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it takes a lot to know a man - kittyandmulder, steebadore - Captain America - All Media Types [Archive of Our Own]
Bucky flips to the next page, and the world around him grinds to a halt as his brain struggles to process what he's seeing. The noise of the train fades and static fills the inside of his head as he looks down at the sketches of the metal-armed guy without the mask. It's—that's him. It's Bucky's own goddamn face staring back at him from this stranger's sketchbook."What the fuck." (Or, as I like to refer to it: two absolute disasters figure out how to use their words and touch mouth parts.)Written for the 2019 Captain America Reverse Big Bang (Words: 38981)
rating:explicit  pairing:james"bucky"barnes/steverogers  alternateuniverse-modernsetting  amputeebuckybarnes  pre-serumsteverogers  butlikeifhehadmodernmedicalcareandgoodfood  andwenttothegymalot  meta  mentionsofcancer  canonicalcharacterdeath  grief/mourning  explicitsexualcontent  gettingtogether  inspiredbyfanart  embeddedimages  waylessheavythanthesetagsmakeitsound 
18 days ago by cas3y5
the truth untold
Five truths he'll never tell; and one Lan Xichen told, but Meng Yao didn't.
author:wolframvonbielefeld  2019  wc:1-5k  =mo.dao.zu.shi(fic)  *lanxichen/jinguangyao  post-canon  grief/mourning 
march 2019 by claudine
Wash far away, where'er thy bones are hurled
On a cold and lonely afternoon, Liu Qingge remembers the best of Shen Qingqiu.
wc:1-5k  author:Nerdanel  2019  *liuqingge/shenqingqiu  =scum.villain  grief/mourning  canon 
march 2019 by claudine
Merrywetherweather - The Musutafu K9 Unit
A cop!Deku and hybrid!Kacchan au where Deku pulls Kacchan out of a shitty hybrid trading ring and into a warm and loving home.

It's not an easy ordeal, however, since Kacchan refuses to speak, and Deku is starting to develop quite the thirst for his new roommate.
fandom:My_Hero_Academia  year:2019  Rating:Explicit  pairing:Katsuki/Izuku  AU-mundane  hybrids  abuse  drug-use  sex-work  minor-character-death  grief/mourning  hurt/comfort  slavery  WIP  words:20.000-25.000 
march 2019 by hear-the-rain
[ at the end | I still lose you]
Mei Chang Su is colourless, he is transparent, a lake so still and so deep one sees nothing but their own reflection, and even then it is but what he wants you to see.

Jingyan drowns in him, looking for a pearl.

(the last night)
canon  post-canon  wc:1-5k  =lang.ya.bang  2016  FEELSplosion  grief/mourning  *jingyan/meichangsu  author:incoherenttruth 
march 2019 by claudine
Butterfly Lovers | 蝴蝶梦
Three years after Mei Changsu's death, Jingyan falls ill.

Meanwhile, Mei Changsu's spirit has remained in this world to watch over his loved ones after his death, and is distressed about Jingyan's failure to cope.
2016  grief/mourning  *jingyan/meichangsu  wc:20k  supernatural.elements  author:Tammaiya  post-canon  =lang.ya.bang 
march 2019 by claudine
Truth and Consequences
“The place you give the Bite has meaning," Derek says. "Biting someone on the side is to make them your beta. It makes them your subordinate, but it also invites them into the pack with the full protection of the alpha. Biting someone on the legs indicates that you’re turning them to an omega. And biting someone on the arm, particularly the wrist, turns someone as your equal. It’s a mating ritual.”

Stiles nearly chokes on a mouthful of granola. “A what?”
Author:KouriArashi  TeenWolf  Slash  fanfic  Peter/Stiles  Angst  Hurt/Comfort  Fluff  Romance  Relationship:FirstTime  AlternateUniverse-CanonDivergence  Grief/Mourning  Kidnapping  MatingRituals  Length:20.000-50.000  MultiChapter 
january 2019 by Ambrosine8
in the space you left behind
One month after the Immortal Alliance Conference, the Tian Gong Twelve Peaks scheduled an emergency meeting.

It was not often the Peak Lords gathered together in the grand opulence of Qiong Ding Peak’s Hall of Supreme Harmony. It was common for the Lords to see to their affairs at their own discretion, be it outside the sect or by secluding themselves in their Peaks for unmeasurable lengths of time. The Lords were required to report their whereabouts to the Head before leaving the mountain range, but aside from emergencies or the mandatory seasonal meetings, it was not required for them to be present in the sect.

It was not yet time for the scheduled summer summit, nor had a tragedy befallen the sect.

