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What Your Hands Know
"Something is wrong. Not just the falling and swimming and running and hiding and starving. Something is wrong with it. The temporary repair job from the bank vault has started to unravel, just like everything else." (16,705 words)
bucky_barnes  steve_rogers  tony_stark  steve/bucky  hurt!bucky  protective!steve  pov:bucky  angst  hurt/comfort  self_loathing  brainwashing/mindgames  recovery  previous!relationship  fandom:marvel  author:superheroresin 
september 2017 by elwarre
✢ Silhouette
"After a mission in Mexico goes wrong, SHIELD Agents Barnes and Rogers are given the job of hunting down the notorious Hawkeye and the Black Widow, the only problem being: no one even knows what they look like. On the other side of the law, Clint's enjoying messing with their new SHIELD shadows, especially seeing how close he can get to Agent Barnes without him realising, but he makes the mistake of getting attached, and that makes everything more complicated." (105,874 words)
  bucky_barnes  clint_barton  natasha_romanov  steve_rogers  clint/bucky  secretagent!bucky  hurt!bucky  assassin!clint  undercover!clint  deaf!clint  bamf!clint  protective!clint  kidnapped!clint  hurt!clint  tortured!clint  electrocuted!clint  assassin!natasha  protective!natasha  pov:bucky  pov:clint  action  humor  spies/assassins  undercover  kidnapping  torture  electrocution  escape/rescue  revenge  slowburn  first_time  fandom:marvel  author:mariana_oconnor  have:pdf 
september 2017 by elwarre
Schrödinger's Romance
"It could be a relationship, it could not be. You can assume either until you see for sure the results." We all know those moments. Those moments when your family all gathers around you and asks "So, do you have a boyfriend yet?". Bucky knows these moments all too well and, quite frankly, he's sick to death of them. Unfortunately, being a 21 year old college student makes it harder for him to come up with excuses, and with Christmas coming up he needs to think of a way out fast. A chance encounter with a stranger through an old library textbook could just be the kind of miracle he needs to make it through the holidays with his last shreds of sanity intact. (192,220 words)
bucky_barnes  clint_barton  darcy_lewis  natasha_romanov  tony_stark  brock_rumlow  steve/bucky  steve/peggy  clint/natasha  musician!bucky  hurt!bucky  drugged!bucky  pining!bucky  artist!steve  orphan!steve  protective!steve  pining!steve  protective!clint  friendship  confession/secrets  abuse:domestic(past)  noncon/dubcon  bullying  homophobia  drugs:nonconsensual  birthday/holiday  college  pretend!relationship  slowburn  pining  first_time  author:the_stonedsoldier 
august 2017 by elwarre
If Steve Rogers Were Your Boyfriend
"When he's not editing a magazine he truly loathes or navigating a rocky relationship he truly doesn't deserve, Bucky Barnes writes a fantasy romance column with an unexpectedly loyal internet following about the barista at his favorite cafe. Barista Boyfriend makes these other worlds bearable, but the real world dreamboat isn’t remotely involved; Steve Rogers is just a muse. Everyone loves the column. And it definitely isn’t killing Bucky very gently in 500 word increments, not in the slightest. What kind of a writer can't keep fact and fiction straight? James Fuckin' Barnes, that's who." (70,199 words)
bucky_barnes  steve_rogers  natasha_romanov  peggy_carter  clint_barton  sam_wilson  tony_stark  scott_lang  brock_rumlow  steve/bucky  bucky/rumlow  author!bucky  editor!bucky  hurt!bucky  clueless!bucky  barista!steve  pining!steve  protective!natasha  asshole!rumlow  friendship  angst  hurt/comfort  misunderstanding  bakery/coffeeshop  animal_shelter  abuse:emotional/psychological  self_loathing  cabin/wilderness  pining  first_time  marvel:au:no!supers  fandom:marvel  author:bopeep  via:elwarre 
june 2017 by trifles
If Steve Rogers Were Your Boyfriend
"When he's not editing a magazine he truly loathes or navigating a rocky relationship he truly doesn't deserve, Bucky Barnes writes a fantasy romance column with an unexpectedly loyal internet following about the barista at his favorite cafe. Barista Boyfriend makes these other worlds bearable, but the real world dreamboat isn’t remotely involved; Steve Rogers is just a muse. Everyone loves the column. And it definitely isn’t killing Bucky very gently in 500 word increments, not in the slightest. What kind of a writer can't keep fact and fiction straight? James Fuckin' Barnes, that's who." (70,199 words)
