hurt!neil   27

Pause and Restart My Heart
"Andrew Minyard often got 2am cravings for ice cream. He would often get up and drive to the store to pick some up if they were out. Neil Josten would often go with him on these night time outings. It was not often that they would be hit by a drunk driver. After a bad car accident that lands Neil in the hospital, Andrew deals with the aftermath and the fact that Neil might not wake up." (62,698 words)
neil_josten  andrew_minyard  kevin_day  ichirou_moriyama  neil/andrew  hurt!neil  amnesiac!neil  pstd!neil  protective!andrew  angst  hurt/comfort  ptsd  amnesia  clinic/hospital  recovery  established!relationship  series/verse  fandom:allforthegame  author:ennui_ephemera 
5 weeks ago by elwarre
Fly Low Carrion Crow
"Kevin has fled Edgar Allan, leaving Nathaniel and Jean behind to bear the brunt of Riko's unstable temper. Long used to having little power and control, to using what little advantages he has, Nathaniel refuses to allow the abuses to continue - especially to allow his lover to pay the price for Kevin's cowardice or Riko's growing madness. He'll do whatever he has to do to keep the one person he cares about safe." (5381 words)
neil_josten  jean_moreau  ichirou_moriyama  neil/jean  neil/ichirou  raven!neil  smart!neil  protective!neil  hurt!neil  protective!jean  asshole!ichirou  pov:neil  character_study  angst  sports  noncon/dubcon  established!relationship  aftg:au:different!path  fandom:allforthegame  author:nekojita 
december 2018 by elwarre
Hic Sunt Draconis
"Andrew is just trying to keep Kevin alive when an elf jumps into the fray, flashing daggers and blue eyes. He hires the Foxes to help him catch a demon from his past, but it starts to feel less like he's the client and more like he's the protection. Andrew hates how entranced he is by the scarred rogue, with magic on his skin and a tongue as silvered as the city's statues. It's a good thing Andrew needs something to hold his interest. Neil is doing his best to meet the expectation, whether anyone asked for it or not." (48,994 words)
neil_josten  andrew_minyard  kevin_day  neil/andrew  elf!neil  bamf!neil  magical!neil  powers!neil  hurt!neil  scarred!neil  tortured!neil  protective!andrew  powers!andrew  magical!andrew  fairytale/fantasy  action  drama  magic  elves  witches/wizards  scars  torture  escape/rescue  first_time  aftg:au:historical/fantasy  fandom:allforthegame  author:exactly13percent  have:pdf 
november 2018 by elwarre
Qui N’avance Pas, Recule
"Upon reaching a breaking point, a young Nathaniel flees the Nest with his partner in tow to start life anew as Neil in Marseille with Jean ever at his side. It’s not an easy life, not when they often have to lie and steal (or worse) to survive, but they’re together. Upon a dare, Andrew Minyard joined the FBI instead of going pro with Exy – and is still involved in the world of the Moriyamas, in tearing down their empire. Now he has the best chance to break apart its foundations, and to do that he needs the help of a certain pair of criminals." (36,004 words)
neil_josten  jean_moreau  andrew_minyard  neil/jean  neil/andrew  neil/andrew/jean  bamf!neil  criminal!neil  protective!neil  hurt!neil  raped!neil  bottom!neil  protective!jean  hurt!jean  criminal!jean  jealous!jean  top!jean  officer!andrew  jealous!andrew  drama  criminals/mafia  fbi/police  noncon/dubcon  abuse:child(past)  jealousy  polyamory  established!relationship  aftg:au:different!path  fandom:allforthegame  author:nekojita 
september 2018 by elwarre
Crossed Out
"When Neil gets kidnapped in Binghamton, the Butcher sends him to an assassin training program in Russia. He comes back two years later a blank slate programmed to bring Kevin back to the Moriyamas. The Foxes don't plan to let that happen." (21,215 words)
neil_josten  andrew_minyard  aaron_minyard  neil/andrew  bamf!neil  hurt!neil  amnesiac!neil  assassin!neil  protective!andrew  character_study  brainwashing/mindgames  amnesia  spies/assassins  recovery  previous!relationship  fandom:allforthegame  author:flybbfly 
september 2018 by elwarre
The Years of John Doe
