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Let Me Help
"The Narada incident has just been dealt with, and Kirk is realizing that he's in worse shape than he would like to admit." (111,306 words) Part 2 of Shades of Blue and Gold
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  kirk/spock  kirk/mccoy  bamf!kirk  hurt!kirk  ptsd!kirk  guilty!spock  protective!spock  protective!mccoy  friendship  hurt/comfort  ptsd  abuse:child(past)  tarsus_iv  hunger/starvation  noncon/dubcon  recovery  slowburn  preslash  series/verse  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:maifai 
january 2019 by elwarre
The Way Glass Warps
"Kirk lands in the alternate timeline's version of the Mirrorverse, where he finds himself in the middle of what Mirror!Spock thinks is a prearranged and consensual BDSM scene. Jim can't blow his cover so he endures it, finding himself further humiliated by enjoying parts of it. But everything falls apart when Mirror!Spock realizes something's wrong." (11,237 words) Wow, so take the warnings seriously on this one
james_kirk  spock  kirk/spock  hurt!kirk  raped!kirk  mirror!spock  guilty!spock  protective!spock  angst  dark  noncon/dubcon  kink:rapefantasy  bonding/soulmates  first_time  st:mirrorverse  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:trieduntrue 
october 2017 by elwarre
✢ Shine Like the Sun
"Prompt-fill. An accident leaves Spock with amnesia. His last memory is bringing a cadet up on charges for cheating on the Kobayashi Maru - a cadet who, to his disgust, is now his bondmate." (25,000 words)
  james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  spock(prime)  nyota_uhura  kirk/spock  protective!kirk  hurt!kirk  bottom!kirk  amnesiac!spock  asshole!spock  guilty!spock  top!spock  heartbreaking  angst  hurt/comfort  amnesia  self_loathing  bonding/soulmates  pon_farr  established!relationship  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:kyliselle 
september 2016 by elwarre
"Kirk is given an assignment he isn't sure he'll ever be able to finish. "What would you have done differently in the situation on Tarsus IV?" His childhood nightmare double-spaced in twelve-point font." (shortish)
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  kirk/spock  ptsd!kirk  guilty!spock  understanding!spock  angst  hurt/comfort  academy!fic  tarsus_iv  ptsd  preslash  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:annenburg 
august 2016 by elwarre
✢ Though My Soul May Set In Darkness
"Six months into the Five Year Mission, the Enterprise has reached the outskirts of the known galaxy, and its Captain has fallen ill. With a growing sense of unease, and increasing desperation, Spock takes it upon himself to manage both the ship, and Jim’s failing health, determined to save them both. Because Khan’s blood was never going to be a permanent solution." (111,822 words)
  james_kirk  spock  nyota_uhura  leonard_mccoy  pavel_chekov  hikaru_sulu  frank(startrek)  kirk/spock  hurt!kirk  sick!kirk  pining!kirk  protective!spock  guilty!spock  hurt!spock  pining!spock  reluctant!spock  protective!mccoy  abusive!frank(startrek)  friendship  angst  mystery  misunderstanding  illness  abuse:child(past)  tarsus_iv  hunger/starvation  prostitution  noncon/dubcon  fighting/sparring  clinic/hospital  recovery  mindmeld  bonding/soulmates  pining  slowburn  hothothot  sex:pollen  sex:telepathic  kink:fuckordie  kink:somnophilia  kink:rimming  kink:switching  first_time  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:pastmydancingdays  have:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
How High the Moon 1/5 complete
Summary: After the destruction of Vulcan, Spock shielded his mind to protect it from his broken bond with T'Pring. Little did he know another bond had already formed in its place. For a kink meme prompt for soulbonding.
Kirk/spock  bonding  angst  guilty!spock  nc-17 
december 2010 by TravisClearwater

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