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Dreams and Desperation
When Dean threw the amulet away, it destroyed both of them.
Big!Bang  Solo!Hunt  20000+  Amulet  Hunter  Beaten  guilty!Sam  516  Season!5  Gen  livejournal  SP 
january 2019 by shalene72
The Only Thing That's Real
Words: 27.000, 샘은 벽이 깨진 이후에 PTSD에 시달리고, 딘은 샘을 진정시키기 위해 최선을 다한다.
부드럽고 좋았다. 딘이 샘을 진정시키는 방법도 정말 좋았고, 샘의 반응도 애잔하면서도 괜찮았다. 딱하나 아쉬운 부분은 딘이랑 OMC랑 섹스하는 장면 하나? 그 상황에서 샘이 할만한 반응이라고 생각하지 않아서...그 부분 빼고는 처음부터 끝까지 만족스러웠다. 다른 사람의 POV 있는거 좋다.
runedgirl  S7  H/C  awesome  bottom!dean  top!sam  dean/ofc  dean/omc  hurt!sam  ptsd!sam  helltrauma!sam  hallucinating!sam  guilty!sam  jealous!sam  voyeur!sam  pining!sam  protective!dean  understanding!dean  pining!dean  pov:outsider  ptsd  hallucinations  helltrauma  voyeurism  first-time  rating:NC17  fandom:SPN  pairing:Sam/Dean  length:Middle  genre:angst 
august 2018 by engfordean
Not By Your Hand; NongPradu
 Sam and Dean are having a huge fight. Words are said, Sam gets really mad and wants to shove his brother but suddenly his powers sparkle up (telekinesis or maybe unnatural strength, like Jake's). The consequences are tragic. Dean sustains life-changing injury, something huge and permanent. Sam has to deal with his guilt, Dean with his injury and John with them both
supernatural  sam&dean  powers!Sam  physicallyhurt!dean  blind!dean  clueless!john  guilty!sam  pre-series  genre:angst  0-5k  archive:ao3  havepdf  author:nong_pradu  rating:pg-13  genre:gen  Seizure!Dean  tissie  ~  challenge:hoodie_time 
march 2018 by Itsokaydean
+ Back Seat Driver; debbiel66
John Winchester is back from the dead, and he and the boys are finally on the road again, but they are a long way from knowing where they are going
supernatural  sam&dean  resurrected!john  angry!dean  guilty!dean  guilty!sam  guilty!John  Protective!Dean  greatwallofsam  sick!Dean  archive:lj  havepdf  author:debbiel66  rating:pg-13  5-10k  tissie  ~  +  resurrected!john_verse 
january 2018 by Itsokaydean
Late Season 7, post "The Borne Again Identity." Sam always knew his past would come back to haunt him but he never thought it would happen like this.
SPN  SPN!Non-AU  Gen  Season!7  Hunter  Angst  Abducted  Abducted!Sam  kick!ass!Dean  Hurt/Sick!Boys  hurt!Sam  Character-Bobby!Singer  Ghost  Hospitalized!Boys  Short  5000+  717  guilty!Sam  Confession  Character-Crowley 
july 2017 by chellexxx
Subrogate; dreamlittleyo
Sam scares the crap out of Dean. Dean cools off and comes back with confession (and sex!) on the agenda. Things go badly after that
supernatural  sam_dean  first-kiss  Possessed!Dean  tw:non-con  sexuallyabused!dean  sam!feelsguilty  dean!feelsguilty  guilty!sam  pining!sam  pining!dean  genre:angst  S1  archive:ao3  rating:nc-17  havepdf  author:dreamlittleyo  tissie  10-15k  subrogate_verse  ~ 
may 2017 by Itsokaydean
The Music of the Soul
Sam has arrived back from Hell, the only problem is he's returned without his soul. Before Cas realizes that something is horribly wrong with his friend Sam acts on his long-held feelings for the angel, damaging the trust between them, possibly beyond repair.
When Sam’s soul is returned he has no memory of what has happened between them. What he discovers about his time without a soul is shocking, and he struggles to earn Cas’s forgiveness, and to forgive himself.

SPN  post!Season!5  Slash  SPN!Non-AU  Sam/Castiel  First!Time  Angst  Character-Castiel  Resouled  guilty!Sam  Character-Lucifer  Character-Bobby!Singer  Character-Balthazar  archiveofourown  25000+  Long  Character-Crowley  Character-Raphael  Wing!fic  pining!Sam  Hurt/Sick!Boys  hurt!Sam 
april 2017 by chellexxx
An Anchor; themegalosaurus
“I can’t stop thinking,” Sam says, and the joke’s almost at Dean’s lips before he catches it, swallows it. Not now, not with Sam hovering fretful and indecisive and asking for something, the outline of which Dean is just starting to recognise through the fog of everything unspoken.

