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Let Me Help
"The Narada incident has just been dealt with, and Kirk is realizing that he's in worse shape than he would like to admit." (111,306 words) Part 2 of Shades of Blue and Gold
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  kirk/spock  kirk/mccoy  bamf!kirk  hurt!kirk  ptsd!kirk  guilty!spock  protective!spock  protective!mccoy  friendship  hurt/comfort  ptsd  abuse:child(past)  tarsus_iv  hunger/starvation  noncon/dubcon  recovery  slowburn  preslash  series/verse  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:maifai 
5 weeks ago by elwarre
I See the Moon
“Alright well, here’s a song I used to sing to some, uh, kids… when I was younger.” The 'I used to sing this lullaby to the children I sheltered during a massacre' didn’t sound like the right words to say. The room was so quiet a glass clinking against the counter from the back of the room could be heard. “Here goes.” And Jim sang. Softly, at first then louder as the melody progressed. Based on the prompt, " Someone dares Jim to sing and/or play guitar for an Enterprise talent show but the only song he knows is a lullaby he used to sing for his kids on Tarsus IV..."
james_kirk  kevin_riley  gen  character_study  schmoop  tarsus_iv  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:speakingofalice 
april 2018 by elwarre
Chasing Ghosts
"Three years after the attack on London, Jim has overcome the psychological effects of his resurrection and is one of Starfleet's most respected captains. A brief leave on Earth for his brother's wedding reunited him with an old friend, and Jim is left to consider whether a ship alone is enough to make him happy." (16,674 words)
james_kirk  spock(prime)  winona_kirk  samuel_kirk  kirk/spock(prime)  pov:kirk  friendship  domesticity  first_time  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:museaway 
april 2018 by elwarre
Five Times Nyota Uhura Fucked Up with Jim Kirk and the First Time She Didn't
"Nyota has to admit that recently she might actually be beginning to like Kirk. Just a little bit. From time to time." (5035 words)
nyota_uhura  james_kirk  gaila  gen  pov:uhura  misunderstanding  humor  friendship  academy!fic  tarsus_iv  love/hate  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:thraesja 
april 2018 by elwarre
Five Space Pets Jim Brought Home and One Bones Let Him Keep
"Jim never really got to have a pet as a child and Leonard sympathizes, but this is starting to get ridiculous." (7314 words)
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  hikaru_sulu  spock  kirk/mccoy  st:fiveyearmission  humor  crack  brainwashing/mindgames  sex:pollen  established!relationship  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:the_dala 
april 2018 by elwarre
Linguistic Ambiguities in Vulcan Ethical Codes
"The thing people always forget is that it was a Vulcan ship that reached Tarsus IV first." (5770 words) Sequel: "Infinite Diversity in Infinite Combinations"
james_kirk  spock  gen  bamf!kirk  hurt!kirk  abused!kirk  smart!kirk  character_study  abuse:child(past)  tarsus_iv  hunger/starvation  recovery  academy!fic  languages:multiple  st:preseries(aos)  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:elumish 
april 2018 by elwarre
Miles and Miles of Mountains
"Spock is standing outside of his quarters. Jim pauses. He wants to punch him, turns the idea over in his mind briefly before loosening his fist and keying in his access code instead. Spock follows him inside wordlessly. He eyes Jim like he’s a wild animal, something that needs to be monitored and contained. Jim has never felt less contained in his life." (3605 words)
james_kirk  spock  kirk/spock  ptsd!kirk  bottom!kirk  top!spock  pov:kirk  character_study  angst  tarsus_iv  hunger/starvation  hothothot  sex:rough  kink:manhandling  first_time  st:fiveyearmission  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:mombasas  have:pdf 
february 2018 by elwarre
History
"He wasn't supposed to read those books, the ones with the pictures of prisoners from a war long ago. It wasn't supposed to happen to him, either. Tarsus-fic" (2275 words)
james_kirk  gen  hurt!kirk  heartbreaking  hunger/starvation  tarsus_iv  academy!fic  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:autumndawn21 
january 2018 by elwarre
We're All Totally Defenseless
"Chris briefly considers the idea that he doesn't know how tall fourteen year old boys are supposed to be but decides that he faintly remembers his brother being taller, and Tony pretty much lives on the median. Jim scrunches up in the car seat next to him. He hasn't spoken since confirming that yeah, he knew this guy, it was a friend of his mom's from way back when, now let him the fuck out. He might've looked about twelve, but his voice came out like he was forty." (8714 words)
james_kirk  christopher_pike  number_one  winona_kirk  pike/one  abused!kirk  adopted!kirk  guardian!pike  protective!pike  pov:pike  domesticity  hurt/comfort  abuse:child(past)  st:au:modern  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:justalittlebit 
january 2018 by elwarre
✢ Once More Unto the Breach
"James Kirk was the rudest student Professor Heleine ever taught. He stomped out of the middle of the professor's lecture like he wasn't a mere cadet. Well, the professor was done putting up with him. If he couldn't sit through an expert lecture, then he should give the lecture about Tarsus. That would teach him some respect." (6296 words)
  james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  gen  academy!fic  confession/secrets  tarsus_iv  st:preseries(aos)  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:anescapefromreality 
january 2018 by elwarre
Good for the Soul - Maifai
Part 1 of the Shades of Blue and Gold Series

Leonard McCoy had no intention of getting close to anyone for as long as he was to attend Starfleet Academy. Least of all the spoiled brat that he couldn't seem to get away from.

