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and all my life, I never had a chance
“Very well. I’m going to tell you straight up — when you told me you hadn’t remembered that episode at all, it was a red flag. Given everything else you’ve said up to this point and how you reacted to recalling it and what you’ve said about your general coping mechanisms —”

“Coping mechanisms?”

“You might not know it was that, but you’ve used a lot of them. And this is where I tell you that repression or suppression of traumatic memories is very common, when discussing child abuse victims. Especially male ones.”

He doesn’t know why his first instinct is denying it.

It’s fucking ridiculous.

He went to a guy who’s a fucking authority on the subject because deep down he knew that could be the issue, if he even thinks about that one memory he wants to throw up, since he remembered that he hasn’t been able to walk near dogs without wanting to jump on the other side of the road, it’s been two months and he’s gained a new awareness of how unhealthy his entire life was until he broke it off with her —

And still, his first instinct is telling him, it can’t be?
fanwork  fandom:GameofThrones  pairing:Brienne/Jamie  rating:nc-17  length:oneshot  type:prose  site:AO3  author:janie_tangerine  quality:sunfish  extra:modern  extra:au  Extra:Abuse  extra:PTSD  extra:rape  extra:therapy 
11 days ago by opalsong
Revel In Your Time
Sawada Tsunayoshi is born an Omega in a world that expects nothing from his dynamic except submission. Tsuna is many things – hopeless klutz, booksmart-deficient, heir to a bloodline some people would like to keep secret – but, as it turns out, ‘submissive’ is not one of them.
fanwork  fandom:KHR  pairing:Tsuna/Guardians  pairing:Xanxus/Squalo  pairing:Takeshi/Hayato  rating:r  length:chaptered  type:prose  site:AO3  author:Thai_Tea_Addict  quality:sunfish  extra:alpha/omega  extra:intersex  extra:poly  extra:genderqueer  extra:rape 
7 weeks ago by opalsong
Ex Cinere
Anders: So, there must be mages in Tevinter that don't use blood magic.
Fenris: Of course. There are slaves. The magisters do not hesitate to collar their own kind.
Or, the one where Danarius finds out about the blood magic ritual his long time enemy Halward Pavus is planning and things go even worse for Dorian.
fanwork  fandom:dragonage  pairing:Dorian/Fenris  rating:r  length:chaptered  type:prose  site:AO3  author:anonymous  quality:crocodile  Extra:Favorite  extra:arrangedmarriage  extra:au  extra:leftofcenter  Extra:Abuse  extra:angst  extra:therapy  extra:PTSD  extra:healing  extra:drinking  extra:rape  extra:toPodfic 
december 2018 by opalsong
Of Monsters and Men - Chapter 1 - dreamsofspike - Supernatural [Archive of Our Own]
AU from SPN episode 12x14, "The Raid". The Alpha Vampire is dead, but so is the entire British Men of Letters team, and the one man left standing is the one who takes the blame. Mr. Ketch takes Mick's place, and Mick's life becomes a living hell. Until Ketch makes a bold, shocking move in an attempt to recruit Sam Winchester - and it works. The British Men of Letters get a powerful hunter, and Mick gets a powerful ally, one who's determined to end his suffering and free him from the prison of abuse and degradation in which he's been trapped.

Warnings: non-con, violence, abuse, humiliation, mind games, potentially dub-con situations
pairing:sam/mick  extra:past.abuse  extra:rape  extra:ptsd  extra:broken  genre:h/c.indulgence  extra:slave!fic  author:dreamsofspike  genre:EPIC.H/C.RECLIST 
january 2018 by ant_for_smt
The heart rate in the hall skyrocketed and Kate reached forward to manhandle a shivering figure into the room.

Fucking hell. Stiles.

AU of Derek’s interrogation at the hands of Kate Argent. Spoilers through end of season 1.
fanwork  fandom:TeenWolf  pairing:Stiles/Derek  rating:nc-17  length:chaptered  type:prose  site:AO3  author:Yakkorat  quality:sunfish  extra:dubcon  extra:rape  Extra:SexPollen  extra:bond 
december 2017 by opalsong
Mafia Ever After
Bianchi is asexual. Unfortunately, she is an asexual woman in the mafia. And for women in the mafia, that is Not. An. Option.
fanwork  pairing:Bianchi/Reborn  rating:pg-13  length:oneshot  type:prose  site:AO3  author:Luki  quality:sunfish  extra:asexual  extra:rape  extra:awesome!Ladies  extra:toPodfic  extra:wishList  fandom:KHR 
july 2017 by opalsong
Life Without Parole
Three women sit in jail swapping stories of murder. Bella, murderer of her husband Dr. Edward Cullen and his lover. Rosalie, for the murder of attorney Emmett McCarthy and the four men he defended in court for her rape. Alice, convicted murderer of Texas Ranger Jasper Whitlock and countless others as yet to be found. WARNING: RAPE, GORE, VIOLENCE!
fanwork  Fandom:Twilight  pairing:gen  rating:r  length:oneshot  type:prose  site:AO3  author:Maliciouspixie5  quality:seaotter  extra:serialkiller  extra:au  extra:prison  Extra:Abuse  extra:rape 
may 2017 by opalsong
between scylla and charybdis - Chapter 1 - refusals - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
Sam Wilson has been witness to a lot of things he wishes he could unsee. Civilian families shot dead in their cars because of miscommunications at checkpoints. Riley’s body spiralling to the ground in a smoke-plumed plummet. His own face in his bathroom mirror after waking up hung-over as hell at two in the afternoon, the day after the anniversary of Riley’s death, year after year after year.