Post-imprisonment, Sam gets some bad news and doesn't take it too well. Dean tries to work out how to help.
supernatural  sam_dean  established!relationship  emotionallyhurt!sam  non-con_(implied)  worried!dean  helping!dean  kink:breathplay  guilty!sam  s12  ptsd!sam  selfharm!sam_(implied)  author:themegalosaurus  archive:ao3  havepdf  rating:nc-17  tissie  ~ 
february 2017 by Itsokaydean
Bound to Blame
"" dad does, too. You don't want to see him when he's drinking." Teenchester, minor hurt!Sam, Sam's POV." (5437 words)
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  john_winchester  gen  hurt!sam  guilty!sam  abused!sam  protective!dean  abusive!john  pov:sam  hurt/comfort  angst  abuse:child  self_loathing  werewolves  spn:preseries  fandom:spn  author:sparkiebunny 
december 2016 by elwarre
✢ Shattered
"Sam didn't look for Dean the year they were apart. He didn't now he was supposed to. AU version of the events of the year between Season 7 and Season 8. Now a two shot, by request, with Dean bringing Sam home." (5741 words)
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  jody_mills  sam/jody  parent!sam  depressed!sam  hurt!sam  guilty!sam  hurt!dean  guilty!dean  angst  hurt/comfort  domesticity  purgatory  misunderstanding  depression  recovery  pairings:unusual  spn:season:8  fandom:spn  author:dragonflybeach  need:pdf 
october 2016 by elwarre
✢ Redshift
"They're still reeling from Dean's stint in Purgatory, the Trials are tearing them apart, the world hangs in the balance (again)—and Dean wants to get a pool table and have a sex marathon. Of course he does." (27,087 words)
  sam_winchester  dean_winchester  sam/dean  hurt!sam  hallucinating!sam  jealous!sam  guilty!sam  protective!dean  understanding!dean  hurt/comfort  angst  hallucinations  purgatory  self_loathing  trials  bunker  jealousy  hothothot  kink:switching  kink:bdsm  sex:rough  sex:shower  sex:car  established!relationship  spn:season:8  fandom:spn  author:road_rhythm  have:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
The Lines Between Brotherhood and Blood
"Takes place after Southern Comfort, S8. The Vengeance Specter laid open wounds between the Winchester Brothers. A hunt goes wrong, which only deepens the divide. Just when Dean begins to feel like moving on and splitting up might be the best answer, a Pagan God drags Sam into a mission of absolution that he won't refuse. Dean discovers that his brother has been hanging on by a thread, and the year he was in Purgatory was much worse on Sam than he ever suspected. Cas, Benny, and, worst of all, Crowley see what he has somehow missed -- just how fragile Sam is. With a little help, Dean learns what Sam had been unable to share -- just how far he was willing to go do and what he is still going through, proving to Dean that he is still Sam’s stone number one." (35,858 words)
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  crowley  benny_lafitte  castiel  gabriel  sam/dean  dean/benny  hurt!sam  hallucinating!sam  guilty!sam  pining!sam  jealous!sam  asshole!dean  guilty!dean  hurt!dean  pining!dean  hurt/comfort  angst  misunderstanding  demon_deal  purgatory  pining  jealousy  languages:enochian  hothothot  sex:car  established!relationship  spn:season:8  fandom:spn  author:jasmineisland  have:pdf 
july 2016 by elwarre
Worth the Whiskey
"Two times an outsider meets Dean Winchester, and two snapshots she gets of his life. She offers him advice and free beer and sees past the facade. First part is pre-series, second part takes place after 5.01 Sympathy for the Devil. Gen, focuses on the relationship between Dean and Sam and the consequences of Sam's actions in season 4. Outsider POV on Dean." (5,286 words)
sam_winchester  dean_winchester  gen  guilty!sam  hurt!dean  ptsd!dean  hustler!dean  protective!dean  character_study  angst  pov:outsider  hustling:pool  ptsd  spn:preseries  spn:season:5  spn:ep:5.1(sympathy_for_the_devil)  fandom:spn  author:you_idjits 
june 2016 by elwarre
The wound; sandymg
"After Hell Dean's pain tolerance is ridiculously high. Sam is impressed, and disturbed by it."
supernatural  gen  hurt!dean  post-hell!dean  s4  guilty!sam  archive:lj  author:sandymg  rating:pg-13  needspdf 
june 2016 by Itsokaydean

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