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Ghosts Love Elevators - thecommodore_squid - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Rogers-Steven-Grant shut up.

“You have power in you. Don’t discount yourself too quickly.”

Interesting. Although emotional speeches from a friend did not equate reaching a level seven threat, the Asset could admit that he was a little bit intrigued.

“Whatever,” Rogers-Steven-Grant grumbled. “I’m putting on some music.”

An AU in which Bucky is a highly conditioned assassin and Steve is his next target.
Bookmarks_Bar  new  march_2017  pairing:steve/bucky  pairing:pre-serum!steve/the.asset  extra:the.asset  extra:conditioning  extra:conditioning.breakdown  extra:brainwashing  extra:torture  extra:road.trip  extra:drugs  extra:recovery  extra:ptsd  author:thecommodore_squid  extra:internal.dialogue  extra:malfunction  extra:suicide!attempt  extra:mission.failure  extra:objectification  extra:touch.starved  extra:trash 
march 2017 by ant_for_smt
your blue-eyed boys - Feather (lalaietha), lalaietha - Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
Steve has no plan. Not because he hadn't tried to make one. He'd tried to make lots of plans. Plan, adapt, plan again, tried to think of every contingency.

And then he'd thrown them away, because there wasn't much point. What could you plan for? He couldn't guess the possible contingencies, the situations, the potentials. And he sure as sure hadn't figured on what's happened now, on coming back to his place and finding Bucky here. He hadn't even hoped for that.

He hadn't realized he could.

[post-Winter Soldier recovery fic]
pairing:steve/bucky  extra:ptsd  extra:anxiety  extra:past.abuse  extra:torture  extra:conditioning  extra:brainwashing  extra:mental.illness  extra:panic.attacks  extra:eating!disorders  extra:insomnia  extra:reali.life.is.messy  extra:recovery  extra:recovery.is.weird  genre:EPIC.H/C.RECLIST  extra:brooklyn.boys  extra:new.arm  extra:ofc  extra:trash 
march 2017 by ant_for_smt
Our Sins - AvocadoLove - Captain America (Movies), Iron Man (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Written for the WinterIron Bang.

Tony's practically become an old hat at being taken hostage, but something's fishier than usual this time around: his captor looks twenty-eight but claims to know Howard Stark, the NYPD negotiator is a SHIELD plant, and what's this about a fleet of helicarriers set to launch? (TWS AU.)
Bookmarks_Bar  new  march_2017  pairing:tony/bucky  extra:brainwashing  extra:torture  extra:abusive.parent  extra:past.abuse  extra:winter.soldier  genre:h/c.indulgence  extra:kidnapped  extra:injury 
march 2017 by ant_for_smt
Give an Inch - Lauralot - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
I want something from his point of view where he's trying to trust Steve, but keeps misinterpreting EVERYTHING as dirtywrong. And then has to slowly be convinced all over again that Steve isn't just like his handlers. Just always being triggered and having to rebuild his fragile trust.


I love the idea of reading about all the terrible things Steve is doing and being able to see they are actually innocent, but Bucky can't.
pairing:steve/bucky  extra:hydra  extra:brainwashing  extra:broken  extra:misunderstanding  extra:torture  extra:rape  genre:heartbreak  extra:trash  extra:check.out.those.authors! 
march 2017 by ant_for_smt
Property of Sanji
In a world where Zoro isn't even a person any more can he ever be free or manage to do anything more than just survive? He should have known that he'd be bought eventually but this... isn't what he'd expected. Zosan, updated weekly. All comments, thoughts and wild-mass-guessings welcome!
fanwork  fandom:OnePiece  pairing:Zoro/Sanji  rating:r  length:chaptered  type:prose  site:AO3  author:Unda  quality:sunfish  Extra:Slave  extra:rape  extra:au  extra:surprise!angst  extra:PTSD  extra:torture 
december 2016 by opalsong
Abstract Art - Chapter 1 - eadunne2 - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
They survive almost a year of torture together, cells side by side, banter and teasing and stories. They keep each other alive.

