small. Set after the British Men of Letters capture Sam." (4725 words) Gorgeous, excellent Sam POV
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  mary_winchester  jessica_moore  lucifer(spn)  toni_bevell  gen  kidnapped!sam  hurt!sam  tortured!sam  hallucinating!sam  bamf!sam  pov:sam  angst  character_study  heartbreaking  hallucinations  kidnapping  torture  escape/rescue  languages:enochian  spn:season:12  spn:ep:12.2(mamma_mia)  fandom:spn  author:interstitial  have:pdf 
october 2016 by elwarre
✢ mmmm
"That one time Sam climbed on top of Carhenge, and that one time Dean waited to see him do it again." (1160 words)
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  john_winchester  lucifer(spn)  gen  protective!dean  heartbreaking  angst  demon_deal  spn:preseries  format:audio  author:kalliel  author:brightly_lit 
september 2016 by elwarre
✢ Sufferance
"Eighteen months, two weeks and four days. AU from 5.04-that phone call was the last time Sam and Dean talked, but Dean never saw the future."
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  lucifer(spn)  gen  bamf!sam  hurt!sam  hallucinating!sam  guilty!dean  hurt/comfort  angst  hallucinations  permanent!injury  disability  ghosts  spn:season:5  fandom:spn  author:utsusemia  have:pdf 
june 2016 by elwarre
Chapter of Gabriel
"As a bartender, Gabriel's witnessed a lot of rough times and rowdy moments. But, even worse than the noise is the silence. Sam's silence. The bruises on his skin only help to accentuate his damage, and Gabriel won't stand for it anymore." (14,500 words)
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  gabriel  castiel  lucifer(spn)  dean/castiel  sam/lucifer(spn)  sam/gabriel  hurt!sam  abused!sam  bottom!sam  protective!dean  human!gabriel  bartender!gabriel  protective!gabriel  pining!gabriel  top!gabriel  human!lucifer(spn)  abusive!lucifer(spn)  human!castiel  accountant!castiel  hurt/comfort  angst  abuse:domestic  abuse:emotional/psychological  infidelity  jealousy  pining  first_time  spn:au:no!supernatural  fandom:spn  author:cassiedearestfic  need:pdf 
june 2016 by elwarre
A Trickle of Strangers
"There is no one alive who knows as well as Castiel that Dean's sold his ass in a million ways to protect Sam. There's nothing he's not done for his brother. Not a damn thing." (4830 words)
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  castiel  lucifer(spn)  dean/castiel  lucifer!sam  hurt!dean  clueless!dean  hurt!castiel  human!castiel  altered!reality  angst  heartbreaking  possession  hothothot  fandom:spn  author:roxymissrose  have:pdf 
june 2016 by elwarre
✢ Hello, Stranger
"AU - Dean is an FBI agent with the San Diego field office. A tense situation on a case brings him into contact with the brother his father disowned twelve years ago, now a successful surgeon living under a new name. Can the brothers manage to patch up a very frayed relationship before the case puts them in real danger?" (35,556 words)
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  gordon_walker  meg_masters  castiel  crowley  lucifer(spn)  sam/meg  bamf!sam  doctor!sam  hurt!sam  officer!dean  guilty!dean  asshole!dean  asshole!john  protective!meg  hurt/comfort  casefic  criminals/mafia  clinic/hospital  fbi/police  abuse:child(past)  pairings:unusual  spn:au:no!supernatural  fandom:spn  author:safiyabat  have:pdf 
june 2016 by elwarre
The Devil's Mark
"AU. In a broken world, Dean buys back his long missing brother. But worlds don't break by accident and Sam disappeared for a reason. If Dean can save his brother then he can start to think about saving the world." (33,225 words)
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  ruby  azazel  lucifer(spn)  gabriel  sam/dean  bamf!sam  powers!sam  slave!sam  hurt!sam  raped!sam  tortured!sam  top!sam  protective!dean  guilty!dean  bottom!dean  angst  casefic  drama  slavery  noncon/dubcon  torture  demons  witches/wizards  first_time  spn:au  fandom:spn  author:vaingirlfic  have:pdf 
may 2016 by elwarre
✢ Skin Like Fear
"It's not that Dean doesn't get that Sam doesn't want to talk about whatever Hell did to him; Dean practically wrote the book on that particular brand of avoidance. Except that Sam doesn't do this. Dean is supposed to clam up and Sam is supposed to pry and bleat about how "communication is good for the soul" or some shit. Sam is supposed to cry on his shoulder and Dean is supposed to stoically hold him and let him get it out, maybe shedding a manful tear or two in solidarity. Here's the thing: Sam comes back from Hell with a bubble of space around him. He doesn't want to be touched, especially by Dean, and he won't explain. He won't talk about Hell at all, and Dean's going crazy. It's going to take a strange case (and a little magic) in Michigan to break the floodgates, but when Dean finally learns the truth, he might wish that he hadn't...." (18,762 words)
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  lucifer(spn)  sam/dean  hurt!sam  helltrauma!sam  tortured!sam  hallucinating!sam  raped!sam  ptsd!sam  protective!dean  guilty!dean  clueless!dean  hurt/comfort  angst  dark  casefic  ptsd  hallucinations  noncon/dubcon  torture  lucifers_cage  helltrauma  boggarts  first_time  spn:season:6  fandom:spn  author:fantamae  have:pdf 