And now, in an abandoned bunker on the outskirts of Boston, a seemingly unremarkable manila folder at the bottom of a filing cabinet.
pairing:steve/bucky  extra:rape  extra:past.abuse  extra:brainwashing  extra:humiliation  extra:broken  extra:conditioning  genre:heartbreak  extra:hydra  extra:trash 
april 2017 by ant_for_smt
hydratrashmeme | Dumpster #2: ...'Cause a Hydra Trash Party don't stop
Like, maybe he'd never even dream of asking for food even when he sits at a set table full of various delicious-smelling dishes - much less eat unless being offered anything at all - he has no problem whatsoever chiming in to a discussion about fun ways to spend the holidays with the suggestion that Steve & friends could have their way with him like so many of the teams he worked with under Hydra, if they were into that sort of thing
pairing:steve/bucky  extra:broken  extra:brainwashing  extra:conditioning  extra:past.abuse  extra:steve.is.buckys.handler  genre:heartbreak  extra:rape  extra:trash 
march 2017 by ant_for_smt
Give an Inch - Lauralot - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]
I want something from his point of view where he's trying to trust Steve, but keeps misinterpreting EVERYTHING as dirtywrong. And then has to slowly be convinced all over again that Steve isn't just like his handlers. Just always being triggered and having to rebuild his fragile trust.


I love the idea of reading about all the terrible things Steve is doing and being able to see they are actually innocent, but Bucky can't.
pairing:steve/bucky  extra:hydra  extra:brainwashing  extra:broken  extra:misunderstanding  extra:torture  extra:rape  genre:heartbreak  extra:trash  extra:check.out.those.authors! 
march 2017 by ant_for_smt
Far from the Tree
If you need me, I’ll be there.

Tony never intended to take Steve up on that. But this isn't about him. It's about their daughter.
fanwork  fandom:avengers  pairing:tony/steve  rating:pg-13  length:chaptered  type:prose  site:AO3  author:SailorChibi  quality:salamander  Extra:Kid!Fic  extra:rape  extra:cuddles 
december 2016 by opalsong
A Spider in the Pool
Peter Parker gradually falls for Wade's dubious charms. They have a lot of hang ups and kinks to negotiate, but with sex this hot, Peter can't help wanting more. Erotica with significant plot and relationship development.
fanwork  Fandom:Spiderman  fandom:Deadpool  pairing:Spiderman/Deadpool  rating:nc-17  length:series  type:prose  site:AO3  author:Ajayd  quality:salamander  extra:characterstudy  extra:kink  extra:negotiation  extra:rape  extra:slowbuild  extra:dirtyTalk  Extra:BDSM  extra:PTSD  extra:mentalhealth 
december 2016 by opalsong
It Happened In The Multiverse
Something strange happened to Wade. Well, something strange always happens to Wade. But this type of strange involves an alien ray, Wanda (aka Lady Deadpool), and some slight errors with his regeneration in another universe. Luckily, the Merc with the Mouth has an Ultimate Amazing boyfriend and a newly adopted sister/doppelganger to help him through.

Or Deadpool is atomized, and comes back home with lady parts.
fanwork  fandom:Deadpool  Fandom:Spiderman  Fandom:X-men  fandom:avengers  pairing:Spiderman/Deadpool  rating:nc-17  length:chaptered  type:prose  site:AO3  author:SedatedKoala  quality:sunfish  extra:gender  Extra:GenderBender  extra:intersex  extra:fluff  extra:angst  extra:rape  extra:establishedrelationship  extra:solo  extra:dubcon  extra:kidnapping  extra:amnesia 
december 2016 by opalsong
The Gentlest Chains
Beyond that door is a boy Sid has skated with six times, and spoken to twice. He’s a year older than Sid is, and drugged out of his mind on Bonding agent.
fanwork  fandom:Hockey  pairing:Sid/Geno  pairing:Mario/Jagr/Nathalie  pairing:Ovechink/Semin  rating:r  length:series  type:prose  site:AO3  author:LadyJanelly  quality:sunfish  extra:bond  extra:rape  extra:au  Extra:Pretend!Relationship  extra:family  extra:poly  Extra:HighSchool  extra:firsttime 
december 2016 by opalsong
Property of Sanji
In a world where Zoro isn't even a person any more can he ever be free or manage to do anything more than just survive? He should have known that he'd be bought eventually but this... isn't what he'd expected. Zosan, updated weekly. All comments, thoughts and wild-mass-guessings welcome!
fanwork  fandom:OnePiece  pairing:Zoro/Sanji  rating:r  length:chaptered  type:prose  site:AO3  author:Unda  quality:sunfish  Extra:Slave  extra:rape  extra:au  extra:surprise!angst  extra:PTSD  extra:torture 
december 2016 by opalsong
You Thought I Was Pretty
The blood spurts and streaks sharply across Cole’s face, landing on his tongue, salty and sweet and coppery, before it pools and spreads, steaming, shimmering, a stark slash of red staining the once bright whiteness of the snow. With each stuttering throb of an increasingly desperate heart, Cole’s own heart beats faster, white-hot heat pooling low in his stomach, the ache stealing his breath.
fanwork  fandom:dragonage  pairing:IronBull/Cole  rating:nc-17  time:10:00-30:00  Type:PodFic  site:AO3  author:heeroluva  performer:originally  extra:rape  extra:discovery  extra:kink 
december 2016 by opalsong

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