bucky_barnes  steve_rogers  natasha_romanov  peggy_carter  clint_barton  sam_wilson  tony_stark  scott_lang  brock_rumlow  steve/bucky  bucky/rumlow  author!bucky  editor!bucky  hurt!bucky  clueless!bucky  barista!steve  pining!steve  protective!natasha  asshole!rumlow  friendship  angst  hurt/comfort  misunderstanding  bakery/coffeeshop  animal_shelter  abuse:emotional/psychological  self_loathing  cabin/wilderness  pining  first_time  marvel:au:no!supers  fandom:marvel  author:bopeep 
may 2017 by elwarre
✢ The Other Man out of Time
"Also known as Time Travelling Clint Wrecks the Universe. Due to The Time Stone having a great day screwing around the fabric of reality, Clint finds half of himself - or a copy of himself? he doesn't know how the damn thing works and no-one in the know is talking any sense - thrown back into Normandy, 1944. Great. Wanda always said his life was a bit of a car crash; he supposes he's in no place to argue with that now he's actually watching his alter-ego get caught up in Captain America's original assault against Hydra, while also finding the time to embark on a (probably doomed) love affair of epic proportions." (97,320 words)
  clint_barton  bucky_barnes  steve_rogers  tony_stark  natasha_romanov  wanda_maximoff  pietro_maximoff  sam_wilson  clint/bucky  steve/tony  bamf!clint  military!clint  deaf!clint  timetraveler!clint  protective!clint  kidnapped!clint  tortured!clint  hurt!clint  grieving!clint  bamf!bucky  military!bucky  protective!bucky  kidnapped!bucky  tortured!bucky  hurt!bucky  amnesiac!bucky  pov:clint  angst  hurt/comfort  friendship  timetravel  altered!reality  dreams/visions  magic  military  homophobia  disability  kidnapping  torture  brainwashing/mindgames  amnesia  grief  recovery  first_time  fandom:marvel  author:sara_holmes  have:pdf 
march 2017 by elwarre
Unusual Weather
Bucky’s been at the Avengers Tower for three weeks before he finally gives in to Steve’s gentle coaxing and Stark’s cheerful waving of fistfuls of circuits, and lets them scan the arm.

It doesn’t go well.
steve/bucky  hurt!bucky 
march 2017 by twilight_eyes9210
Stem
Bucky Barnes discovers sugar, demands coffee, makes a variety of involuntary noises, cuddles up to Steve Rogers, regrows a limb, and fakes it 'til he makes it at being a person.
steve/bucky  hurt!bucky  recovery  injury  hurt/comfort  cuddling! 
march 2017 by twilight_eyes9210
✢ Snake Eyes
"There's a lot of expectation attached to Steve Rogers' name. It's taken him years to prove his own worth - that he's made it so far in the USNA on his own merit and not just because of his father. He's close though - there are only a few more months until he graduates and gets to stand on his own two feet. It's taken a lot of effort to get there, and a lot of sacrifices.Bucky's beyond the point of expectation. When your father and grandfather have both been President - and your mother nurses political ambitions of her own - brilliance is a foregone conclusion. He's just counting down the final months of his confinement to the glass cage of the White House and he's determined to put that whole world behind him. But as the days standing between them and their dreams dwindle, Steve comes to realize he might have made one sacrifice too many, and Bucky learns that his freedom comes at a cost he's never going to be able to pay. Marvel/Political Animals AU" (159,983 words)
  bucky_barnes  steve_rogers  clint_barton  sam_wilson  nick_fury  brock_rumlow  natasha_romanov  darcy_lewis  sharon_carter  tony_stark  steve/bucky  clint/natasha  hurt!bucky  addict!bucky  alcoholic!bucky  abused!bucky  anorexic!bucky  drugged!bucky  bottom!bucky  clueless!steve  hurt!steve  guilty!steve  jealous!steve  protective!steve  top!steve  bamf!clint  bodyguard!clint  protective!clint  bodyguard!samwilson  dancer!natasha  protective!natasha  angst  dark  friendship  politics  military  bodyguards/security  music/dance  abuse:domestic  abuse:child(past)  noncon/dubcon  selfharm  eating_disorder  drugs:recreational  drugs:nonconsensual  addiction  fighting/sparring  infidelity  jealousy  sex:shower  established!relationship  series/verse  fandom:marvel  author:boopboop  have:pdf 