may 2016 by elwarre
Living on Flood Tides
"AU after 5x22: Sam mysteriously returns from the cage and Dean thinks their problems are solved. Unfortunately, Sam is so shaken from his time in Hell that he can't—won't?—even talk to Dean, and when natural disasters begin to occur as frequently as they did when the Devil was walking the Earth, Dean realizes his brother may have acquired some of the angel's powers without picking up the ability to control them. In order to prevent Sam from hurting anyone, Dean finds a house as far from anything as he can manage and settles there to wait until the day Sam gets better—or until they both get killed by Sam's grace." (20,000 words)
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  lucifer(spn)  castiel  sam/dean  powers!sam  hurt!sam  helltrauma!sam  ptsd!sam  hallucinating!sam  protective!dean  hurt/comfort  angst  domesticity  hallucinations  helltrauma  lucifers_cage  ptsd  recovery  established!relationship  spn:season:6  fandom:spn  author:cherie_morte  have:pdf 
may 2016 by elwarre
A Fire Ever Burning
"Sam and Dean have always been oddities among the dragonriders; the youngest man to Impress a Bronze dragon in a hundred years and a boy who turned his back on the riders to become a dragon healer instead. But when fate steps in and chooses a far different path for Sam, the brothers and all the Weyrs of Pern will have to come to terms with much greater changes in their traditions." (16,543 words)
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  ellen_harvelle  castiel  lucifer(spn)  sam/dean  dragonrider!sam  bottom!sam  dragonrider!dean  jealous!dean  top!dean  humor  angst  misunderstanding  telepathy  dragons  bonding/soulmates  jealousy  first_time  spn:au:historical/fantasy  crossover  fandom:pern  fandom:spn  author:bewaretheides15  have:pdf 
may 2016 by elwarre
✢ The Holy Trinity
" s7, Sam/Dean or gen; Sam is compensating for having Lucifer in his head by going into hyperfunctional mode. I want to see touches of Mystery Spot OCD Sam: hospital corners, perfect efficiency, everything under control, everything in place. It works. He still hallucinates, but he can keep going through it, he can wall himself off from being affected by fear of his breaks with reality and by the trauma of the things he remembers and hallucinates. He just has to keep going further and further into his coping mechanism, because if it breaks it will all come crashing down and that will not be good." (11,986 words)
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  lucifer(spn)  crowley  hallucifer  sam/dean  hurt!sam  hallucinating!sam  ptsd!sam  helltrauma!sam  tortured!sam  ocd!sam  bottom!sam  protective!dean  top!dean  angst  heartbreaking  dark  selfharm  illness:mental  hallucinations  ptsd  helltrauma  torture  spn:season:7  established!relationship  fandom:spn  author:checkthemargins  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
"After more than a year in the cage, his little brother has some pretty terrifying demons locked up in that head of his." (1155 words)
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  lucifer(spn)  hallucifer  sam/lucifer(spn)  hurt!sam  tortured!sam  raped!sam  helltrauma!sam  hallucinating!sam  ptsd!sam  dark  horror  noncon/dubcon  torture  hallucinations  helltrauma  ptsd  heartbreaking  spn:season:6  fandom:spn  author:technicolorcarbon  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
I Wait Now Only for the Wind
"Sam never said Yes to Lucifer. Adam, however, did. And Sam's humanity is lost anyway. As is everyone else's." (6749 words) Season 5 AU
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  castiel  lucifer(spn)  adam_milligan  gen  hurt!sam  addict!sam  hallucinating!sam  asshole!dean  protective!castiel  dark  angst  heartbreaking  addiction  demonblood  demons  postapocalypse  hunger/starvation  spn:season:5  fandom:spn  author:vailkagami  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
Lux Just Ain't For Us
"Sam couldn't go home. Lucifer couldn't go home. But that wasn't their home anymore. Their home was the shared sleeping bag under the play castle in the park. Their home was together." (6913 words)
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  lucifer(spn)  sam/lucifer(spn)  homeless!sam  streetkid!sam  homeless!lucifer(spn)  streetkid!lucifer(spn)  human!lucifer(spn)  hurt/comfort  homelessness  streetkids  prostitution  homophobia  underage  first_time  spn:au:no!supernatural  fandom:spn  author:talesfromperdition  have:pdf 
april 2016 by elwarre
The Winchester Way
"Third: act disappointed to learn your brother was alive. Oh, the look on Dean’s face ... Lucifer savored it still. When he played it right, he was able to draw it out of him any old day, knowing the pain of that was still as fresh for Dean as it was the very first time." (1200 words)
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  lucifer(spn)  gen  hurt!sam  possessed!sam  lucifer!sam  clueless!dean  angst  meta  possession  purgatory  demon_deal  fandom:spn  author:brightly_lit 
april 2016 by elwarre

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