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✢ Tenuous
"Neil Josten is trying to learn to be a normal person. He has an apartment and a cat. He goes to therapy every Wednesday. He has friends and attends their study group regularly. He eats lunch with his best friend's brother. The hardest part is letting people in, but he thinks that one day he'll get there." (7341 words)
  neil_josten  andrew_minyard  aaron_minyard  neil/andrew  ptsd!neil  understanding!aaron  pov:neil  character_study  friendship  illness:mental  ptsd  mpd/did  abuse:child(past)  recovery  college  preslash  aftg:au:different!path  fandom:allforthegame  author:undertow 
may 2018 by elwarre
Red Towels AU
"The parallel universe where the curtains are the same colour, but the towels are stained with red because Isak’s mom isn’t all that nice." (7900 words - series)
isak_valtersen  even_bech_naesheim  jonas_vasquez  isak/even  hurt!isak  abused!isak  protective!even  pov:isak  angst  hurt/comfort  abuse:child  illness:mental  established!relationship  series/verse  fandom:skam  author:dutten 
april 2018 by elwarre
Please Hurry Leave Me, I Can't Breathe
"For the first time in his goddamn life, Isak is focusing on himself. Trusting people, loving people, has never worked out well for him anyway. The last thing he needs is Even, who looks at him like he sees right through him, like Isak is worthy of something more. Or, a yearlong look at something wholly unexpected but feels a lot like meant to be." (27,379 words)
isak_valtersen  even_bech_naesheim  eva_mohn  jonas_vasquez  isak/even  student!isak  reluctant!isak  hurt!isak  bottom!isak  student!even  pining!even  protective!even  top!even  pov:isak  schmoop  angst  hurt/comfort  abuse:domestic(past)  illness:mental  college  slowburn  pining  first_time  skam:au:different!meeting  fandom:skam  author:cosetties  have:pdf 
april 2018 by elwarre
I Wanna Hold You Like You're Mine
"I'm sorry? Who are you? And how would you know if Isak was really gay?" "I’m Even, and how about because I'm his fucking boyfriend?" Huh. This was news to Isak. (24,360 words)
isak_valtersen  even_bech_naesheim  emma_larzen  isak/even  student!isak  ptsd!isak  pining!isak  student!even  protective!even  understanding!even  pining!even  asshole!emma(skam)  angst  schmoop  friendship  theater  highschool  illness:mental  ptsd  abuse:child(past)  pretend!relationship  pining  first_time  skam:au:boarding_school  fandom:skam  author:giraffingallday  have:pdf 
march 2018 by elwarre
Rearranged
“You don’t really want to date me, Even. Believe me,” Isak says. “I don’t?” Isak just shakes his head. There’s nothing for him to offer a guy like Even. He should be treated like royalty, pampered every day. That’s never going to be Isak. He doesn’t have that kind of affection in him anymore. There’s nothing left. (104,140 words)
isak_valtersen  even_bech_naesheim  isak/even  student!isak  addict!isak  top!isak  student!even  bottom!even  pov:isak  pov:even  schmoop  angst  hurt/comfort  illness:mental  self_loathing  drugs:recreational  addiction  homophobia  abuse:child(past)  confession/secrets  college  hothothot  kink:fingering  kink:rimming  kink:switching  first_time  series/verse  skam:au:different!meeting  fandom:skam  author:nofeartina 
march 2018 by elwarre
✢ An Equal and Opposite Reaction
"Meeting each other's parents doesn't go well. It doesn't go badly, either. It just sort of... goes." (46,672 words) Just wonderful.