Then everything changes.

They tell Bucky that Rogers's been killed. He tries to piece his life together, to move on. Steve owns an art store. He's given up looking. It's over.

Except it's really not.
pairing:steve/bucky  extra:torture  extra:kidnapped  extra:ptsd  extra:war.vet  extra:insecurity  extra:panic.attacks  genre:h/c.indulgence  extra:check.out.those.authors!  extra:trash 
december 2016 by ant_for_smt
Modern Prometheus - BewareTheIdes15 - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Human memory is unreliable. Fallible. Easily diverted given the appropriate application of force.
(bucky *remembers* being together with steve)
pairing:steve/bucky  extra:amnesia  extra:recovery.is.weird  extra:winter.soldier  extra:torture  extra:trash 
november 2016 by ant_for_smt
Reciprocity - osprey_archer - Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. (TV), Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
Bucky had been treated like a thing for decades. It shouldn’t be a surprise that he’d learned to see other people that way.

Bucky's years as the Winter Soldier have stunted his empathy so badly that Steve's not sure Bucky is capable of emotional connection anymore. But Steve keeps trying anyway, and Bucky is happy to take advantage of that.
P.S. THIS!! this is how i think Bucky would act after years of dehumanizing torture. he wouldn't be a soft fluffy puppy. he would be high functioning sociopath. who needs to be loved. by steve.
Bookmarks_Bar  new  november_2016  pairing:steve/bucky  extra:torture  extra:brainwashing  extra:rape  extra:mental.illness  extra:panic.attacks  extra:depression  extra:betrayal  extra:crying  extra:recovery  extra:recovery.is.weird  extra:borderline.personality.disorder  extra:self-hatred  genre:heartbreak  extra:ambigous.morality  extra:freaks.in.love  extra:dehumanization  extra:unhealthy.relationships  extra:dub-con  extra:conditioning  extra:prison  extra:trash 
november 2016 by ant_for_smt
I But A Shell of Myself - Lauralot - Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
The message is on the back of the door in the last room Steve searches. The handwriting, labored and thick and hardly like Bucky’s, spells out one sentence:

They didn’t use anesthesia when they cut off his arm.
pairing:steve/bucky  extra:brainwashing  extra:dehumanization  extra:torture  genre:dark  extra:derealization  extra:winter.soldier  extra:recovery  extra:mental.illness  extra:trash 
september 2016 by ant_for_smt
in the dark (i can hear your heartbeat)
He hears: “turn here” and “listen carefully” and Poe nearly trips as a Stormtrooper says the words that wrap around Poe’s right thigh.
fanwork  Fandom:SW  pairing:Finn/Poe  rating:pg-13  length:oneshot  type:prose  site:AO3  author:amosanguis  quality:sunfish  extra:bond  extra:torture  extra:PTSD 
january 2016 by opalsong
The Narutostuck world is a fusion wherein I have jammed Homestuck characters into the Naruto universe and am pretending they were always there. Basically the Land of Space (Uchuu no Kuni) lies to the west of the Land of Wind (Kaze no Kuni), separated by a great desert; its capitol is the village of Hidden Time (Kouingakure no Sato). For the past century or two, it has been ruled by the Condesce and engaged in an endless war of conquest on the continent across the western sea; recently, however, a rebellion led by the Sufferer succeeded in overthrowing her and establishing a new social order in which discrimination against humans and discrimination by blood caste are officially outlawed. Meanwhile, over in the Elemental Countries, the plot of Naruto has reached some sort of good-guys-win conclusion. Now the people on both sides of the desert are tentatively trying to establish some kind of normal diplomatic and trade relations... but the Condesce and her chief supporters were never caught, and are still seeking to restore their rule.
fanwork  Fandom:Naruto  fandom:Homestuck  pairing:gen  rating:pg-13  length:series  site:AO3  author:edenfalling  quality:sunfish  extra:crossover  extra:culturedifferences  extra:injury  extra:cultureshock  extra:teambonding  extra:backstory  extra:torture  extra:friendship 
august 2015 by opalsong
She's the extractor, not that she looks it. Most people walk on by her without realizing that she can–and will make their lives agony beyond their imagining to get what she wants. She comes in looking like little more than a florist's daughter: low necked shirt, mesh, a short skirt and a bundle of flowers wrapped up. Her gloves are long and made of thick leather which the poison can't quite get through. She plucks a hybrid rose and examines it a moment. Let the prisoner think a geisha has come to him; she's had training in that manner as well. Unlike Sakura who wore her heart on her sleeve, Ino could be the honeypot, the poison thorn.
fanwork  Fandom:Naruto  pairing:Sakura/Ino  pairing:Ino/Shikumaru  pairing:shikumaru/temari  rating:nc-17  length:oneshot  site:AO3  author:Measured  quality:sunfish  extra:dark  extra:torture  extra:unrequitedlove 
august 2015 by opalsong
Damaged Defenders
Thor takes a good look at Loki once he has hauled him back onto the quinjet, and realizes that there is something odd about Loki's eyes. Thor has grown and changed much in the last year, and no longer takes anything for granted. So he starts asking questions. It doesn't take long to figure out that Loki is not acting of his own free will.