There was, however, an important matter that needed attending to.

wc:1-5k  =scum.villain  *liuqingge&shenqingqiu  *gen  2018  author:dearly_anonymous  canon  friendship(fandom.tag)  hurt/comfort  feel-good  grief/mourning  family 
december 2018 by claudine
hollyandvice (hiasobi_writes) - In Another Life
After a battle gone awry leaves Katsuki stranded, he seeks out one of the few people he really trusts: Deku. Except when he finds his hero partner, he looks completely different, and the first thing he does is put a gun to Katsuki's forehead. So that's different.

Canon-divergent future where Katsuki gets sent to a parallel universe during a villain battle. One where Izuku's a cop instead of a pro hero, and Katsuki himself has been dead since middle school. In a wold that's different enough to be strange and similar enough to be familiar, Katsuki does whatever it takes to find his way home.
fandom:My_Hero_Academia  year:2018  Rating:Mature  pairing:Katsuki/Izuku  canon-divergence  death!fic  pining  injury  disabled-character  grief/mourning  mental_health_issues  aged-up-characters  slow-build  angst  happy-ending  words:40.000-45.000  complete 
december 2018 by hear-the-rain
A long race - rokeat
Sam has been feeling something different for his best friend and roommate Blaine for quite a long time, but he contents himself with seeing Blaine happy, even if it is next to Kurt instead of him. But when Kurt doesn't seem to appreciate the greatness that is Blaine and they break up, Sam will do anything in his power to be by his friend's side in every step of the way, even when times get difficult... And maybe, only maybe, someday he'll be able to show him just how perfect they are for each other.
breakup!  therapy!  roommates!  romance  actor!  angst+happyending  hospital!  c:200-400k  characterdeath:minor  engaged!  artist!  grief/mourning  kurt/blaine  bestfriends!  blaine+cooper  glee  loveconfession!  sweet  pining  canondivergence  blaine/sam  future  livingtogether!  injured! 
november 2018 by floatondown
Through the Fire - MsPerception427
Life has been going well in the Big Apple. Kurt and Blaine are still happily engaged. Rachel is a Broadway sensation. Everything is as it should be. Until the day that Sam gets a call saying that there was an incident at the base where Puck was stationed. That one phone call shakes up their idyllic lives and changes things forever. But who ever said that change was a bad thing?
college!  canondivergence  trauma:mental  puck+jake  c:50-100k  kurt/blaine  pining  puck/rachel  self-injury!  soldier!/seal!  grief/mourning  glee  firsttime  blaine/sam  family!  hospital!  ptsd!  puck+sam 
november 2018 by floatondown
Thirteen years I have spent without you, Wei Ying, but my yearning has been fruitful.

Your - our son has grown up well.
grief/mourning  wc:5-10k  author:wolframvonbielefeld  2018  FEELSplosion  canon  *lanwangji/weiwuxian  =mo.dao.zu.shi(fic) 
october 2018 by claudine
except for when i'm missing you
many letters. How could I let them go unanswered?"

( In which Lan Huan struggles to let go and Jiang Cheng realizes that he's once again at the mercy of the dead. )
wip  wc:10-15k  grief/mourning  2018  post-canon  *jiangcheng/lanxichen  author:t_why  =mo.dao.zu.shi(fic) 
october 2018 by claudine
Only Us - veepthroat
Pre-shift came and went, and there was still no sign of Jonah. Amy had sent him several texts and had yet to receive a response. A part of her was beginning to worry. If he wasn’t going to come in, she would have heard from him by the time opening rolled around. But as she looked down at her watch and noted that it was a quarter past ten and he still hadn’t shown up, she decided she would reach out to Glenn and see if he had heard from Jonah. Someone had to know where he was.
amy/jonah  away!  grief/mourning  firsttime  char:jonahsfamily  bestfriends!  friendstolovers  c:-15k  characterdeath:minor  canondivergence  superstore  sweet  chicago! 
april 2018 by floatondown
Riot Gear
Shortly before they ganked Dick Roman Sam became pregnant. He either knew and didn't tell Dean because he didn't want to give Dean any more pressure or he had no idea at all. The stress and trauma of seeing Dean and Cas disappear along with Crowley taking off with Kevin sends Sam into a downward spiral. The added stress from hitting Riot causes Sam to have a miscarriage. Sam spends time recovering physically, but not emotionally, with Amelia who knows not to ask about the baby.

When Dean gets back and reams Sam out for not looking for him, Sam can't bring himself to tell Dean what happened. He thinks Dean will blame him for losing their kid and that it'll be the final straw. Maybe Sam sneaks out to visit the grave and Dean follows, but up to the author how Dean finds out. Cue guilty!Dean and hurt!Sam who has to relive the painful memories from the last year.
Author:Elaine_Penny  Author:onlythisfic  Supernatural  Slash  fanfic  Dean/Sam  Angst  Hurt/Comfort  Grief/Mourning  Relationship:Established  Mpreg  Miscarriage  Length:20.000-50.000  MultiChapter 
march 2018 by Ambrosine8

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