"Mary Hatford dies not in California, but along the Canadian border, sending Nathaniel nameless and running scared. Call it luck, call it a twist of fate, call it whatever you want, but Nathaniel tumbles onto the streets of Detroit and right into the hands of one Natalie Shields. Ash covered, burnt and bloody, and completely alone, Nathaniel finds himself becoming someone new with the help of this raven-haired girl he should know not to trust. Going by John Doe, he's mute and ruthless and a member of the Detroit Bloodhounds. Natalie and John fight and they lie and they attempt to face their own demons. They find unexpected allies in each other and John finds that he's breaking the promises he made his mother left and right. The only question is, will it be worth it? John doesn't know, and he isn't even sure if he'll live long enough to find out." (18,780 words)
neil_josten  renee_walker  gen  bamf!neil  hurt!neil  abused!neil  scarred!neil  raped!neil  pstd!neil  mute!neil  streetkid!neil  student!neil  adopted!neil  bamf!renee  protective!renee  hurt!renee  streetkid!renee  student!renee  adopted!renee  pov:neil  pov:renee  friendship  character_study  angst  abuse:child(past)  permanent!injury  disability  noncon/dubcon  ptsd  streetkids  cps/fostercare  highschool  aftg:preseries  fandom:allforthegame  author:story_telling_sage  have:pdf 
july 2018 by elwarre
✢ You Say I'm a Dreamer
"Neil Josten wouldn’t say his life was very magical.
His dreams on the other hand. They always seem too real. And then there's the fact that he finds himself returning to one person's dreams." (58,530 words) I quite enjoyed this one.
  neil_josten  andrew_minyard  kevin_day  neil/andrew  powers!neil  protective!neil  hurt!neil  tortured!neil  scarred!neil  protective!andrew  hurt!andrew  drugged!andrew  pov:neil  angst  action  dreams/visions  torture  abuse:child(past)  noncon/dubcon  drugs:prescription  confession/secrets  misunderstanding  slowburn  first_time  fandom:allforthegame  author:idnis  have:pdf 
may 2018 by elwarre
It Seems You've Set it Running Free
The sound of an animal breathing, heavy and low, sounded through the dark forest. Neil dared to lift his head. He saw a large, light brown wolf standing in front of him, its hot breath curling up from its nose like smoke. ‘Are you going to eat me?’ Neil asked, his own breath also visible in the air while he slowly pushed himself up. In response, the wolf took a step closer, baring its teeth, a low rumble sounding through its body.(62,393 words)
neil_josten  andrew_minyard  allison_reynolds  renee_walker  nathan_wesninski  neil/andrew  hurt!neil  abused!neil  scarred!neil  werewolf!andrew  protective!andrew  pov:neil  fairytale/fantasy  action  magic  werewolves  abuse:child  noncon/dubcon  revenge  first_time  aftg:au:historical/fantasy  fandom:allforthegame  author:idnis  have:pdf 
may 2018 by elwarre
Broken
"Neil receives a head injury during a game and wakes up speaking with an English accent. Andrew... is not exactly pleased with the situation, even though the Foxes are delighted about the change." (3520 words)
neil_josten  andrew_minyard  matt_boyd  neil/andrew  hurt!neil  clueless!neil  possessive!andrew  humor  crack  established!relationship  fandom:allforthegame  author:nekojita 
march 2018 by elwarre
Terra Firma Series
"He’s getting into his car at the apartment, and then there’s a referee crouched over him saying his name. He sounds like he’s been repeating himself for a while. Neil’s in full gear and flat on his back on the court floor with no recollection of even pulling into the court parking lot, just a grey blank space where those memories should be. His head is killing him." (5047 words)
neil_josten  andrew_minyard  neil/andrew  athlete!neil  hurt!neil  athlete!andrew  protective!andrew  sports  hurt/comfort  clinic/hospital  established!relationship  series/verse  aftg:postseries  fandom:allforthegame  author:badacts 
january 2018 by elwarre
Raven!Neil Series
"AU where Nathaniel was caught and sold to the Ravens after his mother's death. He escapes and joins the Foxes as Neil Josten, but when Andrew is sent to Easthaven, Riko threatens him with Proust if Nathaniel doesn't return." (3938 words)