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Typical academy era fic, but as in depth as possible. It will follow Jim and McCoy throughout their three years in the academy together, and will explore their growth from tentative acquaintances to the inseparable pair that they become.
Fandom:StarTrek(AOS)  Character:JamesTKirk  Character:Leonard(Bones)McCoy  Character:NyotaUhura  Character:ChristopherPike  Pairing:M/M  Pairing:Jim/Bones  Status:WIP  StarTrek_Timeline:AcademyEra  Theme:StarfleetAcademy  Theme:Friendship  Theme:Humor  Theme:Hurt/Comfort  Theme:Smart!JimKirk  Theme:Doctor!Bones  Theme:Grumpy!Bones  Theme:Emotional_Hurt/Comfort  Theme:College  Theme:Fame  Theme:Implied/Referenced_Abuse  Theme:Miscommunication  Character:OriginalCharacter(s)  Theme:Pre-Slash  Theme:TarsusIV  SmutLevel:None  Author:Maifai  POV:Bones  POV:Introspective/StreamOfConsciousness  StarTrek_Canon:Compliant  Style:Multi-Chapter  Canon:Compliant 
november 2017 by JoeyCool13
I'll Find My Soul As I Go Home
"Spock is a lonely post-graduate student at Columbia who is just coming to terms with being gay. Jim is a bright, vivacious young man with as many secrets as scars. They both find an outlet for their emotions in the alternative club scene in late 1980s Manhattan – and in each other. But will Jim’s dark past ruin the tenuous relationship they’ve built?" (33,135 words) Very interesting premise and solid writing, but the ending feels rushed and incomplete to me.
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  nyota_uhura  gaila  kirk/spock  homeless!kirk  streetkid!kirk  hooker!kirk  hurt!kirk  student!spock  protective!mccoy  angst  historical  homelessness  streetkids  abuse:child(past)  prostitution  underage  college  preslash  st:au:non-starfleet  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:rabidchild67  have:pdf 
october 2017 by elwarre
Knives in the Water
"When Leonard McCoy moved out the California to work with his idol, the last thing he expected was to get caught in the middle of a decade long mafia war." (18,618 words) Extra warning for a long torture scene near the end that was way too much for me. I ended up skipping most of it.
james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  hikaru_sulu  spock  pavel_chekov  kirk/mccoy  mob!kirk  criminal!kirk  bamf!kirk  protective!kirk  top!kirk  doctor!mccoy  hurt!mccoy  kidnapped!mccoy  tortured!mccoy  pining!mccoy  reluctant!mccoy  bottom!mccoy  action  drama  criminals/mafia  kidnapping  torture  escape/rescue  pining  kink:manhandling  first_time  fandom:startrek(aos)  fandom:startrek(tos)  st:au:non-starfleet  author:green_postit 
october 2017 by elwarre
Cpt C. Pike and C/ J.T. Kirk’s guide to unexpected Co-Habitation
"When the Admiralty first delivered their ultimatum, Chris Pike didn't know who ought to be more offended; Jim Kirk, for being treated as if he were incapable of being independent despite being twenty-two and a certified genius; or Chris himself, for not getting any choice in who lived in his spare bed room for the next twelve months dammit! Or: Things Captain Christopher Pike learns about both himself and Cadet James T Kirk during their (not so) brief period of (initially) forced co-habitation." (77,767 words)
christopher_pike  james_kirk  leonard_mccoy  philip_boyce  kirk/mccoy  protective!pike  smart!kirk  sick!kirk  scarred!kirk  protective!mccoy  pov:pike  academy!fic  domesticity  angst  illness  scars  abuse:child(past)  tarsus_iv  preslash  series/verse  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:insanesociopath 
october 2017 by elwarre
I Want to (be)Leave
"Jim follows his government official mother to New Mexico, and eventually finds himself working as a janitor in Area 51. He tries his best to ignore all the spooky alien nonsense around the base, and gets into some bar fights along the way. When he's saved from a kick to the stomach by a mysterious pointy-eared gentleman, he realizes that the man isn't just metaphorically out of this world." (15,540 words)
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  winona_kirk  kirk/spock  janitor!kirk  schmoop  misunderstanding  abuse:child(past)  first_time  st:au:no!starfleet  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:spacegaysgalore  via:elwarre 
october 2017 by claudia79ad
I Want to (be)Leave
"Jim follows his government official mother to New Mexico, and eventually finds himself working as a janitor in Area 51. He tries his best to ignore all the spooky alien nonsense around the base, and gets into some bar fights along the way. When he's saved from a kick to the stomach by a mysterious pointy-eared gentleman, he realizes that the man isn't just metaphorically out of this world." (15,540 words)
james_kirk  spock  leonard_mccoy  winona_kirk  kirk/spock  janitor!kirk  schmoop  misunderstanding  abuse:child(past)  first_time  st:au:non-starfleet  fandom:startrek(aos)  author:spacegaysgalore 
october 2017 by elwarre

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