  isak_valtersen  even_bech_naesheim  eskild_tryggvason  isak/even  understanding!isak  understanding!even  pov:isak  angst  illness:mental  established!relationship  fandom:skam  author:junkshopdisco  have:pdf 
march 2018 by elwarre
All That You Can't Leave Behind
"Isak looks at Even, with that soft and quiet adoration, the way he used to look at Jonas. This should be a good thing, right? No straight guy wants their best friend to be in love with them. Or: Jonas finds himself in a downward spiral when he realises his feelings for Isak were never purely platonic. When a painful event from their first year rears its ugly head, he manipulates the situation to his advantage." (107,802 words)
isak_valtersen  jonas_vasquez  even_bech_naesheim  eva_mohn  chris_schistad  isak/even  hurt!jonas  guilty!jonas  pining!jonas  jealous!jonas  asshole!jonas  addict!jonas  hurt!isak  raped!isak  ptsd!isak  protective!even  pov:jonas  angst  dark  hurt/comfort  friendship  noncon/dubcon  brainwashing/mindgames  abuse:emotional/psychological  drugs:recreational  addiction  illness:mental  ptsd  jealousy  unrequited  homophobia  self_loathing  selfharm  recovery  established!relationship  fandom:skam  author:disconight  have:pdf 
march 2018 by elwarre
✢ Headed Straight for the Castle
"Isak is the heir to the throne of one of the most powerful nations in the world, but he would rather be anyone else. Being a prince, growing up in the public eye, never making any choices of his own - it’s all been overwhelming. After sneaking out one night, he meets a college student that makes him smile for what feels like the first time. Can he cling to this one point of normality? And will his family - and the tabloids - find out the truth?" (62,161 words)
  isak_valtersen  even_bech_naesheim  eva_mohn  eskild_tryggvason  vilde_lien  isak/even  royalty!isak  undercover!isak  hurt!isak  abused!isak  depressed!isak  student!even  protective!even  angst  hurt/comfort  homophobia  issues:gender/sexuality  issues:class  politics  abuse:child  illness:mental  depression  escape/rescue  first_time  skam:au:historical/fantasy  fandom:skam  author:boxesofflowers  author:eeyoreneedsahug  author:safficwriter  have:pdf 
march 2018 by elwarre
A Mental Archive of Love Unwanted
“You’re in love with him,” Isak says. “And he doesn’t know.” He thinks about denying it, to shrug it off like he has so many times before, but in the end, he’s too tired to lie and the fact is, he doesn’t want to. “I’m in love with him,” Even says, slumping back into the sofa. “And he doesn’t know.” Even moves into a new flat, gains new friends and tries not to have his heart broken. He nails the first two. (71,069 words) First in the series: Before, During, and After.
isak_valtersen  even_bech_naesheim  sana_bakkoush  linn_hansen  isak/even  clueless!isak  pining!isak  clueless!even  jealous!even  pining!even  pov:even  angst  schmoop  friendship  domesticity  misunderstanding  illness:mental  roommates  unrequited  slowburn  jealousy  pining  first_time  series/verse  skam:au:different!meeting  fandom:skam  author:chevythunder  have:pdf 
march 2018 by elwarre
Latchkey Child
The segment’s title declared EXY’S DARLINGS - WHERE WILL THEY GO FROM HERE? in a yellow banner along the television screen's bottom. It was a spotlight feature on where Kevin Day and Riko Moriyama were planning to go after their high school graduation. Of course they were expected to join the best, but a few reporters speculated on favoritism from the Raven’s coach if they signed on at Edgar Allan, and if that’d impact the Exy prodigies’ relationships with their potential teammates. Usually his mother would box his ears for looking at anything Exy-related, but he changed the channel long before her shower finished, the black ink on a younger Day’s cheekbone haunting him worse than the date in the corner. (Neil wakes up seven years younger, and, slowly, takes matters into his own hands.) (31,338 words) Not sure how to tag this one, because I'm not sure I really get it, but I enjoyed it.