Tony Stark knows what it is to be forced to do as an enemy commands. Steve Rogers has seen the atrocities manipulative madmen are willing to commit. Clint, Logan, Bruce and Natasha have been subjected to said madmen. They all know what it is to lose themselves, and to seek redemption.

Together, this band of broken heroes draws a line in the sand. They will not tolerate any tyrant, foreign or domestic. That includes Nick Fury and the WSC, who have used everyone on the team for their own aims. It includes Thaddeus 'Thunderbolt' Ross, who has hunted Bruce against all reason. It includes Odin, who treats his sons like commodities. And it includes Thanos, who has delusions of conquering Earth.

Along the way, they learn to trust each other. They learn to help each other. They become a family.
fanwork  fandom:avengers  pairing:Tony/Pepper  pairing:bruce/betty  pairing:thor/jane  pairing:Scott/Jean  rating:pg-13  length:chaptered  type:prose  site:AO3  author:Sherza  quality:sunfish  extra:family  extra:FixIt  extra:friendship  extra:teambonding  extra:PTSD  extra:torture  Extra:Abuse  extra:prostitution 
september 2014 by opalsong
Friends Across Borders
Two long-time enemy nations can't become meaningful allies overnight. Stories from the lives of a border-guard Herald and Sunpriest, from their first meeting to the end, and insights into just how Karse and Valdemar were able to turn around their relationship so fast.
fanwork  Fandom:Valdemar  pairing:gen  rating:pg-13  length:series  type:prose  site:AO3  author:MueraRashaye  quality:whale  Extra:Favorite  extra:friendship  Extra:War  extra:religion  extra:torture  extra:toPodfic 
september 2014 by opalsong
Integral to Survival
Derek is in the cell for about ten minutes before the lone door opens and a new body is tossed in. The person hits the floor with a grunt, rolls, and stands as the door is clanging shut.

“That’s really not the way to treat a guest!”
fanwork  fandom:TeenWolf  pairing:Stiles/Derek  rating:r  length:oneshot  type:prose  site:AO3  author:asocialfauxpas  quality:sunfish  extra:torture 
february 2013 by opalsong
One of Our Submarines
Sollux Captor, recently drafted into the Service of Her Imperious Condescension, discovers a secret community of Helmsmen hidden inside the Imperial communications network.

Meanwhile on Alternia, Karkat Vantas is up to his goddamn nook in revolution.
fanwork  fandom:Homestuck  pairing:gen  pairing:Signless<>Psiioniic  rating:r  length:series  type:prose  site:AO3  author:VastDerp  quality:sunfish  extra:IM  extra:Helmsmen  Extra:Slave  extra:torture  author:JumpingJackFlash  extra:rebellion  extra:toPodfic  extra:wishList 
december 2012 by opalsong

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