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Psycho-Neurotically Disturbed - Under the Sky
"I was waiting," her lips moved delicately with each word, pronouncing them in a lucid tone. "For what?" Renji edged gently. Their meetings always ended the same way ad he was going to make the most out of it, even if it killed him.

Renji/Ururu… ish.
fandom:Bleach  year:2019  Rating:Teen-and-Up  pairing:Renji/Ururu  het  life-imitates-art  hallucinations  mental_health_issues  suicide  happy-ending  open-ending  words:2.000-2.500  complete  ff_net 
18 days ago by hear-the-rain
Freedom Hangs Like Heaven
Will is an omega rendered undesirable by his vivid nightmares, sleepwalking, and hysteria. He's certain he's going to die a miserable spinster.

Then he meets the handsome, successful Doctor Hannibal Lecter, who is instantly smitten and sweeps Will away. At first ecstatic, Will's visions slowly grow darker and focus on the serial killer known as the Chesapeake Ripper, as cracks begin to appear in his "perfect" mate.
Author:rainbowdracula  Hannibal  Slash  fanfic  Hannibal/Will  Romance  Smut  Dark  Relationship:FirstTime  Relationship:Established  Alpha/Beta/Omega  Alpha!Hannibal  Omega!Will  AgeDifference  Top!Hannibal  Bottom!Will  MatingCycles/InHeat  Mpreg  AlternateUniverse  Manipulation  DubiousConsent  Violence  Murder  Family  Hallucinations  Possessive  Length:20.000-50.000  MultiChapter 
8 weeks ago by Ambrosine8
The village of Wolf Trap is in trouble when travelling apothecary and soothsayer Will Graham returns after two decades away. Madness and murder has everyone gripped by fear, and Reverend Jack Crawford jumps at the chance to enlist Will's help. Will has his own suspicions about who the culprit might be, and an ache in his heart that he's carried with him ever since his first encounter with a mysterious entity twenty years since...
Author:fragile-teacup(Mrs_Gene_Hunt)  Hannibal  Slash  fanfic  Hannibal/Will  Smut  Angst  Relationship:FirstTime  AlternateUniverse-Fantasy  AlternateUniverse-Historical  Hallucinations  Top!Hannibal  Bottom!Will  OralSex  Length:5000-10.000  OneShot 
august 2019 by Ambrosine8
When researchers listen to people who hear voices | Yale School of Medicine
The line between mental illness and genius has long been known to be razor-thin. Yale researchers stumbled upon evidence of this fragile boundary while researching auditory hallucinations in schizophrenia.
voices  illness  mental  hearing  hallucinations  schizophrenia 
july 2019 by xer0x
Breathless Prayer
“My only friend,” Loki sang. “It makes sense that I would finally find you in such a hateful place.” His throat closed up and he gripped the bars of his cell tightly. “Only a friend because you cannot find another. A world of only two.”

And Loki found himself growing fond, the way a starving man was fond of a plant that would hopefully grow fruit—A desperation.
fandom:Avengers  pairing:Tony_Stark/Loki  au  asgardian!tony  hallucinations  god!Tony 
june 2019 by arionchan
Petals of a Lenten Rose
While investigating a string of murders by a killer that might be targeting omegas, Will experiences a disturbing hallucination. Then he learns something about his past that turns his world upside down, changing his relationship with his psychiatrist, alpha Dr. Hannibal Lecter.
Author:Prose_By_Rose  Hannibal  Slash  fanfic  Hannibal/Will  Smut  Angst  Relationship:FirstTime  Alpha/Beta/Omega  Omega!Will  Alpha!Hannibal  Bottom!Will  Top!Hannibal  Knotting  MatingCycles/InHeat  SelfLubrication  Mpreg  CaseFic  Violence  Hallucinations  Length:1000-5000  OneShot 
may 2019 by Ambrosine8
#422; (#41) (fic) the social network; mark/eduardo : thisissirius
Chris bullies Mark away from the computer, fights him with words and angry gestures, tells him to get the fuck away from this stuff, I mean it like it’s detrimental to Mark’s health to be trying to find his best friend.
not-death  mark/eduardo  9k  hallucinations 
april 2019 by katereis
The brain is just 3 lbs of meat that sits in the dark playing video games
if a bowl of tapioca pudding managed to hallucinate so vividly it invented calculus, it also going “dude, i heard a weird noise and i’m 100% sure it was the ghost of the neighbor’s cat which hasn’t actually died yet” would be just as expected as anything else.
brains  pudding  hallucinations  calculus  ghosts  quotes  biology 
march 2019 by spaceninja
Hallucinations Are Everywhere
For Corlett and Powers, both from the Yale School of Medicine, hallucinations have everything to do with expectations. In a new paper in Science, they explore how the mysterious experiences fit into a larger, speculative idea about how the brain works—and, in a sense, what the brain is. The pair recounts a 2017 study they conducted, in which their group tried to induce hallucinations both in people who commonly report hallucinations across the psychotic spectrum and in people who don’t normally hallucinate. The participants were taught to expect to hear a tone after being shown a flashing light, and then were made to press a button when they thought they heard a tone. They were told to hold down the button longer to rate their confidence in what they heard. People who regularly hallucinate held the button—that is, they hallucinated—significantly longer than those who don’t.