neil_josten  andrew_minyard  mary_hatford  neil/andrew  timetraveler!neil  protective!neil  altered!reality  timetravel  highschool  illness:mental  slowburn  preslash  aftg:au:different!path  fandom:allforthegame  author:saul  have:pdf 
january 2018 by elwarre
Me, Myself, and I
"Harry has had a hard life, harder than anyone knows, even himself. What happens when Snape finds out that Harry's mind couldn't take the strain and fractured, leaving the BWL with MPD? PreHBP." (65,691 words)
harry_potter  severus_snape  hermione_granger  draco_malfoy  ron_weasley  albus_dumbledore  gen  bamf!harry  hurt!harry  abused!harry  grieving!harry  clueless!harry  kidnapped!harry  tortured!harry  protective!severus  kidnapped!severus  dark!ron  friendship  action  angst  abuse:child  illness:mental  mpd/did  grief  confession/secrets  kidnapping  torture  escape/rescue  recovery  revenge  hp:year6  fandom:harrypotter  author:emysabath 
may 2017 by elwarre
Identity
"Q, the Quartermaster of MI6, has dissociative identity disorder." (3815 words)
q(bond)  james_bond  m(bond)  q/bond  understanding!bond  illness:mental  mpd/did  first_time  fandom:bond  author:jen 
january 2017 by elwarre
Imperfect Timing
"In which Coulson's brain operates like a) a steel trap (sometimes) and b) a Swiss stopwatch (always), Clint is kind of messed up, and learning to get along from Day One is an exercise in cautious affection." (20,598 words)
clint_barton  phil_coulson  nick_fury  natasha_romanov  jasper_sitwell  clint/phil  understanding!clint  protective!phil  ptsd!phil  pov:clint  character_study  origin_story  friendship  depression  illness:mental  abuse:child(past)  slowburn  first_time  fandom:marvel  author:azurai 
january 2017 by elwarre
Gadarene
“You’re the Prince?” Merlin says, eyeing him. He hesitates, then adds, defiant, “The Mad Prince of Camelot.” Arthur doesn’t move. There’s quiet for a long time, then he says it. “I am.” “You don’t seem mad,” he says. The smile wells up from somewhere deep, and very sad. “Well, Merlin,” he says, “give me time.” (76,831 words plus timestamps)
merlin  arthur  agravaine  leon  gaius  gwaine  balinor  morgana  nimueh  merlin/arthur  merlin/agravaine  merlin/omc  powers!merlin  magical!merlin  slave!merlin  hurt!merlin  raped!merlin  ptsd!merlin  royalty!arthur  protective!arthur  sick!arthur  cursed!arthur  angst  drama  action  slavery  noncon/dubcon  ptsd  magic  curse/spell  illness:mental  dragons  magic!reveal  hothothot  kink:switching  kink:rimming  first_time  fandom:merlin  author:unpossible  have:pdf 
october 2016 by elwarre
✢ Further and Further Out
"John never disappeared before the pilot episode, so Dean never went to Stanford to find Sam. Two months later and they discover the demon went after Sam after all… Alternate Reality, graphic wincest in later chapters." (42,898 words) Sequel: "Rearrange Me 'Til I'm Sane"
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  john_winchester  missouri_moseley  sam/dean  powers!sam  hurt!sam  protective!dean  asshole!john  hurt/comfort  angst  magical_realism  drama  demons  selfharm  illness:mental  first_time  spn:preseries  series/verse  spn:au  fandom:spn  author:cottonmouth  have:pdf 
september 2016 by elwarre
Mother Mary Comes to Me
"Sam sometimes reminds John of his mother. When John sees more than a resemblance, he lets himself believe something that can't possibly be true. Sam pays the price." (14,876 words)
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  john_winchester  jim_murphy  gen  hurt!sam  abused!sam  raped!sam  protective!dean  abusive!john  asshole!john  protective!jim  hurt/comfort  angst  dark  noncon/dubcon  abuse:child  illness:mental  clinic/hospital  revenge  underage  spn:preseries  fandom:spn  author:phantisma  have:pdf 
september 2016 by elwarre
What Happens to Us
"All Jensen Ackles wants is to find a nanny for his 5 year old autistic son. Jared Padalecki is an out of work OT trying to find something more in life. It’s a perfect match in more ways than one if only the two men can work past their own insecurities to see it." (37,000 words)
jared_padalecki  jensen_ackles  sandra_mccoy  christian_kane  jared/jensen  nanny!jared  protective!jared  hurt!jared  abused!jared  protective!jensen  parent!jensen  hurt!jensen  hurt/comfort  angst  illness:mental  abuse:emotional/psychological  recovery  slowburn  first_time  fandom:rpf  author:hunters_retreat  have:pdf 
september 2016 by elwarre

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