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to make us steel
Jon Snow has been having dreams. Of Old Valyria, of a girl with brown hair and grey eyes, of a silver haired woman with dragons.

He spends his waking hours brooding and pretending he is not watching Tormund Giantsbane too closely and that Tormund is not watching back.
fanwork  fandom:GameofThrones  pairing:Jon/Tormund  rating:nc-17  length:series  type:prose  site:AO3  author:togglemaps  quality:sunfish  Extra:BDSM  extra:PTSD  extra:family  extra:politics 
16 days ago by opalsong
I’ve got things on my mind (and they're gonna come out from time to time)
And now he’s just… how the fuck is he even supposed to talk to Tyrion in his life without blurting hey, you know what, I’ve just discussed a few things with my therapist and guess what, I let her ruin your life, too, and I didn’t understand how much, and I didn’t even hear you out when you tried to tell me and you had half my fucking years, will you ever forgive me for that?

He has no fucking clue.

He has no bloody fucking clue, and fine, that is why he’s pretty much unable to think of anything else, but it still doesn’t mean he had any right to be a fucking arse to others.
fanwork  fandom:GameofThrones  pairing:Brienne/Jamie  rating:nc-17  length:oneshot  type:prose  site:AO3  author:janie_tangerine  quality:sunfish  extra:sequel  extra:modern  extra:au  extra:therapy  Extra:Abuse  extra:PTSD  extra:esteemissues 
16 days ago by opalsong
and all my life, I never had a chance
“Very well. I’m going to tell you straight up — when you told me you hadn’t remembered that episode at all, it was a red flag. Given everything else you’ve said up to this point and how you reacted to recalling it and what you’ve said about your general coping mechanisms —”

“Coping mechanisms?”

“You might not know it was that, but you’ve used a lot of them. And this is where I tell you that repression or suppression of traumatic memories is very common, when discussing child abuse victims. Especially male ones.”

He doesn’t know why his first instinct is denying it.

It’s fucking ridiculous.

He went to a guy who’s a fucking authority on the subject because deep down he knew that could be the issue, if he even thinks about that one memory he wants to throw up, since he remembered that he hasn’t been able to walk near dogs without wanting to jump on the other side of the road, it’s been two months and he’s gained a new awareness of how unhealthy his entire life was until he broke it off with her —

And still, his first instinct is telling him, it can’t be?
fanwork  fandom:GameofThrones  pairing:Brienne/Jamie  rating:nc-17  length:oneshot  type:prose  site:AO3  author:janie_tangerine  quality:sunfish  extra:modern  extra:au  Extra:Abuse  extra:PTSD  extra:rape  extra:therapy 
16 days ago by opalsong
IRL And All Realities
The first time he picked up Gryffindor's sword he had been young and terrified. The second time he fumbled the hilt, he had still been young and he had still been terrified. The third time? He was not much older and no more prepared for the world he had just entered, nor for the enemy he will face in order to win this twisted game of life and death.
fanwork  fandom:SAO  Fandom:HP  pairing:Harry/Kirito  rating:pg-13  length:chaptered  type:prose  site:AO3  author:ozsia  quality:sunfish  extra:crossover  Extra:Game  extra:depression  extra:PTSD  extra:death  Extra:War  extra:friendship 
8 weeks ago by opalsong
You don't need a license (to be a hero)
When the whole world tells Izuku that he's not capable of being anything more than a useless, quirkless deku, is it any wonder that he finds himself in games, where quirks don't matter?

Is it any wonder that he finds himself in SAO?
fanwork  fandom:SAO  fandom:MyHeroAcademia  pairing:gen  rating:r  length:chaptered  type:prose  site:AO3  author:FracturedAspect  quality:sunfish  extra:crossover  extra:PTSD 
8 weeks ago by opalsong
Five or Eight (You Must Wait)
It was only supposed to be a game. A fun way to pass the time. Maybe even make friends. How was Tsuna supposed to know Jumanji had a mind of its own, or that 'survival game' was very literal?
fanwork  fandom:KHR  pairing:gen  rating:r  length:oneshot  type:prose  site:AO3  author:northpeach  author:wolfsrainrules  quality:sunfish  extra:family  Extra:Game  Extra:Kid!Fic  extra:PTSD 
8 weeks ago by opalsong
Betas don't bond. Betas don't breed. Betas don't inherit castles or carry on family lines or serve any purpose really.