Corlett and Powers see this experiment as evidence for their perspective on how people understand the world around them. By their way of thinking, the brain works by “predictive coding”: integrating new information based on the beliefs built on old information. “When we go about the world, we’re not just passively perceiving sensory inputs through our eyes and ears,” Corlett says. “We actually build a model in our minds of what we expect to be present.”

This mental setup works great for allowing us to move smoothly through the world, taking in each detail without a second thought. But sometimes, Corlett and Powers say, the brain has the capacity to overpredict: It can expect something that isn’t there, and this expectation can be so strong that we actually perceive the nonexistent thing. Thus, a hallucination.

When hearing voices is a good thing

The idea of predictive coding is part of a way out of a knotted, overlapping, and sometimes competing lineage of trying to explain hallucinations. Another model, inner-speech theory, was popularized in part by the writings of the 20th-century psychologist Julian Jaynes. It holds that people who hear voices are really hearing their own thoughts that feel like someone else’s. This explanation has been propped up more recently by corollary-discharge theory, which states that the body’s tracking of its boundaries and actions (the neural machinery that makes your arm feel like your arm and your foot feel like your foot) fails for the thoughts and voices of people with psychotic disorders who experience auditory hallucinations.

“We’re still working to see how our model fits in with those models,” Corlett says.

This quest for a leg to stand on in researching hallucinations has yielded some theatrical—and sometimes even poetic—experiments. In his book on the science and history of auditory hallucinations, Charles Fernyhough, a psychologist at Durham University, tells how a psychiatrist in the ’40s found that as a group of people with schizophrenia hallucinated voices, muscles in their throats responsible for speech would twitch along with the words they heard. The voices seemed to be their own words hidden elsewhere.
GuiltyAsFuck  Medics  Psychology  Science  Hallucinations 
october 2018 by walt74
The Only Thing That's Real
Words: 27.000, 샘은 벽이 깨진 이후에 PTSD에 시달리고, 딘은 샘을 진정시키기 위해 최선을 다한다.
부드럽고 좋았다. 딘이 샘을 진정시키는 방법도 정말 좋았고, 샘의 반응도 애잔하면서도 괜찮았다. 딱하나 아쉬운 부분은 딘이랑 OMC랑 섹스하는 장면 하나? 그 상황에서 샘이 할만한 반응이라고 생각하지 않아서...그 부분 빼고는 처음부터 끝까지 만족스러웠다. 다른 사람의 POV 있는거 좋다.
runedgirl  S7  H/C  awesome  bottom!dean  top!sam  dean/ofc  dean/omc  hurt!sam  ptsd!sam  helltrauma!sam  hallucinating!sam  guilty!sam  jealous!sam  voyeur!sam  pining!sam  protective!dean  understanding!dean  pining!dean  pov:outsider  ptsd  hallucinations  helltrauma  voyeurism  first-time  rating:NC17  fandom:SPN  pairing:Sam/Dean  length:Middle  genre:angst 
august 2018 by engfordean
Distraction - laceymcbain - Stargate Atlantis [Archive of Our Own]

“Have you tried ear plugs?” Rodney asks.

“It’s in my head, Rodney. Ear plugs don’t do a lot when the voices are inside your brain!”
f:sga  p:rodney/john  hallucinations  l:atlantis  zpm  ancienttech  rating:nc-17 
july 2018 by miss_speller
Hallucinogen-persisting perception disorder
A 33-year-old female patient developed a hallucinogen-persisting perception disorder (HPPD) after lysergic acid diethylamide (LSD) abuse for a year at the age of 18. Specifically, she reported after images, perception of movement in her peripheral visual fields, blurring of small patterns, halo effects, and macro- and micropsia. Previous treatment with antidepressants and risperidone failed to ameliorate these symptoms. Upon commencing drug therapy with lamotrigine, these complex visual disturbances receded almost completely. Based on its hypothesized neuroprotective and mood-stabilizing effects, the antiepileptic lamotrigine may offer a promising new approach in the treatment of HPPD.
lcd  perception  hallucinations 
june 2018 by sky

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