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Long Road Home
“It’s the greatest ship ever built.” His voice cracks, and he tells himself it’s because he’s been speaking for probably days now and he’s thirsty and his throat is probably bleeding and Bones will kill him, goddamit, Jim – A tear leaks out of the corner of his eye. “I want to go home.” He whispers. (3978 words)
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  gen  hurt!kirk  tortured!kirk  hallucinating!kirk  protective!mccoy  pov:kirk  angst  friendship  torture  hallucinations  escape/rescue  clinic/hospital  recovery  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:eternalshewolf  have:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
Solitary Confinement
"He calls this side of himself Spock. Kirk is entirely robotic and emotionless, claiming to be a -- an alien, actually. On his crew. Kirk goes into this mode when he's having his bad days, where every bad thing can be explained logically. He makes observations about other people without ever really caring how it affects them, pointing out flaws, and merely wrapping it up with a muttered 'fascinating...' as he wanders off. Bones hates Spock. Hates it when this side takes the life out of those pretty blue eyes." (oneshot, sort of an unfinished feel to it, but it's not posted as a WIP) The noncon is not explicit or between the main pairing.
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  kirk/mccoy  ptsd!kirk  hallucinating!kirk  dark!mccoy  dark  mental_institution  hallucinations  ptsd  abuse:child(past)  noncon/dubcon  illness:mental  roommates  preslash  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:chasingthewinds 
july 2016 by elwarre

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