But may the Old Gods and New help you if you lay a hand on the Starks' Beta.
fanwork  fandom:GameofThrones  pairing:Theon/Everyone  rating:r  length:chaptered  type:prose  site:AO3  author:VagrantWriter  quality:salamander  Extra:Abuse  Extra:Mpreg  extra:alpha/omega  extra:poly  extra:torture  extra:PTSD 
8 weeks ago by opalsong
5 Times Shiro Discovered That His Teammates Were Ghouls and 1 Time They Remembered He was Human
Having grown up in Japan, Shiro was used to the anti-ghoul propaganda and the strict lives they had to live through. So, when he moved over to the US to join the Galaxy Garrison, he was very much surprised over the fact that ghouls had actual, proper rights that let them work for the government and go to space.

However, being sent on a mission to space with two mature ghouls and supplies for them was much, much different than being in charge of four teenage ghouls while fighting a galactic empire and having to make do with the supplies that they had on hand.

AKA, Shiro is the only one in the castle-ship who is completely human, and is completely done with no extra fucks to give by the end of it.
fanwork  fandom:TokyoGhoul  fandom:Voltron  pairing:gen  rating:pg-13  length:chaptered  type:prose  site:AO3  author:Skiewrites  quality:sunfish  extra:cannibalism  extra:fivethings  extra:PTSD 
9 weeks ago by opalsong
Hazing Online
It would be good for you they said. It will help get you back to being social they said. It will help you make new friends they said. "They" were full of shit. There was nothing about being stuck - literally - in another Death Game that was good for him. Or so Harry thought anyway...
fanwork  fandom:SAO  Fandom:HP  pairing:Harry/Kirito  Pairing:Remus/Sirius  rating:r  length:chaptered  type:prose  site:AO3  author:sifshadowheart  quality:salamander  extra:crossover  Extra:Game  extra:PTSD 
9 weeks ago by opalsong
A Heart of Blades||Cannot Break
In which Yuuri was a Clearer in SAO, and this... Changes things.

(Or the one in which Yuuri decides to try gaming on a whim when he's thirteen, manages to get his hands on SAO, and has to live with its impact and fallout for the rest of his life.)
fanwork  fandom:YuriOnIce  pairing:Yuuri/Victor  fandom:SAO  rating:pg-13  length:chaptered  type:prose  site:AO3  author:Mortescryche  quality:sunfish  extra:crossover  extra:family  extra:PTSD  extra:friendship  extra:characterstudy  Extra:Game  extra:anxiety  extra:fluff 
9 weeks ago by opalsong
“Why would you do that?” Vanya asks. “After what I did to you-”

“There’s not that many people who can understand how it feels to be raised by Reginald Hargreeves, you know,” Klaus contributes. “If you’re gone too, who are we going to tell our trauma to? A therapist? Ha. Hard pass.”

“But I-” Vanya starts to protest, but then Allison’s arms are slung around her shoulders, and she buries her face in her hair, and for a second Ben lets himself hope everything will be alright in the end.

(Once again, the Umbrella Academy saves the day - not that the day cares much about it one way or another.)
fanwork  fandom:UmbrellaAcademy  pairing:Klaus/Diego  rating:pg-13  length:chaptered  type:prose  site:AO3  author:Utopiste  quality:sunfish  extra:FixIt  extra:mentalhealth  extra:PTSD  extra:family 
11 weeks ago by opalsong
The Dead Aren't Good Company
They’d been back in time for less than a month when their father forced Klaus back into the mausoleum.
But maybe this time his family can do the right thing.
fanwork  fandom:UmbrellaAcademy  pairing:gen  rating:G  length:chaptered  type:prose  site:AO3  author:RosyPages  quality:sunfish  extra:PTSD  extra:family  extra:trauma  Extra:Abuse 
11 weeks ago by opalsong
Controlled Release - Chapter 1 - steebadore - Captain America - All Media Types [Archive of Our Own]
Bucky's just having a little trouble...finishing. Completing the mission. He can squeeze the trigger but he can't make the shot is what he's saying.

Which is why he's here, loitering outside a nice brownstone in Park Slope, trying to find the courage to knock on Captain Come Control dot com's door for his three o'clock appointment.

