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"Amanda only wanted what was best for her son, and after Sarek’s death, she was certain that Vulcan was not it. However, she had never expected it to be Iowa either, or rather, a poor little boy from Riverside." (44,819 words)
james_kirk  spock  amanda_grayson  winona_kirk  samuel_kirk  leonard_mccoy  frank(startrek)  kirk/spock  kirk/omc  abused!kirk  lonely!kirk  jealous!kirk  jealous!spock  virgin!spock  neglectful!winona  friendship  character_study  academy!fic  grief  loneliness  abuse:child  resentment  jealousy  kink:virginity  first_time  st:preseries(aos)  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:notboldly 
august 2016 by elwarre
✢ Magpie
"Spock met Jim when he was 7 and Jim was 6. It has since been generally agreed that this was a mistake (or: the one where they grow up together and things are simultaneously better and worse for it)." (57,648 words)
  james_kirk  spock  amanda_grayson  sybok  sarek  winona_kirk  frank(startrek)  kirk/spock  smart!kirk  hacker!kirk  grieving!kirk  orphan!kirk  hurt!kirk  lonely!kirk  abused!kirk  bottom!kirk  protective!spock  understanding!spock  lonely!spock  possessive!spock  top!spock  friendship  hurt/comfort  pov:spock  misunderstanding  grief  loneliness  abuse:emotional/psychological  tarsus_iv  underage  sex:phone  kink:dirtytalk  first_time  st:preseries(aos)  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:waldorph  have:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
Long Way Home
"Apparently my brain can break Jim Kirk, too. The fic is mostly Jim centric, with a couple barrels of angst thrown in as Jim feels his way into being a captain and gaining friends. I wrote this drunk (yes, all of it), so I blame vodka for this mess, yes I do. Also, since I can’t find the stepdad’s last name, I gave him the last name of the guy who did his voice over from the film. Also? I loathe the character Winona Kirk’s actress plays on House. Loathe. Hence the bashing." (mid-length)
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  spock(prime)  pavel_chekov  christopher_pike  winona_kirk  frank(startrek)  kirk/spock  kirk/omc  kirk/ofc  grieving!kirk  abused!kirk  drugged!kirk  kidnapped!kirk  tortured!kirk  lonely!kirk  bottom!kirk  protective!spock  protective!mccoy  guilty!uhura  asshole!winona  abusive!frank(startrek)  angst  grief  loneliness  misunderstanding  abuse:child(past)  kidnapping  drugs:nonconsensual  torture  clinic/hospital  kink:rimming  sex:rough  preslash  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:jezebel_rising  need:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre

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