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Let Me Help
"The Narada incident has just been dealt with, and Kirk is realizing that he's in worse shape than he would like to admit." (111,306 words) Part 2 of Shades of Blue and Gold
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9 weeks ago by elwarre
Linguistic Ambiguities in Vulcan Ethical Codes
"The thing people always forget is that it was a Vulcan ship that reached Tarsus IV first." (5770 words) Sequel: "Infinite Diversity in Infinite Combinations"
james_kirk  spock  gen  bamf!kirk  hurt!kirk  abused!kirk  smart!kirk  character_study  abuse:child(past)  tarsus_iv  hunger/starvation  recovery  academy!fic  languages:multiple  st:preseries(aos)  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:elumish 
april 2018 by elwarre
History
"He wasn't supposed to read those books, the ones with the pictures of prisoners from a war long ago. It wasn't supposed to happen to him, either. Tarsus-fic" (2275 words)
james_kirk  gen  hurt!kirk  heartbreaking  hunger/starvation  tarsus_iv  academy!fic  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:autumndawn21 
january 2018 by elwarre
I'll Find My Soul As I Go Home
"Spock is a lonely post-graduate student at Columbia who is just coming to terms with being gay. Jim is a bright, vivacious young man with as many secrets as scars. They both find an outlet for their emotions in the alternative club scene in late 1980s Manhattan – and in each other. But will Jim’s dark past ruin the tenuous relationship they’ve built?" (33,135 words) Very interesting premise and solid writing, but the ending feels rushed and incomplete to me.
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  gaila  kirk/spock  homeless!kirk  streetkid!kirk  hooker!kirk  hurt!kirk  student!spock  protective!mccoy  angst  historical  homelessness  streetkids  abuse:child(past)  prostitution  underage  college  preslash  st:au:non-starfleet  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:rabidchild67  have:pdf 
october 2017 by elwarre
The Way Glass Warps
"Kirk lands in the alternate timeline's version of the Mirrorverse, where he finds himself in the middle of what Mirror!Spock thinks is a prearranged and consensual BDSM scene. Jim can't blow his cover so he endures it, finding himself further humiliated by enjoying parts of it. But everything falls apart when Mirror!Spock realizes something's wrong." (11,237 words) Wow, so take the warnings seriously on this one
james_kirk  spock  kirk/spock  hurt!kirk  raped!kirk  mirror!spock  guilty!spock  protective!spock  angst  dark  noncon/dubcon  kink:rapefantasy  bonding/soulmates  first_time  st:mirrorverse  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:trieduntrue 
october 2017 by elwarre
How High the Moon By Kyliselle
Spock is told he'll require healing after losing the bond to T'Pring. He doesn't know he's already replaced it.
startrek  st:reboot  kirk/spock  hurt!kirk  hurt/comfort  pining!kirk  rating:nc-17  angst  complete  words:25k-50k  slash  insecure!kirk  jimbeendonewrong  pining!spock 
april 2017 by FreyaOdin
Switch series by Ceres_Libera
Leo McCoy has the weirdest fucking life. A canon-compliant and beautifully done Kirk/McCoy epic from the first time they meet through the events of the movie and beyond. Angsty and delicious. And I love Patty the OC.
angst  slash  hurt!kirk  excellent  rating:nc-17  hurt!mccoy  startrek  hurt/comfort  Kirk/McCoy  smart!kirk 
april 2017 by FreyaOdin
Standby
"He was glad Bones was dating again. He was. Really. But what Jim thought was good for Bones turned out to be oh, so wrong for Jim." (23,000 words)
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  kirk/mccoy  mccoy/omc  hurt!kirk  clueless!kirk  jealous!kirk  bottom!kirk  pining!mccoy  protective!mccoy  top!mccoy  pov:kirk  angst  hurt/comfort  friendship  academy!fic  abuse:child(past)  noncon/dubcon  misunderstanding  clinic/hospital  slowburn  jealousy  pining  first_time  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:d8rkmessngr  have:pdf 
february 2017 by elwarre
A Monument to All Your Sins
"Two months after Jim is released from the hospital, an Admiral looking for some good Starfleet publicity orders him to retake the Kobayashi Maru." (9629 words)
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  kirk/spock  bamf!kirk  smart!kirk  hurt!kirk  understanding!spock  protective!spock  pov:spock  character_study  friendship  hurt/comfort  recovery  established!relationship  st:intodarkness  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:sinestrated 
january 2017 by elwarre
Cardinal Rule
"The Enterprise is sent on a mission, one that is strikingly similar to Tarsus IV. Trapped on the warring planet, Kirk must struggle through his demons to keep Spock and his landing team safe. Meanwhile, Spock has recently found he has feelings for his captain and is determined to stay away. Can he when he sees Jim falling into the memories of his horrid past?" (117,960 words)
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  kirk/spock  bamf!kirk  smart!kirk  hurt!kirk  ptsd!kirk  clueless!kirk  protective!spock  hurt!spock  tortured!spock  pining!spock  action  angst  hurt/comfort  tarsus_iv  hunger/starvation  noncon/dubcon  torture  ptsd  escape/rescue  slowburn  pining  first_time  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:sakuraminamio  have:pdf 
december 2016 by elwarre
If I'm Not in Charge
"Admiral Marcus takes advantage of Jim. Nobody notices." (6174 words) Note that the kinks I've tagged for this story are dark and nonconsensual, not kinky.
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  spock  alexander_marcus  kirk/marcus  hurt!kirk  raped!kirk  clueless!mccoy  protective!spock  pov:kirk  academy!fic  angst  hurt/comfort  friendship  noncon/dubcon  abuse:child(past)  tarsus_iv  kink:toys  kink:humiliation  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:s0mmerspr0ssen 
november 2016 by elwarre
To Hell With Butterflies
"McCoy is injured on an away mission and finds himself back in time, rescued by a pre-teen Jim Kirk. He has to decide whether to take Jim away from his hellish childhood or let events play themselves out." (9000 words, incomplete)
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  frank(startrek)  gen  hurt!kirk  abused!kirk  timetraveler!mccoy  protective!mccoy  hurt!mccoy  abusive!frank(startrek)  pov:mccoy  hurt/comfort  timetravel  abuse:child  noncon/dubcon  escape/rescue  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:beamirang  wip 
november 2016 by elwarre
Twice Shy
Prompt: "Bones is a werewolf.The moment he meant James Kirk, got a good whiff of his scent, he knew he was fucked. He had thought those stories about werewolves scenting their mate were all bullshit. But the stories about mating for life have got to be fake, right? Right?" (20,000 words)
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  spock  pavel_chekov  hikaru_sulu  kirk/mccoy  spock/uhura  clueless!kirk  kidnapped!kirk  hurt!kirk  tortured!kirk  bottom!kirk  werewolf!mccoy  protective!mccoy  possessive!mccoy  jealous!mccoy  pining!mccoy  top!mccoy  angst  humor  hurt/comfort  werewolves  confession/secrets  kidnapping  torture  escape/rescue  jealousy  pining  bonding/soulmates  first_time  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:sarkasticfics 
october 2016 by elwarre

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