february 2017 by elwarre
✢ Your Blue-Eyed Boys
"Steve has no plan. Not because he hadn't tried to make one. He'd tried to make lots of plans. Plan, adapt, plan again, tried to think of every contingency. And then he'd thrown them away, because there wasn't much point. What could you plan for? He couldn't guess the possible contingencies, the situations, the potentials. And he sure as sure hadn't figured on what's happened now, on coming back to his place and finding Bucky here. He hadn't even hoped for that. He hadn't realized he could." (123,233 words)
  steve_rogers  bucky_barnes  sam_wilson  tony_stark  pepper_potts  natasha_romanov  clint_barton  betty_ross  bruce_banner  steve/bucky  protective!steve  guilty!steve  understanding!steve  hurt!bucky  ptsd!bucky  pov:steve  pov:bucky  angst  character_study  hurt/comfort  ptsd  recovery  previous!relationship  series/verse  fandom:marvel  author:feather  need:pdf 
february 2017 by elwarre
Between Scylla and Charybdis
"Sam Wilson has been witness to a lot of things he wishes he could unsee. Civilian families shot dead in their cars because of miscommunications at checkpoints. Riley’s body spiralling to the ground in a smoke-plumed plummet. His own face in his bathroom mirror after waking up hung-over as hell at two in the afternoon, the day after the anniversary of Riley’s death, year after year after year. And now, in an abandoned bunker on the outskirts of Boston, a seemingly unremarkable manila folder at the bottom of a filing cabinet." (21,683 words) Check the warnings on this one
sam_wilson  bucky_barnes  steve_rogers  gen  understanding!samwilson  hurt!bucky  ptsd!bucky  clueless!steve  pov:samwilson  angst  hurt/comfort  friendship  confession/secrets  noncon/dubcon  ptsd  revenge  roadtrip  fandom:marvel  author:refusals  have:pdf 
january 2017 by elwarre
How it Adds Up
"When Bucky remembers that he used to turn tricks for money in the 1930s, he realizes the Bucky Barnes that Steve believes in is a lie. He's always been the worthless, degenerate creature Hydra told him he was. He just has to make Steve understand that." (6966 words)
bucky_barnes  steve_rogers  natasha_romanov  clint_barton  steve/bucky  bucky/omc  hurt!bucky  ptsd!bucky  raped!bucky  hooker!bucky  clueless!steve  understanding!steve  protective!natasha  understanding!natasha  protective!clint  pov:bucky  character_study  angst  hurt/comfort  prostitution  noncon/dubcon  ptsd  self_loathing  previous!relationship  fandom:marvel  author:brighteyedjill 
january 2017 by elwarre
✢ You Would Never Call Me Baby (If You Knew Me Truly)
When a fella asked him what he did, he replied that he was a boxer. "You win a lotta fights?" "Yeah," Bucky spat. "All of 'em." (2330 words) This is tender and heartbreaking and gorgeous.
  bucky_barnes  steve_rogers  steve/bucky  protective!bucky  hooker!bucky  hurt!bucky  asthmatic!steve  clueless!steve  sick!steve  pov:bucky  character_study  friendship  prostitution  fighting/sparring  issues:class  preslash  fandom:marvel  author:th_esaurus  have:pdf 
january 2017 by elwarre
Hard Wired
"After a few months of being on his own, his body deteriorating, Bucky knows he's got to go somewhere. He can only think of one place to go. Your basic post CA2 fix-it fic." (30,600 words)
bucky_barnes  steve_rogers  natasha_romanov  tony_stark  bruce_banner  sam_wilson  clint_barton  steve/bucky  hurt!bucky  ptsd!bucky  protective!steve  understanding!steve  pov:bucky  angst  action  friendship  hurt/comfort  recovery  ptsd  torture  noncon/dubcon  brainwashing/mindgames  kink:piercings  first_time  fandom:marvel  author:arsenic  have:pdf 
december 2016 by elwarre
✢ Give an Inch
"The Captain has a warm smile and clear, open eyes. The Soldier knows these are tricks. He's fallen for them before and he won't do it again." (5070 words) Dark and heartbreaking with a hint of hope at the end.
  bucky_barnes  steve_rogers  gen  hurt!bucky  ptsd!bucky  protective!steve  pov:bucky  angst  heartbreaking  ptsd  noncon/dubcon  torture  misunderstanding  brainwashing/mindgames  fandom:marvel  author:lauralot  have:pdf 
december 2016 by elwarre

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