neil_josten  andrew_minyard  neil/andrew  protective!neil  hurt!neil  raped!neil  tortured!neil  raven!neil  protective!andrew  understanding!andrew  hurt/comfort  dark  noncon/dubcon  torture  escape/rescue  established!relationship  series/verse  aftg:au:different!path  fandom:allforthegame  author:modernpatroclus 
january 2018 by elwarre
These Words are Knives
"For the first time in four years – since Neil let the Foxes in, learned to trust, stopped surviving and started living – Neil gives in to his oldest instinct. He runs. This, Andrew reminds himself, is why he’s not allowed to want anything." (2896 words)
neil_josten  andrew_minyard  allison_reynolds  neil/andrew  hurt!neil  understanding!neil  guilty!andrew  schmoop  angst  established!relationship  fandom:allforthegame  author:modernpatroclus 
january 2018 by elwarre
Through Your Teeth
Andrew’s phone rang where he clutched it in his fist. It was blaring Neil’s ringtone. As he answered, the rest of the Foxes crowded around him, Dan demanding, “Is it Neil?” Andrew ignored her and said, “Neil,” into the phone. Neil didn’t respond to him, though. He listened to a voice beg on a whisper, “Please, please don’t.” It was Neil. (2598 words)
neil_josten  andrew_minyard  david_wymack  neil/andrew  hurt!neil  tortured!neil  protective!andrew  pov:andrew  hurt/comfort  torture  escape/rescue  clinic/hospital  established!relationship  fandom:allforthegame  author:modernpatroclus 
january 2018 by elwarre
Impulse
"In which Andrew is Palmetto's sports massage therapist and Neil is his unfairly hot client. Feelings are involved." (13,693 words)
neil_josten  andrew_minyard  neil/andrew  athlete!neil  hurt!neil  clueless!neil  massagetherapist!andrew  protective!andrew  schmoop  hurt/comfort  confession/secrets  sports  first_time  aftg:au:different!path  fandom:allforthegame  author:broship_addict 
january 2018 by elwarre
The Night is Cold (But My Heart is Warm)
"on christmas eve, there's a boy on the streets, a dog for company and nothing else. andrew can't walk away. the family immediately loves him (and maybe thinks they're boyfriends)." (15,433 words)
neil_josten  andrew_minyard  neil/andrew  hurt!neil  homeless!neil  scarred!neil  understanding!andrew  schmoop  hurt/comfort  domesticity  birthday/holiday  homelessness  scars  preslash  aftg:au:different!path  fandom:allforthegame  author:fuechsli 
january 2018 by elwarre
Heartlines
"The Fae king and queens have gone away, closing the knowes behind them and abandoning their offspring to the mortal world. As the Fae have spread far and wide, their bloodlines thinning if not vanishing forever as they flee from mortal persecution... two Fae have found a way to reopen the knowes - Kayleigh Day and Tetsuji Moriyama. The Fae regroup once more, the balance of power shifted amongst them, and 'changelings' appear now and then in the mortal population. Andrew Doe is one of those changelings, a young child suffering in the foster system, shunned by his peers for some reason and hearing voices in his head. Alex - the latest name gifted to him by a charm - is on the run along with his mother from his father, using their talents as shadow walkers to slide between worlds and stay one step ahead of the powerful Fae. Except even that is not enough anymore. Except that's not Alex's only talent." (291,539 words)
neil_josten  andrew_minyard  kevin_day  renee_walker  neil/andrew  fae!neil  bamf!neil  hurt!neil  kidnapped!neil  tortured!neil  raped!neil  whipped!neil  ptsd!neil  scarred!neil  fae!andrew  bamf!andrew  asshole!andrew  drugged!andrew  protective!andrew  ptsd!andrew  pining!andrew  action  fairytale/fantasy  magic  fairies  reincarnation  abuse:child(past)  kidnapping  noncon/dubcon  torture  whipping  escape/rescue  drugs:nonconsensual  ptsd  scars  bonding/soulmates  first_time  aftg:au:no!exy  aftg:au:historical/fantasy  fandom:allforthegame  author:nekojita  have:pdf 
january 2018 by elwarre

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