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If Found, Please Return; gwevyan
Or: the times Dean Winchester threatened to put a collar on his wayward little brother, the time he did, and the time he didn't need to. 
supernatural  sam&dean  *times  pre-series  S1  post-season5  Protective!Dean  hallucinating!sam  ptsd!sam  genre:hurt_comfort  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  genre:gen  author:gwevyan  10-15k  ~ 
january 2019 by Itsokaydean
The Only Thing That's Real
Words: 27.000, 샘은 벽이 깨진 이후에 PTSD에 시달리고, 딘은 샘을 진정시키기 위해 최선을 다한다.
부드럽고 좋았다. 딘이 샘을 진정시키는 방법도 정말 좋았고, 샘의 반응도 애잔하면서도 괜찮았다. 딱하나 아쉬운 부분은 딘이랑 OMC랑 섹스하는 장면 하나? 그 상황에서 샘이 할만한 반응이라고 생각하지 않아서...그 부분 빼고는 처음부터 끝까지 만족스러웠다. 다른 사람의 POV 있는거 좋다.
runedgirl  S7  sam/dean  middle  H/C  awesome  bottom!dean  top!sam  dean/ofc  dean/omc  hurt!sam  ptsd!sam  helltrauma!sam  hallucinating!sam  guilty!sam  jealous!sam  voyeur!sam  pining!sam  protective!dean  understanding!dean  pining!dean  angst  pov:outsider  ptsd  hallucinations  helltrauma  voyeurism  first-time  rating:NC17  fandom:SPN 
august 2018 by engfordean
The Hours; kettle_o_fish
Mineshafts, even those in impeccable condition, can collapse at the slightest structural compromise. Dean knows this, but he nods politely as the state trooper with the wad of chew tucked between his cheek and his jaw spits into the mess of snow and mud churned by the digging equipment rolled in about an hour ago, explains it to him like he hasn’t spent half his life stomping around similarly neglected corners of America just like this.  
supernatural  sam&dean  genre:gen  genre:hurt_comfort  physicallyhurt!sam  physicallyhurt!dean  hypothermic!Sam  worried!dean  hallucinating!sam  s7  cavedin!sam  rescuer!dean  archive:lj  havepdf  challenge:ohsam  author:kettle_o_fish  rating:pg-13  0-5k  ~ 
may 2018 by Itsokaydean
Run Run Riot; interflora
Turns out that Amelia isn't real - She was Sam's way of coping with Dean's "death". On Christmas, he and Dean stop by her to see her (and Riot), only to discover the truth. Sam goes into meltdown mode, and Dean has to calm him down. He also tries to figure out what really went down in the year he was gone
supernatural  sam_dean(implied)  hallucinating!sam  ptsd!sam  worried!dean  Protective!Dean  s8  guilty!dean  breakdown!sam  archive:ao3  havepdf  0-5k  genre:hurt_comfort  genre:angst  author:interflora  rating:pg-13  tissie  ~ 
march 2018 by Itsokaydean
Everything Flows, Nothing Remains; minviendha (Lise)
“It would have been almost instant,” the man was saying, dry, almost mechanical, with an attempt at sympathy sprinkled on top. “There would likely have been no pain.”
supernatural  sam&dean  s7  hallucinating!sam  sam!losesit  sam!thinksdeanisdead  Protective!Dean  worried!dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:pg-13  hallucifer  author:minviendha_(lise)  tissie  ~ 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
Living on Flood Tides; cherie_morte
AU after 5x22: Sam mysteriously returns from the cage and Dean thinks their problems are solved. Unfortunately, Sam is so shaken from his time in Hell that he can't—won't?—even talk to Dean, and when natural disasters begin to occur as frequently as they did when the Devil was walking the Earth, Dean realizes his brother may have acquired some of the angel's powers without picking up the ability to control them. In order to prevent Sam from hurting anyone, Dean finds a house as far from anything as he can manage and settles there to wait until the day Sam gets better—or until they both get killed by Sam's grace.
supernatural  sam_dean  genre:angst  established!relationship  postcage!Sam  post-season5  emotionallyhurt!sam  physicallyhurt!sam  abused!sam_(past)  hallucinating!sam  powers!Sam  hallucifer  non-con_(reference)  non-con_(past)  Protective!Dean  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  tissie  challenge:samdean_otp  15-20k  ~ 
august 2017 by Itsokaydean
Skin Like Fear; fantamae
Here's the thing: Sam comes back from Hell with a bubble of space around him. He doesn't want to be touched, especially by Dean, and he won't explain. He won't talk about Hell at all, and Dean's going crazy. It's going to take a strange case (and a little magic) in Michigan to break the floodgates, but when Dean finally learns the truth, he might wish that he hadn't...
supernatural  sam_dean  Sam_Lucifer  tw:non-con_(past)  postcage!Sam  sexuallyabused!sam(past)  tortured!sam  first-time  hallucinating!sam  worried!dean  Protective!Dean  rescuer!dean  author:fantamae  rating:nc-17  archive:ao3  havepdf  tissie  ~  genre:casefic  genre:angst  emotionallyhurt!sam  15-20k  challenge:samdean_otp 
april 2017 by Itsokaydean
Crickets and Kobolds; De_Nugis
In hindsight, getting his hallucination-prone, caged-for-nearly-two-centuries brother trapped underground with things he can’t see may not have been Dean’s best move.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  hallucinating!sam  caring!dean  postcage!Sam  s7  author:de_nugis  rating:pg-13  havepdf  archive:ao3  tissie  ~  physicallyhurt!sam  0-5k  genre:schmoop 
april 2017 by Itsokaydean
Hitori Kakurenbo; vailkagami
In the beginning, there is a possessed doll and an angry spirit. Then the doll gets destroyed, the spirit banished, and Sam and Dean move on. But it seems something is following them – or so Sam believes. Yet he knows just as well as Dean that that is absolutely impossible, so maybe Sam is just going crazy and all the weird noises he hears are simply the sounds of the wall in his mind falling to pieces.
supernatural  sam_dean  first-time  genre:casefic  genre:horror  post-soulless!sam  postcage!Sam  hallucinating!sam  haunted!sam  Protective!Dean  worried!dean  s6  author:vail_kagami  havepdf  archive:ao3  rating:R  tissie  40-50k  challenge:bigbang  ~ 
february 2017 by Itsokaydean

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