You know, just normal Thursday things.
pairing:steve/bucky  job:sex.worker  extra:dom/sub  extra:praise.kink  extra:ptsd  extra:war.vet  genre:au  extra:pre-serum  extra:erectile.dysfunction 
february 2019 by ant_for_smt
do not go gentle
Jace would rather be anywhere else than here - stuck in some alternate dimension with Clary and Simon frigging Lewis. But, unfortunately, he doesn't have a choice. Also, Jace is not okay.
fanwork  fandom:Shadowhunters  pairing:Clary/Jace/Simon  rating:pg-13  length:oneshot  type:prose  site:AO3  author:manticoremoons  quality:sunfish  extra:poly  extra:PTSD  Extra:Abuse  extra:characterstudy 
december 2018 by opalsong
Ex Cinere
Anders: So, there must be mages in Tevinter that don't use blood magic.
Fenris: Of course. There are slaves. The magisters do not hesitate to collar their own kind.
Or, the one where Danarius finds out about the blood magic ritual his long time enemy Halward Pavus is planning and things go even worse for Dorian.
fanwork  fandom:dragonage  pairing:Dorian/Fenris  rating:r  length:chaptered  type:prose  site:AO3  author:anonymous  quality:crocodile  Extra:Favorite  extra:arrangedmarriage  extra:au  extra:leftofcenter  Extra:Abuse  extra:angst  extra:therapy  extra:PTSD  extra:healing  extra:drinking  extra:rape  extra:toPodfic 
december 2018 by opalsong
this beauty breaking on my hands
Clary has never been any good at putting things back together. When they were in middle school and she accidentally knocked over Simon’s Lego Millennium Falcon, he’d already known to say it was fine repeatedly and usher her out the door instead of accepting her offer to help him rebuild it; if he’d let her try, the wings would have ended up upside down and there suddenly wouldn't have been space for the engine. Her heart is in the right place, usually, but it doesn't often translate to her hands.

So when he hears through the shadow world gossip mill that Alec's parabatai rune disappeared briefly, it doesn't take more than one look at Jace’s face to know that she’s been fucking around with the threads of fate again.

And, well. She's never been that great at sewing, either.
fanwork  fandom:Shadowhunters  pairing:Simon/Jace  rating:pg-13  length:oneshot  type:prose  site:AO3  author:prettydizzeed  quality:sunfish  extra:PTSD  extra:drinking  extra:panic  Extra:Abuse  extra:therapy  extra:FixIt 
december 2018 by opalsong
strength in numbers
Most nights they stay up later than they meant to, laughing. “It's like a slumber party every day,” Simon says, and Jace smirks and says, “I don't know what kind of slumber parties you went to,” and Maia says, “More than you. I thought Shadowhunters weren't allowed to have fun.”
fanwork  fandom:Shadowhunters  pairing:Simon/Maia/Jace  rating:pg-13  length:oneshot  Length:Short  type:prose  site:AO3  author:prettydizzeed  quality:sunfish  extra:poly  extra:PTSD 
december 2018 by opalsong
The breakup starts with Magnus. Well, no, it doesn’t. The breakup starts when Alec finally says the words “I’m gay,” and Jace says “Okay?” and Alec looks at Magnus, out and proud, and happy, and he knows that he wants that. He wants to be able to hold hands, and kiss, and have sex without worrying about leaving hickeys where they might be seen.

Or: Alec wants a public relationship. He can't do that with Jace, so they break up, not very cleanly. Magnus steps in, and then Jace gets jealous.
fanwork  fandom:Shadowhunters  pairing:Alec/Magnus/Jace  rating:nc-17  length:chaptered  type:prose  site:AO3  author:HowDidIEndUpHere  extra:comingout  extra:jealousy  extra:humour  extra:PTSD  extra:fingering  quality:sunfish 
december 2018 by opalsong
broad-shouldered beasts
Claire Dearing has successfully run Jurassic World for seven years without a major incident.

Trust Owen Grady to fuck that up.

(Or, three months prior to the Indominus Event, Vic Hoskins makes a bad decision, Owen Grady goes missing, and four six-foot, three hundred pound murder lizards escape into Claire's park. She can hear Alan Grant shouting, "I told you so!" from Montana.)
fanwork  fandom:JurassicPark  pairing:Claire/Owen  rating:pg-13  length:chaptered  type:prose  site:AO3  author:bullroars  quality:crocodile  extra:leftofcenter  extra:violence  extra:PTSD  extra:politics  extra:FixIt  extra:awesome!Ladies  extra:toPodfic  extra:wishList 
july 2018 by opalsong

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